117, once in the sea
Updated: 2013-06-17
"Because I know you're the best." Gao Qun slowly let go of Su Nuannuan and helped her to sit down on a bench in the corner of the square.
"Gao Qun, thank you." Su Nuannuan looked at Gao Qun and said seriously.
"Nuan Nuan, I hope you never say thank you to me. I also hope that when you need help, you can think of me, so that at least it will make me feel that you still think of me as a good friend. Gao Qun smiled.
Facing this girl he has loved for so many years, in addition to the full love accident, he has only one wish, that is, he hopes that she will be happy and happy. Whether she is by his side or not, he will do his best to give her the happiness she wants.
In the face of love, everyone hopes to get the same or even more in return, and Gao Qun may be an outlier. Of course, it's not that he doesn't want to get something in return, it's just that he knows that in front of Su Nuannuan, all he can get is a return of friendship. He wanted to force it, but he didn't dare, he knew that once he forced it, he wouldn't even reap the rewards of this friendship.
Isn't loving someone just wanting her to be happy? Although she was not by her side, she was happy, which did not go against her original intention.
"Gao Qun, I lost my temper today. I ...... "Su Nuannuan's previous actions were indeed impulsive, but now that she has calmed down, she is afraid of bringing some psychological changes to Gao Qun, so she was anxious to explain, but was interrupted by Gao Qun."
"Nuan Nuan, you don't have to explain, I know everything. I've never forced you anything, have I? ”
Su Nuannuan was speechless for a while, indeed, after so many years of getting along, where would she not know Gao Qun?
She was suddenly ashamed of her previous suspicions about Gao Qun.
I would even suspect Gao Qun's tricks, which is a question of his character. The look of chagrin was revealed again on Su Nuannuan's face.
"Nuan Nuan, don't think about it, this kind of thing happened to you, and it is reasonable for you to question it." Gao Qun saw Su Nuannuan's thoughts, and comforted him softly, "I don't blame you for this matter, I only blame my parents for too many things." But please forgive a pair of parents who care for their children, they also care about me, but in the wrong way. I apologize to you on their behalf, and I'll go to Uncle Duan early tomorrow morning to explain this matter. ”
Gao Qun heard Su Nuannuan talk about this on the phone that day, and he first thought of his parents' abnormal behavior in the past few days.
For example, father Gao Yiming has never wanted himself to be with Su Nuannuan, this time I heard Zhang Han say that Su Nuannuan was going to celebrate her birthday, and he was very enthusiastic to invite them to his hotel to hold a birthday party.
And her mother, Min Chun, even "deliberately" went to the monk to ask for a jade pendant with a light, saying that she would give it to Su Nuannuan to bless her health and safety. When Gao Qun saw the jade pendant at that time, he did have a very familiar feeling, but his mother said that it was just a similar one handed down from his own family, and said that he hoped that one day he could recognize Su Nuannuan as his goddaughter.
The sincere attitude of his parents and the reasonable approach made Gao Qun not think much about it, because his own mind was also on Su Nuannuan, who would have thought that his parents would make such a farce.
Gao Qun, who knew the truth, blamed his parents on the phone, telling them that he had grown up and should make his own decisions about everything, so that they would have to worry less about it.
The parents of the Gao family, who wanted to help their son, but instead ended up making their son angry, were silent and didn't dare to say anything more.
Su Nuannuan smiled at Gao Qun and shook her head, indeed, she still knew Gao Qun very well, she carefully took out the jade pendant from her bag and gently put it on Gao Qun's hand: "Many things, not because of this small situation will become the current situation." Maybe it's just creation to make people, maybe it's because there is no chance in the first place. ”
"Nuan Nuan ......" Gao Qun looked at the jade pendant with a complicated expression.
"I need to be quiet." Su Nuannuan leaned back in her chair and looked up at the stars shining in the dark night sky.
Gao Qun just looked at her fixedly and didn't say anything.
In fact, he shouldn't say anything more at this moment.
If Su Nuannuan took the initiative to give up Duan Chengyu and could return to his side, this was something he couldn't ask for.
It's just that I hope that when she makes the next choice, she won't regret it.
"Gao Qun." Su Nuannuan's eyes did not leave the starry sky, calling Gao Qun's name like a dream.
"Well, Nuan Nuan, I'm here." Gao Qun knew that she had something to say, and quietly waited for her next.
"I know that I have been living up to your kindness to me, I know that you care about me in your heart, and I have always been very touched. But in the world of love, only moving is not enough. I can't accept you, just like you can't accept Xie Wei, because what I love in my heart is Duan Chengyu. I have to face reality, and you have to face reality. ”
"I know." Gao Qun said in a deep voice, "Nuan Nuan, you don't have to say these words to me anymore, you have already said them many times." ”
Yes, he knows it all.
But the choices made by everyone are their own deliberate considerations, and they are not children anymore.
"But I still want to say that I used to be reluctant to face reality because I had a misunderstanding with him, but now that I know the truth, I don't have to run away from my feelings for him anymore. Gao Qun, in the rest of my life, if I didn't have his shadow, I would be lonely for the rest of my life. I will try until he accepts me. Or maybe he has someone he loves, and I'm willing to look at him from a distance away. But there is one thing, I will never fall in love with someone again in my life. If I couldn't be with him, I'd rather be single for the rest of my life. ”
Gao Qun was slightly stunned, and his eyes showed more than sadness: "Nuan Nuan...... I said that no matter what you do, I will support you. It's all a matter of willingness to fight and suffer. Maybe after I explain it to Uncle Duan, the situation between you will be better. ”
"I don't need to explain." Su Nuannuan shook her head, and suddenly asked Gao Qun, "Didn't you come back tomorrow?" Why did you come back tonight? ”
Gao Qun told Su Nuannuan about Zhang Han's call to him.
It turned out that Gao Qun, who was supposed to come back tomorrow morning, hurriedly disposed of what he was doing, and hurried back overnight. As soon as I arrived in City A, I received a call from Zhang Han, saying that Su Nuannuan's mood was not right. Zhang Han couldn't get out of his body because he wanted to take care of Wu Xintian, and told Gao Qun that Su Nuannuan might go to Happiness Square.
So Gao Qun didn't even go home, he came directly to Happiness Square, asked people everywhere, and finally made sure that she was on the Ferris wheel, so he waited for her outside.
"What? Xin Tian is injured? In which hospital? Su Nuannuan got up suddenly, and was about to run out of the square.
Gao Qun hurriedly grabbed her: "Xin Tian just twisted her foot, it's no big deal, I've seen a doctor, Zhang Han has already sent her back, don't worry." ”
"It's okay, if you hurt your foot because of chasing me, my sin is great." Su Nuannuan breathed a sigh of relief, "No, I'm going to Xin Tian's house to have a look, I'm going to take care of her." ”
"Okay, I'll send you there." The two said that they had come to the avenue, Gao Qun casually hailed a taxi, and came to Wu Xintian's house with Su Nuannuan.
It was Zhang Han who opened the door, and he was very happy to see Su Nuannuan: "Nuan Nuan, you are here?" It's good that you're okay, Xintian has been worrying about you. ”
"Su Nuannuan, you conscienceless guy! You still know to come back! The phone doesn't work either! Wu Xintian, who was lying on the bed, had already heard the movement outside and shouted at the top of his voice.
"Xin Tian, are you okay, I heard Gao Qun say that you fell, but it scared me to death. The phone is dead, don't be angry. Su Nuannuan walked into the room quickly and went to see Wu Xintian.
"Something! Something's wrong! I hurt here, I hurt here! You don't help me rub it yet! Wu Xintian pointed here and there on his body, with a pitiful look.
"If you can shout pain so loudly, no matter how much it hurts, it won't hurt anywhere." Gao Qun was obviously afraid that Su Nuannuan would be too nervous about Wu Xintian, so he directly tore Wu Xintian's disguise.
"Gao Qun! Do you have compassion? You're only colorful! Wu Xintian glanced at Gao Qun and snorted coldly.
"Why are you scolding me again? I didn't cause you to twist your foot. Gao Qun made an innocent appearance and made a helpless expression at Zhang Han.
Su Nuannuan also understood what Gao Qun meant, and also smiled: "It's okay, it's okay, I was worried in vain." ”
"What does it mean that Bai is worried about it all the time? You should have worried about me, it's not Gao Qun harm, but it's all you! You won't be allowed to go home tonight, and you'll be here to take care of me for the night!" Wu Xintian pursed his lips and raised his head to the side.
"Okay, my aunt and grandmother opened her mouth, how dare the little one refuse?" Su Nuannuan smiled, turned her head and said to the two men standing on the side, "Gao Qun, Zhang Han, you can go back first, just have me here." ”
"No, I'm going to stay and take care of Xintian." Zhang Han immediately objected.
"When you have a time to be courteous in the future, give me this opportunity today." Su Nuannuan saw that Zhang Han still refused to leave, and asked Gao Qun for help, "Gao Qun, you just came back, if you don't go back so late, Uncle Gao and Aunt Gao have to worry." ”
Gao Qun also saw that Wu Xintian and Su Nuannuan had something to say, so he directly grabbed Zhang Han and took him outside: "Let's go, go back and sleep well today, I still have something to talk to you about tomorrow." ”
Zhang Han was pulled by Gao Qun and reluctantly left Wu Xintian's house.
closed the door, returned to Su Nuannuan in Wu Xintian's bedroom, and sat down on Wu Xintian's bed.
Wu Xintian moved inside and threw Su Nuannuan a pillow.
"Nuan Nuan, what's going on with you today? You see that these eyes are also red and swollen, did Duan Chengyu make you sad again? Wu Xintian also received a laughing look and asked her solemnly.
Previously, it was because Gao Qun and Zhang Han were here, so Wu Xintian was making trouble and found an excuse to leave Su Nuannuan behind.
Su Nuannuan sighed and told Wu Xintian about the unhappiness between herself and Duan Chengyu, as well as some past stories about the Ferris wheel of happiness.
Because of the previous two times of crying and venting, Su Nuannuan's mood at this time was already very calm, but when he said these words again, he still couldn't help but have tears in his eyes.
After a while, Wu Xintian spoke up, with praise in his tone: "I really didn't expect that there would be such a beautiful story about this Ferris wheel of happiness!" Nuan Nuan, it seems that Duan Chengyu really loved you very much. It's a pity ......"
"It's just a pity that everything was in the past." Su Nuannuan smiled reluctantly.