Feng Xiaotian was slightly stunned when he heard this, and then whispered to himself, "Really...... Anna, is there a result? I want to see it. ”

Anna hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded, "En...... I'll give you the results......"

Anna originally wanted to hide it, but how could someone as smart as Feng Xiaotian hide it? I'm afraid that he himself has long felt that something is wrong, and the reason why he hasn't gone to the hospital for a check-up is just because there are many things.

Presumably, with the passage of time, Feng Xiaotian's condition will become more and more serious, and at that time, Feng Xiaotian himself can feel it, so there is no need to hide it from him now.

Anna squatted down to pick up the test results scattered on the ground, and after sorting them out, she trembled and handed them to Feng Xiaotian.

Feng Xiaotian is not a fool, he felt that something was wrong when he saw Anna crying, and with Anna's trembling hands, he was roughly prepared in his heart.

But when he saw the contents of the physical examination report, Feng Xiaotian felt that his psychological preparation was a little insufficient-I actually had brain cancer...... And it's late...... This...... It's not a joke, is it?

After any patient learns that he has a terminal illness, most of them will have thoughts that they can't believe it, Feng Xiaotian is naturally no exception, seeing the doctor's examination report, Feng Xiaotian was suddenly stunned, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know how to face this result.

Feng Xiaotian was stunned for a long time and didn't say a word, his thoughts gradually calmed down from a mess at the beginning, Feng Xiaotian even felt that he shouldn't have such a reaction, what he should do now should be to shout, and he should try his best to vent God's injustice to himself!

Or you should hug your head and cry, and you should tear the inspection report in your hand to shreds! Hysterical venting of extreme anger in my heart!

――Advanced brain cancer? I actually got this disease! It's an absolute joke of the century! My body is so strong, how can it be that I am already in the advanced stage of brain cancer? Though...... Although he was a little malnourished due to poverty when he was a child, his body was thin and unbearable, but later he supplemented his nutrition very well and insisted on exercising every day. How can you still get this disease under such circumstances? This...... This must be a mistake!

After Feng Xiaotian's thoughts calmed down, he suddenly became cranky, from the disbelief at the beginning, to the confusion later, to the current crankiness, it can be said that he has completely lost his proportion.

Anna saw that Feng Xiaotian didn't speak, of course she didn't dare to speak, she understood that at this time, Feng Xiaotian needed to digest this physical examination report by herself, no matter what she said, she would look pale and weak.

After a long time. Feng Xiaotian suddenly showed a hint of a smile, only to hear him whisper with a hint of mockery: "It's actually an advanced stage of brain cancer...... It turned out that I was a patient with advanced brain cancer...... Hehe...... Hehehehe...... Hahahaha! It's so funny! ”

Although Feng Xiaotian was laughing, his smile was even more ugly than crying, he wanted to stabilize his feelings, even if he was terminally ill, Feng Xiaotian didn't want to lose his mind because of this, but all his repressions were useless, the desire for life, the obsession with the one he currently had, and the fear of death. He began to become strange, he was like a volcano that had been dormant for a long time, and could erupt at any moment.

For Feng Xiaotian, life is too beautiful. After his hard work, he has the qiē he wants to have, and as long as it takes another month, he will be able to completely put aside his worries. Do whatever you want.

He can be drunk on the knees of beautiful women, laughing and talking about world affairs; He can have a pot of wine among the flowers, and the beauty accompanies the king; He could...... He can do what everyone in this world wants to do but can't! He can control a qiē in this world!

But this moment has not yet come. Seeing that the goal he was fighting for was about to be achieved, an inspection report smashed the one he had! Compared with gain, the pain of loss is often something that people don't want to see, not to mention that Feng Xiaotian is about to lose everyone's most basic life?!

Losing his life means losing all his qiē, and all the qiē he worked so hard for will have nothing to do with him after he dies! He has gone all the way from a teenager who picks up rags for a living to the present, and he has the most personal feelings about the hardships and difficulties, so he is even more reluctant to give up on the existing one!

Feng Xiaotian hasn't got a family yet, he doesn't have a child of his own, he hasn't fulfilled his promise to the woman he loves, he really doesn't want to die...... But the truth is often so cruel, maybe God planted the seeds of Feng Xiaotian's fate today at the beginning of giving Feng Xiaotian all the qiē, even if Feng Xiaotian is smart, he can't rely on his own wisdom to save his life in a short time!

It's ridiculous to say that a god-level genius like Feng Xiaotian can only watch himself die step by step now, he can't think about it, he has fallen into despair......

Anna on the side saw Feng Xiaotian's smile that was more ugly than crying, and couldn't help whispering: "Feng Xiaotian...... You...... You ......"

When the words came to her lips, Anna could not say another word, and her words were as pale as she had expected.

Feng Xiaotian was still laughing: "Hahahaha! I'm an advanced brain cancer patient! I really didn't expect it! Hahahaha...... I really didn't expect it...... Didn't expect ......"

Feng Xiaotian's voice became smaller and quieter when he said this, and then he whispered, "No...... It must have been a dream! I just dreamed that I was back in the past, back to the time when I was picking up rags...... Although it was a very difficult time, it was very fulfilling, and I was immersed in the ocean of knowledge every day, without so many ties, how wonderful it was......"

Feng Xiaotian paused, suddenly turned his head to look around, and then got up from the hospital bed, only to see him jump off the hospital bed, waving his hands and shouting, "This must be a dream!" It's definitely a dream! I'm still the one who picks up the rags and calls Hanako! Every day it is called Hanako who suffers from people's white eyes! Every time I go to school, I will be jokingly called Hanako by my classmates! When stir-frying, I will be worried about 0.15 grams of oil, and I will call Hanako! ”

"Bang-bang-"

Feng Xiaotian kicked on the expensive X-ray machine, the glass on it was broken by his kick, the glass slag fell all over the ground, and the pleasant jingle sound rushed into Feng Xiaotian's ears, as if he was laughing at Feng Xiaotian's reluctance to accept reality.

In the splash of glass slag, Feng Xiaotian raised his fist and slammed it on the X-ray machine, and the plastic shell couldn't withstand Feng Xiaotian's strong force and was smashed to pieces.

Feng Xiaotian yelled while slamming it: "I'm an orphan! An orphan whose parents died! No one loved him since he was a child! The grandmother who depended on each other also died early! I'm an ominous person! I shouldn't have survived at all! I'm superfluous! A superfluous one called Hanako! ”

Feng Xiaotian gasped a few times, his hands were already dripping with blood, but he didn't seem to feel the pain, he slammed it endlessly, and roared angrily in his mouth: "I should have died a long time ago!" Why do you want to live until now? Why? I deserve to be hit by a car! Drowned in the water! Burned to death! Starved to death! It just shouldn't have survived! What's the point of struggling to survive like this? In the end, it's empty! Hahahaha! All the qiē is empty...... Into the empty ......"

Feng Xiaotian's eyes were red, he suddenly remembered Concubine Dai, Wang Qianqian, and Vivian, did he really get nothing?

This thought made Feng Xiaotian extremely conflicted, he was unwilling to lose this qiē, if he could, he wanted to go back and do it again, he wanted to find out about his illness as soon as possible, so that he could save himself in advance, but in reality, there was no if, it was already too late......

"I ...... I'm a superfluous person...... Superfluous ...... for anyone"

Suddenly, Feng Xiaotian had the idea of giving up on himself, he felt that all the qiē he had experienced was so ridiculous, what was he looking for? Happy life? Or are you struggling to satisfy your fragile heart? Or is it to cater to the stubbornness and tenacity of the little Hanako who has been through hardships since childhood?

Feng Xiaotian slowly squatted down, curled up in the corner with his head in his hands, and in a trance, such a scene appeared in front of his eyes:

In the cold winter, even during the day, the warmth brought by the sun is very limited. Hanako, a ragged kid with a snakeskin bag in her left hand and a shabby black glove in her right hand, rummaged through a garbage dump for anything she could sell for.

Behind Hanako, a group of passers-by pointed at him. Xiao Hanako naturally knew what these people were talking about, but he was unmoved at all - maybe not unmoved, but his stubborn character made him still so calm even when he was being pointed out, this was just an appearance, and no one knew what he was thinking in his heart.

Soon, Hanako rummaged through the garbage heap, and he only found two empty wine bottles and a tattered pot lid, which together did not sell for much money, but it was this accumulation of small amounts that kept him alive.

Hanako turned away from the garbage heap with the snakeskin bag and headed for the next one. He was very short and thin, and if he had stood upright, he would have reached the height of his chin, so the way he carried the snakeskin bag looked extremely shabby and a little ridiculous.

"Look, that guy is picking up trash again, it's a shame!"

"Humph! What else could he do but pick up trash? This guy hates it when he looks at it! ”

"I really don't know what he's doing alive? Everyone in the family is dead, but he is still alive, what a broom star! ”

A few children passing by looked at the oncoming little Hanako and spoke badly.

Little Hanako seems to be accustomed to it, and he doesn't look at the ridicule of several people, although he is picking up the rags, but he also has his own persistence, although this insistence seems so thin, but he firmly believes that as long as he persists, he is the winner. (To be continued......)