034. The wind and the moon enter my lovesick bureau

On the day of March 18, a major event occurred in the Mu family, the batch of arms that the Yuan family entered the dock was captured by Huo Changfan, leading the troops, at four o'clock in the afternoon Huo Changfan attacked the Yuan family's Changchi on the spot, just one night, the county magistrate guarding the Changchi did not resist Huo Changfan's firepower, and abandoned the city and fled before dawn.

Huo Changfan seized land in Changchi for the king, the Yuan family was overwhelmed, and when the reinforcements rushed over, everything was already in a boat, and the outside of the city was already full of Huo family's troops, and the city of Changchi was closed, and there was a smoke of gunpowder inside.

Mu Jingchi received the news at six o'clock in the afternoon, and sat in the living room for two hours without moving, and the footsteps of each other could be heard quietly in the room.

No one dared to make much of a move.

Only Steward Zhou stood quietly beside Mu Jingchi.

At eight o'clock the next morning, Yuan Chengjun's phone called Mu's house and asked Mu Jingchi what was going on, although his tone was calm, he was obviously here to ask for an explanation.

When the arms entered the dock, they happened to be robbed by Huo Changfan, who had already been struggling to breathe, which not only made him instantly increase his strength, but also caught Changchi off guard, the county magistrate who guarded Changchi couldn't resist the firepower and abandoned the city and fled, which is undoubtedly a great shame in Yuan Chengjun's life!

Everyone understands what Yuan Chengjun's call means, and he wonders if Mu Jingchi is here with Huo Changfan to get him, but he just didn't say it.

Mu Jing returned to Yuan Chengjun without hurrying: "If the Ninth Master didn't believe me from the beginning, he would definitely not come to marry this family with our Mu family. ”

Yuan Chengjun didn't expect Mu Jingchi to say it so bluntly, he didn't know if he was speechless, or if he was pondering something, after a while, he said: "Of course I believe you, as you said, if I didn't believe you at the beginning, how could I come to climb this family in person?" It's just that Jing Chi, our side will never leak anything about this batch of arms, I'm worried about your side-" Yuan Chengjun's words, he paused at this point before he said: "Is there something wrong?" ”

Mu Jingchi was holding the phone at that time, and he didn't say anything for a long time. He smiled and said, "I will give the ninth master an explanation, please wait with peace of mind." ”

Yuan Chengjun saw that Mu Jingchi said this, and even if he didn't say much, he said: "Okay, Jingchi, I believe you." ”

Soon, the call was hung up.

I was going to go down to the living room, but when I got to the staircase, I turned back to my room.

Not long after, Zhou's mother walked in with breakfast, and I was leaning on the sofa flipping through magazines.

After Zhou's mother put the breakfast on the table, she told me: "Now the Mu family is an eventful season, you must not go downstairs, so as not to annoy Mr., he didn't sleep all night last night, and has been sitting in the living room." ”

I said: "This Yuan family is really, the Mu family kindly gave him this batch of arms, but in the end he lost it, and he blamed the Mu family, it is really unconscionable." ”

Mother Zhou served a bowl of porridge for me and said, "I don't know about these things outside, but the Yuan family suspects that our Mu family has a spy." ”

Zhou's mother handed me the porridge bowl, and I took it, but I didn't use it for the first time, but asked Zhou's mother sideways: "There is such a thing?" Who doesn't know how strict the Mu family's information in this regard is, how can there be a spies. ”

Zhou's mother handed me a spoon: "Don't ask, let's have breakfast first." ”

I didn't ask any more questions, took the spoon from Zhou's mother's hand, lowered my head and stirred the bowl of thick porridge in the bowl.

But not long after Zhou's mother went down, the maid came up again, saying that Mu Jingchi invited me to go down.

I squeezed the spoon's hand for a moment, and when I looked at the servant and asked, "Is there anything to do?" ”

The servant said, "Please come down to the meal." ”

I glanced at the bowl of porridge in my hand and said to the servant, "Tell him that I am already using it." ”

When the servant heard this, he was about to leave, but I immediately said, "Wait." ”

The servant looked sideways at me, I put down the bowl of porridge in my hand, got up from the sofa and said, "I'll go down now." ”

I didn't bother with the maid anymore, got up and went to the bathroom to change out of my pajamas, and headed downstairs.

When I arrived in the living room, Mu Jingchi was having a meal, he didn't go to the dining room, there was my breakfast on the table, I sat down in front of him as usual, and then picked up the spoon on the table and ate silently.

Mu Jingchi didn't talk to me, but looked down at me and ate for a while, and then picked up the chopsticks and put a piece of pork ribs in my bowl for me and said, "Picky eater again." ”

I just wanted to clip the ribs out, but Mu Jingchi glanced at me, and for a long time, I could only put them back again, bowing my head and biting.

He asked, "Is there a place you'd like to go today?" ”

I said, "No." ”

He said, "Aren't you going to go shopping? ”

I buried my face in the bowl and didn't raise my head and said, "It's good at home." ”

At this time, Wang Shuyi walked in from outside, and after she arrived at Mu Jingchi's side, she whispered: "Sir." ”

Mu Jingchi glanced at her and didn't speak.

Wang Shuyi said again: "I have something to tell you. ”

Mu Jingchi didn't like it very much, and others disturbed him during the meal, so his expression was not very fluctuating, and he sandwiched some fish and meat for me, and asked lightly: "What kind of matter?" ”

Wang Shuyi said: "About the arms leak. ”

Mu Jingchi's hand for me to pick up the vegetables stopped, and soon, he returned to normal, put the fish and meat I picked out back into the bowl for me, and said to Wang Shuyi: "I'll talk about it later." ”

Wang Shuyi had no choice but to step back and wait on the side.

Mu Jingchi glared at me and said, "Don't pick me again." ”

I didn't speak, and continued to chew silently, Mu Jingchi didn't use much, and kept watching me eat almost, and then he got up and took Wang Shuyi upstairs to the study.

I couldn't hold on until I couldn't, so I put down the chopsticks, Zhou's mother handed over the water glass, and said with a smile: "It's better to dine with Mr., Mr. will at least stare at you and finish the rice in the bowl. ”

I said, "Do you still have to be careful when you eat?" I will naturally eat when I eat, and I am not a child, so let him keep an eye on it all the time. ”

Zhou's mother smiled and said, "Doesn't Mr. treat you like a child?" In fact, what you said is also reasonable, you are so old, but he is still not very at ease with you, food, clothing, housing and transportation, always have to keep an eye on it personally. ”

I didn't answer Zhou's mother, I just sneered in my heart.

The servant came to clean up the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and I went upstairs, but I didn't go back to the room, and when I saw that there was no one on the second floor, I walked straight to Mu Jingchi's study.

Mu Jingchi's study has a hallway design, so when I quietly remove a gap in the study, the people inside will not easily notice.

I don't know what Wang Shuyi gave Mu Jingchi, Mu Jingchi, who was sitting on the desk, never moved, and his eyes stayed on the information in his hand.

Wang Shuyi waited quietly at his desk. The incense burner on the table was still burning with agarwood, and after a long time, Mu Jingchi closed the information in his hand. Suddenly raised his hand and lit those materials on the candle flame, the flames devoured the paper, Mu Jingchi threw the thing in the brazier of the underground materials, and watched those things turn into ashes with a cold eye.

Wang Shuyi was shocked and called: "Sir! ”

Mu Jingchi ignored her, and when the last trace of fire devoured the last corner of the paper, he said expressionlessly: "Don't say more, don't check again." ”

Wang Shuyi stared at him in disbelief, not knowing whether it was pain or discomfort in her eyes, she said, "Then how do you plan to explain to Yuan Chengjun?" After allβ€”"

Before she finished speaking, Mu Jingchi picked up a pair of scissors on the table that cut the candle flame, and played twice on the burning candle flame, he seemed to be pondering something, he didn't speak for a long time, only the candle flame flickered and jumped on his calm face, for a long time, he whispered: "How to do this kind of thing, do you still need me to teach you?" ”

He completely cut out the lead on the candle flame, and then looked at Wang Shuyi.

Wang Shuyi couldn't understand what he meant, she looked at it for a long, long time before she asked with tears in her eyes: "You mean...... Find a replacement for the dead ghost? ”

When Mu Jingchi saw Wang Shuyi say this, he wiped his hands, then picked up the cup of tea on the table, and said with a smile: "Not bad." In a complimentary tone, he said, "I've been getting more and more clever lately." ”

Wang Shuyi was not happy because of his praise, but asked in a low voice: "You are so reluctant to hurt her?" ”

Mu Jingchi's hand to lift the teacup stopped, but he didn't look at Wang Shuyi, but continued to move his hand, and his voice couldn't hear joy and anger: "You should know what I don't like the most." ”

He lowered his eyes and drank his tea.

Wang Shuyi said as if she was out of the way: "I know that you never like your subordinates to doubt your decision-making, but this time sir, I have to say, you are too arrogant to her, this time the matter is very clear, I checked all her contacts during this time, everyone I met, she and Mrs. Qiao have a close relationship, you should know what kind of friendship Mrs. Qiao and Mrs. Yuan have, and Mrs. Yuan is who is in the Yuan family, arms is such a major matter, as Yuan Chengjun's wife, Mrs. Yuan will not know, so Miss used Mrs. Qiao to go to Mrs. Yuan's mouth, It's easy to come up with such news, and it's also a card game, why doesn't Miss have a close relationship with Mrs. Wu? She is very smart, because she knows that Mrs. Wu can't get anything out of Mrs. Yuan's mouth, and Mrs. Yuan is even more unlikely to tell Mrs. Wu anything about this, so do you still want to cover her up now? ”

Wang Shuyi saw that Mu Jingchi didn't react, and wanted to say something, Mu Jingchi suddenly slapped the teacup in his hand on the table, and the teacup shook and shattered under his hand with the hot water.

Wang Shuyi's movements froze, she looked at him in astonishment, and finally didn't dare to say anything, just lowered her head.

Mu Jingchi sneered and said, "You think I don't know? She's been by my side for so many years, and I know what she's going to do as soon as she raises an eyebrow, and you still need to teach me? ”

Wang Shuyi didn't dare to say anything more.

Mu Jingchi stared at her, his eyes were cold and said: "Now that she is about to marry the Yuan family, I don't want to cause any more trouble, since I was too arrogant back then, then now I can't blame anyone for such consequences, I just eat the consequences." ”

Wang Shuyi said: "Have you ever wondered who is hiding behind the young lady. ”

Mu Jingchi didn't care, but said with a smile: "What kind of person is it, after a long time, we will meet ourselves, and it is time to meet." ”

Wang Shuyi said: "Then I'll give Yuan Chengjun an explanation now?" ”

Mu Jingchi snorted, picked up the pen and put pen on the letterhead: "Yuan Chengjun has been marching and fighting for so many years, and he can gain a firm foothold in this world, and he will not have no real skills, so in order to prevent him from finding out Mrs. Qiao, remember to clean things up before this." ”

Wang Shuyi asked tentatively: "Then Mrs. Qiao, what are you going to do?" ”

Mu Jingchi stopped his pen, didn't raise his head, and said two words without emotion: "Kill." ”

A slight emotion flashed on Wang Shuyi's face, and she said after a long time: "But if Mrs. Qiao dies suddenly, will it arouse Mrs. Yuan's suspicion?" ”

Mu Jingchi picked up the letter paper from the table, put it under the light to dry for a few seconds, and said leisurely: "No, such a big thing happened, a woman's family, even if she knows where the answer is, she doesn't have the courage to say it, and she herself will not have the courage to admit that it was her own secret." ”

After the handwriting on the letter paper was dry, he folded the letter in an envelope and handed it to Wang Shuyi, saying, "Give this letter to Yuan Chengjun." ”

Wang Shuyi said, "Yes." So he went up and took it carefully.

Before Wang Shuyi came out, I quietly closed the door, and then gently retreated from the door, who knew that when I turned around, I saw Zhou's mother behind her, she just wanted to speak, I rushed up and covered Zhou's mother's lips, Zhou's mother's hand holding the medicinal soup shook, it seemed that the subtle sound outside alarmed the attention inside, Mu Jingchi asked in the study: "Who?" ”

I looked at Zhou's mother, and Zhou's mother immediately replied: "Sir, it's me." ”

There was silence in the study. I didn't dare to stay here longer, for fear that Wang Shuyi would go out, so I quickly rushed into my room.

After that, Zhou's mother came back from delivering the decoction and came to my room, and I immediately got up and asked, "How is it?" What did you find? ”

Zhou's mother said: "Send the medicine in, Mr. didn't ask much, and his expression was as usual." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, but it was Zhou's mother, she closed the door, frowned and walked towards me and said, "Miss, it's you, what are you eavesdropping on there?" If Mr. Jean knows, he will be scolded again, don't you understand? ”

I replied perfunctorily: "I know, I know." Then he turned and walked away, grabbed an apple from the table, and I took a bite.

Mother Zhou followed behind me again and said: "Don't do such things in the future, if you want to know anything, ask openly, sooner or later, if you continue to eavesdrop like this, the people inside will definitely find out." ”

I smiled and agreed, "Okay, I know." ”

However, before Zhou's mother left my room, I wrote a letter to Zhou's mother and asked her to hand it over to Mrs. Qiao.

Zhou's mother didn't know what was in the letter, so I told me again: "Don't let Mu Jingchi know." ”

Zhou's mother was a little hesitant.

I begged her, "Can you just help me?" Just hand over a letter. ”

Zhou's mother half-believed and half-questioned: "There's nothing in the envelope, right?" ”

I threw up my hand and swore, "Absolutely nothing, or I-"

Before I finished speaking, Zhou's mother immediately covered my mouth and said, "Oh, okay, okay, why do you swear poison." ”

She took the letter, hid it in her sleeve and said, "It's just right, I'm going to go out with Lao Zhou tomorrow to run errands, and I'll send it to you by the way." ”

I put my arms around Zhou's mother's neck and said coquettishly, "Mother Zhou, you are the best for me." ”

I don't want Mrs. Qiao to die because of this incident, on the contrary, I prefer Yuan Chengjun to know that this matter is a secret that I leaked, once he knows that this matter is because of me, then will he still want a daughter-in-law who buried him in a city? He would even wonder if I was a spy sent by Mu Jingchi in the past, he would be greatly discounted by Mu Jingchi, and no one could predict how things would develop when the time came.

The next day, Zhou's mother followed Zhou's housekeeper back from outside, and I asked Zhou's mother if the letter had been delivered, and Zhou's mother quietly told me: "It has been delivered, and Mrs. Qiao got it herself." ”

Inexplicably, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and I even had a trace of luck in my heart, would Mrs. Qiao poke things out?

Just as I was thinking this, one night on Thursday, it was pouring rain and windy outside, and I was sitting on the sofa in my living room, looking out at the rainy night in a daze, when suddenly a phone call came in, and the sharp ringing of the phone woke me from my contemplation.

I glanced down at the phone I had in hand, and finally picked it up and put it to my ear and just fed it.

Zi Rou's sentence came from inside: "Miss Lu." ”

I was a little surprised why Zirou would call me, and just as I raised my eyebrows, I gradually had a bad premonition in my heart, and Zirou said, "Mrs. Qiao asked me to give you a call." ”

My heart sank and my hand holding the microphone was shaking, and I didn't even dare to ask what was next.

Then, Zirou's cry, a very small cry, and then he hung up the phone.

The microphone in my hand slipped from between my hands, and I sat on the sofa weakly, even when Zhou's mother came down from upstairs and called me a few times behind me, I didn't respond.

Then, Zhou's mother asked again: "Miss, why are you so pale?" ”

I glanced at Zhou's mother, smiled, didn't speak, and then walked slowly upstairs.

The next morning, a servant came back from something bought on the street, and they said downstairs that the third aunt of the Qinzi medicinal herb shop ran away with the head brand of Chunlan Courtyard and rolled up all Qin Chunlai's property, but the two of them were on the waterway to escape, and the boat sank, and the third aunt Qiao didn't understand water too much, so she drowned alive in the middle of the Nanhe, and Zirou of Chunlan Courtyard disappeared without a trace and did not find the body.

The servant said that before Aunt Qiao's body was found, she had been soaked in water all night, and the whole person was lifted up, and her face had already been soaked in water.

Her husband, who was over half a hundred years old, Qin Chunlai was so angry that he picked up a whip and whipped her corpse at the door of his house, which shows how much he hated this third aunt who had been stealing people outside.

In this era, stealing a love is a heinous crime, not to mention running away with the little man in Chunlan Courtyard, which is even more of a humiliation for Qin Chunlai that is enough to kill him.

The servants gathered together, and talked about each other, with a hint of laughter in their words, but to my ears it was extremely harsh.

I can't say how I feel.

My grandfather once told me that on this road, there will be a lot of sacrifices, many people you don't expect, even people around you and people you have never met.

Just like that time in Beiguan, the killer who assassinated Mu Jingchi.

But even with this mental preparation, sometimes I can't help but ask myself in my heart, what is the purpose of revenge? For the sake of the dead family, to bury the lives of others?

At the end of the day, does it still make sense? In the name of revenge, to kill people with impunity, is this still revenge?

This is not revenge, this is the word revenge, piled up with piles of white bones.

But is this the end of my Lu family's twenty lives? My aunt and daddy, my sister who died on her wedding day.

I can't figure it out anymore, I'm confused, even sad, I can't have both.

At this time, a maid came up behind me and said to me, "Miss." The gentleman asked you to go to the study. ”

I know that Mu Jingchi should have known that I eavesdropped in front of the door of the study that day, as well as this letter.

He probably came to me because of this.

I didn't hesitate, I went directly to the study, and when I arrived at his room, he was very kind, looked at me, beckoned to me and smiled, "Come here." ”

I glanced at him, and I didn't know what he meant, and I didn't move for a while.

He said again: "What a daze, come here." ”

I could only walk towards him, and he was drawing something on the table with a brush, and when he saw me coming, he handed me the brush and said, "Check your homework and let me see your handwriting." ”

I realized that he was writing couplets, and I immediately took one look and said, "My words are ugly." ”

Mu Jingchi ignored me, he still smiled and said, "Let me see how difficult it is first." ”

I didn't expect him to be so insistent, so he could only take the brush from his hand, living abroad for two years, I have long forgotten how to take the brush, I have a headache for a while, seeing him staring, I can only grab the brush, shake my hand, clumsily on the rice paper a horizontal skimming out.

But the handwriting is extremely ugly. is also very fat, no chic, no beauty at all.

When I saw it, I thought he was playing tricks on me, and threw the brush in his hand on the table and said, "I don't write, but when I hang it on the wall, if someone sees it, it will definitely laugh at me." ”

I turned to leave, and suddenly he grabbed my hand, and I looked at him.

He said, "Who is used to your stinky problems? If you are not happy, you will not write if you say that you will not write. He pointed to the pen I threw away and said, "Pick it up." ”

I glanced at him, then pouted, and could only reach for the brush and continue to write on the rice paper.

But as soon as I lifted the pen, my hands began to tremble again, and I didn't know how to write, and I was annoyed.

He hugged me in his arms from behind, took my hand and said, "Take it easy." So he took my hand and wrote on the rice paper one by one.

We were so close, so close that I could feel his snort spraying on his neck as he spoke, warm and hot, a little uncomfortable.

I moved twice unnaturally, but who knows, this movement, my face wiped his lips, I was so frightened that the whole person shrank, and the brush under my hand was as if it could not be controlled, and it slipped on the rice paper for a long time.

I subconsciously: "Oops! "I screamed.

I was about to look at him at a loss, but he didn't get angry, just controlled my moving head and said, "Concentrate." ”

I didn't dare to move any more, so I bowed my head and let him take me with me to write on the paper.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a sentence on the rice paper, Fengyue entered my lovesickness bureau, how do I know that lovesickness has not been promised.

Mu Jingchi stared at the words on the rice paper for a long time, he raised his hand and knocked on my head and said, "Sure enough, learn the same, lose the same." ”

I didn't expect him to blame me, I said, "You want me to write it." ”

He asked, "Looks like I'm wrong again?" ”

I retorted, "It's your fault." ”

Mu Jingchi smiled and didn't speak, just picked up the rice paper from the table, glanced at it with a smile, and couldn't stand the words on it, so he shook his head helplessly, rolled up the rice paper, and put it in the painting jar on the side.

Then he sat down and picked up the teacup on the table, and I was about to withdraw from his desk, but this retreat, I saw a letter on Mu Jingchi's desk.

The letter was addressed to Mrs. Joe, but as if he didn't notice that I was reading it, he took a sip of his tea, looked at me and asked, "What are you looking at?" ”

I was about to withdraw my gaze when his hand picked up the letter, then handed it to me and asked, "Is this what you see?" ”

I didn't speak.

When Mu Jingchi saw that I didn't speak, he opened the letter, his eyes wandered around the contents of the letter, and then he lit it on the candlelight and said, "In the future, I don't want to see this again." ”

I said, "Mrs. Joe was killed by you?" ”

He stared at the candlelight and said, "Doesn't she deserve to die?" ”

A very light and light sentence.

I sneered and said, "Why didn't you kill me?" ”

Soon he threw away the letter, and after it fell to the ground with flames, he looked at me and asked, "What do you think?" ”

I turned to the side and didn't speak.

I don't know how long it took, when the heavy shadow pressed on my body, Mu Jingchi suddenly pinched my chin and turned my face to face him.

He leaned over into my eyes and said, "I can forgive you for anything you've done." ”

I didn't want to look at him, I wanted to go away, but who knew that his hand had pinned my chin again, and I was forced to meet his eyes.

His eyes glowed watery in the light, and there was a coolness in them, and he said, "So this thing." You don't have a choice, you know? ”

I looked at him coldly and said, "I don't understand, I don't understand why you did that back then, I don't understand why my sister is standing on such a high attic, you can watch her die with your own eyes, I don't understand why you can watch her die, but there is still her tablet at home, I don't understand, why everyone in my Lu family is dead, but you left me alone." ”

This is the first time that I dare to look at Mu Jingchi like this, and say such things to him, I thought he would be furious, and he would slap me, but he didn't, he didn't make any moves, just stared at my eyes, staring at my eyes very peacefully.

He said, "I see the hatred in your eyes for me. ”

I didn't expect him to say such a thing suddenly, and I was just about to restrain myself, but he smiled and stroked my face and said, "You know what? Sometimes I also ask myself, why did I keep you, why I could watch your sister die, but I couldn't kill you, who was only six years old at the time, if I killed you at the time. How much trouble do you think I'm going to do for myself now? ”

He laughed deeply, his hand was withdrawn from my face, he straightened up, turned his back to me and said, "There are so many things in this world that I don't understand, so why bother to pursue those results." ”

He seemed to want to leave, and I asked behind him, "Have you ever loved my sister, even a little?" ”

The others had already walked to the door of the lounge, but they didn't look back at me.

Soon, he said, "I'm tired. ”

I said, "I don't believe you didn't love her!" At that time, when you took me and my sister out to play, you kissed her, you looked at her eyes, I didn't believe you really didn't love. ”

At this time, Mu Jingchi turned to look at me, without the slightest expression on his face, and finally he said three words: "Go back." ”

I went into the lounge.

I tried to chase after it, but the next second the door was shut.

I stood outside the door and watched, stunned, for a long time, I sneered: "It's that I forgot, you don't love my sister at all, if it wasn't for my sister back then, how could you have a chance to destroy my whole family, but my sister didn't believe it until she died, your feelings for her turned out to be a predicted plan." ”

I took a few steps back. Slowly took a few steps back, and at this time the door of the study was pushed open, and Wang Shuyi stood behind me.

I immediately wiped the tears from my face and walked out of the study with a blank face.

I woke up the next morning and found that the door of the room was locked, I tapped the door a few times, unlocked the door again, and found that it was closed from the outside, I shouted: "Mother Zhou! Zhou's mother! ”

No one responded to me.

I ran to the window, which was full of guards, and I went back to my room, ran over and looked at the calendar, sixteen......

It turned out that it was just these days, but I forgot.

I slumped down on the bed.

Not long after, Zhou's mother walked in from outside with red eyes and breakfast, and I looked at Zhou's mother and asked, "Did he lock me up?" ”

Zhou's mother didn't speak, but put breakfast next to the bed and said to me: "This morning, the chef made your favorite crystal dumplings, just out of the pot, come and take a look." ”

I rushed over, grabbed Zhou's mother's hand and asked, "Is it true?" Zhou's mother? Answer me! ”

Zhou's mother said: "It's true, Mr. said that you will not be allowed to leave this room until the day you get married." ”

He didn't even give me a chance to go, he didn't even give me a chance.

Tears welled up in my eyes in that instant.

Mother Zhou held my hand and said, "Miss, don't cry, Mr. is afraid that you are in danger, don't cry." ”

I ignored Zhou's mother, just looked at the closed door with some despair, I burst into tears and laughed, and cried and laughed at Zhou's mother: "I'm going to get married in a few days, yes, how doesn't he understand me, how can he not understand what I am going to do next, how can he not understand." I threw the dumplings brought by Zhou's mother to the ground and said, "It's that I never knew him!" It's always been me! ”

When Zhou's mother saw me suddenly like this, she stood there a little helplessly, and she didn't dare to approach me.

I rushed over again, held Zhou's mother's hand, and cried and said, "Zhou's mother, I want to make a call, you let me make a call, I beg you to beg him for me!" Let me make a call, I won't run, I just want to make a call, I beg you! ”

When Zhou's mother saw me crying like this, she couldn't react for a while, and when I rushed to the door and was about to open the door, Wang Shuyi stood outside the door.

I looked at her, and she looked at me, and I wanted to say something, but she said, "I'll ask for you." And then. She stopped looking at me from my door, and then the door was closed again.

Mother Zhou supported me from behind, and she cried and said, "Miss, let's go sit on the bed for a while." ”

I didn't speak, just let her hold me, I kept staring at the door, staring at the closed door, about half an hour, Wang Shuyi walked in again, she said to me, "Sir said to let you go down." ”

Zhou's mother asked, "Mr. agreed?" ”

Wang Shuyi opened the door completely, and she snorted.

Mother Zhou looked at me happily, then helped me and said, "Let's go, let's go downstairs." ”

I laughed out loud and I breathed a sigh of relief.

I went downstairs, I picked up the microphone, dialed the phone, the phone rang two or three times, and Song Chu's voice came from inside.

I don't know why, but I wanted to laugh so much, so I literally laughed.

When Song Ol heard my laughter, he knew that I was me, and he asked with a little surprise: "Qingye, is it you?" ”

I said, "It's me." ”

Song Yu was overjoyed, and he asked, "Is it convenient to speak now?" ”

I said, "Convenient." ”

He didn't seem to understand what was going on, he was talking to me about the munitions, he said they all won that day, he said he had never been so happy, he said everything was close, everything was going on, he said he was taking me away.

When he saw that I hadn't said anything for a long time, he asked, "Kiyono, what's wrong with you?" ”

I covered my lips to keep myself from crying.

Song Yu asked again: "Qingye?" Why don't you speak? Is it that there is someone next to you, so it is inconvenient for you to speak? ”

I wiped the tears from my face, sorted out my emotions, and said in a hoarse voice, "I don't, I, my side is convenient." ”

Song Yu breathed a sigh of relief, as if he remembered something, and said, "By the way, I have already told my grandfather about marrying you, and my grandfather agreed, Qingye, when will we leave?" ”

I said, "Don't wait for me. ”

He didn't hear it clearly the first time, and he said, "What did you say? ”

I said, "Don't wait for me any longer. ”

He anxiously asked, "What's wrong?" What happened? What do you mean by that? ”

I said, "I don't want to go." ”

Song Ol said, "No, something must have happened, Qingye." You tell me, I'll help you solve it, didn't we say we would go together? Have you forgotten? Kiyono, you can't do this, we made an appointment! ”

I watched with my own eyes a dream that I had been pursuing, built like this, and shattered like this, I listened to Song Alcohol's anxious voice, and I smiled and said: "What we agreed doesn't count, it's impossible for us in this life, and we're not suitable, just like that, I'm hanging." ”

Song Alcohol still wanted to say something, I didn't want to listen to it anymore, so I pressed the microphone hard, and it didn't take long for it to call again, and it kept ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing.

The whole room was filled with the ringing of the telephone, and I sat there motionless, just watching, watching it go from ringing to quiet, from quiet to silence, and then to silence.

Later, I swept the phone into the ground, and there was a sharp sound in my ears, and I looked at the pile of debris underground, crying and laughing.

I got up and left the living room and went back to my room.

The wedding came quickly, Changchi was lost, and it did not affect the marriage between me and Yuan Lin, and the date was still set on the sixteenth day.

I am too familiar with such a scene, the sound of suona, firecrackers, noise, I look at myself in the mirror, I look at the bright red clothes on my body.

After I was covered with a red hijab, I was helped up from the chair again, and the surroundings were messy, I couldn't see it, I only knew that the person around me was Xi Po, and it was not Zhou's mother who was holding me, but a strange maid.

They led me downstairs, and I heard a lot of people saying congratulations.

There were so many people, but I didn't see Mu Jingchi, starting the night before the wedding. I never saw him again.

Mother Zhou and the woman next to me helped me to the door of the hall, everyone stopped, the room was still boiling, a man's bright red skirt appeared in front of me, and then a pair of hands reached out to me.

I couldn't move, I didn't move.

Zhou's mother covered her lips and cried, "Miss, the groom is here to pick you up." ”

Seeing that I didn't move, the maid next to me reminded me in a low voice: "Miss, don't miss the auspicious time." ”

I still didn't move, the maid clamped my hand, forced me to put me in the palm of the man's hand, it was an unfamiliar temperature, I wanted to retract, trying to retract, who knows, under this boiling, I heard Yuan Lin say to me: "Where can you shrink, it's better to be quiet, both sides save trouble." ”

It turned out that he didn't want to either.

I suddenly wanted to laugh, yes, I didn't want to, how could he want to.

Because of his words, I was completely quiet, I put my hand in his palm, he took me, and under the traction of Xi Po, I left the house where I had lived for more than ten years.

In the sound of firecrackers, Zhou's mother held my hand and refused to let go, she cried and said, "Miss......"

I also dragged Zhou's mother, I wanted her to go with me, accompany me to that place that I was completely unfamiliar with, but before my words came out, the next second, Xi Po rushed out, and I and Zhou's mother held each other's hands, and broke them open, I heard her say in the most festive voice: "Let's go, let's go, the bride is in the sedan chair!" ”

Mother Zhou and I didn't even have time to say the last word, so we separated in this hurry......

When we were about to bend to get into the car, I stopped, and Yuan Lin also stopped with me, and he was about to look at me.

I didn't know what I was thinking, but seeing that I didn't move, Xi Po stood beside me and asked with a smile, "Miss, what's wrong?" But do you still have something to say to your family? ”

I still didn't move, and suddenly the suona stopped, the noise stopped, and the firecrackers disappeared.

I heard Song Ol rushing in from the crowd, and he shouted, "Kiyono! Come with me! "There was a lot of chaos around him, there were so many people, I couldn't see everything in front of me, but I knew there must be a lot of people standing in his way.

Song Ol cried, he said, "Qingye, come with me!" ”

I wanted to use my hand to remove the red silk from my head, but the maid who was holding me said in a voice that was too low to be lower, "Unless you want him to die." ”

For a long time, I couldn't struggle anymore, but slowly put my hand down.

Soon the sound of suona rose again, and Song Yu's cry was gradually covered by the lively noise, and in the end, his voice could no longer be found from the crowd.

I closed my eyes and put my hand back into Yuan Lin's palm.

Perhaps, the marriage between me and Yuan Lin, from all kinds of unhappiness, is destined to be an unhappiness in our marriage in the future.

Again and again, again and again, three times and decline.

But none of us understood this at the time.

Both of us walked into the grave together in fear of the future, and in numbness and helplessness about this marriage.

Since then, that tomb has separated me from Mu Jingchi, he is on the other side of the sky, I am on this side of the sky, I have never hated him so much, he buried my first relationship.

Of course, in the future, he will bury more and more feelings for me.

After Yuan Lin and I entered the car, the car quickly drove away from the door of Mu's house, and I didn't care about Yuan Lin's expression beside me, and pulled the red hijab from my head.

Everything was getting farther and farther away from us, and I saw Zhou's mother's face, looking for our car in the crowd, looking at our car, and driving out of her sight at a constant speed.

What happened later, I couldn't tell it too clearly, the red hijab that I ripped off my hand was covered by Xi Po, who nagged on the side and said, "Oh, Miss Lu is unlucky!" ”

When the car arrived at Yuan's house, Yuan Lin and I worshipped heaven and earth, and I was helped into the new house by the maid and Xi Po.

It was an extremely strange room, surrounded by soldiers of the Yuan family, which was not like a new room, but more like a prison.

I put the red hijab back over my head, I don't know how long I had been sitting there by myself, and it was still a mess outside.

At this time, someone walked to the door, I thought it was Yuan Lin, and even though his whole body was tense and sat there.

I touched the knife on my body, and I thought that if Yuan Lin dared to take a step closer to me, I would kill him.

But the man at the door didn't come in, and I heard the soldier outside the house calling, "Mr. Mu." ”

I could clearly feel my body shake three times, and soon, I let go of the hand that was touching the knife, and just sat there very quietly and quietly.

The shadow projected from outside the door shook underground, and soon, after only a moment, the shadow quietly disappeared with the owner's movements.

He didn't say a word, he threw me in this completely unfamiliar place, and I lifted the corner of my hijab and looked at myself in the mirror, and it was full of tears.

I thought I wouldn't cry.

That night, Yuan Lin was drunk and was carried in, he was lying on that bed, and I sat in front of the mirror, separated from him by some distance, and the two of us kept maintaining the posture of both sides like this, the red candles dancing in the light, making a crackling sound, and burning until dawn.

When he woke up the next morning, he didn't seem to understand where he was, rubbed his head and looked around, and was shocked when he saw me sitting in front of the makeup mirror.

But soon, he jumped out of bed and rushed outside to call for water.

Not long after, the servants who had been guarding the door rushed in like a school of fish, and everyone was stunned for a few seconds when they saw that I was still wearing wedding clothes, but no one spoke, and rushed to wash Yuan Lin.

Then he looked at me, said nothing, and walked out the door.

I'm still sitting there alone.

A maid I followed came cautiously and said beside me, "Miss, shall we wash up?" ”

I hummed, and then got up with the maid.

After I packed up, Yuan Lin was already in the front hall, Yuan Chengjun and Mrs. Yuan were also there, so we naturally wanted to have tea.

Yuan Lin waited for me for a while, and the two of us, with the assistance of the maid, gave tea to Mrs. Yuan and Yuan Chengjun.

Mrs. Yuan had a smile on her face, and Yuan Chengjun was very majestic in comparison, but she was kind, and after the two of them drank our tea, they gave me and Yuan Lin a red envelope.

Mrs. Yuan took my hand, took Yuan Lin's hand, held the two of us hand in hand, and said with a smile: "Mother, I don't have anything to say, I just hope that the two of you will respect each other in the future, be harmonious and smooth, and give birth to a big fat boy for the Yuan family." ”

A sarcastic smile tugged at the corner of Yuan Lin's mouth, but soon, he said, "Follow my mother's teachings." ”

Next is Yuan Chengjun spoke, Yuan Chengjun looked at me first, and he said: "I and Jingchi are old days, so Qingye married into our family, don't feel unfamiliar, just treat this place as your own home." He pointed at Yuan Lin and said, "If this kid dares to bully you in the future, tell your father, and your father will teach you a lesson." ”

I smiled. replied: "Thank you, father and mother." ”

Yuan Chengjun and his wife looked at me very pleased, and after the tea, Yuan Lin and I got up from the bluestone floor together and went to the dining table to eat.

Mrs. Yuan and Yuan Chengjun chatted about homely things, no one noticed it, Yuan Lin and I didn't glance at each other, and both of them were silently eating the rice in the bowl.

But soon, before everyone finished the meal, Yuan Lin was the first to put down the bowl in his hand, and then said: "You use it slowly." ”

He got up and wanted to leave, but Yuan Chengjun suddenly slapped his chopsticks on the table, snorted coldly and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

Yuan Lin didn't look back, but just said two words: "Go back to the room." ”

Mrs. Yuan looked at me, so she hurriedly took my hand and said, "It just so happens that Qingye has finished eating, so you two will go back together." ”

Mrs. Yuan immediately glanced at me, and I could only stand up and say to Yuan Chengjun and Mrs. Yuan, "Mother and father use it slowly." ”

Mrs. Yuan laughed and sighed.

I followed Yuan Lin and returned to the room, my maid Qing'er was cleaning up the things on the bed for Yuan Lin, but just when she got up, Yuan Lin suddenly rushed over, slapped Qing'er in the face, and asked angrily: "Who let you touch it!" ”

Qing'er was slapped by this slap, her nostrils were bleeding, and she fell to the ground for a long time without moving, Yuan Lin saw her fold the clothes of the two of us together, and when she threw me away, she said, "Get out." ”

It's about me, but I don't make it clear.

I lifted Qing'er up from the ground, and then said to Yuan Lin with a smile: "Get out? Okay, where do I go? ”

After Yuan Lin's maid came in, I gave him a slap with my backhand, and the maid also rolled on the ground, I pointed to the maid underground and said, "Something that doesn't have a long memory!" Who let you in now! ”