When did the change occur? I don't know, and she doesn't know.

I only know that as long as I stay by her side, I will be very comfortable and happy. Although, I also know that I can't get too close to her, that will hurt her. However, I can't help but get closer, closer.

Because I know that I can only be ordinary friends with her, in my heart, I am somewhat hostile to Sun Ming. Just as hostile to me he was. This girl is a little special, very mature in mind, and sometimes she makes some low-level mistakes that make people speechless, but it is precisely because of this that she makes people feel real.

likes to tease her, and then looks at her or crazy, or angry, but if you're not careful, you often can't help but get some fire. Obviously I have been warning myself in my heart not to get too close, not to get too close, but I still subconsciously, little by little, get close to her, until I find out that I like her, and once I think that I will leave her one day, my heart will ache faintly.

And she, just as she hoped for, but feared, also liked herself. And so, that day came.

As if to announce the imminent execution of a person's death sentence, I took my mother's diary to her.

Then, alone, he sat alone in his room and waited silently, waiting for the gunshots to sound.

Because I know that she is very precocious, I believe that she will choose the most rational decision. After all, she still has her own father and mother, even if it's just for them, she shouldn't and can't choose to accept her strange physique, right?

Fear, for the first time, hovered in his heart, but no matter what the result was, he had to accept it with a smile on his face and return to his father's side......

If she refuses, then, for her own sake, she also needs to leave immediately.

I see, no wonder the eyes in my forest are different from hers, but they are so similar? Perhaps, after leaving her, I will meet a girl who is somewhat similar, right?

Obviously, I have been comforting my heart so much in my mind, but in my heart, I am constantly aching faintly, as if a knife is cutting and a needle is pricking.

When there is a knock on the door, when the man outside the door kisses him, no matter what the future holds, even if one day heaven and earth are destroyed because of it, it no longer matters.

I know that it was my willfulness that allowed me to get this result. I also know that it was my willfulness that dragged her into the water. However, like her, I can't suppress the catharsis of this feeling no matter what, and I just want to have it, even if it's only for a few days.

******

That's a long dream.

In the dream, I seem to have come to a parallel world.

In that world, I didn't meet her, let alone walk into the Ten Thousand Snake Cave, so naturally I didn't go back to N City to study. Therefore, her inevitable future, her father's premature aging, her loneliness, all of this seems to exist there like a curse.

However, when I saw that the eyes in the window were becoming more and more real, clearer and clearer, and expanded to her five views, I suddenly discovered-

It turns out that she has always been who she has always been, and she has never changed.

What has changed is only the ordinary five views when I was young, and in the process of growing up, I have gradually matured, clear, and three-dimensional!

It's no wonder she once said: Many very cute children when they were young will grow up and develop in the opposite direction when they grow up.

It turned out that what she meant by this was herself!

Those small eyes, a shriveled nose, and a slightly pursed mouth turned into such a delicate little flower after a few years!

When she came back to her senses, she in front of her had completely overlapped with the person she often saw in her dreams.

It turns out that you have always been by my side, and it is only because of the passage of time that it is like a slowly unfolding picture scroll, presented in front of me......

"Xiaoxiao, I've finally found you......"

Yes, the person who has been seeking, pondering, and searching since birth turned out to be by his side so early. Fortunately, I didn't push her away stupidly, and I didn't obsessively try to find the eyes in my dream, otherwise, I would have missed the most important person in my life!

What a terrible idea that would be......

It is more terrible and regrettable than the ending of myself in that parallel world, who did not meet her from beginning to end because of her own inaction.

"What's wrong?" The person in front of him looked at him with confusion.

Su Qingyu laughed softly and kissed her eyelids.

"What's wrong?" The voice became softer, coquettish.

"I want to kiss you."

His face was red, and Lin Xiaoxiao glared at him with some shame on his face: "The children are so old, and they are still so noisy." ”

"Then, when we get back, send them to their parents." Holding up his chin, the seriousness on Su Qingyu's face made Lin Xiaoxiao shudder.

"Hey! Is there such a father as you? ”

"So what's going to be? Giving them full authority to give their mother is what a father should do? Su Qingyu's words made Lin Xiao laugh, this person is really getting bigger and less right.

"Hey...... It's four o'clock in the middle of the night now......" Pushing the man who was going to do bad things on his body, Lin Xiaoxiao protested.

"I miss you, don't worry, they're all asleep." The man is as steady as Mount Tai, how can the little woman under him push it.

"You...... You want to add a brother to them again? Lin Xiaoxiao smiled angrily and laughed, why is this man's energy so sufficient? He's thirty years old?!

Su Qingyu raised his head violently, glanced at the bedside table, and then, the corners of his mouth curved: "Haven't you been taking medicine?" ”

"Hey! What if it suddenly fails?! Lin Xiaoxiao glared at him fiercely.

"Then fire those people in the R&D department."