And Shen Linxi also seemed to see Shang Yuchen who had been different since he was a child in her eloquent narration: he saw himself carrying a schoolbag and walking in the wind and rain, a lonely and sunny little boy; I saw him sitting in front of the piano, playing a string of magical notes with serious concentration. Shen Linxi's heart couldn't help but fall into a warm and wonderful feeling.

But at the same time, she was a little puzzled, in this narrative, why did Shang Yuchen's father feel that it did not match this experience?

His mother continued: "I was thinking, God must have taken such a special favor to me, so he gave me such a wonderful child, who has almost always grown up on his own and can do the best at everything. I sometimes even worry about whether he will be too mentally overloaded at a young age.

I once asked Yu Chen if his parents would feel lonely if he didn't have time to spend with him. He thought about it for a moment and just replied, 'It's okay, get used to it.' ’”

"Actually, I can understand that he has inherited part of my personality, he also has romantic and delicate feelings, and he actually longs for the family to be together often. On weekdays, whenever my father and I are at home, he seems very happy. ”

His mother paused, her eyes narrowing slightly, her gaze becoming more calm, and her fingers kept unconsciously rubbing against the walls of the coffee cup. Shen Linxi waited quietly for her to continue.

After a while, Shang Yuchen's mother said again: "There will always be unexpected things in life. When Yuchen graduated from elementary school, one Saturday, Shang Yuchen's father went on a business trip, and Yuchen and I went home after having lunch outside. Outside the door of our house, a young woman stood.

When she saw me and Yu Chen, she looked a little hesitant, but she still asked me if it was his father's lover. I don't know her, so it's weird to wonder what she's looking for me? She asked if she could talk to me individually. Although I was confused, I let her into the house. I asked Yuchen to go back to the room by herself to do her homework, and the woman and I talked in the living room. ”

Shang Yuchen's mother's eyes suddenly flashed a trace of pain, she pursed her lips vigorously, and whispered with some difficulty: "That woman told me frankly that she and Shang Yuchen's father have been getting along for a year, and she is also pregnant with his child. She came to talk to me in the hope that I could divorce Yuchen's father and give her children a legal father. ”

His mother pursed her lips suddenly, her eyes wide, trying to suppress the mist that had already surfaced in her eyes. She shook her head slowly, as if she was saying to Shen Linxi, and as if she was talking to herself: "She wants to have a home, but she wants me and my children to lose a home." Shang Yuchen's biological father has children with other women, and they want to start a new home, so what about me and Yuchen?

But how can this be true? Qi Yang's father loves me, and he loves Qi Yang so much, how could he do such a thing? I don't believe it. ”

Shen Linxi looked at his mother's helpless face, and she was a little shocked. Although Shang Yuchen's mother is recounting the past many years ago, that sadness and sadness still seem to be deeply engraved in her heart.

His mother continued: "I told the woman that I didn't know what she was talking about, and asked her to go out. She was anxious, she said that she was a lawyer, because Shang Yuchen's father's company had signed a legal service agreement with her law firm, and the law firm appointed her to be responsible for providing legal services for Shang Yuchen's father's company. Later, while they were working together, she and Shang Yuchen's father fell in love and had a child. ”

"I called his dad and asked him if he had such a thing. His father was silent for a moment, then admitted. But he immediately told me that he would take care of it, and he said he was wrong and asked me not to talk to Yuchen.

I said to the woman, since it is the child's father's business, then she will go to the person concerned! The woman suddenly burst into tears, and she begged me, saying that she could not leave the child without a father, and begged me to fulfill her. ”

Shang Yuchen heard the woman's cry and came out of the house. He asked the woman very calmly, saying, 'If you do something wrong, you have to bear the consequences yourself, why should you find someone else to carry it for you?' With that, he pushed the woman out of the house. ”

After that, Yuchen and I were silent and did not speak. My mind was almost blank at that time, and I didn't even have the strength to think, I just thought repeatedly, why did Shang Yuchen's father do this, why did he look for a woman outside, didn't he want this family, didn't he want me and my son? He also had children with other women, and the thought of that made my heart twist. ”

"I think back then, for him, I didn't listen to my parents, and after graduation, I went back to Beijing to be with my relatives, but I stayed in Guangzhou alone and depended on him for my life. However, the relationship between the two people who have lived together for so many years can be said to be abandoned, but I have always been stupid to think that he loves me deeply, and will only love me alone.

I also often thank God for giving me such a wonderful husband and giving me such a wonderful son, and I am so lucky to have my own beloved career! ”

"But Heaven loves to turn clouds and rain like this, and it threw me from the clouds to hell in an instant. I never thought that there would be the word 'betrayal' in my marriage, but it just came out so violently, and I was so defenseless that I didn't even know how to cry. ”

Shang Yuchen's mother stopped with some excitement, covered her face with her hands, and a touch of pain flashed in her eyes.

Shen Linxi didn't know what to do anymore. However, in this situation, it seems that no matter what she does, it is superfluous, and it is better to listen quietly.

Shang Yuchen's mother exhaled softly: "At that time, my mind was full of the fact that Yuchen's father betrayed me and betrayed the family, and I felt that my world had collapsed suddenly. My husband had a child with another woman, and at that moment, I realized how weak I was, so weak that I couldn't bear the blow at all, and I was so weak that I just wanted to run away from everything. So, I ...... I did a stupid thing. ”

Shang Yuchen's mother's eyes closed slightly, as if she didn't want to look back on the unbearable past, but she still lowered her eyes and said softly: "That night, I drank the medicine, and I just wanted not to wake up again." ”

When Shen Linxi heard this, her heart was already shocked, and she couldn't help but widen her eyes.

Tears flashed in the corners of his mother's eyes, and she said a little choked: "It was Yuchen who found out that I had drunk the medicine, and he immediately called my good friend, who happened to be back to China that year, and later called the 120 emergency center, and I was rescued." When I woke up in the hospital and opened my eyes, I saw Yu Chen holding my hand motionlessly, his eyes fixed on my face.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was not worthy of being a mother at all, the child was only more than ten years old, and I was so irresponsible that I was going to leave him and go alone. If I'm gone, what is he going to do, how is he going to live? ”

"I hugged Yuchen and cried loudly, and Shang Yuchen also cried and said, 'Mom, don't scare me anymore, you're not here, what should I do?' My poor son watched his mother being carried away by an ambulance, and perhaps the next moment he would hear that his mother was gone, and what a torment he had to endure in his heart, and I had selfishly disregarded him for a child. I really don't qualify to be a mom! ”

Speaking of this, Shang Yuchen's mother's tears had already flowed, and Shen Linxi's cheeks had also been wet with strings of tears. She reached out and picked up the tissue box on the table, took a few, and handed it to Shang Yuchen's mother, and she kept wiping the tears that kept flowing.

After a long time, Shang Yuchen's mother continued to tell: "Shang Yuchen's father was also notified by the old man by phone and rushed back to Guangzhou. When he arrived at the hospital, Yuchen was still guarding me. Yu Chen didn't look at his father or say a word. Yuchen's father regretted it and was very afraid, he told me and Yuchen that he was confused for a while, and he was wrong.

He begged me to give him a chance. However, there is no greater mourning than death, I can't forgive him, as soon as I see him, I think of that woman, think of them together, how can I still accept him. ”

"Shang Yuchen's grandparents interceded on behalf of Yuchen's father and asked for my forgiveness. They said that no matter what, the child is not yet an adult, and Shang Yuchen has such a deep relationship with his father, he needs his mother and his father. Moreover, Shang Yuchen's grandmother also said that it may be because I often go out to perform, and Shang Yuchen's father felt that the family lacked warmth, so he stumbled and went the wrong way. ”

"Later, I also talked to Yu Chen in private, if I divorced his father, what would he think? Yu Chen was silent for a long time, and only said, "I still want to see my dad often, but I will be with you." ’”

After Shang Yuchen's mother recounted the past that made her heartbroken, she pressed her temple with her hand, and then said in a helpless and bitter tone: "Actually, I didn't know at the time what would happen if I got divorced. I never thought that I would get divorced one day, but fate forced me to this crossroads.

Yu Chen was very silent during that time, he didn't talk to his father, but he took good care of me. However, I know my son, who is intelligent, talented, and affectionate. Although he was angry and disappointed with his father, he loved his father very much. He didn't want to leave his father, and he didn't want his parents to divorce, but he wanted to defend me and care about my feelings. Therefore, it is conceivable how painful and helpless Shang Yuchen's heart was at that time. ”