Chapter 14: The Death of Centrifugal Destruction (2)
Later, I couldn't listen to a word of what they said, and I only kept circling the sentence "It's not necessarily a good thing for a woman to be too clever in her mouth."
It turns out that he is really tired of me! Whatever I used to say that I loved me the most, Bing Xue was smart and articulate, but it turned out to be a coaxing of my words.
Jinyan often says that people's hearts are impermanent, and now it seems that this is indeed the case, and it is indeed the case!
I don't know how long I sat among the flowers, and I don't know how I got back to the Changchun Palace...... I only felt as if I had fallen into a large cloud of gray smoke and dust all of a sudden, and the whole person lost his strength and direction.
From that day on, I waited in the Changchun Hall every day...... I thought he would come back to coax me, and at first I wondered how to question him, so I got out of the bad breath in my heart...... This time, however, he never came!
Listening to Jingyi, the battle ahead is becoming more and more unfavorable, it seems that after Zhang Qianzhao led the troops to Baoji, there was disharmony within the army, and at this time, Hou Yi resisted behind closed walls, and had to retreat from the division after a stalemate, and then chased and defeated Wang Jingchong in Sanguan.
First Li Ting was defeated, and now Zhang Qianzhao is defeated and dispersed, protecting the Yuan......
Alas, why did I start worrying about him again, why should I worry about him?! I was unwilling and worried in my heart, and I only felt that my heart was squeezed and rubbed by seventeen or eighteen hands.
Get up and go to the Dragon Leap Pool, and blow the wind to calm yourself down.
When Fang Xing arrived at the Yishen Pavilion, he saw Zhang Xianru taking two maids to the direction of Chongguang Palace, she seemed to see me, her face was slightly stunned, and she stepped forward to salute.
Today she wore a pearl pink dress with some beaded flowers at the neckline, which made the whole person even more delicate.
I saw the maid behind her holding the cui flute in her hand, and asked with a smile, "Is Chongrong going to practice?" ”
"The emperor Xuanxian is like going to play a light song." Since that fall into the water, Zhang Xianru has never called herself a concubine in front of me.
"Oh." I tugged at the corners of my lips and nodded in response.
"I'm afraid the emperor can't wait for a long time, Xianru will leave first." Zhang Xianru made it clear that she didn't want to be verbose with me, so she hurriedly bowed and left with the palace maid.
Looking at Zhang Xianru's graceful back when she left, my heart suddenly laughed, what am I sad about these days? What are you angry about? He has so many women, fat and thin, each with its own merits, why bother to like me as a woman who doesn't know what to do.
Thinking of this, he felt even more bored, and turned around and walked towards the Changchun Palace. As soon as he entered the hall, he saw Liang Shouzhen standing by the door with a lacquer box.
"See Lady Blossom."
"Get up, why did Gonggong Liang come to Changchun Palace?"
"Weichen was ordered by the emperor to send gifts to his wife." Xiao Liang said, and brought the red lacquer box to me.
If I had an awkward relationship with Bao Yuan on weekdays, and he was willing to send someone to send a gift to find him under the stairs, I would have forgiven him immediately, but I was even more annoyed when I saw this gift today!
What is this? He himself played the flute with the beautiful woman for amusement, and sent a prisoner to send me a gift?
"Let it go." I didn't bother to look at what it was, so I sent Liang Shouzhen back.
Xiao Liang seemed to have something to say, but when he saw that my face was displeased, he touched his nose and retreated.
I looked at the gift box on the table coldly, I didn't have any interest in opening it, and an indescribable emotion was brewing in my heart.
"Sister, don't you look at what's in the box?" Ming'er surrounded the box curiously, but she didn't dare to open it, so she asked me timidly.
"Open it." I got up and walked to the window, only to feel a big lump in my chest.
"Wow, that's beautiful." Ming'er's exclamation sounded behind me, and my curiosity was piqued.
"Sister, look, what a beautiful gem flower." Ming'er brought the box to me.
In the yellow brocade box lies a gemstone flower made of rubies, the petals are bright red as blood, and the brilliance is dazzling. On weekdays, I would have happily tried it on, but today I saw that only the word "plaything" appeared in my mind.
With a "snap", I closed the box and said to Ming'er: "Such a vulgar thing, put it away." ”
"Sister, aren't you going to thank you?"
"No, no."
"Sister......
"Go down." I waved my hand impatiently and asked Ming'er to step back, and I sat back in front of the window, looking out of the window in a daze.
The spring heart drips through the lace leakage, and Xiaomeng rings back the forbidden bell.
Where are the twelve Chu Mountains, the royal tower has seen two or three peaks.
Qu Zhi calculated, I haven't seen Bao Yuan for 12 days, and since that day Liang Shouzhen was ordered to send the jewel flower, there has been no news of him.
My heart was sour, but my eyes were dry, and I suddenly wanted to see Jinyan, so I got up and went to Feiluan Pavilion.
At the beginning of February, when the weather was not very warm, Jinyan wore a homely lake blue dress and sat in front of the desk reading Buddhist scriptures, and in front of her, the smoke curled in the incense burner.
Seeing my visit, Jin Yan smiled and got up to greet me, Xu saw that my face was not good, and after the palace maid served the refreshments, she retreated left and right, and sat down next to me.
Relatively silent, Jinyan's eyes were full of worry, and she asked tentatively, "Rui'er, are you okay?" ”
A thousand words are in the throat, I don't know where to start, but I feel a sadness turned into a warm current and came out of my eyes.
Jin Yan held my hand and gently stroked my back, not persuading.
After a long time, I said to her in a hoarse voice: "Sister, do you still miss the high lieutenant now?" ”
Jinyan's face instantly turned pale because of the words I rushed out, and there was an uneasy light in her starry eyes, and she nodded lightly for a long time, "There is not a day when I don't want him." ”
"So, will he miss you?" I don't know why I'm so upset.
"I don't know." Jin Yan shook her head slightly, with a bitter smile on the corner of her lips, "Actually, it doesn't matter if he misses me or not, as long as he ...... well"
"Won't my sister feel unwilling?" I asked, wiping away tears.
Jinyan smiled, and the smile was like a shallow blister.
"Sister, if one day a high school guard marries a wife and has children, will you blame him?"
"No, it won't." Jin Yan shook his head and said seriously: "If this is the case, I will be happy for him, but he is now so alone that I am worried and sad." ”
Jinyan's words made me feel ashamed for a moment, but more envy, they really love each other, only people who love each other will be like this! In other words, Jin Yan really loves Lieutenant Gao, if it weren't for this, how could she think about him like this.
On the other hand, I and Baoyuan, alas......
"Sister, are you having trouble with the emperor again?" Jin Yan asked softly.
"He's been seeing me for twelve days." I said aggrieved.
"Tell me, you might tell me, for what?"
I told Jinyan about the quarrel with Bao Yuan, and told her without reservation that I overheard the conversation between Bao Yuan and Shen Yuefu, as well as the gem flowers sent by Bao Yuan.
"Well, I can understand my sister's current mood." Jin Yan gently took my hand and said, "Your Majesty, he is not an ordinary man, but he is just a mortal. What a person says when he is angry is not true. ”
"But, sister, even if he is angry, he shouldn't ......"
"My sister wants to say that even if the emperor is angry, he shouldn't say something like that to Shen Chongrong, and he shouldn't come to visit his sister, right?" Jin Yan said.
I don't know why, when these words came out of Jinyan's mouth, I couldn't help but be stunned, what had been stuck in my chest for several days seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, and the whole person was empty.