Chapter 15: Silent Love, Silence and Joy
In the next second, Shen Linxi only felt a sinking on her back, and a black coat was draped over her body, and then she fell into a strong embrace.
"It's snowing, it's cold outside."
She was hugged horizontally by Yin Yichen, subconsciously hugged his waist, her cheeks were tightly pressed against his chest, she could clearly feel the temperature of his chest, as well as his familiar mint smell, suddenly her nose was sore, the corners of her eyes were warm, and tears flowed out involuntarily.
Yin Yichen stopped walking out, looked down at her in his arms, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and his deep voice was very gentle and indifferent, "I seem to prefer her who was strong before." ”
Shen Linxi opened her beautiful eyes, tears rolled in her eyes, Yin Yichen sighed softly and walked towards the door of the teaching building.
"I seem to want to protect you who are so fragile now....."
The wind outside was blowing hard, the snow flakes were flying in the air like torn cotton wool, falling aimlessly, the green walkways of the campus were dyed white, and all the scenery seemed so pale and weak.
Shen Linxi was sitting in the car, looking straight out of the window, she didn't dare to turn around, for fear of seeing Yin Yichen, who had been looking at her next to her.
The car gradually drove out, and after a long time, Shen Linxi turned around and found that he was still looking at her, and she squeezed out a lonely voice,
"Thank you for today's event, but I won't take what you said at the end seriously."
Yin Yichen looked at Shen Linxi lightly, and said in a very light tone, "You can't control my wishes." ”
Looking at each other, the inner complexity seems to condense the air in the car....
At the beginning of the snowstorm, the sun in winter seems to have narrowed the distance with people, and it is extraordinarily clear and dazzling, but the temperature of the sun seems to have been cooled by ice and snow, and it can't get hot.
Shen Linxi fell asleep in the car, seeing that there were tears in the corners of her eyes that had not dried up, Yin Yichen's heart ached slightly, and he couldn't bear to wake her up, so he asked Zhao Lianmo to drive the car directly back to the villa.
Outside, it was completely dark, and neon lights shone on the bright windows, and brilliant colors overlapped and changed.
When Shen Linxi dragged her tired body and slowly got up, she looked around, and the layout of the bedroom made her recognize that this was in Yin Yichen's house at a glance.
obviously thought that it would be over between them and that there would be no more intersections, but he became her lucky god. whenever he encountered difficulties, protecting her and caring for her.
Shen Linxi walked out of the bedroom and found him standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, the mobile phone on the coffee table kept ringing, but he stood there motionless as if he didn't hear it.
Maybe he couldn't help it anymore, Yin Yichen turned around and walked towards the coffee table, his eyes inadvertently fell on Shen Linxi's body on the stairs, his eyes suddenly turned, and the familiar caller ID on the screen made his heart bored for a while, and he simply hung up the phone.
Unexpectedly, the phone called again, and the ringtones rang one after another, making people uneasy in the quiet room.
"There may be an emergency!" Shen Linxi's empty gaze looked at Yin Yichen's tightly clutched mobile phone.
"But I don't want to deal with it today!" His voice was low and seemed to be at a loss, "I'll come back in a while, don't let me lose sight of you, because I'm not used to life without you!" ”
The moment the words fell, seeing that he looked a little smiling, Shen Linxi turned around and went back to the bedroom uneasily, she didn't know what to say, she was afraid that as soon as she opened her mouth, it would make his mood worse.
Yin Yichen called back the phone, and Ye Yufei's voice came from the other end, which was still as gentle and beautiful as before.
"Chen, are you still busy? I've called a lot of calls and you haven't answered. ”
Yin Yichen didn't speak...
"Chen, I'm going to admit one thing to you." Ye Yufei's voice choked, "In the entertainment turmoil a few days ago, I asked Linxi to ask her to come forward to clarify." ”
Yin Yichen still didn't speak, and listened to Ye Yufei continue with a dark expression.
"I... I want to see you..."Ye Yufei said a little confused.
"Where are you?" Yin Yichen finally spoke, his voice was very deep, but with a hint of concern, after all, her life was saved by her, even if she couldn't give her what she wanted, she didn't want to hurt her, even if she hurt her most beloved girl, Yin Yichen was willing to give her another chance.
According to the address she gave, Yin Yichen arrived at the Time bar, this bar heard that Shang Yuchen had been transferred not long ago, and now the layout here has changed, and the noise is annoying when you enter.
Yin Yichen found Ye Yufei's location, saw that she was drunk, and wanted to take her home, but just touched her hot arm,
Ye Yufei shouted sadly, "She doesn't like you anymore, can't you feel it at all?" ”
"It's your feelings that are wrong!" He raised his eyes and looked at Ye Yufei with a chill, directly chilling Ye Yufei's body.
"And what am I?" Ye Yufei only felt that his mind was blank, after half a year, why couldn't he let go, why was the feeling buried deep in his heart so deep?
"I thought I only hated her, but from the moment we met, I knew that I was deceiving myself." His voice was cold.
Ye Yufei suddenly had a heart-wrenching feeling, "I can't figure it out, what kind of ability does she have, where is she so completely fascinated by you!" If you give in again and again, you just won't let go! ”
"I'm used to liking her like this and protecting her, it's that simple!" His answer was concise and to the point, and Ye Yufei's heart was already full of holes.
Then, Yin Yichen said:
"She's different from you, she won't fight, even if she loses, she won't take advantage of others, and you..."
Ye Yufei stood up slowly, "A farce, you shouldn't have given me an illusion in the first place, in fact, I also know your past, but I couldn't bear to say it and thought that everything would pass, but in the end, I didn't expect you to have such a deep affection for her!" ”
"Perhaps.... I've never had a real affection for you. Yin Yichen's eyes were a little dazed, whenever he thought of separating from Shen Linxi, and thinking of Shang Yuchen's protection of Shen Linxi, he not only felt heartache, but also wanted to fight.
"Sooner or later, you will be hurt by her beyond recognition, I want to see how strong your feelings are!" Ye Yufei dropped a sentence, grabbed her bag and turned to leave, Yin Yichen called her, and she turned back happily.
"I think our relationship should have ended sooner!" The chill that lingered in his eyes tore all of Ye Yufei's internal organs apart, and there was a strong fear.
She took a staggering step back, lost all her strength, walked out of the bar like a soulless doll, took a taxi and left.
Yin Yichen rushed home as fast as he could, he was afraid that if he left for too long, Shen Linxi would be gone.
When she returned home, she was found sitting quietly on the sofa, and Yin Yichen's heart calmed down.
"The snow outside is beautiful, why don't you go out and have a look?" Yin Yichen said with some pampering, seeing that she didn't leave, the ripples in her eyes seemed to be full of happiness.
Shen Linxi found that there was no such whirlpool in his eyes that wanted to devour everything at this moment, since he came back after half a year, whenever he looked at his eyes, he felt that it was so cold, cold without any flesh and blood.
"Actually, I really wanted to leave secretly like this just now, maybe the snow is too big, I'm afraid I won't even be able to find my home when I go out!"
"Do you know what I was thinking when I had a car accident?"
Shen Linxi suddenly became interested when he heard him, and his empty eyes seemed to have the rendering of a galaxy for a moment, which was extremely bright.
"Actually, I really resented you at the time, and at the moment of death, I wanted to leave like this, but I was saved, and in a coma, the shadows of many people flashed in my mind, but there was no you, maybe I didn't want to remember." His seemingly understated narration actually brought Shen Linxi such an unforgettable feeling.
"When I was lying on the operating table and the doctor drew lines on my face, I was left with only revenge in my heart, and when I looked in the mirror after plastic surgery, that unfamiliar face made me crazy and felt like I was not the person in the mirror."
Hearing his story, Shen Linxi couldn't help but grab Yin Yichen's hand, his hand was getting colder and colder, and there was no temperature.
"But when I saw you, my hatred turned a little bit." He raised his hand and rubbed Shen Linxi's head, very gently, to wake her up from the past that was immersed in his pain and bitterness.
She lifted her eyes, her eyes full of sadness, and looked at him distressedly.
"If you were given a new chance to choose... Would you still choose to meet me at the florist? Shen Linxi's voice choked, she didn't dare to imagine how he survived that period of time, if there was a chance to choose, she hoped that she did not appear in Yin Yichen's world.
"I will choose the world where you exist without hesitation!"
Shen Linxi's heart was moved, no matter how paranoid and ruthless Yin Yichen in front of him became, he never changed to her, for so long, he buried everything deep in his heart and never revealed it, but it was even more distressing.
Yin Yichen looked at her being moved by herself and had nothing to say, her heart was warm, and she quickly pulled her up and walked to the garden outside.
The garden was brightly lit, but only the familiar scene on the snow made Shen Linxi want to reach out and touch it, her tears fell on the snow, melting the ice and snow, as if the once frozen heart was opened by Yin Yichen.
"I remember the first time we went on a date, I had the same surprise for you at the playground - the liquid from the glow stick dripped on the ground, or a specially made heart, although it was not so similar, but my heart for you has never changed.
If you really can't accept it, then give me a chance to protect you like Shang Yuchen like a brother! ”
Shen Linxi squatted on the snow, her shoulders kept shaking, and suddenly she stood on tiptoe, hooked Yin Yichen's neck, and hugged him tightly, Yin Yichen also hugged her, tightly, as if she was going to embed her in his blood, there was no more word, only a tight hug..... Even if it is to stay by her side in a different identity, as long as you don't drive him away....
There are only two things in my life that I want to do my best to keep———— the youth and love you give...
I want to keep it, but you are drifting away, the most painful thing in a person's life is not that he didn't get the love he wanted, but that the loved one didn't get happiness in his life. I can't wait to come back after you leave; I can't get back the lost love; Even though everything is gone, I still wait here until I see you happy, I turn around again, smile, and walk away quietly....
—————— Henry Yin Yichen