118. Summing up experience

Updated: 2013-06-18

Previously, it was because Gao Qun and Zhang Han were here, so Wu Xintian was making trouble and found an excuse to leave Su Nuannuan behind.

Su Nuannuan sighed and told Wu Xintian about the unhappiness between herself and Duan Chengyu, as well as some past stories about the Ferris wheel of happiness.

Because of the previous two times of crying and venting, Su Nuannuan's mood at this time was already very calm, but when he said these words again, he still couldn't help but have tears in his eyes.

After a while, Wu Xintian spoke up, with praise in his tone: "I really didn't expect that there would be such a beautiful story about this Ferris wheel of happiness!" Nuan Nuan, it seems that Duan Chengyu really loved you very much. It's a pity ......"

"It's just a pity that everything was in the past." Su Nuannuan smiled reluctantly.

"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry." Wu Xintian turned around and half-sat to face Su Nuannuan, with a guilty look on his face, "I saw Duan Chengyu repeatedly making you unhappy before, and I was still persuading you to put your mind on Gao Qun, I now know that Duan Chengyu's love for you and Gao Qun's love for you are indistinguishable." ”

"That's ...... used to be," Su Nuannuan's eyes were full of sadness, "I'm like this, and he still won't forgive me." Now that he saw that my injuries were healed, he ignored me again. I don't even know what to do right now. ”

"Keep it up! How to chase before, now speed up the pace! Wu Xintian encouraged her.

"It's useless, I've used all the means I need to use, and I don't have an idea now. Moreover, since Yan Ruoyan left, he is now with Cheng Fei every day. ”

"That's because he misunderstood you and Gao Qun, and now that Gao Qun is back, let's explain to him, isn't it?" Wu Xintian disagreed.

"Xintian, in fact, I always feel that he still loves me, and I love him, why can't we be together?" The frustration brought to Su Nuannuan during this period of time almost made Su Nuannuan lose the last bit of confidence.

Maybe Duan Chengyu's heart knot has not been untied. Nuan Nuan, don't be discouraged, we can't give up any opportunity before the last moment. ”

"That's all the way I said, Xintian, I feel very tired. Why did everything come to this point? Rather than that, I would rather not know the truth about my father's death and live abroad like that. ”

"You don't know the truth about Uncle Sue's car accident, do you think you can live abroad for the rest of your life with peace of mind? You're just escapism. Now that you know that he is not the murderer of your family, this makes you let go of the hatred for Duan Chengyu in your heart. If you come back to him, no matter what the result is, at least you will be happy if you don't have this hurdle in your heart in the future. Wu Xintian looked at the frustrated Su Nuannuan, very distressed, and kept comforting her.

"Nuan Nuan, in fact, you are very lucky. Before you accepted Gao Qun, you knew the truth, and this was not a great harm to Gao Qun. Before Duan Chengyu fell in love with someone else, you came back, so that Duan Chengyu would not feel guilty about others. In fact, you have been waiting for him, and he is also waiting for you. It's just that there are not only knots between you that have been precipitated over the years, but also between many people, if you don't muster up the courage to remove the obstacles in between, you are afraid that you will not get the happiness you want in your life. ”

"Yan Ruoyan is gone, Gao Qun understands you, and we are all helping you, you can't give up now, you must know that the distance between you and Duan Chengyu is getting closer and closer. Nuan Nuan, you have to persevere! Wu Xintian is now completely on Duan Chengyu's side.

"Haven't I been holding on? It's just that I can't hold on anymore. Sometimes, when I think about the various methods I used against Duan Chengyu, I will have a feeling of hating myself, how did I, Su Nuannuan, become such an unreserved woman? Su Nuannuan suddenly became angry when she thought about it.

It's all because of Duan Chengyu!

I used to think that I was stubborn, but now I realize that Duan Chengyu is actually a really stubborn person.

"There is only one Cheng Fei between you now, in fact, I really think this Cheng Fei is negligible, she is not even as good as Yan Ruoyan, but in front of many people, Yan Ruoyan can still claim to be Duan Chengyu's half girlfriend. And Cheng Fei is just one of his business partners. You can rest assured, Duan Chengyu is not interesting to her, if she wants to be interesting, she will not mean it early. Wu Xintian has been comforting Su Nuannuan and wants to boost her morale.

"Actually, Cheng Fei and Gao Qun are not the main characters, the key is Duan Chengyu." Su Nuannuan looked deflated and looked at the wall opposite, "Duan Chengyu, he has always kept a distance from me now, as if he always wants to turn me away from thousands of miles away." ”

"Then did you confess your heart to him in a serious way?" Wu Xintian thought for a while before saying.

"I think so."

"What do you mean? Yes is yes, no is no. Wu Xintian was very dissatisfied with the ambiguous words used by Su Nuannuan.

"There should be." Su Nuannuan thought about it and nodded.

"It seems that there is, there should be, that is, there is no!" Wu Xintian poked Su Nuannuan's head, and then asked, "Then did you tell him why you didn't come back until five years later?" ”

Su Nuannuan was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "I said, I told him, I know what I did wrong before." ”

"Stop! If you tell him that you know what you did wrong before, isn't that telling him that you are coming back now to make up for your mistakes? And not to come back because you love him? ”

"This ......" Su Nuannuan was dumbfounded for a while, she hadn't thought about it so much, "but I have used so many practical actions to show my love for him, and I have done so many things, isn't it enough to show how much I want to return to him now?" ”

"Not enough, definitely not enough! I now find that everything you did was just proof of how guilty you were about the damage you did to him back then, so guilty that you wanted to spend the rest of your life paying for your mistakes, so guilty that you gave up your current love for him. Wu Xintian analyzed it like an emotional expert.

"It's not like that!" Su Nuannuan waved her hand again and again, "I didn't give up my love for him at all, I never loved Gao Qun." There are many ways to make up for mistakes, and if you use the happiness of the rest of your life to make up for it, isn't it too much to lose? If I really love Gao Qun, I wouldn't use this method to make up for my apologies to Duan Chengyu. Most people don't! People are selfish! ”

"You think you won't, but if Duan Chengyu doesn't think like ordinary people, what do you think you will? You must know that people in the emotional vortex have poor thinking skills. Especially the false appearance of 'lover' caused by you and Gao Qun from time to time, it is inevitable that Duan Chengyu will misunderstand. Maybe he's short-circuited in his head? ”

"So what should I do?" Su Nuannuan was a little messy, and kept staring at Wu Xintian.

"Do you love Duan Chengyu?" Wu Xintian asked suddenly.

"Love."

"How much love?"

"I love him very much, if I can't be with him in this life, I feel that the rest of my life is meaningless." Su Nuannuan's eyes were full of sadness.

"Very good, then you can go and say these words to Duan Chengyu again tomorrow." Wu Xintian patted Su Nuannuan's shoulder.

Su Nuannuan shook her head again: "It's useless, I should have said these words, if he really decided that I didn't love him, he wouldn't believe me." ”

"Then you make him believe that you love him, very loving, very loving, deeply loving, so loving that he can't extricate himself."

"Xintian, you haven't figured out what the root of the matter is, the key is not whether I love him or not, but whether he still loves me or not. If he doesn't love me, all my efforts will be in vain. I used to be full of confidence, but now I have shallow confidence. ”

Su Nuannuan fell on the bed and turned her gaze to the ceiling.

"Your lack of confidence is because Duan Chengyu has always been very cold to you and ignored you. Then you have to find a way to make him enthusiastic about you. Wasn't he very enthusiastic about you five years ago? You provoke this enthusiasm of him again. Wu Xintian kicked Su Nuannuan with her foot, very dissatisfied with her state.

"If I could, I would have picked it a long time ago." Even in that aspect, he has repeatedly failed, which is really humiliating, although both times it was because of unexpected situations, but if it was because of such a means that he accepted himself, Su Nuannuan was really a little difficult to fully accept in his psychology.

"I felt that it was the best way to confess to him directly. You have to be extremely sincere and sincere. Wu Xintian looked like he hated iron but not steel, "Don't say how smart you Su Nuannuan are, but in terms of falling in love, you are 108,000 miles worse than me." Listen to the ideas that the military advisor will give you. Tomorrow morning, you will go back, stop him, and tell him everything you think in your heart. ”

Su Nuannuan heard Wu Xintian bragging again, and threw her a roll of the eyes: "Okay, you say that you are a saint in love, and the ghost knows if you really fell in love before Zhang Han." You've given me a lot of ideas, but none of them have worked. I'm guessing you're talking on paper, maybe I'm your guinea pig, and I don't know how I died. ”

"Okay, you Su Nuannuan, and you doubt the ability of this military division! You haven't even tried it yet, so why don't you know it's not going to work? Look at how well I get along with Zhang Han now? You see that I have done everything for this foreigner, you should believe me absolutely, 100% of the time! ”

Wu Xintian saw that Su Nuannuan was silent, and lowered her voice again, "Nuan Nuan, anyway, there is constant friction between you and Duan Chengyu, it's good if you can succeed, if you can't achieve it, nothing happened." ”

Su Nuannuan still didn't make a sound, turned over, closed her eyes, but her mind didn't stop.

Some of what Wu Xintian said made some sense, for so long, it seems that he really hasn't communicated well with Duan Chengyu, so I'll go to him tomorrow to talk about it seriously.

Su Nuannuan looked at the alarm clock on the table, it was already half past three in the morning, and in another three hours, the sky would be bright.

She sighed, and she didn't know if Duan Chengyu was asleep at this time, or if he was sleeping alone at home......