Several little boys saw that Hanako didn't care about him, and one of them couldn't help but hum and block Hanako's way.

He reached out and pushed Hanako's shoulders hard, pushing Hanako's thin body to the ground, and at the same time, the little boy cursed: "Don't go down this road next time!" This is my doorstep! I won't let you go! ”

Hanako didn't have any angry expression, and he silently picked up the rags that rolled out of the snakeskin bag and put them back in the snakeskin bag in the same way.

His silent struggle made several children even more annoyed, the children were not sensible at all, they only knew that this little Hanako was very annoying, and what was even more annoying was that he dared to ignore himself, since this is the case, let's teach him a good lesson!

Hanako was about to pick up an empty bottle when a boy kicked it violently, and the empty bottle immediately shattered on the stone next to Hanako.

Seeing this, the children were very relieved, and they all laughed proudly.

The anger was also out, and these children didn't want to waste more time on this little Hanako, so they only heard one of them say, "My dad just bought a full set of Transformers toys yesterday, let's play together!" ”

The other children chimed in: "Yes, yes! Let's hurry up and go to your house! ”

Then a few children ran away quickly, and Hanako picked up the broken glass shards piece by piece into the snakeskin bag, and then picked up the snakeskin bag and continued to walk, the muttering sound in his mouth was blown away by the cold north wind, and only the faint sentence could be heard: "I want to live...... Grandma wants me to live...... I can't give up ......"

After picking up a snakeskin bag and raging, Hanako carried the bag to the waste recycling station at the bottom of the slope of the vegetable market. An old man on a tricycle happened to come back, and after seeing him, the old man showed a smile and said, "It turned out to be Xiao Tian, why did you come here by yourself today?" I haven't seen you come out with your grandma in the past two days, is she sick? ”

Xiao Hanako's eyes turned red when she heard this, and then the red circles under her eyes returned to normal at a very fast speed, only to hear him whisper: "Uncle Li." My grandmother has passed away. ”

The old man was slightly stunned, and then sighed, "Really? It's really embarrassing for your grandparents and grandchildren - Xiaotian, do you want to be Uncle Li's godson? Uncle Li is a rag, but it's no problem to feed you. ”

Xiao Hanako thought for a moment, then shook her head and said, "Thank you Uncle Li for your kindness, my grandmother will not allow it." ”

The old man was slightly surprised when he heard this, and then said, "But...... But your grandmother is already ...... How do you know she won't agree? ”

Xiao Hanako straightened her thin chest and said stubbornly: "I just know that she won't agree." ”

When the old man heard this, he had to give up, and after recovering the tatters of the little Hanako. He stuffed a few cents into the black palm of Xiao Huazi, and said warmly: "Xiaotian, if you really can't get by, come to Uncle Li, Uncle Li will definitely help." ”

Hanako nodded, took the money and turned to leave.

Looking at his thin back, the old man sighed sadly after a long time and said, "He really looks like my second boy...... If the second boy was still alive, I'm afraid they would all be in high school by now, right? ”

Hanako quickly climbed the steep slope and squatted down beside the garbage heap at the vegetable market.

It's still early. It will take a while for the vegetable vendors in the market to close their stalls, and at that time they will throw the rotten vegetables that they really can't sell into the garbage heap, and the little Hanako can often find a lot of vegetables that can still be eaten, which can leave him with money to buy vegetables.

Next to the garbage heap, except for the little flower child. There were also a few wild dogs wandering around the garbage heap with their noses sticking out, and the little named Hanako squatted aside, and even these dogs didn't bother to take care of him. A peculiar tacit understanding has been formed between humans and dogs, with a hint of indifference in between. It seems to be silently telling the hardships of survival.

Finally, when it was time for the greengrocers to close their stalls, they dumped the rotten vegetables from the baskets into the garbage heap, and then talked about today's harvest. After meeting again tomorrow, they went home.

Hanako's eyes were fixed on a butcher at the moment - specifically, he was staring at something in the butcher's hand, which was a piece of fat.

Hanako couldn't help but swallow her saliva, and her eyes couldn't help but reveal a look of longing, and he thought to himself: How long has it been since he eaten meat? Two years or three years...... Maybe four years, right? It's been so long that I've forgotten the taste of meat, maybe I can get back this lost memory and taste today?

The butcher was a little hesitant at the moment, he stood next to the garbage heap, frowned at the piece of meat in his hand, and muttered to himself: "What a good piece of pork belly, it's a pity that it stinks, and it is estimated that it can't be sold, but it's a pity to throw it away like this......"

Xiaoyao Hanako shouted in her heart: Since it stinks, throw it away as soon as possible! No one will buy it!

Several wild dogs also looked expectantly at the stinky piece of meat in the butcher's hand, and they had already come to the front, grinning at each other and threatening each other, presumably as long as the butcher threw away the meat, they would fight for it.

When Hanako saw the appearance of the wild dogs, he couldn't help but panic, he knew that these wild dogs were very fierce, and he was afraid that he couldn't grab them, not to mention anything else, as long as these wild dogs grabbed the meat and ran away quickly, he couldn't catch up anyway.

Thinking of this, Hanako reached out and picked up five small pebbles on the ground, there were just five wild dogs, and five pebbles were just enough.

The butcher looked at a few wild dogs that came to his side, he raised his foot and kicked the nearest wild dog with some irritation, and scolded angrily: "Lao Tzu has lost money today!" You're still bothering me! ”

The wild dog howled badly, ran away a few steps with his tail between his legs, and then stood still a short distance. Its eyes were still fixed on the piece of meat in the butcher's hand, apparently reluctant to accept the delicious taste that was about to reach its mouth.

When the butcher saw that the dog was still dead, he couldn't help but become more and more irritable, and he smacked the piece of meat in his hand at the wild dog, and scolded angrily: "Kill you leper dog!" ”

This is the upgraded version of the meat bun beating the dog, this dog saw the meat piece flying towards him, immediately jumped up and opened his mouth to catch it in the air, it can be seen that its food grabbing skills are very superb,

Seeing this, the other wild dogs went straight to the meat pieces. Seeing that the food is about to fall into the mouths of other dogs, these dogs are really fast to run, and they are all in a deadly posture.

Hanako, who was screaming, only had the piece of meat in his eyes, and when he saw several dogs rushing over to scramble, he threw the stones in his hand one by one. The first stone struck the front teeth of the wild dog, which had jumped high with its mouth wide open, and the dog was beaten and howled, and then it rolled on its side.

The other wild dogs were each hit by a stone in the crook of their legs, and they ran so fast that they all rolled out after losing their front hooves.

Wild dogs inevitably collided together. They thought they had been attacked by their own kind, and soon they were biting together.

At this time, the piece of meat just hit the ground, and rolled towards Hanako.

Seeing this, Hanako immediately burst out at a very fast speed, and quickly ran towards the pieces of meat that were still rolling in the garbage heap. When he had reached a suitable distance, he suddenly bent down, reached out and grabbed the slippery, lightly smelling piece of meat into his arms, and then turned and ran away without a pause.

This qiē happened in a matter of seconds, and the butcher who threw away the piece of meat didn't even have time to turn away. Seeing this little named Hanako successfully snatch the piece of meat from the dog's mouth. The butcher was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help but laugh and scolded: "This little cub is really powerful, but that piece of meat is already stinky, and dogs can eat it." Can people eat it? ”

At half past two in the morning the next day, Hanako was tormented by the sharp pain in her stomach and kept rolling on the bed. The piece of pork belly that had been snatched from the dog's mouth for more than a pound had been eaten clean by him the previous night, and his stomach began to cramp shortly thereafter.

You must know that people who have not eaten meat for a long time cannot eat so much meat at one time, otherwise they will definitely have diarrhea. What's more, this piece of meat is still stinky meat that has gone bad? Xiaohuazi slept until midnight and felt stomach cramps, and went to the toilet several times but did not get better, and it was half past two in the morning. This severe pain can no longer be described in words, and Hanako clutches her stomach tightly, hating to spit out the meat she has eaten.

It wasn't until three o'clock in the morning that Hanako finally couldn't help but vomit, and the minced meat that had not been digested vomited all over the ground, and then he staggered into the toilet while vomiting. It wasn't until the sky was bright that the situation of Xiao's Hanako vomiting and diarrhea improved.

It was a very painful experience to find the smell of meat in his memory, and from then on, Hanako never picked up the stinky meat thrown away by the butcher again, and he would rather eat cabbage and robe than experience this painful feeling again.

Hanako lay down until noon, and then staggered out with a snakeskin bag. He returned home at half past five in the afternoon.

This time was different from before, his face was covered with many scars, and it looked like he should have been beaten.

After a whole night of noisy, he didn't eat anything today, and his body was already extremely weak, and as soon as he closed the door when he entered the house, he couldn't hold on any longer, and fell to the ground with a plop.

Hanako looked at the cobwebs and dusty beams, a few crystal tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, and he muttered to himself, "Grandma...... Xiao Tian was beaten by those bad boys...... They always bullied me...... Whining...... Grandma, I miss you so much...... Come back soon...... Woohoo......"

Little Hanako whimpered in a low voice, he didn't cry when he suffered from white eyes, and he still didn't cry when he was bullied by a few bad boys just now, but when he came home at this moment, all his stubbornness disappeared in an instant, his cry was so helpless, it was so heartbreaking, and only at this time, he was like a child.

Outside the door, a howling north wind blew, and the sky was covered with dark clouds like lead, and the north wind penetrated into the house through the crack in the door, and then slipped out through the crack in the door, leaving only a strange sound. Hanako's confession was carried away by the north wind, disappeared into the flying leaves, and then melted into the whole world......

Soon after, the north wind gradually subsided, and the goose-feathered snow fell down.

Hanako was lying on the ground weakly, his grandmother's face appeared in front of him, and the blurred shadow of his parents, Hanako seemed to see the image of a family sitting around the table eating dinner warmly in the warm light, and the feeling was so intoxicating......

A snowflake floated in through the crack in the door, and fell with Xuan'er to the corner of the little Hanako's mouth. Hanako was stimulated by the cold snowflakes to wake up, and the tears in the corners of his eyes once again flowed uncontrollably, along with his fragile heart and all his cowardice.

After a long time, a resolute expression suddenly appeared on the childish face of the little Hanako, and he stretched out his tongue and licked the tears that slipped down his cheeks to the corners of his mouth, and said word by word: "I want to live...... Even if I die tomorrow, I will live tenaciously now! ”

The scenes changed rapidly, Feng Xiaotian squatted in the corner of the medical room, and he muttered to himself: "I want to live, even if I die tomorrow, I have to live tenaciously now!" ”

Anna had never dared to make any moves just now, but when she heard this, she dared to breathe a sigh of relief.

But then Feng Xiaotian continued to mutter: "It's just...... Is there really any point in me continuing to persevere? (To be continued......)