Opening (non-text): That year of youth
Kapok is the most beautiful scene, they live in the warmest city in the south, what everyone here sees is - the warmth of kapok, in the most lush days of kapok, their youth is about to be sent off, those forgotten campus stories are buried with what kind of youth and indulgence, following the annual rings of the old tree, the endless fragrance of kapok, everything that was buried deep will be re-revealed.
One day, Yin Yichen's uninhibited laughter interrupted Shen Linxi's train of thought, she just glanced at him and didn't speak, and once again buried her head in hard work, Shang Yuchen silently looked for the college entrance examination geography test questions for her beloved girl; Ming Xia grabbed Zhao Yancheng's white shirt and ran on the playground, she may have been infected by Shen Linxi.
This is just a certain day, a day as plain as water, so they depict a romantic and different kind of youth for us, under the witness of those quiet kapok, this story has become ups and downs.
That chic and uninhibited teenager appeared in the summer of our memory, he became more mature and stable under the blazing sun, without the trace of ruffianism at the beginning, so that he gave every winter the warmth of kapok, and also made the story between them a long lyric. He is - Yin Yichen.
There is a girl who does not have those so-called girlish feelings, if she is just an inconspicuous ice and snow in the cold winter wax moon, if she is just the shortest one among the ten thousand flowers, maybe she will have a complete mind, but unfortunately she is not. She is dazzling, but her heart is always hidden in the most hidden corners, and she makes every determination of that boy so sonorous and powerful. She is - Shen Linxi.
He is the cold wind in winter, blowing all over every corner, but after all, he can't take away a single bit, let alone go deep into that person's heart, maybe sometimes what he does makes her grit her teeth with hatred, but he is like a big brother, silently outputting what little warmth he has left to make the people around him feel warm. He is - Shang Yuchen.
Blowing away the summer heat, accompanied by the continuous cries in his ears, every day in the story seems incomparably long, Shen Linxi looked at Yin Yichen drawing a geographical map on the side, looking at this look, he secretly praised it in his heart.
Their figures have been elongated a lot under the refraction of the sun, and some scenes will always be remembered by people with intentions or unintentional people, such as the boy who often takes the time to sneak to the school to see her, but can only silently guard the door, maybe many people's youth have had such a person appear by his side, but he never said it.
When the wheel of fate overturns the original trajectory of life, they go from an ignorant self to a reality full of shocks, those promises become worthless, the reality cannot be controlled, and the rest is just helplessness. The hands that plucked up the courage to stretch out only got the tingling sensation of the cone, and the only thing they held was thorns.
Pain evokes the most beautiful and sad memories, but everyone is still willing to put it at a certain point in memory, maybe we were just right that year, but time never stopped.
The person he or she met in the story is just a small gift from God, and perhaps some people's hands are destined to lead the other hand to the end of life, and those memories will eventually be brought to the other side of time and space, frozen there forever.
In our youth, we will always meet a person, maybe he is chic and uninhibited, the slightest curvature of the corners of his mouth will always carry some ruffianism, the corners of his white shirt rise with the breeze, and he is so bright in the sun; Maybe he is cold and domineering, but there will always be a soft corner in your heart with your presence; Maybe she is admired and is a cold goddess, but after all, the shallow years make her only bury her love in the bottom of her heart.
Many of the pains and entanglements in life lie in the relationship between letting go and not letting go. Let it go, there is still a trace of nostalgia, because that person has entered your heart and cannot be erased; Keep it, it can no longer be consummated, some can only be in the past, love and hate, pass by, and be involved, all should be cut off;
It's broken, it's broken, the thoughts of the heart will always impact you and want to let go of your thoughts, when she falls by your world, I really just want to hug her from behind, but your hand may hold another person's hand. No, if the mirror is broken and reunited, more people may be hurt;
Discard it, there is still a hint of warmth in the heart of your memories; Don't lose it, you can't go back to the past, because the youth is no more. Some things are not because they don't want to give up, but because they can't give up, and some people don't want to forget, but it's hard to forget. Draw the knife and cut off the water, the water is more flowing, the glass is more sorrowful, it is difficult to go, it is difficult to stay, hovering on the edge of love and unlove.
Some love can be free and easy without asking for anything in return, love is what you are willing to accept, willing to let me be by your side, willing to give me a chance to protect your life, this love in exchange for even if you are arrogant and leave the back, but I am also willing to smooth your locked eyebrows at the last moment, I have not been serious for anyone in this life, but I have been persistent for you, every inch of change between my eyebrows, only for you - he is Yin Yichen.
Some love can be silent, love is something you can receive, even if you don't know who I am, as long as I can do something for you, this love is so simple that you can refuse, you can treat me as a relative, this love is so complex that I can love for 10,000 years - he is Shang Yuchen, he can be indifferent to anyone, but he can pay silently to her, the warmth is like the sunshine in winter, so that people can't really feel his warmth, but it can make people willing to reminisce for a long time.
Some people say that companionship is the most affectionate confession, the girl we chased in those years, the boy we had a silent crush on in those years may not have had time to confess, but this time I will use a large paragraph of understatement to outline everyone's heart.
The context of this story will be rewritten, some emotions will also be expressed different feelings, and the whole story will be covered under the quiet summer night, romantic tenderness and dull sorrow coexist, and the direction of such an emotional story becomes unknown.
The understanding of love in youth may not be to spend precious time on people who don't like you, it is not worth it.
Life is short, and it is the best thing to be able to find people who are truly worthy of being with each other for a lifetime, and staying away from those who are not worthy of people or things is considered to be a relief for each other. If the person who loves you has you in her heart, she will naturally respond to your blind giving, if she doesn't have you in her heart, no matter how you change yourself and become the person she wants, it will only increase the burden on yourself. If he really cares about you, she will never dislike you because of your shortcomings, she will be willing to accept everything from you. It's just that these understandings can't define the true meaning of love, and some love doesn't want to be recognized in a hurry, but it has been recognized in the bottom of my heart.
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan?
When we first saw each other that year, Shen Linxi's clear eyes became the most charming scene of Yin Yichen's first meeting with her, for Shen Linxi, who saw this uninhibited big boy for the first time, we were just passers-by, even if we heard his name with a sense of familiarity, we didn't want to think about it. But unexpectedly, they should have been just passers-by in each other's lives, but they also unknowingly fetted each other for ten years.
"Mu Xi, wait for my brother to come back, you must stay here and wait for me to come back." , The little boy's front bangs, which are not long or short, just cover his thick eyebrows, leaving only a pair of clean eyes looking at the girl in front of him with anticipation, the girl called "Mu Xi" nodded slightly, the corners of her mouth were dyed with a smile, and at the time of parting, they took the first and unexpected last childhood photo under the kapok.
A year later, he returned, and she had left the city, and they had lost contact with each other and disappeared into each other's worlds. I searched for a long time with the last group photo and her name "Mu Xi", but there was no response.
"From today onwards, I will declare war on Shen Linxi." The serious and magnetic voice is inversely proportional to the boy's appearance, with a ruffian face, surrounded by the screams of many female classmates, he is indeed handsome. The girl named Shen Linxi next to her got up slowly, her eyes were a little hollow, and she seemed to be covered with a thick fog and couldn't see what kind of eyes she was, she was indeed very cold.
There will always be a character in this story that makes you find yourself in the smoke and rain that year, and think of the person who cherishes and cares about you, who can be good to you, but not so good to everyone. If you really love you, you won't leave if you don't say love, it's not easy to get close to a person's heart, and it's also the sprout of inadvertent love, and then come out, how much courage does it take, how many knives do you need to draw in the heart?
Because we care, so we care, beware of the bottom of our hearts when we meet the barrier of reality, maybe we can only let go.
On the last day of the story, maybe they can't stand the repeated torture, everyone wants to be supported, everyone wants to be happy, everything comes from the integration and tacit understanding of the heart.
On the last day of the story, perhaps they did not hesitate to be the enemy of the world, but only wanted to wait for the sincerity in their hearts.
In the story, they will tell you that no matter how far you go, the person who is always by your side is the one who is always in love, but not necessarily the love of your heart.