Chapter Eighty-Eight: Compounding, the so-called providence

Zhou Meng was born in poverty, which made her have a deep sense of inferiority, however, her strong self-esteem urged her to be motivated and work hard. She used her excellence to fight against the inferiority complex that followed her deep inside, but once this pride of Mu Xiu Yulin ceased to exist, she was like losing her protective layer, at a loss, and there was an imbalance in her heart.

In turn, certain negative elements of her temperament will quietly dominate her thoughts and begin to influence her behavior.

For He Tianling, Zhou Meng must not want to hurt him. On the contrary, she admires him and even worships him, so after she hurt He Tianling, even after knowing that she herself will not have the worry of lawsuits, her spirit is still in a state of collapse, maybe because even she can't admit and believe that she really hurt that man.

What's more, she hurt the person she loved with her own hands, and from then on, she may never be able to see him again, as she herself said, "I feel so bad that I want to die, I'm so bad that I don't have the face to see him anymore." The moment she said this, her heart must have been as sad as ashes!

Shen Linxi looked at Zhou Meng who was asleep steadily, Zhou Meng stabbed He Tianling in the chest with a knife, and Shen Linxi herself stabbed an invisible knife into Yin Yichen's heart, she still hurt all the boys who loved her.

In just two days, Zhou Meng's lifeless cheeks had sunken in, her cheekbones were raised high, her face was pale, and her lips were dull. Her thin body curled up as if overwhelmed, maintaining a posture that seemed extremely uncomfortable to Shen Linxi.

Looking at this scene, Shen Linxi's nose was sour. Can Zhou Meng come out of this crushing blow? Does she have the courage to accept what has happened and learn to slowly forget it? I hope she can be truly confident and strong in the future life!

It was two days after Zhou Meng was discharged from the hospital. Mougins specially bought a big birthday cake and a variety of snacks. She said that one is to celebrate Zhou Meng's physical recovery, and the other is to have a warm graduation party before everyone is about to go their separate ways.

In the twilight, the girls sat on the green lawn, the spread of the bedcloth was already lined with a variety of food, and the big cake was filled with small colorful candles. However, unlike the previous gatherings, there seemed to be a sadness flowing in the air, and the girls' expressions were also dyed with a touch of sadness.

Zhou Meng, who was still a little weak, was wearing a long gray dress and sat silently. There was still silence between her delicate eyebrows and eyes.

Su Ruo said wistfully: "Alas, there are at least thirty or forty candles on this cake!" I don't know, when we are both thirty or forty years old, will we have the opportunity to get together again and eat cake together? ”

Next summer is repeatedly plugging in and pulling a candle to play. As soon as she heard Su Ruo's tone, she couldn't help but laugh: "What about the time when Xiao Si is still sentimental?" ”

Su Ruo glanced at her and said lazily: "I hate it, you have no heart and lungs." In the past four years, everyone in our house has a birthday, and basically gets together to eat cake. But in the future, there will not be so many cakes to eat, can you not feel uncomfortable? ”

Mu Ran patted Su Ruo with a smile: "No matter how good it is, as soon as it reaches your mouth, it will change its taste." Then when I celebrate my birthday in the future, I will send you a cake, and see how happy you can be to eat alone? ”

Su Ruo squinted her eyes and said cowardly: "Yes, there are not so many people blowing out candles together, and the cake doesn't taste good!" ”

Shen Linxi said with emotion: "Think about it when we first entered the school, we were all like little children. I remember wearing green jeans and a vest, short ear-length hair, big eyes, and a whirring breeze when she walked. And now, four years have passed, and Ran Ran has become quieter. ”

Ming Xia smiled and said, "Linxi, you said that Ran Ran was like a stunned boy." However, the description is pretty much the same, anyway, she is really enthusiastic. As soon as I saw her, I thought, "That's right!" In the future, someone will help tidy up the dormitory, so I won't have to be my mother! ”

Mougins waved his hand and patted his head: "So, the role I play is your mother?" If I knew this was the case, I should have photographed you every day! ”

Mingxia smiled again and said, "Really, Ranran, thank you!" With you, we all feel that life is beautiful! ”

Mougins smiled knowingly: "Well, under the care of my nanny, I am also very pleased that you can grow up healthily!" ”

Everyone looked at Mougins and smiled, however, everyone's eyes were moist. It's been four years, getting along day and night, and their living habits have gradually become somewhat consistent. They are not sisters, but they have a sisterly affection and a friendship between close friends. Every day is full of good memories.

Mingxia suddenly said again: "The most harmful person is Xiaosi." You, a love expert, don't teach people thoroughly, and instill theories into everyone one by one, but you don't give practical guidance. ”

Su Ruo glanced at Ming Xia and said, "I look at it now, those love theories are all false." The only truth is that if you become a king or lose, you are willing to gamble and lose! ”

Mu Ran smiled and said to Su Ruo: "Your love truth will make the faint of heart afraid." ”

Su Ruo shook a cup in his hand and said in a deep voice: "Love is an emotional game, there are winners and losers." If you are looking forward to love, you must have the spirit of being able to afford to lose. ”

Everyone was silent for a while. Youth is like a complex score, love is the staggered, undulating notes, she played a song for youth or joy, or sadness, or affectionate, or pathos.

Along the way, after experiencing their own emotional journeys, they have grown up slowly from ignorant girls back then. At this time, when they look at love again, everyone has a different perception.

After a moment of silence, Mougins picked up a lighter, distributed a few matches into everyone's hands, and said, "No matter what love is, let's start igniting the light of our graduation now!" Thanks to fate, we met four years ago and let us have a good time together.

Thinking of so many happy days together, I am reluctant to part with you. I guess I'm going to cry like you, and I'll see you more when I have time in the future, and I'll say yes! ”

Mougins smiled, tears welling up in her eyes. Everyone lowered their heads and lit the candles very attentively. In the night, clusters of candlelight, stars, flickering and flickering.

Mougins said: "No matter how life will torment us in the future, may each of us remain brave and strong!" ”

Shen Linxi continued: "Warm and kind! ”

Su Ruo said: "Youth and beauty! ”

Mingxia said: "Happy and happy! ”

Dai Shiting said: "Healthy and cheerful! ”

Zhou Meng said: "Thanksgiving! ”

"Be open-minded!" "Be content!" "Smile always!" "Cherish friendship!" "Make your dreams come true!" "Go big!" "Career success!" "Family happiness!" Everyone, you and I, have wishes.

"No divorce!" Ming Xia's funny words made everyone laugh softly.

Shen Linxi said again: "Let's sing a song, I don't know when we will be able to go to karaoke together again in the future." ”

Su Ruo said: "Sing "Don't Say Goodbye"! This was the first choral song in our dormitory that year. With that, she began to sing to herself.

As soon as she sang the first sentence of "Goodbye, old classmates who dislike each other", everyone's hearts immediately lingered with the sorrow of parting, and then they also sang one after another:

Goodbye too late to say thank you

Goodbye, there will be no more homework

Bye

……

I haven't been in a few relationships

But the shyness of meeting the bridesmaids and groomsmen

Those years of puberty

also made a promise to the child's godfather and godmother

When I entered school, I thought about graduation

After graduation, he lost sleep because he left his friendship

……

"I believe that we will see each other again, I believe that I will always miss it, I believe that we will all be fine, I believe that everything I believe in becomes a flame, shining on each other's faces The vast sea of people see each other, the I love you engraved on the desk is still there, how much surging like the sea has now become a sigh, whose youth is not confused, in fact, we are all the same"

By the time they reached this point, everyone's voices were choked, and tears had blurred their eyes. Qionglou Yuyu, the moon shadow is swaying, what year is it tonight, and when will we meet?

I'm really going to graduate! Talking, talking, finally this day has come! Everyone can't remember the mood when they first entered the school, but they just sighed that the four seasons have inadvertently passed several rounds of purple and red, falling leaves and white snow. If you are not careful, the best time of your life has been swayed here.

After four years of getting along, now it is coming to an end in this sad parting season. They have loved, hated, cried, laughed, and the grievances of the past have all melted into a smile, leaving only endless memories and reluctance.

Everyone cherished the last moment of reunion, left each other's faces with the camera, and recorded the friendship of farewell in words. There was a faint sadness in the air, accompanied by a sound of blessings.

After Su Ruo took graduation photos with her classmates, a few classmates would come over to take photos with her from time to time. When facing the camera, she tried to show the most beautiful smile. She thought to herself, I wonder if many years later, when her classmates turn out today's photos, they will still be able to think of her, a shy girl.

Mougins is a very sensual girl, and the rich feelings in her heart always make her have thousands of thoughts. In such a day full of sorrow and parting, she often can't help but think of the time she and Meng Zhao were together.

Mougins clearly remembered every detail of the time she and Meng Zhao were together. She admires Meng Zhao's youthful dynamism, his free and easy freedom and his sunny sunshine. She likes to listen to Meng Zhao's opinion on everything, and she always follows him with a bird, and sometimes, she even thinks that the boy is everything to her.

But later, Meng Zhao began to become indifferent and detached, and she became a victim of gains and losses. She fell into a kind of sadness and frustration, she couldn't understand how a person's feelings could become so fast?

Just when she made up her mind to be ready to talk to Meng Zhao once, but unexpectedly, Meng Haoxin just said: "I think the personalities of two people are not suitable, and being together will make each other unhappy, so let's separate!" ”

With a breezy remark, he turned and left. Mougins could even feel the ease in his heart like a cloud, silent.

At that moment, it was as if she was cut off from the world, she didn't feel the sounds around her, she just stood motionless in front of the window, her mind blank. After a long time, she suddenly felt as if her heart was being grabbed by a big hand, and she slowly squatted down in pain. She covered her heart, let out a long breath, closed her eyes lightly, and two lines of tears rolled down.

Later, it took a long time for Mu Ran to slowly recover, but she was still worried about Meng Zhao in her heart. This feeling was faint, faint, and intermittent before. But in recent days, as the countdown to leaving school began, she always had an inexplicable sadness, and she was about to be separated from her dormitory sisters and classmates for one reason, and the more important reason was that she might never see Meng Zhao again. This made her feel very apprehensive, and even heart-wrenching.

However, just a few days ago, she heard from her classmates that Meng Zhao had gone to a company in Guangzhou that had signed a work contract with him and worked in advance. When Mougins heard the news, her heart secretly rejoiced uncontrollably.

In September, she is also going to Guangzhou for graduate school, is this another chance for God to give her and Meng Zhao? Could it be that it was just so that she could get back together with Meng Zhao, so her graduate school entrance examination score did not reach the score line of the school, and she was transferred to Guangzhou for graduate school? Could it be that this is the so-called providence?