Wang Shuyi stood up slowly, she was full of ridicule at me twice, and a maid came from behind, and she said to me again: "Auntie, you better get up first, it's cold underground." ”

But as soon as she finished saying this, my whole body completely collapsed to the ground.

After Wang Shuyi walked away, Chun'er quickly ran down from the upstairs, and when she saw me sitting on the ground, she hurriedly stepped forward to help me, she said, "Miss, are you okay?" ”

I looked up at the upstairs study, and got up from the ground, but before I could walk twice, the whole person fell to the ground again, and Chun'er came to help me again.

I stood there a little shaky, but I still used the strength I had to go upstairs, but before I could climb upstairs, my eyes were dark, and I fainted.

I heard Chun'er shouting there, "Miss! ”

I fell all over the ground.

I was dizzy for almost two hours, and after two hours, I slowly woke up, Chun'er stayed by my side, she asked me if I was better, I didn't answer her, just stared blankly at the top of my head.

Chun'er saw that I was stupid, she shook me vigorously and said, "Miss, don't scare Chun'er, you're so good, why is this all of a sudden?" ”

I didn't speak, I just grabbed the pillow with my hand, buried my whole face in the pillow, and cried quietly.

Chun'er saw me crying like this, and she didn't know what to do when she stood aside.

I don't know how long I was lying there crying, not long after the doctor came, he checked my body, I was lying there with numbness, the doctor noticed that I was very sad, he thought I was so sad because of the loss of the child, I comforted me there and said: "My aunt is still young, the child is gone, there will be another in the future, now it is the most important thing to take care of the body, if you are too sad, it is not good for your body." ”

I didn't answer the doctor.

When the doctor saw me like this, he could only sigh, put down my hand, and went to the side to prescribe a prescription.

After the doctor prescribed the prescription, only me and Chun'er were left in the house, Chun'er also thought that I was so sad because of the child, she was full of worry and said: "Miss, what Mr. said is indeed good, the child will have it in the future, and now you are still young." ”

When she said this, she paused for a few more seconds, and then said with a hesitant expression, "And...... You have a gap between your child and your husband now, Chun'er thinks that in this family, no matter what, you can have a bad relationship with your wife, or you can have a bad relationship with Miss Wang, who is in charge, and even the people in the house, but you can't have a gap with your husband, if you have a gap with your husband because of the child, aren't those people stepping on you more and more? You're on your own, what can you do in the future? ”

Chun'er saw that I didn't react, so she simply walked to my bed and sat down, she held my hand and said: "I'm a maid, I know I don't have the qualifications to say anything to Miss, but Chun'er still wants to tell you, this family is Mr. in charge of everything, no matter what, no matter what you want to do, you should have a good relationship with Mr., if you don't have a good relationship with Mr., you will only let yourself get hurt and let others bully, you don't know how those maids laughed at you in private during this time, and now there are no children, You should cheer up, shouldn't you? ”

I turned my head to look at Chun'er, Chun'er's eyes were full of eagerness, how could I not understand her words, the more I had a bad relationship with Mu Jingchi, the more I gave the rest of the people a chance, and the more I forced myself to a dead end, including Song Alcohol who is now in Mu Jingchi's hands.

Perhaps, I am not so fierce, and I am pleasing him as before, Mu Jingchi was happy, so he let people out, but if I have a hard fight with him, then it is likely that there will be no chance at all.

I understand the truth, but it's so difficult to do, I can't be like a pet in his hand, wagging his tail under him and begging for mercy, I can't do it, and I can't do it to compete with those people and be jealous.

I withdrew my hand from Chun'er's palm and said to Chun'er, "Go down." ”

Chun'er cried and said, "Miss, have you forgotten Mother Zhou's words? Do you really want to go to Nanshan Temple? How can you go to that kind of place? Did you know? Madame's sister, Madame Yuan is going crazy there, how can you go there. ”

This is the first time I've heard anyone mention Wang Heqing, and it's been so long, and it's crazy to get news of her again.

I looked at Chun'er with wide eyes, and Chun'er said with great certainty: "After the defeat of the Yuan family, Mrs. sent someone to Nanshan Temple to take Mrs. Yuan down the mountain, but Mrs. Yuan suddenly went crazy, because she would attack people, Mrs. Yuan had no choice but to send Mrs. Yuan back to Nanshan Temple and locked up. ”

Chun'er sighed and said: "Then Mrs. Yuan deserves to come to this point, but Mrs. is usually a gentle person, but for some reason, she treats this sister so ruthlessly, and now in addition to sending someone up the mountain to send some things to the past every day, I haven't seen her go up the mountain to see it for more than a year." ”

Hearing this, I didn't speak, but sneered in my heart, where does Wang Zhizhi still have the courage to see Wang Heqing, if she can still go to see Wang Heqing with confidence, I can only praise her in my heart, her heart is too strong.

Chun'er saw that I was silent, so she said again: "If you go to Nanshan Temple, you will definitely meet Mrs. Yuan there, you have to think clearly, this is not a joke, she is crazy now, but she can do anything." ”

I didn't speak, just lay on the bed and closed my eyes silently, Chun'er thought I was tired, so she sat on the edge of my bed for a while, then covered me with a quilt, and quietly retreated, without disturbing me in the house again.

Since that day, I have never mentioned to Mu Jingchi that I am going to Nanshan Temple, nor have I ever left the room, I have stayed in the house as a whole, Chun'er saw that I was sitting at the window all day in a daze, without a smile on my face, as if I was afraid that I would be depressed and sick, and I was in a hurry.

Time passed quickly, and another half a month passed, and the weather outside was getting colder and colder.

I don't know if the miscarriage hurt my body too badly, I was sick in bed all day, and the joints of my legs began to ache faintly in the cold weather.

I already have a premonition of weakness in my body, which has been compensated for by many Chinese herbs, and I can almost foresee what I will be like after the age of 30.

During this time, Mu Jing didn't come to my room once, and even once, that time he only stood by my bedside for a few seconds, I turned my back to him and didn't say a word to him, Chun'er stood by the bed but could only be anxious.