Chapter 16: The Unbearable Pain
"We.... Just friends..."
Shen Linxi lightly opened her thin lips, the expected answer, such a hug is only limited to friends.
The hands that hugged Yin Yichen fell into the air in the dark, and for a while, he was immersed in good memories and felt that the lights around him were extinguished, and the memories began to turn yellow like rust.
Yin Yichen took a step back, looking at her who was pretending to be calm in front of her, as if she had fallen into a torrent of people, and she could no longer find it, so it came to naught....
Yin Yichen forced himself to face her with the best attitude, he smiled "with satisfaction", watched the snow fall on her hair, and dyed the green silk into "white hair".
"If one day your green silk really turns gray, I hope that the person who accompanies you is an ordinary man who can protect you!"
Yin Yichen's smile was also faint, like a light cloud, rubbed in melancholy, stinging Shen Linxi's eyes.
But how did this delicate love make him talk to her? And how do you make her understand?
Yin Yichen approached her and let her lean on his shoulder, he gently stroked her hair, "Just for a while, let me let go and be romantic..."
He lowered his head and kissed her on the cheek, "Linxi, when I see my heart clearly, do you know my feelings?" I fought again and again, but I became a murderer in the name of love, I know that I can't be so impulsive, I can't just care about my own feelings, what is good for you, I understand now. ”
Shen Linxi's heart seemed to be blocked by something, she shook her head, "If you are really good to me, I hope you can treat you well, I am afraid that one day your illness will swallow you." ”
Yin Yichen nodded, he stroked her face, "It's cold outside, go back." ”
Late at night, Shen Linxi went to bed early, Yin Yichen was used to staying up late, and tonight he pretended to let go, and now his heart is constantly surging like the waves of the rising tide, how can he let him sleep peacefully?
"However, Shen Linxi, who can't be strong, is not the girl Yichen likes...."Shen Linxi, who was sleeping, had a sour nose and red eyes, and said in her dreams, "That kind of Shen Linxi, Yichen won't like it, and no one really likes it...."
She slept unsteadily, and seemed to be still haunted by what Yin Yichen said during the day.
Yin Yichen hugged her into his arms and smiled softly: "Silly words, Shen Linxi is Shen Linxi, no matter what Shen Linxi looks like, Yin Yichen only likes Shen Linxi." He held her hand and held it tightly, "As long as Linxi holds Yin Yichen's hand, Yin Yichen will never let go of Linxi's hand."
Even if it's just like a friend! ”
In the dream, she seemed to hear it, and she couldn't hold back it anymore, tears rolled out of her eyes, drop by drop, and slipped into the clasped hands of the two....
Early the next morning, Shen Linxi returned to the shared apartment under the escort of Zhao Lianmo, but before she could sit on the bed and rest, she received a call from Ming Xia.
On the phone, Ming Xia was smiling: "Linxi.... I promised you a date, remember to go tomorrow! ”
Shen Linxi snorted and laughed twice, "Xia Xia, what are you kidding?" ”
"It's still young, I think he's quite sincere, so just...."Mingxia said it all honestly.
Shen Linxi was speechless for a while, since the last time Shang Yuchen expressed her heart in the hospital, she always felt that she didn't know how to face goodbye.
"You can't never see each other again, wouldn't it be nice to have someone to talk to you? I didn't force you to marry him! Mingxia said, "Don't be stressed. He asked again, "I heard about the library yesterday, so you were with Yin Yichen last night?" ”
Shen Linxi replied honestly: "We have said everything and are just ordinary friends!" "I have to admit that the pain in my heart doesn't have to be more intense than I once entangled with each other.
After hanging up the phone, Ming Xia walked out of the classroom and saw an elegant-looking boy standing in the corridor, he turned sideways slightly, and a smile rose on his face.
"Zhao Yancheng, for the sake of helping me in front of your mentor last time, I have built a bridge for your young master.
However, during this time, because of Yin Yichen's matter, I feel that Linxi has been a lot haggard, and if I don't let her go out to relax, I'm really afraid that she won't be able to hold on. ”
"Actually, anyone can see that our young master is more suitable for Miss Shen than Yin Shao, but Miss Shen just can't see the young master, and I don't think he's worth it." Zhao Yancheng was upset for Shang Yuchen on the side.
Unexpectedly, Ming Xia poked him with his elbow and looked at him with slanted eyes: "What do you know?" We Linxi are the best girls in the world!"
Dare to say that Linxi is not good? Next summer, there is a fire in the belly.
Zhao Yancheng hurriedly smiled and patted her shoulder: "Don't be angry, it's not okay if I said the wrong thing for a while?" ”
Seeing that Mingxia was still facing away from him, Zhao Yancheng was a little anxious, "Okay, Miss Shen is the best girl in the world, it's worth it for us to pay less, okay?" ”
Only then did Ming Xia turn his face, and reached out and nodded on his forehead, "It's pretty much the same!" ”
She let out a long sigh, "Linxi hasn't seen her have much contact with anyone since she was a child, until Yin Yichen appeared, her life can be described as from joy to sorrow, I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, I have experienced ups and downs, and now I can't return to peace!"
She and Yin Yichen and I also watched all the way, Yin Shao appeared when Linxi was the loneliest and gave her the warmth she longed for the most, so she couldn't let go of him so much. At the beginning, I really wanted them to be together, but the more I got to the end, the more I felt that they were not suitable, and Linxi spent less time happy with him and more times when she was sad.
But Shang Shao is different, more mature, responsible, and most importantly, Uncle Shang is also very optimistic about the two of them! ”
Zhao Yancheng saw that Ming Xia had been chattering about her feelings, and he actually felt that this girl who was smuggling all day long was so good-looking when she was serious.
Ming Xia said for a long time before stopping, only to see Zhao Yancheng with a bad smile, and even the two thick eyebrows were flooded with soft ripples, as if he had been smiling, crooked, like a bright first quarter moon in the night sky.
The fair skin sets off the pale peach-colored lips, the handsome and prominent facial features, the extremely perfect face shape, and a pure white shirt, which is even more magnificent.
Ming Xia was blushing a little when he looked at him, "I have a course to major in today, so I'll go first." "Excuse and quickly run away....
The next day, before dawn, Shang Yuchen came to knock on Shen Linxi's door, and now he rented Yin Yichen's original house, living opposite Shen Linxi, and he was just one step away, of course, this is a secret.
After a while, Shen Linxi opened the door and said sleepily, "Why did you come early in the morning, is there something wrong?" ”
When the words came out, Shen Linxi remembered Mingxia's words to settle her yesterday, and suddenly felt that she was completely forgetful!
"It's over when it's dawn, hurry up and prepare, let's go watch the sunrise together." Shang Yuchen urged.
"Watching the sunrise?" Shen Linxi's eyes lit up, she hadn't seen the sunrise yet, "Okay, you wait for me." As he spoke, he opened the door and asked Shang Yuchen to sit there and wait.
Shen Linxi went straight back to the bedroom, changed his clothes, and then went out with him.
Shang Yuchen chose the best place to pull Shen Linxi to sit down, and took out some snacks and drinks without her paying attention, "If you're hungry, eat some first, and we'll go to breakfast later." ”
Putting these things between the two, Shen Linxi felt that his intentional behavior was very intimate.
They sat side by side on the rocks by the sea, looking at the horizon, and no one said a word.
The sea breeze whipped up the waves and crashed against the rocks one after another, making the waves spray, and the scenery was spectacular.
It's so beautiful, Shen Linxi admired in her heart.
Shang Yuchen's whisper came from his ears, "Although these waves are beautiful, I think when the morning sun appears, most of the sky illuminated is the most beautiful!" ”
His voice was very soft, as if it entered Shen Linxi's ears with the sea breeze, and he felt a little relaxed in his ears...
Shen Linxi turned his head to look at him, he was wearing a white shirt and light blue jeans, he stretched one leg straight, one leg bent, his hands were supported behind his back, his body leaned back slightly, and his posture was leisurely and comfortable. , such a scene reminded her of Yin Yichen again, and he was like this on that date...
Shang Yuchen looked ahead, blowing his hair, the corners of his clothes, and his face looked very soft in this faint light, as if he felt Shen Linxi's gaze, he turned his head and looked at her with a slight smile, the smile loomed and was extremely soft.
His leisurely quickly infected Shen Linxi, who took a deep breath and closed his eyes, enjoying the tranquility of this moment.
On the edge of the sky, a glimmer of dawn suddenly bloomed, dyeing the horizon crimson.
"Look!" Shang Yuchen said softly.
The red sun is rising, suddenly the sun is shining, the sea is shining, the morning changes color at this moment, the heaven and earth are like a layer of golden-red veil, beautiful.
Shang Yuchen turned his face away with a smile, and just wanted to say something to Shen Linxi, but was stunned by the scene in front of him,
She was wearing a white dress today, the sea breeze was blowing her long hair, she looked ahead, her expression was focused, the corners of her mouth were smiling, and the glow was shining all over her, making her dazzle like the morning sun.
In the past, he may have thought that the sunrise scene was the most beautiful, but at this time, she was so beautiful that he couldn't bear to withdraw the gaze cast on her.
"It's really beautiful..."Shen Linxi turned his head as he spoke, just in time to meet his gaze,
He was bathed in the sunrise and sunrise, he looked at her quietly, his eyes were deep and focused, his always cold eyes reflected a warm luster, Shen Linxi felt for the first time that Shang Yuchen's appearance was not only cold, but also the warm summer wind, which swept in front of him without a trace of impurities!
They looked at each other, then smiled in unison, turned their heads, and continued to enjoy the scenery that belonged only to the two of them.
After watching the sunrise and having breakfast, they went to Chimelong Happy World and Lingnan Impression Garden together....
As the day passed, as night fell, Shang Yuchen took Shen Linxi to a Spanish restaurant, and the two ordered tequila, which is known as the soul of Mexico.
Shen Linxi sat in his seat and looked out the window, he hadn't been so relaxed for a long time.
When the wine came up, Shang Yuchen told her to hold the tequila in her mouth first, and when her tongue was slightly numb, she would swallow it slowly, and she would enter a state of selflessness.
I don't know when, a band played light music, some people ran to dance in front of the open space when they got up, Shen Linxi was ready to move, maybe under the influence of alcohol, a little unscrupulous, Shen Linxi pulled Shang Yuchen to dance together.
The two danced and sang with the music with everyone, sweating, their faces were flushed, this scene was seen by Yin Yichen not far away, he was here to accompany customers to talk about business today, but unexpectedly encountered this scene.
You weren't so happy when we were together, and it seems that I never entered your heart....
"Yin Shao, then this matter is decided, I wish you a happy cooperation!"
The partner stretched out his hand to signal that the cooperation had been reached, and Zhao Lianmo on the side saw that the young master's gaze stayed on the chaotic stage, and he couldn't help but push him, Yin Yichen came back to his senses, smiled mechanically, and stretched out his hand to shake hands at the same time.
After sending the partner away, Yin Yichen sat in the car and saw the two people coming out of the restaurant, Shen Linxi couldn't even walk steadily, and sat in the car completely with Shang Yuchen's support.
It's just a friend, how do you open your mouth when you miss it? Yin Yichen shook his head helplessly, and said lonely, "Let's go!" ”
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We are too close to memories, too far from love, sometimes we can't forget, just fall in love with memories, a hesitation, a let go, an accident, but the memories are more and more unforgettable, want to break free, but find that there is nothing else....
———————— Shen Linxi