Opening (non-text): The youth of kapok when it is in full bloom
This story is a "legend" brought by the red kapok when it is in full bloom - when Ruhua was young, I met him who loved me the most, he was Yin Yichen; The most afraid of loneliness, but there is a disguise of loneliness, I met the kindest you, you are Shen Linxi; The coldest I met you who are somewhat similar, you are - Shang Yuchen...... There are a lot of encounters, and the most afraid is to meet the person who shouldn't be met - because it may just be fate.
Shen Linxi can love, but she doesn't dare to love deeply, because she is worried that deep love is easy to get hurt and persistent is easy to be tired. Love has made her not as cold and resolute as before. Sometimes, indifference does not mean ruthlessness, speechlessness does not mean not love, for her, not responding to Yin Yichen's confession and unremitting waiting does not mean that she does not love, but in the future that she can foresee, there may not be traces of his existence.
Ten years - Shen Linxi once agreed to Yin Yichen that if we are still the current us after 10 years, I am willing to accept you. This agreement spanned 10 years, Yin Yichen's waiting for her to see, "Not all waiting has a response, do you think it's worth it" She asked, Yin Yichen slowly held her hand, smiled and told her, "I don't think this is waiting but companionship, isn't it that companionship is the most affectionate confession?" Shen Linxi met the confident eyes in front of him, and saw what he looked like at the moment in his eyes: hugged him with a wry smile. At this moment, she thought, Yin Yichen is right, even if we don't come together, at least we have gone through the most beautiful 10 years in each other's youth.
It is said that there will be such a person in everyone's life, he may be your hot first love, but he is not the partner who will spend the rest of his life with you, but in a corner of your heart, there is always his most real existence.
Many times, we are not able to control our feelings in that youth, and many times, it is not that loudly declaring our feelings for that person to the world will be accepted by him or her.
Some people don't appear and stay forever. The passage of time made them understand that missing out has become the fault of their lives after all, Shen Linxi, Yin Yichen, and Shang Yuchen ...... They all smiled and wept.
If the hesitation at that time would make Shen Linxi so regretful, she thought that if she went back in time, she hoped that she could quietly wait for the person in her heart in the long river of years.
The gears of time kept running, outlining the outline of the years minute by minute, as if the memory that had been sleeping for a long time was suddenly awakened, and the goodbye that had been said had become empty words, Shen Linxi and Yin Yichen rubbed shoulders, but they became a bond that could not be erased. From the initial encounter to "kill", they used youth and true love to interpret this grand parting, at that time their faces were full of seriousness, and they had never had fear, and they had also sincerely pursued love, there was loss, there was joy.
One day, Shen Linxi opened the yellowed diary in the drawer and looked back on that time, her tears soaked the paper: "I don't know if I am important in your life, but the most beautiful scenery in my life is to meet you, and when I am disappointed, I have your encouragement; When I am sad, with your comfort, I don't know what form you have appeared in my life, I only know that from the moment you broke into my life, my memory has an indelible preciousness. "This is the first diary, Shen Linxi's slender fingers caressed every word with trembling, in my heart you are the only one I am most tempted by.
I remember you said to me that maybe one day, we will let life be tormented and insensitive, but when we have gone through laughter, tears, loneliness and hesitation, we will find that there is such an eternal affection that makes us understand that missing is happiness. In this life, I stubbornly exist in my own way, and I desire the people who walk with me to interpret the rhythm of life in this way.
I also once thought that those who were concerned around me were taken for granted, yes, in this life, who would be good to a person for granted without any reason. But even so, we still didn't cherish it well, until everything was gone, and we found in a trance that everything was irretrievable, and we could only watch and watch with the original attitude.
I finally realized that we were just too stubborn and stubborn to give each other a chance, a chance to explain, a chance to say goodbye. Today, we all exist in each other's lives in the most unique way, and the greetings as always, but without the initial cordiality, may be thankful, at least not strangers.
Sometimes I wonder if it was this nasty time that took away our childhood, but we all understand that the past is gone forever, but we are greedy to seize it.
In our limited lives, we meet countless people, but what we can never forget is still too few, let alone a lifetime of waiting. However, in this limited life, we still miss too much wonderful and unexciting.
Is there a certain moment, at the moment when you look up and smile, a person will appear in your mind, look at you with the most affirmative eyes, greet you with the warmest smile, and accompany you with the clearest past, if there is, then, please let go of your pride and stubbornness, cherish it, and don't let the mistake evolve into a lifetime of sorrow.
Memories change, who pale whose memories, who has no regrets whose persistence. The person in the memory, thank you for looking at the same place as me in a different way.
Ten years ago, we met in a sea of people; Ten years later, we are forgotten in the sea of people. Although everything is buried in the deepest memory of time, others can't get in, but they can't get out.
Some things that are destined in the dark, I have long thought that the past will slowly fade away, but there are always some people who pick it up for no reason, maybe those forgotten memories are just buried in the bottom of their hearts. The sorrow of love, although there is no wound, will always cry every time I think of it.
There is always a person who says goodbye in life, but has always lived in the bottom of his heart. Perhaps, we still have too many regrets too late to make up, too many entanglements too late to sort out, too many feelings too late to repay, after many years will regret why we can't confess our hearts Although we have looked far away countless times, we have also seen the scene in front of us, and when we walked in, all the beautiful scenes are out of reach, leaving only endless disappointment to ourselves.
Everyone in the story is constantly searching, working hard, hoping to find their own truth. Looking at the happiness of others to mock our own sorrows, there is no imbalance in our hearts, because at least we have also loved and pursued. Where do you not meet at the end of the world, I really hope that the other party is better than yourself and happier than yourself.
We bear the parting in life one by one, bearing its weight or lightness. The perfect ending is that the departed person does not stop turning back, obsessively looking at it, hoping that there will be a moment when she will be thrown into her arms again; The person who sent her farewell was no longer just disappointed, but always thought that she would come back. The real ending is often a bit dramatic.
Yin Yichen's world has not been without her for a long time, and occasionally I think of her, recall those pasts, those that are no longer clear, and those past events that are gradually drifting away. They became the most familiar strangers to each other.
People, the older they get, the more lonely they become; Love, the older you get, the more cowardly you become. Witnessing countless gatherings and dispersions, tasting the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of life, we have dissipated the bravery of our youth, and whether we can still be as desperate as we were at the beginning.
The wind decides to go, how to keep the clouds; Empty-handed, just like when she came, this time waving, I'm afraid there will be no chance to greet again. In the future, if you hold other people's sleeves, if you are destined to see each other again, everyone will learn to greet with a smile.