Chapter Ninety-Five: It's All Over
Shen Linxi looked at the emails one by one, and she was already in tears. The words in her teary eyes were blurred. She wiped away her tears with her hands over and over again, but they still kept rolling down like beads with broken threads. She covered her mouth with her hands and whimpered, already hating herself in her heart.
What an abomination she is! Cowardly, indifferent, and ruthless, but it still flaunts being rational, sober, self-loving and self-reliant. She knew that Shang Yuchen had a deep affection for her, but she kept holding on to his mistake and was unwilling to make a slight concession. She was always thinking about how to prevent herself from being hurt again, so she willfully ignored Shang Yuchen's confession again and again.
Is she really still the wise, enthusiastic, and kind Shen Linxi in everyone's mind? Why is she kind and generous to others, but she is so stingy with Shang Yuchen, unwilling to be more tolerant and give more? Could it be that because Shang Yuchen has never hidden his strong love for her, and has never expressed his heart to her in the slightest, she doesn't know how to cherish this feeling?
His eyes when he left appeared in front of him again, and Shen Linxi closed his eyes suddenly. Now, she has hurt him so far, Shang Yuchen must have hated her deeply, right? Thinking of him hating himself, Shen Linxi's heart ached unbearably. Suddenly, she stood up. No, she will go to Qi Yang now, she will go and ask for his forgiveness. She knew she was really wrong, so wrong.
So, Shen Linxi hurriedly washed her face, rushed out of the building, and rushed into the night. On the way, she called Shang Yuchen's mobile phone, however, his mobile phone was turned off. When she arrived at Shang Yuchen's house, no matter how she knocked on the door or rang the bell, there was no response in the room. Shen Linxi lingered in front of the door for a long time, but there was silence inside.
In the end, she had to go back out of the building and sit dejectedly by the artificial lake not far in front of the building. The moon is behind the clouds, appearing and disappearing; The faint moonlight reflected on the surface of the lake, and when the breeze blew, there were several waves of clear light on the surface of the water.
Shen Linxi stared blankly at the balcony of Shang Yuchen's house not far away, where there seemed to be flowers. Once upon a time, it was a haven of love, flowing with laughter and blooming with joy. She spent a lot of quality time there with him. Shang Yuchen's domineering and scoundrels, as well as his extremely gentle veins and affection, always surrounded her tightly, making her both distressed and happy.
Thinking of Shang Yuchen's words before turning to leave, as well as his sad eyes, and resolute back, Shen Linxi's heart fell into panic again.
She wants to explain now, wants to ask for forgiveness, maybe she shouldn't have thrown herself into his arms because of Yin Yichen in the first place, so that Shang Yuchen would not have hope, and she would not taste the feeling of being in pain, Shen Linxi was wrong from the beginning, so wrong that she hurt two boys who were dedicated to her.
"You have destroyed this happiness with your own hands, and you have destroyed my hope and my heart. Shen Linxi, you are too ruthless! I wish I had never met you! ”
When Shang Yuchen said these words, he must have been completely desperate! At that moment, his feelings for her had turned into hatred and disgust! He must never want to see her again!
Thinking of this, Shen Linxi covered her face with her hands. Yes, what face does she have to see Shang Yuchen now? After she hurt him severely, how could she still think of using repentance and tears to get his forgiveness for herself.
Shen Linxi suddenly remembered what Shang Yuchen's mother once said, "Broken mirror reunion? What is round will only be form. Once an intimate relationship is broken, it is impossible to repair it again, because the wound of the human heart can never be stitched up. ”
And now, she has shattered the beauty between her and Shang Yuchen without cherishing it, is she still thinking about repairing it again?
Shen Linxi's bitter and distracted eyes stared blankly at the place that had carried countless joys in the past, and she suddenly felt how nostalgic she was for everything in the past. However, it's late, it's already late! It's all over! Love or hate, everything is a thing of the past!
Youth is not easy, because it is always on the edge of right and wrong. Boys and girls often cling to the mistakes of one thought, but they don't know it. blamed countless reasons, but did not examine himself alone. Youth without wisdom is enthusiastic and reckless; Youth without heritage is gorgeous and impetuous; Without the youth of gratitude, it is dazzling and lost.
Youth always makes you wrong again and again, and then, when you wake up, you have no regrets. However, this is youth. She laughs and makes you fall, makes you cry, and makes you hurt. After the pain, continue on the road, through the ups and downs, you will stumble and grow step by step!
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The seasons change, and time passes. It has been nearly six years since Shen Linxi and her roommates graduated from university. Shen Linxi has been working in a law firm when she was a graduate student. After graduating from graduate school, she stayed at the firm.
In the past six years, people have been anonymously sending emails to Shen Linxi, almost all of them are about Shen Lian, that person helped her find out everything, it is expected that Shen Linxi's biological father is Yi Min, and he is the person who bought Shen behind the scenes, after these facts surfaced, that person had no news and did not help her make further moves, and now that she has experienced so much, Shen Linxi has looked down on these, and it is enough to know the truth.
Shen Linxi constantly pays attention to the trends of business news, which is the only way for her to know the current situation of the two men. Genesis underwent a big change a year ago, Yin Yichen exposed the evidence of Yin Fan's tax evasion, and the creation was taken over by him, and he also stated at the new product launch conference a month ago that he would be engaged to Ye Yufei this year, and he said a word during the press conference, let everyone remember, just find the right one!
And the current president of Shang's is also Shang Yuchen, everything is so logical......
No one cares about what has happened in the past, only what will happen in the future......
Over the past few years, Shen Linxi has accumulated rich business experience, and her work ability is also very outstanding, so she has more and more customers. At the same time, because she cooperates with her colleagues in the law firm very well on a daily basis, many lawyers in the law firm like to work with her as long as they have a suitable case. In this way, her case source can be described as endless, but it also makes her have mixed feelings.
Because, today's young lawyers are worried about the lack of case sources and are running for a difficult livelihood, but she has smoothly transitioned to the stage of having a stable case source and legal counsel unit, which is really enviable.
However, on the other hand, she really lives an inhuman life! Now, she is like a high-speed machine every day, often busy all night. Sometimes, she longs to be able to break a minute into two minutes, and even when she goes to the bathroom, she thinks about the case.
At the end of every day, she would be half exhausted and lay in bed, without even the strength to wash. It's so miserable......
However, although she is complaining in her heart, when facing customers, she has always been extremely serious and provides professional and high-quality services to customers. For example, now, Shen Linxi is drinking afternoon tea and talking about the case with a client who entrusted her to handle a divorce case in a private room of a Western restaurant.
She had just taken a flight back to Beijing from Shanghai at noon today. Previously, in Shanghai, she provided legal services for a company related to the listing of the company, and she had been busy outside for half a month, and she was very busy. Today, as soon as she arrived in Beijing, she rushed directly from the airport to this western restaurant booked by customers.
On this April spring afternoon, the warm sunlight shined through the large floor-to-ceiling window glass and gently caressed Shen Linxi's body, making her fatigue for many days seem to explode all of a sudden. She only felt a thick sleepiness hit her head, and her eyelids were so heavy that they almost fought.
She wished she could fall into the large and comfortable chair behind her for a while, even if it was for a few minutes!
However, this is inhuman torture! In the face of customers, she must maintain her professional image, so Shen Linxi can only open her eyes desperately, biting the tip of her tongue with her teeth from time to time, and secretly pinching her hands with her nails.
However, fortunately, by this time, she had already finished talking to the client. Now, the client started her nagging again. Shen Linxi and this Ms. Zeng, who was almost forty years old, had already met twice before, so she knew that this Ms. Zeng was about to start complaining against her husband again, and asking Shen Linxi to fight for as many interests as possible for her.
Shen Linxi smiled and listened to Ms. Zeng for a few minutes, then said: "Ms. Zeng, as a lawyer, my duty itself is to strive for the interests of clients as much as possible under the premise of legality, so at this point, please rest assured!" ”
When Ms. Zeng heard this, she immediately said, "Yes, yes, I trust you 100% on this point." I know that you are very conscientious and excellent, Mr. Shen, otherwise, my friend would not have recommended you to me. ”
"Thank you for your trust, and now, do you have any other questions that I need to answer."
"Well, it should be none for the time being, thank you, Lawyer Shen. I'm really heartbroken, so when I see you, I always want to confide in you! ”
Shen Linxi still smiled and said, "I understand your feelings. If it's not heartbreaking, who would want to break up. ”
When Ms. Zeng heard this, she immediately nodded very helpfully: "Yes, yes!" So because of this, I couldn't swallow this breath even more, and I had to take out all his possessions, give me what I deserved, and he had to compensate me. ”
Shen Linxi said: "At two o'clock next Tuesday afternoon, please come to my law firm, and I will have further exchanges with you on the key points of this case and the evidence." So we're here today? She looked at Ms. Zeng inquiringly.
Ms. Zeng went to take the leather bag in her hand and said, "Okay, okay, lawyer Shen, thank you!" You've just come back from Shanghai, and you're so anxious about my business. ”
"Oh, that's as it should be, you're welcome!" Shen Linxi barely supported the eyelids that were about to close and said.
Ms. Zeng stood up, but she looked like she wanted to leave but didn't leave. She suddenly changed her resentful and resentful expression just now, her eyes flashed with a little expectation, and she asked tentatively, "Lawyer Shen, do you have time this Sunday?" ”