Over the years, she has not looked for a boyfriend again, although it is because of her busy work, but the most fundamental reason is because of the past. That year, she hurt those two people so deeply, and her heart has always been full of guilt and remorse for this.

She had imagined countless times that one day, she would see Shang Yuchen again, and the grievances between the two of them would be able to dissolve. It's just that she and him can still release their previous suspicions and reconcile as before, but she is not very sure.

After all, "there is no turning back when the bow is opened", at the beginning, she was so resolute, and any man might not be uneasy.

Of course, she also thought that when she saw Shang Yuchen again, he already had his wife and children, just like Yin Yichen who had a fiancée, and his face was still full of happy smiles. Although this idea often makes Linxi's heart ache, she rationally told herself that this possibility is very high, and it is also reasonable, she should send them her sincere blessings.

Of course, there is also the possibility that she will never see either of these two people again in this life. If this is the case, it will definitely be the biggest regret of her life.

However, with the passage of time, regret and remorse have slowly settled in the depths of her heart, and if she doesn't deliberately release them, she can live her life in a good mood.

Moreover, she has now gradually realized that in life, everyone will do wrong things. For some things that have been done wrong, you can only treat them as shortcomings that cannot be changed in the past, but you can't let them endlessly affect your future life. Therefore, she is preparing to leave behind the burden of the past and start her new love life.

However, these two people appeared in front of her again as if they had fallen from the sky. She was excited, hesitant, uneasy, and expectant...... In fact, even she didn't know what she wanted to hope for.

However, before she could properly manage her emotions, a scene she imagined was vividly placed in front of her eyes. She once thought that she could face all this rationally, however, when it really happened in front of her eyes, she realized that her endurance was so vulnerable!

Is it because you're older? She's really fragile now. Thinking of the happy days when she and Shang Yuchen were together in the past, and remembering his love for herself, Linxi's tears kept flowing down the corners of her eyes.

Her heart has changed after all......

"Okay, Linxi, after crying this time, I put away my tears, and I really want to say goodbye to the past. You see, Shang Yuchen is doing well now, he has a successful career and sweet love, which is also something you should like to see, and you don't need to feel guilty about the harm you once brought him. This time, you can really let go of the past and live it well. ”

Linxi kept saying such things to herself, but her heart still hurt very much. It was as if she was running on an endless road, there was no one on the road, and it was getting darker, and there was fog ahead, and she was about to fall, really tired, so tired......

Shen Linxi unconsciously followed the traffic and drove through one intersection and another intersection. Later, when she encountered a red light, she didn't even realize to stop. Suddenly, a large truck whizzed past her, and at the same time there was a rapid and roaring whistle, and she shivered with fear.

She subconsciously stepped on the brakes, and heard a piercing brake sound in her ears, and then the car stopped suddenly. Shen Linxi was so shocked that a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back, and his brain immediately cleared up a lot. Her heart then pounded violently, she was so tired, she had been really tired for the past two weeks......

Later, Linxi was refreshed and drove to Mu Ran, who had already had dinner, and she wanted to cook for Shen Linxi. Linxi shook her head, drank only a glass of milk, and lay on the sofa. She whispered, "Shang Yuchen is back." ”

Mougins raised his eyebrows and asked in surprise, "Oh? When? Have you gotten in touch? ”

Because Shen Linxi and Zhao Qing had roughly talked about herself and Shang Yuchen and Yin Yichen in the past, Mu Ran would ask her like this now. So, Lin Xi told Zhao Qing about the recent events, including the scene when she met Zhao Yan today. After saying that, she hugged the pillow in both hands and closed her eyes tiredly.

Mougins sat beside her and asked her softly, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

Shen Linxi was silent for a while before saying, "What I want to do, there is no point anymore, because his present and future have nothing to do with me." ”

Mu Ran shook his head regretfully: "Alas, it's a pity, Shang Yuchen is a rare person. However, the fate between people is really hard to say, and sometimes it always seems to be a little bit worse. ”

Shen Linxi opened her eyes, saw the bright moonlight outside the window, and sighed: "It's the full moon again." ”

Mougins got up and turned off the lights in the room. Immediately, in the room, there was a hazy moon. Lin Xi quietly stared at the clear moon in the night sky, and her mood felt a little calmer.

Mougins stretched out his hand and pulled over a chair, sat on it, put his feet on the edge of the windowsill, and quietly looked at the bright moon outside the window. After a while, she said softly: "'If you lose your horse, you don't know if you are blessed.'" Life is actually a process of cultivation, perhaps after experiencing losses again and again, you can be more clear about the true desires of your heart, and then you can meet the most beautiful encounter in your life with a good mood. ”

Under the moonlight, everything seemed quiet and hazy, and even people's consciousness was a little trance-like. Shen Linxi said slowly: "Whether you lose it or gain it, this may be the best arrangement made by God." It's just that sometimes I still can't do what I don't like, I don't worry about what I lose, I don't worry about it, I don't want to be pampered, and I don't want to stay. ”

Mougins smiled and said, "This is because you still care, Linxi, if you don't want to have regrets in your life, then go for it!" ”

Shen Linxi shook his head lightly: "If you barely ask for it, you may not be able to keep it, but it will make me constrained, and I will suffer from gains and losses." And when it comes to regrets, it's never inevitable in life. ”

Mu Ran asked, "Then Shang Yuchen, are you ready to let go?" ”

In the moonlight, Shen Linxi's beautiful face carried a touch of sorrow. After a long time, she looked out the window and said slowly: "From tomorrow onwards, you must be a simple self, get up, go out, and exercise; From tomorrow, open the window, watch the sunset, and smile at the morning sun.

I'm going to call Aunt Zhou and make an appointment with them for a trip where her daughter has grown up. I'm going to walk along the coast, carrying my shoes, and smiling like a child. I want to look closely at the changes of the four seasons, and I can't be in the middle of summer, and still in the twilight of spring.

I'm going to draw little suns on my calendar, and by the end of the year, I'll have 365 sunny days. I will also tell you that I have shed tears, but since then, even if it rains, I will not cry again.

From tomorrow onwards, no more memories, no more sighs, even if I am always alone, I want to be a strong version of myself. I probably won't think about you anymore because it's all gone. I should bless you, even though I don't really want to. Anyway, from tomorrow onwards, I want to be a new version of myself. ”

Shen Linxi shallowly and very literarily expressed the parting feelings in her heart for Shang Yuchen who were still nostalgic but had to give up......

used to think that Yin Yichen was the one she loved the most, but at the beginning of the farewell, time has diluted their relationship, and now she can no longer find the relationship that can be worthy of her love.

Mu Ran looked at the bright moon in the vast night sky, and then looked sideways at Shen Linxi's dreamy eyes, she thought to herself, Linxi has always been very sensible, and rarely is so sentimental as tonight.

So, she pretended to be brisk and said: "'Lost mulberry elm, harvested east', there may be miracles everywhere in life." Linxi, you also mentioned Yin Yichen, I know that your feelings about him have always been different, perhaps, you can finally come together! ”

Shen Linxi sighed and said, "Human feelings are really amazing. Some time ago, when I first reunited with Yin Yichen, I was really excited in my heart, and even had an impulse to continue to be stuck in the past, thinking about starting a relationship again.

However, just today, when I sat with Yin Yichen in the conference room, in that kind of negotiation, you come and go, each for his own master, and when I saw Ye Yufei again, I remembered that he already had a family, and I felt that in this battlefield without gunpowder, the two of us would go farther and farther, and in the end, we would become less affectionate. ”

Mougins said quietly: "Love is very delicate. It sometimes happens just because of a deep gaze, a touching smile, as simple as that. And love is also very fragile, maybe just because of a few hurtful words and an indifferent look, they will drift away from each other.

This may be caused by being too demanding on love. In fact, in emotional matters, you need to lower your posture so that you can achieve each other. ”

After Shen Linxi heard this, he fell into deep thought. Yes, she is indeed too demanding of love, so in the past, she always subconsciously expected Shang Yuchen to tolerate her infinitely like Yin Yichen and love her unconditionally, so when Shang Yuchen later criticized her behavior, she thought that it was not the ideal partner in her mind, so she wavered, avoided, and retreated.

In the six years since they left, she has also often felt remorse for the past. She often thinks that if she doesn't have to be strict with her inner standards in everything, then now, she and Shang Yuchen should be very happy together.

However, the wood has become a boat, it is difficult to recover the water, the missed ones are irretrievable, and all the regrets are in vain. Perhaps, only in setbacks can people become truly mature and wiser. Shen Linxi looked at the high night sky outside the window, and her heart slowly calmed down. Let it all pass, and from tomorrow, she will start a new self!

Just when Lin Xi was determined to start making a new version of himself, Shang Yuchen was in his luxurious office, standing alone in front of the window. He was tall and straight, slightly thin; On his deep and solemn cheeks, his brows were furrowed, showing his unsettled heart at the moment.

In fact, all day today, his mood could not be calmed at all. To be precise, at the last cocktail party, from the moment he saw Linxi, his mood had not been calm. Perhaps, to be more precise, in the six years that he has been separated from Linxi, his heart has never been calm.

Six years, for countless people, long enough to forget an unforgettable love, the mood can be repaired and calmed, and perhaps, they can once again devote themselves to a lingering relationship. However, for Shang Yuchen, these six years are tantamount to a torture and tempering of body and mind.