03 She's silly, she's noisy, and she's cute

I didn't expect to be in the same school, class, or even table with her.

On the morning of the first day of school, I didn't sleep well because I had been keeping vigil in the hospital the night before, so I lay on the table to catch up on sleep while the head teacher didn't come.

When I woke up again, I saw her sitting in the empty seat next to me, looking at me with round eyes.

She stretched out her hand and showed me a familiar smile, "Hello, my name is Ye Zhenzhen, the Ye Zhenzhen of the Book of Songs' 'Escape, its Ye Zhenzhen'. It's a pleasure to be at the same table with you. ”

"Lu Li, the strange Lu Li." Although I am calm on the surface, my heart is like a wave.

Does she remember me, the boy who cried alone on the merry-go-round?

But from her unfamiliar eyes, I knew that this girl named Ye Zhenzhen seemed to have forgotten me.

Yes, who would remember a stranger who only said a few words so many years ago.

What's more, I don't expect her to be able to recall my bad past.

Thinking like this, I calmed down a lot, and turned my head away from her.

Unexpectedly, the head teacher Zhang Long arranged for me and her to serve as the class leader during the military training.

She looked stupid, but she didn't expect her grades to be quite good.

Maybe in order to get acquainted with me, she took the initiative to talk to me about some things after the class meeting.

But I scolded them one by one.

Since my mom abandoned me, my grandmother said that I had changed a lot, that I didn't like to laugh anymore or play with others, and that my only hobby was to stay in my room and play the piano. Over the years, I haven't made a single friend, and I don't want to be close to anyone, because I don't believe he ever loved me except my closest grandparents, or even my dad. So I don't believe in anyone, and I don't believe that there is a so-called true heart in this world.

My grandmother always held my hand and sighed to me, "Kitten, you should go out and play with your friends more, it's so boring to stay with me." ”

I shook my head, "Grandma, I like to be quiet. ”

Yes, I'm a quiet person because it's a hassle to get along with people.

But by my side, Ye Zhenzhen appeared.

She was very noisy, and she always seemed to have endless words and energy.

She would gush on and on about the bands she liked; would persuade me to attend the orientation party; would bitterly persuade me not to sleep in class; He would also go out of his way to tell jokes to make me laugh.

Most of the time, I listened quietly, but I couldn't help but peek at the way she spoke, sometimes with a high spirit, sometimes with teeth and claws, sometimes with a small mouth, sometimes with a grin.

She is silly, noisy, but she is also unexpectedly cute.

04 Her thoughts

Originally, I didn't want to attend the orientation party, but in class that day, I found that she was usually listening carefully to the class, lying listlessly on the table and sighing, without even taking notes.

I opened my mouth to ask her what was wrong, but I felt that this was not my style, so I had better not meddle with it.

It was my grandmother's birthday, and after the music lesson, I stayed to record my grandmother's favorite piano music, but I didn't want her to come back when she was gone.

She even offered me a week's worth of class notes in exchange for signing up for the orientation party.

Actually, I didn't need to take notes, because as early as the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, I had already studied all the knowledge of the first year of high school by myself.

But I agreed to her as if I had fallen into an evil spirit, and extended the time to copy the notes to a month.

Looking at her cute appearance of gritting her teeth, my mood has an indescribable brightness.

After the orientation party, I began to regret my decision to help out on the impulse.

Since that day, when I walked around the school, there were always people around me who were "pointing fingers" at me, and even girls suddenly rushed up to me and stuffed me with pink envelopes, but I was not interested in knowing the contents and threw them all into the trash. There were always piles of snacks in the desk, and I didn't eat any of them, but gave them to the Gu family brothers and sisters.

I was a little surprised when Su Yueling came to see me, she was my classmate in junior high school, but we rarely communicated. She gave me a box of handmade cookies to congratulate me on my amazing performance at the orientation party, and then she told me a little bit about my junior high school days. Unlike Ye Zhenzhen's "big voice", she spoke softly, and I could only hear it clearly by bending down slightly.

When Ye Zhenzhen pulled Gu Zijin past me, I actually looked at her with some weakness, and when I saw her walk into the classroom, I hastily ended the conversation with Su Yueling and followed her into the classroom.

The classmates in the class coaxed my relationship with Su Yueling, and I was a little irritable, so I lay on the table and ignored their gossip.

By the time I woke up, I was halfway through geography class.

I habitually went to see Ye Zhenzhen, she didn't know what she was thinking, and even took the book down.

I kindly reminded her, but unexpectedly she suddenly lost her temper at me, "I'm happy, you can't control it."

Yes, she and I are not even friends, and we really can't take care of it.

We had a cold war for a while. In physical education class before the monthly exam, I jogged on the plastic track, but my eyes unconsciously looked for the familiar back.

She ran as fast as she could, as if she was about to vent something.

On the second lap, she suddenly fell to her knees.

Is she hypoglycemic?

I didn't think much of it, I quickly ran to her side, took out a white rabbit toffee from my pocket and stuffed it into her mouth.

"Lu Li, why do you carry candy with you?" She stared at me in amazement, as if she wanted to see through my mind.

"Just allow you to eat toffee." I replied unnaturally.

Since my mom left, I didn't like sweets because the sweet and greasy taste didn't suit me, and I felt sick even when I smelled it.

But when I learned by chance, I learned that she had low blood sugar since she was a child, and when I went to the supermarket, I unknowingly bought a few large packets of toffee, and I didn't find out until the checkout. It's a pity to throw away the toffee, so I take a few and put them in my pocket every day when I go out. I thought that maybe one day, I would be able to do something for her when she was helpless, just like she did nine years ago.

I helped her to sit on a stone bench near the basketball court to rest.

We sat side by side, and she looked much better, but suddenly mentioned Su Yueling.

"She's so cute and pretty, don't you like her?"

I don't know how beautiful Su Yueling looks, but the beauty of the girl next to me, like the pure white and flawless lotus, she doesn't know it, but others can't ignore it.

I had to deny it strenuously, "If I look good, I have to like it, then how big my heart is." ”

Later, I remembered this scene countless times. Her bright and flickering eyes when she heard my answer reminded me of the rainbow in the sky, red is her fiery, orange is her gentleness, blue is her purity, green is her freshness, purple is her loveliness......

I suddenly looked forward to the three years of her high school in the future, so long, as if I could collect all the good memories of a lifetime.

But it was so short, as short as fireworks blooming in the sky, but it quickly dissipated into smoke and dust.

I don't know when it started, but when I saw her, my heart always throbbed slightly, as if something was breaking out of my control.

The wall that had been built in my heart was easily pushed by her, and she quietly walked into my life.

(When I wrote Lu Li, I really wanted to become a man, I don't know much about the boy's careful thinking, and I don't know if it will be a sense of disobedience to write like this.)

I just want to try my best to express that Lu Li is not so ruthless and cold-blooded, and his care and protection for Ye Zhenzhen is silent from beginning to end. I've been a little busy lately, and I can only write the day's updates on the same day, and I'll try to send them out in the afternoon. Thank you for your support, and I will always support you. ）