A girl stood at the gate of the yard we had just walked out of. It was a very ordinary girl, about seven or eight years old, with a low ponytail, small eyes, and a short nose, relatively ordinary, but not ugly but not good-looking.

She looked at her father with some curiosity, and then we looked at each other.

It's still that ordinary feeling, just like the passers-by you meet on the street at any time, and occasionally, you will look at them, who likes to look into other people's eyes?

Surprise flashed in her eyes, it was normal, exactly the same as a normal person's reaction. But then, she nodded to herself in response, and then looked away......

I don't like the personality that makes things difficult for me because of my excessive attention – that's the only feeling I have at this point.

But the ensuing unfolding surprised all three of them.

That girl turned out to be the daughter of his brother that his father was looking for?

Although it was an accident, it was just a coincidence, and all kinds of coincidences happen every day in this world, and I and my father just happened to meet one of them.

The demeanor and tone of some little adults are suspicious, but they look very natural on her. Her family background is ordinary, and even a little dilapidated, but her performance should be what her father often said, "The children of the poor are in charge of the house early", right?

For everything in the Lin family, when he first came, he didn't have any thoughts or thoughts. I still have no interest in silently observing, because my father wants to come, so we came, and when we met, let's visit. And this girl, although she is not the same as most of the girls she has ever met, plus there seem to be some strange little secrets, but she just feels comfortable getting along, after all, she is a person who doesn't like to let her actions and behaviors cause trouble to others, for such a person, I don't hate it.

That night, one of the things that I was most concerned about was that I seemed to have found a cat that looked like a big flower in this small alley.

The same color, the same cat face, but what I didn't hear was its cry. followed behind it, but failed to see it again, and then appeared Lin Xiaoxiao, who had just come back from learning the piano.

The embarrassment, surprise, anger, and annoyance in those eyes. For some reason, I always felt a sense of familiarity, but I hadn't seen it before.

All her expressions will be revealed through those eyes that are not too big, but she does not believe that she is the owner of the eyes in her dreams. Although the corners of her eyes are also slightly upturned, firstly, her eyes are relatively small, and secondly, she has single eyelids. It's completely different from the big beautiful eyes in the dream.

But although it is different, there is still a full expression of feelings, which leads to the fact that he can easily see which words she is lying and which words are deliberately swaying him.

On the days I left N City, my father and I traveled long distances in the wilderness to find out the news of the ancient tribes.

After learning about the rumors of the Ten Thousand Snake Cave, my father retreated and prepared to take me away the next day. That night, in my heart, which had been undisturbed, there was a sudden indescribable urge - I wanted to go in, if I hadn't died this time...... I want to be able to live my life on my own terms!

It's an impulse that has never been felt before. For a long time, because I had read my mother's diary and seen my father's sad gaze, I had always put myself in the position of a vassal.

But this time, this impulse suddenly occurred.

So, I walked into the Ten Thousand Snakes Cave.

One mouthful, one bite after another, tingling, tearing, all sorts of things. And I, on the other hand, walked forward step by step. When the pain goes beyond a certain limit, even I can't bear it anymore.

My brain went blank, and I knew that this was my limit. How could I, who was only eight or nine years old, be able to get out of this long snake hole safely after shedding so much blood and suffering so many injuries?

Then let's die...... It's completely dead......

In this way, the father will be completely liberated......

But at this moment, those eyes, after sleeping for several years, hovered in their minds again.

A pair of eyes, eyes with various expressions, gradually, changed in the mind. It's that dream, the dream I've had since I was born. But the difference is that those eyes ...... There has been a change.

What has changed is not the look contained in the eyes, but the eyes themselves.

"Why...... Will think of her......"

When I was on the verge of my limit, what flashed in my mind was not my father or mother, but it turned out to be a girl who had only met once and only been with me for a day or two......

Am I crazy? It's just that I've seen that side, and she has no other connection than her father, and even, she is not the owner of the eyes she is looking for at all, but...... Why is that?

"Qingyu, father will never force you again! You can do whatever you want, and your father will never let you encounter this kind of thing again...... It's all my fault......" Beside him was his frustrated, almost mad man, and the wounds on his body were slowly healing one after another.

I finally came out......

"Father, I ...... I want to go to school. ”

The father was stunned, and then nodded hurriedly: "No problem, we can go to school wherever you want, Hong Kong, Sweden, or any school in Europe......

"I ...... I want to go to school in N City. ”

I know, it's not her, but I still can't help but think about her, whether it's love or not, I don't know. All I know is, it seems, that I have met someone with whom I can communicate normally and bring happiness to myself.

Even if that person isn't her, so what? Now I just want to stay where there is her, this seems to be the first willfulness since I was born, right? Even if it's not her who is destined, so what? What if it's just a friend? This time, let me be a little willful.

I'm sorry, father.