153. Request a death
I lay there and laughed and said, "I know, you go down." ”
Chun'er didn't know what my expression was, but she was silent for a while and said, "Miss, Mr. will never do this to you according to the words left by Steward Zhou, you must believe Chun'er." ”
Actually, it makes no difference to me whether it is life or death now, I am just tired and a little drowsy.
Chun'er didn't dare to leave me half a step, as if she was afraid that I wouldn't be able to leave, so she stood there guarding me.
An hour, two hours, three hours, and then no one came to me for a holiday, and it was very quiet.
I don't know how Mu Jingchi knew all this, but I think he must have known in advance, and he knew what was going on from the moment he entered the Mu family's room.
I lay there tired, and fell asleep.
In the next few days, the Mu family was as silent as death, and no sound could be heard, including the sound of talking.
Mu Jing has not come to my room for a long time, only the maid is going in and out, I thought he would kill me according to Steward Zhou's words, so I was waiting for that time, waiting, waiting, waiting for a month.
There was still no movement at all, and my body slowly recovered.
But even so, I haven't taken half a step out of the door, and I haven't stepped in since Mu Jingchi came back once that day.
In this matter, Chun'er and they were not punished, but Wang Zhizhi was punished for kneeling in the ancestral hall for more than half a month, and Wang Zhizhi was implicated, but my punishment has not come down for a long time, and Chun'er and Ruping are worried all day long.
But before Mu Jingchi's punishment came down, one day I took the initiative to get out of the room and went downstairs, when Mu Jingchi was sitting on the sofa flipping through the newspaper, I didn't see him for half a month, only to find that he had lost a lot of weight, but his expression looked okay.
The joy of the happy event has long been taken away by the accident, and the Mu family hall at this time is strangely silent.
When I arrived in front of Mu Jingchi, I knelt down in front of him and said, "I ask to go to Nanshan Temple to pray for the blessing of my child." ”
When Mu Jingchi heard my words, his hand to open the newspaper stopped, and then Tian raised his eyes to look at me, for a long time, he sneered and asked, "Chaodu?" ”
Mu Jingchi thought it was very interesting, so he put the newspaper on the coffee table next to him, he stretched out his hand to lift my chin, looked at me a few times and asked, "What is the superordinate method?" Do you want to send him to a good family as soon as possible, or do you wish him an early ascension to bliss, huh? ”
After Mu Jingchi finished speaking, he withdrew his hand from my chin again, and then continued to hold the newspaper and flip through it, ignoring me no more.
But I continued to kneel there and said, "I beg you to take me to Nanshan Temple." ”
Mu Jingchi didn't even look at me, shook the newspaper and said, "Want to go to Nanshan Temple to seek protection in your heart?" Don't even think about it, you just have to remember how the child died, and how his mother treated him coldly when he came out between his legs, and then slowly looked at him and became a puddle of plasma. As if thinking of something, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "You say, does he know that it hurts?" You should know, right? If he could make a sound, I think, the voice he made at that time must be my mother, save me. ”
Mu Jingchi's words were like a snake spitting a letter hovering over his shoulder, and the cold breath made my whole body tremble when it attacked, but I couldn't say a word, just stubbornly kneeling there.
The maid came over with tea, and when she passed by me, she quietly glanced at me, and soon, she quickly withdrew her gaze and put the tea in Mu Jingchi's hand.
Mu Jingchi sat there and flipped through the newspaper after that, without saying a word to me.
Not long after, Wang Zhizhi came from downstairs, supported by the maid, as soon as she saw me coming out, she was still kneeling in front of Mu Jingchi, so she hurriedly walked over and asked, "Jingchi, what's wrong?" Why is Kiyono kneeling here? ”
Mu Jingchi asked lightly: "It's nothing." ”
Wang Zhizhi still wanted to ask, but it can be seen that Mu Jingchi looked indifferent, obviously not wanting her to intervene more in this regard, Wang Zhizhi finally didn't ask anything, so he smiled and said: "Jingchi, Feng'er knows how to write his own name, he has been practicing calligraphy in the house just now, and he is still yelling for you to see it, are you willing to take a look?" ”
Mu Jingchi raised his eyebrows and asked, "Really?" Then he put down the newspaper in his hand and said, "Take him down." ”
Wang Zhizhi was very happy to see that he finally agreed, and said with a smile: "Okay." ”
She hurriedly sent the maid upstairs and went upstairs to hug Feng'er.
It didn't take long for the maid to carry Feng'er to the living room downstairs, Wang Zhizhi took it from Mu Jingchi's hand, and then handed the child over, Mu Jingchi glanced at Feng'er, and took it from Wang Zhizhi's hand.
Feng'er was very close to Mu Jingchi, and after arriving in his arms, he immediately hugged his neck and shouted: "Dad! ”
This dad should be Mu Jingchi's first smile this month, he stared at Feng'er for a while, and suddenly took a pendant from his waist and handed it to Feng'er and said, "Take it, give you a reward." ”
As soon as Feng'er saw it, she smiled happily, and couldn't wait to take it from Mu Jingchi's hand, put it in her hand and play with it, Wang Zhizhi watched the two fathers and sons playing there with a smile, and looked at it for a while, and when she saw that I was still kneeling on the ground, she said again: "Qingye, get up, there is something to say, why bother, you are also very unwell." ”
I knelt on the ground and didn't move, still saying to Mu Jingchi: "If you don't want to send me to Nanshan Temple, I will beg for death." ”
Then I lay on the ground.
Wang Zhizhi was startled when she heard my words, she got up from the sofa and said, "Qingye, what are you talking nonsense? How can you talk about such a thing? ”
I ignored Wang Zhizhi, just knelt on the ground and watched Mu Jingchi's shadow black press against me.
The atmosphere was stiff, Wang Zhizhi didn't dare to speak, she looked sideways at Mu Jingchi, Mu Jingchi for more than a month, the smile that he finally had was cooled down, he sat there with the wind and looked at me, for a long time, he said, "Death? ”
He sneered low and said: "Death, it's too easy, living is the hardest thing, don't worry, I won't keep you, I will let you live well, live unharmed." ”
He didn't want to listen to me, so he handed the child to Wang Zhizhi, then got up from the sofa, left in front of me, and went straight upstairs.
Wang Zhizhi saw that Mu Jing was late and left, so he sighed and looked at me again: "Why do you want to make him unhappy, hasn't there been enough things that have happened during this time?" He's not in good shape, you know. ”
I knelt there and didn't speak, Wang Zhizhi didn't say anything, so she got up from the sofa with the wind and walked upstairs, but before she walked to the staircase, she met Wang Shuyi who came down from upstairs.
When Wang Shuyi saw Wang Zhizhi, she was full of smiles, and she called: "Madam." ”
Wang Zhizhi didn't treat her like usual, but just smiled faintly and asked, "What about Jing Chi?" ”
Wang Shuyi smiled and said, "Mr. is upstairs." ”
Wang Zhizhi smiled lightly and said, "Okay, I'll go up and take a look." ”
Then, Wang Zhizhi passed by Wang Shuyi with the child in her arms, Wang Shuyi glanced at Wang Zhizhi, didn't think much about it, and walked towards me, after she arrived at my side, she stood beside me for a few seconds, she smiled and said: "Actually, why do you have to do this, can't you live a good life here?" ”
I looked up at her.
Her eyes fell on me for a few seconds, and then she said, "It's not the same time now, and now that you don't have any children, what will you do here in the future?" Pampered? Do you think the gentleman still has this layer for you? ”
Wang Shuyi squatted down, looked at me with a pitiful face, and said, "I think you were so beautiful and rude and willful, how did you become such a pitiful appearance in a short period of time?" ”
Her finger landed on the pink scar on her face, and she asked, "Do you remember this scar?" Last time you smashed it, it hurt for more than half a month, and for half a month, my face was swollen and I couldn't go to the door, but now, it's better, and it doesn't hurt much, so please take care of yourself, the child is gone, and I can't see the young master, but it doesn't necessarily mean that there will be no chance in the future, right? But the point is, it's a lot harder for you now than you used to be. ”
She was about to get up, but she thought about it, crouched down again, and whispered in my ear, "Tell you something?" On the day of your miscarriage, Master Cousin was cut off by Mr. ”
I looked up suddenly.
Wang Shuyi saw my stunned face, the smile on her face became deeper and deeper, more and more happy, she said with special regret: "It's true, if you can't do it, you can ask Mr., Mr. warned you before, but you didn't listen." ”