Chapter 302: Broken Love?
Li Jun, who returned to the classroom again, although his eyes were still red, he was much calmer, and he first went to the back to apologize to Lin Xiaoxiao, and then returned to his seat.
"If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan." Lin Xiaoxiao looked at the back of the little fat man turning around, and recited a poem with some sighs.
"You believe it?" Su Qingyu, who was beside him, suddenly asked.
"I believe that the sea is long and the sea is rotten. It's just that there are too many examples in reality that people can't believe it......" Lin Xiaoxiao felt that what she said was quite level, and she could be regarded as feeling it.
Su Qingyu beside him was stunned, and then laughed: "I believe it too." ”
Li Jun's little fat man didn't have a good time, because he cried a lot that day, and the whole class knew about it at once.
As a result, the children who "cared" about others went to condolence from time to time, and the condolences and condolences became inquiries. As a result, the pressure on Li Jun was even greater.
Fortunately, children's enthusiasm generally doesn't last for a few days, let alone the current tense sixth grade? So, after a few days, he was finally cleared.
Two days later, Su Xing returned from abroad, bringing a lot of gifts.
The father and son hadn't seen each other for a long time, so they woke up and cleaned up, so they naturally went to Su Qingyu's room to communicate with each other.
"Xiaoxiao, go up and call Uncle Su and Qingyu down, and eat." Mother Lin prepared a large table of meals and said to Lin Xiaoxiao casually.
"Oh." In response, Lin Xiaoxiao went upstairs to call someone, and as soon as she went up to the third floor, she heard the sound of conversation coming from Su Qingyu's room where the door was not closed.
“…… I know, but Qingyu, in life, there will always be some pursuits. Some people seek fame, others seek profit. I'm just asking for one answer...... An answer that you and your mother don't have to carry anymore......"
The voice was a little low, a little hoarse, and it was clearly a waking voice.
Lin Xiaoxiao's footsteps stopped, she felt ...... Now doesn't seem to be the time to disturb them, but Mama Lin is here, and she has to ......
So, after taking a heavy step, Lin Xiaoxiao shouted loudly: "Uncle Su, my mother asked you to go down to eat, and if you don't come down, my father will finish eating secretly." ”
"Little dead girl, what nonsense?" Dad Lin also heard it below, and couldn't help but scold.
"Oh, here we are."
Su Xing and Su Qingyu came out before and after, Su Xing's expression was still tired, and Su Qingyu's face was also a little heavy, as if they were talking about something not very pleasant.
I stayed in N City for two days, woke up and left in a hurry, it is said that I was going to Russia...... Forget it, he can go wherever he likes, Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't want to show any concern about his whereabouts anymore, even if he hears that he is on Mars tomorrow, Lin Xiaoxiao will not be surprised.
"Will you go home or go over there for dinner in a moment?" Before class ended Tuesday night, Su Qingyu asked in a low voice.
"Hmm...... Okay, what do you want to eat? If you want to eat what my mother made, we can go home, and if you want to eat what I made, go over there. Lin Xiaoxiao replied casually.
It has become a habit for the two of them to talk like this before, but they didn't realize that the two people sitting in front of them now are little boys who are comparable to eight women.
Xu Bin turned around and asked the two with a teasing smile on his face: "Alas, to be honest, what is the relationship between the two of you?" As he spoke, he seemed to be afraid that the two of them would use the method they used last time to get around him again, so he pointed at Lin Xiaoxiao and asked Su Qingyu, "She, who are you?" Don't say it's living in her house or something? No way! ”
Su Qingyu was stunned, turned his head to look at Lin Xiaoxiao, turned his head again, and spit out two words: "Sister...... Younger sister. ”
knew that he might be dealing with Xu Bin with this, and knew that he was forced to find an excuse...... But the word "sister" is the last thing Lin Xiaoxiao wants to hear...... Even if it's a good friend, it's better than this sister......
lowered her eyelids, Lin Xiaoxiao's face sank like water, her heart kept sinking and sinking, and the feelings she had never had before filled her chest, making her want to run away and lift the table. But she still sat there as if she hadn't heard or seen anything around her......
"Cut~ less coming~~~ What sister~~~" Xu Bin stretched his voice and mocked the two.
"Xu Bin! Memorize the text I left yesterday! The teacher in front of him was Tyrannosaurus Zhang, Xu Bin's little face turned white instantly, and he stood up on the spot.
After school, Lin Xiaoxiao sat silently in the back of the car all the way, and the two returned to Lin's house.
No matter what Su Qingyu said to her or asked, she didn't speak.
It's not that I don't want to say it, but I can't say it. She was afraid that she would become hysterical as soon as she opened her mouth, and she would pestering the men around her to ask questions like the kind of girl she hated the most.
"Smile, eat...... I'm going to class in a while......" Su Qingyu knocked on her door and walked up to her and asked softly.
Silence, continue to be silent, Lin Xiaoxiao closed the book with a "snap", it is not okay to continue like this! Even if he doesn't know, he doesn't understand, but he still doesn't know?
"Su Qingyu."
Lin Xiaoxiao finally spoke, but what should have been relieved made Su Qingyu secretly worried because of her title.
"If you don't like others and don't want others to like you, please don't be too nice to others, otherwise, people will misunderstand." After finishing speaking, Lin Xiaoxiao turned around and walked out of the room and went downstairs.
In my heart, I felt very uncomfortable.
But there was a faint expectation, she wanted an answer, but she didn't want to get the answer she didn't want to hear the most. Asking may make her regret it, but if she never asks and ends up with the same result, she would rather ask clearly from the beginning.
Yourself, it's still too late to ask...... Late...... Already in love with him...... and even fell in love with him......
A few minutes later, Su Qingyu also walked downstairs, did not look at Lin Xiaoxiao as usual, let alone talk to her, nothing, just sat on the side and ate silently.
After dinner, when it was time for piano lessons, Lin Xiaoxiao went upstairs to get something, and Su Qingyu followed her side, went to pick up the car, and took her with her......
Everything is the same as before, the difference is that Lin Xiaoxiao didn't hold his waist anymore when he sat in the back of the car, and he didn't say a word from beginning to end.
When she returned home and walked up to the second floor, Lin Xiaoxiao felt as if she was stepping on a ball of cotton under her feet, fluttering, without half a bit of strength, and her mind seemed to be emptied, unable to think of anything, not knowing anything.
He thought he would tell her the answer, but he didn't say anything.
Heh, after all, he's just a kid, maybe...... He hasn't figured out what liking is......
Lying quietly on the bed, time passed minute by minute. Tonight, he didn't come...... Didn't come looking for myself, didn't come down from the balcony again...... Nothing, nothing......
Lost in love? Falling out of love, it turns out that falling out of love is like this?
Not to mention, how can you learn something that you didn't know at all before, such as the feeling of liking people, such as falling out of love......
I'd rather give up this chance to be born again and think it's all a dream than feel it!
He put the quilt on his head, and the tears could no longer hold back his eyes.
Under the moonlight, a teenager sat on the roof, looked at the bright starry sky, and sighed softly: "Mom...... What exactly should I do? I...... Tricked her ......"
For several days, when the week passed, he still didn't say a word to himself. As usual, we went to school together, got out of school together, and went home together...... However, he just didn't say half a sentence.
Escaped? Or do you want to draw a clear line with yourself because you don't like it......
He slowly closed his eyes, letting the figure disappear in front of him.
It's a pity that when I open my eyes again at school, he's still there.
On the weekend, in order to improve the efficiency of students' learning, the teachers do not let the children sleep lazy, and they have to add half a day of classes on Sunday morning, which is so painful.
Su Qingyu stood in front of a girl's table. The girl was asking him for advice with a question, and she didn't know what the two of them said, Su Qingyu ...... Laughed......
The heart slammed up, Lin Xiaoxiao wanted to pick up the table and smash it at the two people, sister, I haven't ignored my sister for nearly a week, and now I'm going to flirt with others? You're meowing when I'm a dead man!!
No matter how strong the idea is, it also needs corresponding practical actions to apply for the job in order to prove a person's toughness. It's a pity that Lin Xiaoxiao is a coward of action, so she didn't move a bit, but her eyes were very unproductive.
Su Qingyu turned around and walked back to his seat, and Lin Xiaoxiao hurriedly lowered his head.
The footsteps stopped...... She...... Crying?
Clenching the fists in his hands, Su Qingyu took a deep breath and walked to her side and sat down.
“…… Wait for me upstairs when you get home. ”