05 All I am is the world

Ye Zhenzhen didn't come to class all day, and I slipped the words out of Gu Zipei's mouth, it turned out that she had a high fever after returning home last night.

I heard the conversation between her and Jane Hee at the door of the piano room yesterday.

She deliberately said something nasty in order to defend me.

I know that Jian Xi hates Ye Zhenzhen very much, and always thinks of ways to bully her, but Ye Zhenzhen is too kind in her heart, and would rather get hurt herself than fight with her.

In order to temporarily divert Jian Xi's attention from Ye Zhenzhen, I deliberately pretended to be disappointed and angry.

I tried to protect her, but it seemed like I was hurting her.

After school, I went to the supermarket in the neighborhood and picked out a few big and red apples to bring to her.

But I didn't expect that downstairs, I saw Ye Zhenzhen, who should be lying sick at home at this time, but talking to Lin Zhi intimately.

Lin Zhi reached out and stroked her head, but she just shrunk her neck in enjoyment.

There was a fire burning in her heart, and the words of condolence she had thought about along the way just now were all burned by the fire in her heart, and her tone became yin and yang when she spoke, "Aren't you sick?" Still have the spirit to hang out? ”

"I've been in bed for a day, and now I'm out for a walk." I was not satisfied with her explanation.

I walked into the hallway with the apple, and when I turned around, she and Lin Zhi had disappeared around the corner.

I used to think that I could keep my loneliness and fight loneliness, I didn't need to be loved, and I didn't want to love anyone, but I didn't expect that I would never be able to resist the one who broke into my world without saying hello. From innocent strangers, to familiar and close friends, to adoring sweethearts, just like that, you have become my whole world.

I think when you confessed to me on the bus, if only I hadn't pretended not to hear it at that time, I wouldn't have been so proud; It would be nice if you could be less confused, then I would be bolder and you would be more confessing, so that we would have fewer regrets.

06 I like you, and you didn't hear it

I confessed to Ye Zhenzhen.

On the eve of the eighteen-year-old New Year, my grandmother passed away suddenly, and I fell into extreme grief.

After the funeral, I locked myself in my house all day, not wanting to see anyone or talk, just playing her favorite song over and over again.

My dad came to see me many times in the house and advised me to relax.

"Child, if you want to cry, cry out, hold back and hurt your body." It's rare for him to speak to me so kindly.

I ignored him and continued to play.

When I was a child, I used to cry because my parents were not around, but then I came to understand that tears don't get anything back. Since then, I haven't cried again.

Seeing that I ignored him, he sighed softly, explained that he had to go back to Haicheng for surgery, and left in a hurry.

In his heart, work is always the most important thing.

I looked up at the clock in the living room, it was already eleven o'clock, and in another hour, the new calendar year 2009 was coming.

I suddenly missed Ye Zhenzhen very much, and missed the girl who made an appointment with me to celebrate the New Year's Eve together.

The school held a fireworks show tonight, Ye Zhenzhen should be watching fireworks with Gu Zijin in the playground at this time, she won't come.

The joyful sound of gongs, drums and firecrackers sounded in the community, which was in stark contrast to the sad sound of the piano at this time. The two voices mingled, and both sounded like a shrill beep.

When I was playing in a distraught manner, Ye Zhenzhen suddenly walked in, with a cold but fresh air all over my body, which made my mind that had been chaotic for a long time instantly sober up a lot.

She stood in front of the piano with a red nose and a dazed head, tears rolling down her eyes like beads of broken thread.

I stopped in a panic, wondering why she was crying all of a sudden.

"Because Lu Li is so sad for you but doesn't cry, so let me shed these tears instead of you." She said it righteously, but it broke the last line of defense in my heart.

The grief that had been held back for so many days was finally released unscrupulously in front of her.

Ye Zhenzhen said that if you make a wish on the fireworks, your wish will come true.

So we sat side by side and waited for the first fireworks of the new year.

Before that, I didn't have any wishes.

But seeing the sincere smile of the girl in front of me, I suddenly had a lot of things I wanted to accomplish.

Like what:

"If you want to be stronger, you can protect her." That way, she won't be bullied by Jian Xi all the time like before.

"I want to know more about her." Her past, her friends, her hobbies, all her joys and sorrows.

"I want her to be by my side all the time." This way, you don't have to worry about which boy she looks good again.

"I want to hold her hand."

"I want to go to college and be in the same city as her."

"I want her to be the only one by her side."

"I want to tell her ......"

"I like you." My eighteen-year-old wish was dissipated into the night sky of 2009 along with the first fireworks of the new year.

If the world is so small, why can't you hear my sincerity?

(Sorry guys, I didn't sleep well yesterday, I was dizzy all morning today, completely uninspired, and I finally started writing, writing that I was suddenly told that I had something to do in the afternoon and evening, so I only changed more than 1,000 words today.) Well, I admit that these are excuses.

But I promise, I'll be sure to update more tomorrow. Tomorrow I will mainly write about Lu Li's affairs abroad, and after writing this Lu Li, it will be completely over.

Finally, I wish you all the best! Thank you for your support.