Shang Yuchen stared at Shen Linxi, who was just frowning and not making any response in front of him. At this moment, her expression is so indifferent and rejecting thousands of miles away. He was waiting with difficulty, waiting for Shen Linxi to look up at him.

She knew that he loved her to the core, but did she really not care at all? Could it be that no of his confessions could ever move her? Could it be that she really doesn't have any feelings for him?

Shang Yuchen felt that his heart began to drip blood, drop by drop, and the blood slowly soaked through his happy face when he was with Shen Linxi, dyeing a piece of red. He still looked at her with anguish inwardly, waiting for her to smile comfortingly at him. Time is so long, every second of waiting seems to be as long as a century......

However, what he saw was Shen Linxi's indifferent face and lowered eyes. She really doesn't give him a little response! The pain in his heart finally made Shang Yuchen realize a fact: Lin Xi really didn't have him in his heart! Now, isn't he going to stop? Does he have to insist on anything that doesn't make sense?

In the end, Shang Yuchen said with endless pain in his eyes: "I'm in the United States, I can't contact you, I wrote so many emails, but you didn't reply to any of them." I know that I blamed you and wronged you. You are angry with me, you blame me, I understand. I go crazy every day trying to find you and ask for your forgiveness.

But you've thrown yourself into his arms. Don't you know that men get hurt too? I remember every day and every moment we got along, but have you forgotten all those days? Are you heartless, emotionless? Why are you so cold, so heartless? Don't even know how to cherish it? Is it true that you have never loved me at all, and you have no feelings for me at all?

I once told you that in my heart there is a window that is always closed, making me feel hesitant and failed in the middle of the night. It was your appearance that unlocked the prison of my soul, and you know how ecstatic and moved I was.

You are like an angel who ignited my life, gave me freedom of mind, and made me feel truly happy. However, today, you have ruined this happiness with your own hands, and you have destroyed my hope and my heart.

Shen Linxi, you are too ruthless! I wish I had never met you! After speaking, Shang Yuchen glanced at Yi Min deeply, and then turned around and left with a resolute face.

Shang Yuchen's eyes flashed with tears, and every word of his bloody confession and accusation slammed into his own chest. At this moment, his heart was close to collapse. He used to think that he was so lucky to have the most perfect life.

However, God was so cruel that it gave him the best and made him feel the sweetness and happiness deeply, but in an instant, it ruthlessly took away all this, mercilessly kicked him from the peak to the bottom, and let him never recover.

Looking at Shang Yuchen's wooden face, his tired and sad eyes, and the lonely back when he turned to leave, Shen Linxi only felt that her chest was like a boulder, and a wave of heat rushed to her throat. As soon as she opened her mouth, she called weakly: "Shang Yuchen...... " The next moment, she felt that her eyes were dark, and her consciousness disappeared immediately, and then she suddenly collapsed on Yin Yichen's body.

Yin Yichen sensed that something was wrong, and immediately stretched out his arms and hugged Shen Linxi. I saw her eyes closed, and her head leaned weakly on his shoulder. If it weren't for his clutching, her body would have fallen to the ground at this point.

Yin Yichen estimated that Shen Linxi was in shock because of a momentary frustration. So, he called her name softly, and at the same time pinched her middle man with one hand to help her sober up quickly.

Shang Yuchen, who had already walked away, finally looked back uncontrollably, but happened to see Shen Linxi snuggled in Yin Yichen's arms, and Yin Yichen hugged her tightly, as if comforting her. He just felt that this moment was really lost. It's over! It's really over! This time, he really gave up......

After a while, Shen Linxi woke up faintly. She opened her eyes in confusion, not knowing what was happening. After a few seconds, she suddenly remembered what Shang Yuchen had just said. She immediately looked around, but there was still no trace of Shang Yuchen.

At this time, Yin Yichen whispered in her ear: "He's gone." ”

Shen Linxi was stunned for a few seconds, and then closed his eyes in a daze. She was so tired, really tired, she felt so tired, so tired that she felt as if her body had no weight, as if it was a feather, ready to float at any moment.

Someone seemed to be speaking in her ear, but it was far, far away. She frowned and stood still for a moment before shaking her head in a trance. It's not about her anymore, everything is already about her......

Shen Linxi couldn't remember how she ended up in the dormitory. The room was empty, separated from the heat of the outside world, and there was some gloomy and cold connotation. She sat slowly by the window and watched the twilight floating outside the room, which seemed to be tingling with a faint gray.

She leaned against the window and closed her eyes, so the past from her acquaintance with Shang Yuchen to her love poured into her mind one by one. Shang Yuchen's words still echoed in her ears: "Remember your words today, I will take back everything that doesn't belong to you." ”

"It's okay, I'm willing to wait. And it will never contradict what is said today. ”

"Linxi, you... Are you willing to accept me, I will definitely protect you! ”

"Here, you've always been there!"

"Since I've met you, I'll never let you pass by me."

"Your appearance always appears in front of my eyes, making me unable to eat and sleep, do you think you should be responsible?"

"Here, it's all you, beating for you, crazy about you!"

"I sometimes wonder why there is such a heavy love that I can't even turn over. This kind of love torments me day and night, makes me work hard and helpless, but even so, I am still willing. ”

"I can't stand that you don't love me, I can't stand that you don't care about me, and I can't stand you leaving me."

……

At that time, she and Shang Yuchen really had a very romantic and warm time, and his love words were often scoundrels but extremely sincere to make her blush and heartbeat. His narcissistic jokes that she couldn't stand also made her secretly laugh countless times. At that time, she was really happy.

But why did she insist on turning sweet love into a lose-lose war? Is it to fight for her reason, or for her dignity? Is it so important to cling to those rationalities and those dignitys? Is it important that she would rather end the love with Shang Yuchen with a tragic complex, and not lose her pride and paranoia? Is it so important that even if you lose Shang Yuchen, will you not hesitate to do so?

Shen Linxi's heart ached again. Shang Yuchen's words when she left hit her heart every word. She's really cowardly! When there is a problem, they don't dare to muster up the courage to face it, but will only blindly avoid it. She's a real asshole!

How many times did she want to open the email sent by Shang Yuchen, but she still had to adhere to the principle of uselessness to maintain her worthless hypocrisy. She's really ruthless too! Knowing that Shang Yuchen's heart must be extremely hard, she still has to be ruthless to the end under the guise of being sober!

Mail! Shen Linxi suddenly remembered the email, she only felt that her heart was hot, and tears welled up in her eyes. Thankfully, the emails are still ...... In the past, she stubbornly resisted them, but now, she cares so much about them. Perhaps, this will be the only thing she has left her with Shang Yuchen.

She hurriedly took out the computer, and her fingers trembled slightly and clicked into the mailbox. At first glance, the mailbox is filled with unread emails. Shen Linxi covered her face all of a sudden, and she tried to calm the remorse and guilt in her heart. It took her a moment to start with the initial email and read it one by one.

Linxi, forgive me! Forgive me! You know, I beg for your forgiveness and forgiveness by saying 'forgive me' countless times a day? I think I must be crazy to behave so rudely and say such outrageous stupid things to you. I must have been burned by jealousy, so I can't help but want them to disappear as soon as I see you with other men.

Linxi, actually, after I calmed down and thought about it, the conflict between us is of course due to my psychological shadow since childhood, but in the final analysis, it is because I love you too much. I love you to the point of heartache, love you to the point of madness. If I could have loved you a little less, I might have been much calmer and more relaxed, and I might have been a little more rational about your affairs, and I wouldn't have acted as radically as this one.

However, Linxi, just because I love you too much, I can't control my emotions hopelessly; It's because I'm worried that you'll not love me, that you're going to leave me, that I'm going to be constrained, and I'm going to suffer from gains and losses.

Linxi, now I also ask you to think about this matter from a fair standpoint. If you wait for me for a long time on the night of Valentine's Day, looking forward to spending a warm and romantic night with me, but you see me intimately with other girls, can you still maintain peace of mind and calm? Do you have suspicions, too?

And if you've seen me with this girl more than once, do you also complain and misunderstand? Dear Linxi, can you feel a little bit of my state of mind now? A boy wants the girl he loves, to treat him wholeheartedly, I think, this is the normal psychology of all men.

Therefore, Linxi, please tolerate the normal narrow-mindedness of an ordinary boy, and please forgive me, a boy who loves you so much that his heart is dripping blood, and he can't be generous. ”

……

"Linxi, how are you? Missed me? During this time, our project was carried out quite hard, but the quality of the project team was very high, and everyone worked together sincerely, so the project went smoothly. Every night when I came back to my accommodation, I felt a sore back, lying in bed, not wanting to move, so my mind was full of your shadows.

Suddenly, I remembered one night last autumn when I had just returned from a shoot. I drove for more than five hours along the way, so my back was a little uncomfortable, and you were very considerate to massage my back. I was thinking, 'If you have a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for?'" You are so understanding, gentle and beautiful, I feel intoxicated when I think about it. ”

……

"Linxi, how are you? In the past few days, the weather has suddenly warmed, with blue sky and white clouds, clear and transparent, just like the clear sky in autumn in Guangzhou. Today, I was able to spare half a day to go out to exercise. A few of my classmates and I rode a race car to the suburbs. Along the way, the breeze is gentle, the spring is full of joy, and it is very pleasant.

Riding on the road, passing by tall and spacious villas with huge gardens, I couldn't help but yearn for it. Linxi, in September, you and I came to the United States. We study here, then work for a few years and buy one of these garden villas.

I'm going to plant you a garden full of kapok, and the fragrance is charming. In the afternoon, in the garden full of kapok, you lie on my lap, slightly closed eyes, bathed in the warm sunshine, while I gently comb your long hair for you, looking at your innocence like a baby. ”

……

"Linxi, why don't you reply to my email? Have you read the emails I've written to you these days? Tonight, the members of the project team went to the bar for a drink together. My mentor joked with me that if I wanted to, then all the girls in the project team would want to marry me because he could see that they all liked me.

I just smiled and didn't say anything. How would he know that in this world, only a girl can attract my attention, pull my nerves, arouse my infinite fantasies, and make me fall in love with all my heart.

……

"Linxi, the project is nearing completion. I was finally able to fly back to you in no time and hold you tightly! This time, it's finally no longer a dream! Waiting for me to go back, my dear! ”

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In fact, writing here, I never said who the heroine would choose in the end, of course, I didn't think about it, I just followed a feeling step by step, as if I was standing in the perspective of the heroine, doing her multiple choice questions, to this chapter, I was finally confused, I didn't know how I should choose, as if I was also deeply moved by the two male protagonists I created with my own hands......