Mother Zhou didn't expect Mu Jingchi to come in at this time, her face was panicked, so she hurriedly smiled and said, "Miss just said that her stomach was a little nauseous, probably because she didn't eat in the morning." ”

Mu Jingchi smiled and said, "Well, tell your subordinates to prepare." ”

Mother Zhou was slightly relieved when she saw that Mu Jingchi was so kind, she didn't dare to stay, so she quickly went out of the door, went downstairs to prepare breakfast for me, and when she left, she gently closed the door.

Only Mu Jingchi and I were the only ones left in the room, and he stood behind me for a while, then approached me and asked, "Is your anger gone?" ”

I turned my face to the side and didn't look at him.

He leaned over and looked at me with a smile: "It's been a night, you should be hungry, right?" He paused, then added, "I asked the kitchen to cook your favorite seafood porridge, come down with me and use some?" ”

As soon as he wanted to touch my hand, I shook his hand hard with my backhand, and then took a dozen steps back and said, "Don't touch me!" ”

Then, without looking at his face, I turned and rushed into the bathroom, slammed the door hard, and I shut him out.

I didn't think that was enough, so I locked the bathroom door again.

The bathroom door was matte glass, and Mu Jingchi's shadow was projected on the bathroom floor through the black pressure of the glass, and I stepped on it right under my feet.

He moved twice, and I thought he would go, but who knew that his patience seemed to be very good, and he stood at the door and said, "Even if you lose your temper with me, you should have finished your meal and then trouble with me, come out." ”

I sneered and said, "You're disgusting, you go away, I don't want to see anyone." ”

He was silent for a while, still not angry, and his voice was still surprisingly gentle, he said, "I asked Mother Zhou to bring breakfast?" ”

Seeing that he was still not leaving, I grabbed the cosmetics and toiletry bottles from the sink and slammed them against the glass door, and I said hysterically, "You go!" You let me go! I don't want to see you! ”

The door was glass, and it was quickly cracked by the collision of things, but it didn't break.

I gasped, I gasped, in this small space, I cried out, I didn't know why I was crying, I just felt very aggrieved.

I crouched on the ground and hugged myself. Mu Jingchi never left, his shadow was still trampled under my feet, but he didn't speak again.

Soon, Zhou's mother brought breakfast and asked Mu Jingchi where he put it.

Mu Jingchi replied: "Put it on the table, stare at her and tell me when she finishes using it." ”

Zhou's mother replied: "Okay." ”

Mu Jingchi's shadow under my feet finally shook, and he left from the bathroom door, but before he left this room, he said to Zhou's mother again: "Don't let her cut her feet, clean up the underground debris." ”

Zhou's mother replied again: "Okay, sir." ”

Finally, Mu Jing went out late, there was silence outside for a long time, and another shadow was projected in, and Zhou's mother whispered outside the door: "Miss, let's dine first, shall we?" ”

Seeing that I didn't answer, she added, "The gentleman is gone." ”

I slowly raised my head between my legs, and after about five minutes, I opened the door, and Zhou's mother was standing outside, and the servants were outside cleaning up the things I had smashed last night.

Mother Zhou took me out of the bathroom, I sat on the bed, Mother Zhou picked up the seafood porridge, stirred it with a spoon a few times, she scooped a spoonful, then blew, handed it to my lips and said, "Miss eat." ”

I just wanted to open my mouth to hold it, but when I opened my mouth, all that came out was crying, and I said, "Mother Zhou......"

When Zhou's mother saw me like this, she hurriedly hugged me in her arms, she patted me on the back and said, "Oh, my poor young lady, don't cry, don't cry, if there is anything to tell Zhou's mother, it will hurt you." ”

I said, "Mu Jingchi is a beast. ”

Zhou's mother said, "I know, I know." ”

I stressed, "You don't know at all. I said incoherently, "He, he's sanctimonious, he's a hypocrite!" ”

I used all the adjectives I knew to describe him, but the nausea still couldn't be fully expressed.

Mother Zhou thought that I didn't know anything about the world, and I felt so disgusting when I first came into contact with men and women, although I hadn't experienced that kind of thing, but I also knew what it was like, but what I couldn't accept was that Mu Jingchi had such dirty thoughts about me, it was really disgusting......

Mother Zhou saw that I couldn't speak for a long time, so she secretly smiled in my ear and said: "The matter of men and women, Miss is still young, so I don't understand, when I get married, I will naturally know the mystery, but then you will understand that it is human nature, you, you think about Mr. too well, Mr. is a man, it is normal to have this need, if there is no such demand, it is not normal." ”

I didn't expect Zhou's mother to say such things to me, I was stimulated, and I covered my ears excitedly and said, "I don't listen!" I don't listen! I don't want to do that kind of dirty thing for the rest of my life, not for the rest of my life! ”

Mother Zhou looked at me with such excitement, and her laughter became louder and louder.

I kicked Zhou's mother out again, slammed the door shut, and then covered myself with the quilt.

In the afternoon, when I was sleeping, I heard a knock at the door of the servant.

I asked weakly, "Who?" ”

The servant said, "Miss, Mrs. Qiao has called and said that you will come and play cards." ”

I looked up from the covers, glanced at the door, and quickly pulled it open, where the servant was standing.

I asked, "Did you hang up the phone?" ”

The servant said, "Not yet." ”

I said, "Go and answer for me, and say I'll come later." ”

The servant said, "Yes." He slowly withdrew from my door.

As soon as the servant was gone, I quickly went back to my room to change my clothes, and when I saw the cinnabar mole on my chest, I threw my angry clothes on the bed, and after standing there for a while, I grabbed my clothes again and quickly put them on, and went out of the room and went downstairs.

Mu Jingchi was reading the newspaper downstairs, and when he saw me coming down, he looked at me and asked, "You want to go out?" ”

I ignored her, grabbed the wallet handed over by the servant and left, Mu Jingchi glanced at the servant again, the servant immediately understood, and quickly went upstairs and took a thick coat and put it on me, I knew that it was Mu Jingchi who signaled, I grabbed the clothes from my shoulders, and then threw them on the ground and said, "I don't wear them!" ”

I quickly got into the car, ignored them, and the driver quickly left Mu's house with me.

When I arrived at Yuan's house, I was still playing cards, and the ladies at the card table didn't know if it was intentional, but they actually started a meat joke, and I listened silently.

Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, Mrs. Qiao smiled at me with a cigarette and asked, "Miss Lu, can you understand what we are saying?" ”

I was silent and threw my cards. Then he tried to calm himself and said, "What is there that I don't understand, isn't the affairs of men and women just men and women thieves and prostitutes?" ”

This made Mrs. Yuan laugh, and immediately slapped Mrs. Qiao's hand and said, "Oh, you're going to die, why are you talking to a child about such a thing." ”

Mrs. Qiao covered her red lips and smiled, "Still a child?" It won't be long before you become your daughter-in-law, don't you teach in advance? Don't just cover the quilt and don't know what to do on your wedding night. ”

These ladies, when they talk about such things, their faces are not red and their hearts are not beating, it is as normal as discussing what to eat today.

Mrs. Yuan immediately smiled and said: "You are right, Qingye has not had a mother since he was a child, and it is estimated that no one has taught him such things, and her brother-in-law is a man, so it is impossible to teach her this." Mrs. Yuan looked at me and asked, "Qingye, do you know what we are talking about?" ”

I was a little upset, throwing cards and saying, "Good decent, what are you talking about, isn't it good to play cards with peace of mind?" ”

Mrs. Qiao looked at my face and knew that I really didn't know, and she suddenly whispered in my ear: "Men and women, it's not men and women who steal women, it's a passage to Elysium, if you don't know, I'll take you to see it in the evening." ”

She said ambiguously and sultry, I tried my best to restrain my emotions, grabbed the cards, and said calmly: "I don't have time at night, I have something to do." ”

He threw an eight, and Mrs. Wu on the opposite side looked forward to it for a long time, and immediately spread the cards and said: "Hu." Then Mrs. Wu laughed and said, "Miss Lu, you can't do it today, you're about to become a gunner." ”

Mrs. Qiao held the cigarette and said with the card: "The one who won home last time will naturally take it out today, and no one will help her this time." ”

Mrs. Yuan took a sip of tea, looked at me and said, "Fight slowly, don't rush." ”

Halfway through the call, Mrs. Joe said to go outside for a cigarette, and it was time to rest, and not long after she left, I said, "Go to the bathroom." ”

Mrs. Wu said, "You two are very synchronized. ”

Mrs. Qiao smiled and turned around and asked, "Do you want to come and smoke roots?" ”

Mrs. Wu replied, "No, I want to live a few more years." ”

I went to the bathroom, and then Mrs. Joe went to the hall, and when I got to the hall, Mrs. Joe looked at me, and I took a piece of paper in my hand, wiped my hands, and walked up to her and sat down.

She handed me a cigarette, which I lit myself, took a puff and asked, "How's it going?" ”

Mrs. Joe looked around and then whispered in my ear, "I said I was entering at that pier in Golden Harbor." ”

I frowned and asked, "Did you say when?" ”

Mrs. Qiao looked around again and said, "The night of the twenty-eighth. ”

I flicked the ash of my cigarette and said, "I see." ”

I didn't stay long, I got up and left the hall first, and two minutes later Mrs. Jo came out.

Mrs. Qiao and Mrs. Yuan have always been friends, and this kind of thing comes out of her mouth, it's not a big problem at all, isn't the exchange of news between women just in private?

The cards on the table continued, but fortunately they didn't continue the topic, and I was relieved, and when I played until four o'clock in the evening, the Mu family called, and the servant of the Yuan family said that they asked me when I would go home for dinner.

I casually said, "No home." ”

Mrs. Joe glanced at me, but did not speak.

Mrs. Yuan asked, "What about eating at home?" ”

I smiled and said, "I'm still fine." ”

When Mrs. Yuan saw me say this, she did not continue, and by six o'clock in the evening, the table ended on time.

I walked out of Yuan's house, it happened to be raining outside, and Mrs. Qiao hadn't left yet, so she was putting on her coat and looking at me and asking, "Do you want to give you a ride?" ”

I just wanted to refuse, but she ignored me, and directly took me by the hand and got into the car and said, "I know you're okay tonight, let's go and eat with me." ”

I didn't expect it to be debunked by her, but I didn't bother to explain anything, I really didn't want to go back tonight, I didn't want to see people who didn't want to meet.

I didn't know where Mrs. Yuan was going to take me, so when I got in the car, she told the driver to drive.

The driver drove away from the door of Yuan's house with ease.

After waiting to stop at a street corner, she pulled me out of the car, and when I saw that there were no restaurants around, I was about to ask Mrs. Qiao where she was taking me, she led me directly into a very narrow alley, and then we went to the backyard of Chunlan Courtyard.

I didn't expect Mrs. Joe to really bring me here, I just wanted to say something, she covered my lips, made a shushing gesture at me, and pulled me upstairs, and soon my mother came out to greet us, she naturally wanted to say hello when she saw Mrs. Joe as if she saw a regular customer, but when she saw me pulling me, she was stunned for a few seconds.

Mrs. Qiao didn't bother to pay attention to her and said, "The old rules, see Zirou." ”

Mom is also a character who is used to seeing scenes. When even led us up to an extremely secret private room, Toupai came in with the piano in his hand.

He held the piano and saluted, and Mrs. Qiao waved her hand and said, "Okay, come here." ”

That Zirou and Mrs. Qiao were really acquainted, so she came over, and as soon as she sat down, the whole person fell into Mrs. Qiao's arms, pitiful, and cried with tears in her eyes, "Why did you come to see me today." ”

Mrs. Qiao smiled awkwardly because I was there, and then pushed Zirou and said, "We have something to do today." ”

Zirou put down the piano in her hand, poured tea for us, smiled and asked, "What's the matter?" Is it possible for me to serve you two? ”

Mrs. Qiao snorted, and Zirou lowered her eyes and continued to pour.

Immediately afterwards, Mrs. Qiao said, "You go out first, I have something to say to Miss Lu." ”

Na Zirou was extremely well-behaved, put down the teapot in his hand, and said, "Oh." Holding the piano again, he slowly retreated.

When there were only two of us left inside, Mrs. Joe pulled me up and pulled me under a wall, and then took down a painting from the wall, and soon a small opening appeared in front of our eyes.

Mrs. Qiao motioned for me to come over and look, but before I understood what was coming, I was pushed over by her, which was okay without looking, and when I was caught off guard, two naked and intertwined bodies instantly appeared in the mouth, and the woman inside seemed to cry in pain.

I was stunned, my head was blank, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

Mrs. Joe was close to my ear but said calmly, "This is the business of men and women, and this is the case on the wedding night." ”

The woman's cries, and the man's suppressed gasps, pierced my head like a magic sound, and I threw the painting that Mrs. Jo had lifted in my hand against the wall, turned and ran.

As soon as I sat down, I poured myself a glass of water to calm my confusion.

When Mrs. Qiao saw me like this, she sat down with me, poured me another cup of tea, and said, "How is it?" It's not a male thief or a female prostitute, right? ”

It took me a long time to say, "That woman is so pitiful." ”

Mrs. Joe: "Oh? "Yes.

I don't seem to understand what I mean.

I clenched my fists and said hatefully, "She must have died!" ”

Mrs. Qiao snorted, and without swallowing a mouthful of tea, she squirted out.

After a long time, she wiped the corners of her mouth and asked with a smile: "Where did you see her in pain?" ”

I said, "She's crying, and you still say she's not in pain?" I got up and said, "No, I'm going to save her!" ”

Mrs. Qiao panicked, grabbed me and said, "What saved her?" ”

I shook her hand and said, "You see her crying like this, obviously tortured by that man." ”

Mrs. Qiao had a headache and said, "Oh, my good Miss Lu, it's not pain, it's comfortable." ”

I widened my eyes and said, "Is that still comfortable?" ”

Mrs. Joe said, "It's true. ”

I felt my scalp tingle for a moment, I sat back in my chair and said, "It's dirty, I said what's going on, isn't that what happened?" ”

When Mrs. Qiao saw that I had calmed down, she also sat down and said with a smile, "When we get married, we will understand what it feels like." ”

I said, "So you and Zirou are also doing this kind of thing?" ”

She hurriedly coughed and said, "Let's not talk about this, anyway, on the wedding night, you know what to do." ”

I sneered and said, "Then if Yuan Lin dares to do such a thing to me, I will kill him." ”

Mrs. Qiao only thought that I was joking, and she didn't care, but continued to pour tea for me and said, "You calm down, let's eat first." ”

After that, we ate in this Chunlan Courtyard, the sound insulation effect here is not good, and there are still women's small cries, which makes people upset, it is not comfortable at all, it is completely painful.

I ate some casually, and did not dare to stay here any longer, so I took my leave with Mrs. Joe and left from here.

Mrs. Qiao didn't keep it, and she was about to rush to the bliss in her mouth with Na Zirou.

I wandered the streets until 10 p.m., and then I got home.

As soon as I got home, Zhou's mother greeted me and asked me where I went, saying that she had called Yuan's family just now, and Mrs. Yuan said that I had come back a long time ago, but I didn't see anyone after waiting for a long time.

I was a little tired, took off my clothes and said, "I want to rest." ”

I was just about to go upstairs when Mu Jingchi walked out of the restaurant, stood behind me and said, "Stop." ”

I made a move, turned around to look at him, I don't know why, I thought of the scene I peeked at in Chunlan Courtyard today, I felt more and more disgusting about him, pushed Zhou's mother away and went upstairs, who knew that I happened to bump into Wang Shuyi who came down with a teacup.

I knocked her to the ground and almost rolled down the stairs, but I caught hold of the railing of the stairs, and I took one look at her, stomped my foot, and quickly entered the house again.

After returning to the room, I quickly closed the door to prevent Zhou's mother from following.

In the past, although I often prank Mu Jingchi and do some more out-of-the-ordinary things, it was limited to kissing and stroking, as for the deeper things, I never thought about it anymore, I didn't expect it to be so dirty in the back.

No wonder he wouldn't let me touch him every time.

I covered my face with a quilt and tossed and turned over in bed and couldn't sleep.

I faintly heard Mu Jingchi come to the door again, and he asked Zhou's mother, "Have you slept?" ”

Zhou's mother said with worry in her voice: "When I came back, I locked myself in the house and didn't come out." ”

Mu Jingchi said: "Did Mrs. Yuan say where she went after she left?" ”

Zhou's mother said: "Mrs. Yuan said that she didn't know either, only that Miss did go home at that time." ”

Mu Jingchi hummed and left from the door.

Eventually, the room was quiet again.

The next morning, I woke up and went downstairs to eat, Mu Jingchi was sitting in the restaurant, Wang Shuyi was serving on the side, the restaurant was so quiet that I only heard the slight collision of plates, Wang Shuyi saw me coming, so she saluted me, and lowered her eyes and called: "Miss." ”

I didn't even look at her, and when I sat down, I picked up my chopsticks.

When Mu Jingchi saw me coming down, he put down the newspaper in his hand and looked at me with a smile: "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

I sneered and didn't speak.

Wang Shuyi poured the milk and put it in my hand. I took one look at the milk, and pushed the cup to the ground, and the warm milk was poured on the floor.

Wang Shuyi squatted down and lowered her head to pick it up, I sat on the chair and looked at her condescendingly and said with a smile: "What, today I am pretending to be a servant, not a prostitute?" ”

Wang Shuyi went to get the cup for a meal, and Mu Jingchi obviously heard my words, but soon he frowned slightly, and then said, "Eat well, what are you doing here in the morning?" ”

I put down my chopsticks, looked at him in the chair and asked, "Am I making trouble?" I sneered and said, "Also, compared to your disgusting, isn't this just a trouble?" ”

Mu Jingchi's face was mild, and when he heard the word disgusting, he was cold, but he said again: "Let's eat." ”

Just as I was about to eat with chopsticks, I sat across from him with my hands in my hands and said, "What? Don't dare to speak? Afraid that others will know how disgusting you are? ”

He asked coldly, "Do you feel disgusting?" ”

I said, "yes, it's disgusting, I can't eat when I see you now." ”

Mu Jingchi suddenly slapped the chopsticks in his hand on the table! The table shook, and the bowl of soup in front of me swayed in the bowl.

He looked at me coldly, his fingers on the table white.

He said: "Lu Qingye, I've put up with you for a long time. Don't take an inch. ”

I was not afraid of him at all, and said with a sarcastic smile: "It's just right, I have endured you for a long time, since both sides have endured each other for a long time, then I will go." ”

I got up and wanted to leave, but before I could reach the door, he grabbed me, suppressed anger on his face and said, "Don't mess with me again, I warn you." ”

As soon as he dragged me, I struggled and screamed like I had my hands burned like fire, "You let me go!" You disgusting bastard! ”

Sure enough, as soon as these two words came out, the anger in Mu Jingchi's eyes couldn't be suppressed at all, he almost dragged me upstairs, I lay on the ground and cried and shouted: "Mother Zhou! Zhou's mother! ”

All the servants came around, and Zhou's mother wanted to come up on the side but didn't dare, so she could only be in a hurry.

Mu Jingchi dragged me to the staircase, I pulled the handrail of the staircase and refused to let go, crying and scolding: "You let go of me!" I hate you, I hate you, you're disgusting to death! ”

Mu Jingchi stood there and sneered, and asked, "Disgusting, right?" ”

He just broke my hand down the stairs, picked me up, put me on his shoulder, and led me upstairs.

I kicked and screamed and hit him on the shoulder, I cried and wanted to call Zhou's mother, but Mu Jingchi didn't even let me shout, covered my lips, pushed open the study door and threw me in.

Just as I was rushing and trying to escape, he picked me up again, went straight into the lounge, threw me on his bed, and just as I tried to get up from the bed, he grabbed me again, slammed me down, and then got back up.

I grabbed my head and kissed me on the lips, I panicked, I screamed and cried, I kicked and hit and grabbed him.

He sneered bloodthirsty and said, "Think I'm disgusting, don't you? Okay, since you think I'm disgusting, I'll make you disgusting completely. ”

Then he pulled off my skirt, and I was terrified, my head went blank, and I panicked, and I pulled him desperately, crying, "Don't! Don't touch me! You go away! Go away, you! ”

But in the next second, he clamped my clutching hands, pressed my head, broke my chin, covered his lips, and kissed me fiercely.

Now I couldn't even cry, I thought of the scene I saw that day, I thought of the woman who was shaking in pain, she was crying.

I struggled and cried with all my body, but Mu Jingchi, who had always been sick, seemed to be a different person today, his gentle appearance was torn away by him, and now he has a hideous face, like a beast about to devour me.

I was struggling under his lips with tears in my face.

I don't know how long I kissed him, I don't know whose lips were bitten, and the smell of blood filled our mouths, and my whole body trembled with fear, and I trembled in his arms.

Mu Jingchi, who was pressing on me, suddenly quieted down, his hand holding my chin loosened, and the action of kissing me stopped, and then he stroked my head twice, and said softly at the corner of my lips: "Good girl, don't be afraid." ”

He rubbed his index finger against the tail of my eye and said, "Well, open your eyes and look at me." ”

I didn't open it, I just felt his kiss fall from the tip of my nose, to the center of my eyebrows, to my eyelids. Finally it fell back to my lips, and he kissed me softly, kissing my closed lips little by little, and then picking my teeth.

I gasped and winced.

He controlled my head and was domineering and wouldn't let me move away.

I was so passive, kissed by him, and suddenly I didn't understand what I was going to do, just stupid, stupid, just kissed by him like this, as if I couldn't lose my temper and couldn't push him.

I don't know what to do, I don't know why this is happening.

I don't know how long he kissed me, when I felt his hand touch my lower abdomen, my whole body trembled, and as soon as I woke up, I cried and tried to hold him.

There was a knock on the door at this moment, and Mu Jingchi's body, which was pressing on me, suddenly stiffened, as if he was awake in an instant, and he didn't move for a long time when he pressed on me, with a hint of mist in his eyes.

Then Wang Shuyi's voice came from outside the door, she said, "Sir? What's wrong with Miss? ”

Mu Jingchi looked at me, and I looked at him in fear. Crying and shaking his head, he said, "Don't, don't, I don't want ......"

He said two words in the direction of the door: "Wait." ”

Then he looked at me again, and he saw the clear fear in my eyes, and my tears, my resistance.

After a long while, he landed a kiss on my lips, and he suppressed his breath and asked, "Scared?" ”

I shook my head, and then hurriedly nodded, I was completely confused, not knowing what I was trying to say.

The corners of his mouth suddenly hooked up a mocking smile, I don't know what he was laughing at, for a long time, he slowly pulled up the clothes on my body, and then stroked my head and said, "Nan, what you said is really good, I am disgusting." ”

He took me into his arms and hugged me tightly, and he was next to my ear and said in a trembling voice, "So don't challenge again, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you." He dropped a kiss on my earlobe, and it took a long time before he said two words: "I'm sorry." ”

I was almost faceless and was helped out by Zhou's mother, and I will never forget it. The moment Mu Jingchi opened the door, Wang Shuyi looked at him in disbelief, sluggish, and later, like a big ship sinking, little by little, it sank into the deepest seabed, and finally returned to its usual calm.

And Mu Jingchi stood there, standing there, just standing there looking at me, watching me being taken away by Zhou's mother step by step, in his eyes, it was calm, calm, it was sad, and finally returned to normal.

Mother Zhou didn't know what was going on in that study, after she brought me into the room, she immediately closed the door, she rushed to me, held my arm and asked anxiously, "Miss?" What has Sir done to you? What exactly did he do to you? ”

I think it's like I lost my soul, looking at the front sluggishly, Zhou's mother just wanted to untie my clothes to see, I said: "He kissed me, he kissed me......"

Mother Zhou's hand stopped and looked at me in astonishment.

I said, "He's terrible, he takes off my clothes." ”

Zhou's mother shook her hands, and her eyes were shocked.

I said, "Then his hand came in here." ”

I brought Zhou's mother's hand to the position of my lower abdomen.

Zhou's mother panicked, she grabbed my hand and asked, "Then what?" And then what?! ”

I didn't speak for a long time, and Mother Zhou became more and more anxious, she shook my body and said, "Miss! You speak! ”

I said, "Then, he let me go......"

When Zhou's mother heard my words, she breathed a sigh of relief, she suddenly hugged me, cried and said: "My poor young lady, what kind of sin have you done, Mr. actually treated you like this, you were brought up by him, how can he, how can he do it!" ”

I didn't speak, I just sat there stupidly, Zhou's mother cried very sadly, she stroked my face, and finally took me to the bathroom to bathe me, when I took off my clothes and saw my intact body, she was completely relieved.

Mother Zhou took a bath for me and said, "In the future, don't anger Mr. again." Why don't you obey. ”

I held myself and didn't speak.

She said again: "Fortunately, after a while, the father and son of the Yuan family will come back soon, and you will marry when the time comes, and you finally don't have to stay here anymore." ”

I buried my face between my legs.

Mother Zhou's warm hand stroked my head, and said again: "Now you should understand, things between men and women, don't know how to get close in the future, you are no longer a child, you must know how to avoid suspicion when you grow up." ”

I said, "Mother Zhou, if I marry into the Yuan family, will others do such a thing to me?" ”

Zhou's mother's hand drove the water and slid over my skin, and she said, "After you get married, only your husband can do this kind of thing to you." ”

I hugged myself tighter.

Mother Zhou sighed and said, "My husband will be your heaven in the future, and this kind of thing is a matter of course." ”

Later, I was so tired that I cried for a while, and fell asleep in a daze in the company of Zhou's mother.

Even in his sleep, Mu Jingchi's terrible face and terrifying movements were there.

I woke up in the morning on the second day of arrival, Zhou's mother helped me downstairs to eat, Mu Jing was not there, he would usually wait for me in the restaurant at this time, but today only the maid was waiting there.

I glanced at them, and they were silent.

Mother Zhou knew what I was looking at, she stroked my head and said, "Mr. is upstairs for use, you are downstairs." ”

I nodded, and then I took the chopsticks and began to eat, and when I was done, I saw the maid coming down from the study upstairs with the food, and the food in it was not touched at all.

I asked Zhou's mother, "Doesn't he eat it?" ”

Zhou's mother said, "Maybe I don't have an appetite." ”

Zhou's mother didn't let me ask too much, so she took me upstairs.

In the next few days, the Mu family fell into an indescribable silence, Mu Jing didn't go downstairs for three days, we didn't see each other again, and Zhou's mother seemed to deliberately not let me have a chance to meet him.

I don't know what this means, but it seems that in a short period of time, there is a barrier between us that we can't say, and the servants who usually love to chew the root of their tongues are now afraid to chew not even a word.

The entire Mu family was lifeless and panicked.

Almost five days later, I went to Mu Jingchi's study, when he was resting on a chair with his eyes closed, rubbing his eyebrows with his hands and not knowing what he was thinking.

He thought it was a servant who had come in. Only two words were said: "Get out." ”

Didn't open his eyes.

I didn't move, he seemed to realize that something was wrong, so he raised his eyes, and when he saw me standing in front of him, his eyes flashed with emotion, but soon he regained his composure.

After he sat up straight as usual, he smiled and asked me, "Is there anything wrong with me?" ”

I said, "I want to go out." ”

Still smiling gently, he asked, "Where to go?" ”

I said, "Go to Yuan's house." ”

When he heard this, he smiled and asked, "Mrs. Yuan invited you to play cards again?" ”

I bit my lip and hummed softly.

He said in a soft voice, "I'll let the driver send you." ”

I nodded, and I wanted to leave, but he said behind me, "Wear more clothes, it's cold." ”

I groaned and walked out of the study.

After I went downstairs, Zhou's mother came up and asked me how I was, and I said, "He agreed." ”

Zhou's mother put her coat on my shoulders and said, "Then will you come back for dinner tonight?" ”

I stretched out my hand and put it on, saying, "I don't know yet, but I'll play when I see it." ”

Zhou's mother didn't ask any more questions, bent over to buckle for me, handed me the bag, and I took my hat and got into the car.

After that, the car drove to Yuan's house, but on the way to Yuan's house, I asked the driver to park the car at the intersection, and then entered a café, and used the café's phone to shake the phone to Song Alcohol, after the phone was connected, I said to Song Alcohol: "Jingang Wharf, enter on the 18th." ”

Song Ol asked, "Are you sure?" ”

I said, "I'm sure." ”

As soon as Song Ol was about to hang up the phone, I immediately said, "Wait." ”

Song Alcohol stopped, neither of us spoke, and we could hear each other's breathing, which was very deep.

I grabbed my handbag tightly, and finally I said, "If you say you're going to take me away, does it still count?" ”

Song Yu was stunned for a moment on the other end of the phone, because he didn't answer me for a long time, and then he said, "Count, of course count." ”

I said, "Marry me?" Is it true or fake? ”

Song Ol was silent for a while, and when I almost thought he wouldn't answer, he said, "It's true, it's true." ”

I said, "Okay, I'll contact you when the time comes, and you will pick me up." ”

Song Ol said, "Okay." ”

We both hung up.

I don't know why, when I say this, I am very calm, this calmness seems to come from the deepest part of my heart, there is no trace of temperature, and the cold makes me feel inexplicably cold.

I stood in the café for a while, and someone behind me was coming to call, and I didn't take a seat. After giving the waiter money, he walked out with a box of cakes.

I got into the car, and the driver sent me to Yuan's house again.

Mrs. Yuan and they have been waiting for a long time, as soon as I sat down, several wives began to play homely again, this card played until five o'clock in the afternoon, the Mu family called again, asked me if I went home for dinner, I thought about it, and then said to the servants of the Yuan family, not to go back.

It just so happened that Mrs. Yuan left me here for dinner again, so I agreed.

The servant of the Yuan family hurried to the living room to answer for me.

This time it was played very late, almost eleven o'clock, and Mrs. Wu had a headache in the fight, so the card dragged on.

After Mrs. Wu and Mrs. Qiao were gone, I was getting dressed and about to get into the car, when Mrs. Yuan suddenly grabbed me from behind, and I looked back at her.

She smiled and shoved something into my hand, a jade bracelet.

She said: "The master and Lin'er still have eight or nine days to return home, and when do you want to set the wedding day after that?" ”

I looked at the jade bracelet in my hand, and looked at Mrs. Yuan in confusion for a few seconds, she explained with a smile: "This is the dowry left by my mother, you marry into my family, you are my daughter-in-law, this thing will naturally be passed on to you." ”

I didn't want it, but I didn't know how to say no.

She caressed my face lovingly and said, "Poor child, I have no father and mother since I was a child, and when I enter my Yuan family, my mother will definitely love you well." ”

I was a little embarrassed, but I couldn't dodge, so I kept holding my neck and letting her touch it.

At this time, the driver got out of the car and urged me to get into the car, and I was relieved and said to Mrs. Yuan, "Then I'll go first." ”

Mrs. Yuan nodded, the driver held the umbrella, and I bent in.

After that, Mrs. Yuan stood there and watched me leave, and when I arrived home it was about twelve o'clock, and there was only a servant in the hall waiting for me to return home, so I gave my clothes to the servant, and walked upstairs, and when I was about to enter the room, I glanced sideways at Mu Jingchi's room, and the lamp.

I stood there and hesitated for a few seconds, then finally pushed the door open and walked in.

After the night passed like this, the next morning, I still got up early and went downstairs to eat, Mu Jingchi was there this time, but after the two of us chatted for a few words, we stopped talking.

Not long after, Wang Shuyi walked in, holding a fold in her hand, and after she arrived at Mu Jingchi's side, she said to him: "Sir, this is the day that Mrs. Yuan asked her to send her, saying that she would pick an auspicious day." ”

Mu Jingchi put down the ebony chopsticks in his hand, and then took them from Wang Shuyi's hand, he glanced at them, and asked, "On the sixteenth, what do you think?" ”

He asked me, and I didn't know much about the day, so he replied briefly: "You can choose." ”

Mu Jingchi listened, but didn't speak again, and then looked at Wang Shuyi and said, "Does Mrs. Yuan have the most suitable auspicious day?" ”

Wang Shuyi said: "Mrs. Yuan also said that the 16th is a good day, but she didn't let me tell you, probably because she wanted you to choose." ”

Mu Jingchi closed the fold and said, "It's a coincidence." He handed the fold to Wang Shuyi and said, "Just prepare for this day." ”

Wang Shuyi said: "Yes." And he took the fold and went down.

Just after Mu Jingchi finished picking the date, I put down the bowl in my hand, got up and said to him, "I'm full, go upstairs first." ”

When he saw that the food in front of me had barely touched it, he asked, "Don't eat more?" ”

I said, "I'm full." ”

He didn't say anything more, so he nodded, but when I arrived at the room, Mother Zhou brought some of my favorite pastries, which were about what Mu Jingchi ordered.

In the evening, I walked around the room three times, and finally walked towards Mu Jingchi's study, the light in his study was still on, Wang Shuyi was serving in his room, I pushed the door and walked in, Mu Jingchi was sitting on a chair reading a book, and when he heard the door opening, he raised his eyes to look at me.

I glanced at Wang Shuyi, Wang Shuyi just wanted to leave when she saw this, but Mu Jingchi said, "No, stay." ”

Wang Shuyi's movements stopped, then she stepped back again, standing quietly behind Mu Jingchi.

He looked at me, still smiled gently, and asked, "Is there something wrong with coming to me so late?" ”

I finally mustered up the courage to ask the sentence I wanted to ask the most: "Do you have to marry Yuan Lin?" ”

There is agarwood burning in the house, this is the incense that will be burned when he has a migraine, and the incense burner is usually placed far and near, which represents the degree of his headache, but most of the time he will ask the servant to put the incense burner far away, but this time, the chic incense burner is placed above his desk.

The swirling smoke was entangled with each other in the light, dancing, and finally turning into nothingness, and Mu Jingchi's face was also unpredictable in those smokes.

He leaned back in his chair, gently put the book in his hand on the corner of the table, and said, "The Yuan family is the most suitable family for you." ”

I said, "That's what you think, but you never ask me what I think." ”

He smiled: "Oh? Then he asked, "Then you talk to me about your thoughts." ”

I said, "I'll just ask you one question, what should I do if Yuan Lin dies on the battlefield one day?" ”

Saying such a thing is unlucky in itself, Mu Jingchi raised his eyebrows, and he said, "There will be no such day." ”

I said, "Why are you so sure?" ”

Mu Jingchi said: "Because I won't let you have this day." ”

He said with great certainty.

I don't know why I want to laugh, he won't? No one can decide Yuan Lin's life or death, except for God.

But he said so surely, I didn't know what to say, and there was silence in the study.

Mu Jingchi closed his eyes, rubbed the corners of his eyebrows tiredly and said, "It's late at night, rest early." ”

He obviously didn't want to talk to me anymore, I looked at him for a while, then didn't speak again, and walked outside the house, where Zhou's mother was waiting for me outside.

As the day when Yuan Lin and Yuan Chengjun came back was getting closer and closer, Mrs. Yuan didn't have time to invite the ladies to play cards, so my time was also free, Mu Jingchi invited the embroidery girl of the tea coriander again to teach me the female red, I stayed in it all day, embroidering flowers and birds, but the more I embroidered, the more messy it was, and I didn't know what I was embroidering.

One day, the embroidery lady was not in my room, I was tired of embroidery, so I fell asleep on the table unconsciously, and I don't know how long I slept, I only felt a little cold when the wind blew in, I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw Mu Jingchi standing in front of me at a glance, looking at the mandarin duck I embroidered.

He didn't notice that I woke up, and looked at the mandarin duck very carefully, probably seeing that my mandarin duck was still embroidered like a fat goose, he chuckled.

At this time, Xiuniang went upstairs, bowed behind Mu Jingchi, and called: "Sir." ”

Mu Jingchi looked back at her, and after making a shushing motion, he moved away from me before asking, "How have you been learning recently?" ”

The embroidery lady replied softly: "Miss is a little out of shape, but the embroidery is not as good as before." ”

Mu Jingchi seemed to have expected this, he pursed his lips and said with a smile: "She has always been like this, learning anything is three points of heat, and after the heat is over, she can't lift her energy." ”

Xiuniang also smiled and said, "But Miss still has talent in this area, as long as you learn by heart." ”

Mu Jingchi said: "I don't expect her to embroider any flowers for me, I just hope that she can accept her temperament." ”

Xiuniang seemed to think of something, and suddenly walked to the side and took some things to Mu Jingchi and said, "This is the work that Miss has been practicing in the past few days." ”

Mu Jingchi took it, put it in his hand and looked at it carefully, pointed to a figure and asked, "What is this?" ”

The embroidered lady said, "Miss said it was a rabbit." ”

Mu Jingchi glanced at it twice, and couldn't help laughing out loud and said, "If you don't remind you, you really can't see it." ”

The embroiderer said: "She herself is still very satisfied, just now she was shouting that she wanted to find a frame to frame it and be a masterpiece." ”

The smile on the corner of Mu Jingchi's mouth became deeper and deeper, and his fingertips rubbed along the veins of the figure, and finally stopped on the rabbit's two crooked ears, and he told the embroidery girl: "Criticize two sentences at the right time, so as not to be proud for a while, so that she does not know the height of the sky." ”

Then he handed the thing back to the embroidery girl: "Take it and collect it." ”

The embroidery lady said yes, and then took them all aside and put them away.

Mu Jing didn't stay long, and quickly left my room. The embroidery girl covered me with a dress, sat down next to me and began to work on her hands again.

I lay down for twenty minutes before I slowly woke up, and I looked like an embroiderer and asked, "How long have I been asleep?" ”

The embroidery girl put down the embroidery needle in her hand and said, "It's been a while." ”

I hesitated for a moment, and then I didn't speak again.