Mu Fangjin shook his head, "You are a good sister, but sometimes it doesn't quite conform to common sense." Don't think too much about it, people can't be resurrected after death...... You have burned your body in this way, and it has become more and more useless. Why don't you be healthy and continue to take care of your younger siblings in the future? As he spoke, his fingers brushing the corners of her eyes and cheeks, tenderly, softly, or softly, caressed.

"Big brother...... What happened to him? Xin Yi hesitated for a long time, and finally asked this.

Mu Fangjin's movements were unnaturally stagnant, and his hand was suspended in the air for a while, and he withdrew his hand after a while, and replied, "It's okay." ”

"It's okay...... How? ”

"Why are you talking about him again," Mu Fangjin frowned, "I'll see it that day...... Do you clearly blame him...... If he provokes you, don't want to. ”

Xin Yi shook his head: "I understood from the beginning that he was right, but I went too far." When she said this, she looked up at Mu Fangjin again: "After a while, wait for me, wait for me when I'm no longer so excited...... Maybe I should apologize to him. As she spoke, she slowly lowered her head: "He has always taken care of me so much, and he has always loved Zhu'er, and he must have done his best at that time." ”

"If you really think so, it's fine, now that you are weak and can't get out of bed, I will convey your thoughts to him for you." Speaking of this, Mu Fangjin also closed his voice slightly: "Actually, Ming Yan's condition is not much better than yours, he has really lost a lot of weight in the past two days, and it is also because of his worry and self-blame." Speaking of this, he raised his voice again: "But if Ming Yan hears you say this, she will definitely recover a lot." ”

Xin Yi listened and was silent.

"What about you...... You also have to take care of your body obediently, don't make children angry. He looked back at the table, and then walked over to bring the small porcelain bowl, "The porridge has been warmed a little, and if you don't drink it, it will be cold." As he spoke, he very thoughtfully scooped a spoonful of porridge with a spoon and made a gesture to feed it to her.

She ducked, "Still...... I'll do it myself. Xin Yi was obviously a little uncomfortable, and finally refused politely: "I have broken my nails, not broken my fingerbones, I'll do it myself...... You...... Second Senior Brother, you better go back to the study and go to work. ”

"No, I have to accompany you." Mu Fangjin looked at her again, and finally lowered his eyes: "There has been such a big change in the family, how can there be no one around." ”

"But...... But it's enough to clean up the dust and serve me. ”

"How can she be as caring as your second senior brother." Mu Fangjin suddenly smiled, laughing so hard that Xin Yi's heart trembled slightly. I accidentally bit the porcelain spoon with a 'click' and got a toothache.

Xin Yi hurriedly lowered his eyes and hurriedly swallowed a few mouthfuls of porridge to cover up the past. It wasn't until she had eaten a few bites that she raised her eyes to glance at him: "That...... Could it be that your daily duties should be as they are today...... Are they all moved into my room? ”

"Nature." The corners of his mouth rippled with a shallow arc: "If you think it's noisy, I'll wait for you to sleep." ”

"I ...... I'm not as ...... as you think" She just wanted to open her mouth to argue, but when she raised her eyes, she was bumping into Mu Fangjin's eyebrows, full of distrust. I had to hang my head at the end: "Okay." ”

"Good." As she lowered her head, the sourness in the ninja's nose stuffed spoonful after spoonful of porridge into her mouth, Mu Fangjin also reached out and rubbed her head until she messed up the green silk that was not coiled into a bun.

It was five days in a flash, although this incident hit Xin Yi very hard, but fortunately, under the care, his body gradually recovered. And in the past five days, she has not seen Yong Mingyan.

Listening to Mu Fangjin, Yong Mingyan has also locked himself in his room these days, and no matter who he is, he avoids it.

Xin Yi is not an irrational person, she has thought thoroughly these days, and doctors are not omnipotent, even in modern times, there are cases that cannot be cured...... Not to mention that it is now ancient times, and such a thing is by no means strange.

Merely...... This is a mystery of the authorities, and everyone will say the truth, but if such an encounter really occurs, how many people can still remain calm?

She always wanted to find an opportunity to apologize to Yong Mingyan, but every time she walked to the door of his room and retreated.

Xinyi is now ...... I was a little afraid to meet him.

Although I thought about it well, in the end, I couldn't guarantee that I would be like a few days ago, and I couldn't control my emotions. Or rather...... When we meet, what can we say to him?

Although Yong Mingyan has already 'caught' Chongxuan this time, this time Yong Mingyan has no mood to ask him about things. And Master stayed in Beijing for a few more days, and it was time for him to leave.

It was night, as if Mu Fangjin had something to say to his master, so he went to the study alone, and Xin Yi was bored by himself, so he also traveled to the moon, and he was right to relax.

And the corridor turned a few times, and there was a figure wandering in the courtyard. The moonlight flowed, leaving mottled traces of light and dark under his pale cyan clothes. As if he was also aware of Xin Yi's existence, he looked back, his eyes were blazing, his brows were slightly frowned, as if he had troubles in his chest and couldn't get rid of it.

After not seeing him for a few days, Yong Mingyan also lost a lot of weight, and when he saw Xin Yi, he was slightly stunned, and then lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Xin Yi stepped forward, also hung his head, and whispered, "Senior brother...... The other day was not good for me. ”

He just shook his head vigorously, "What you said that day is not wrong, this incident has nothing to do with me, and Zhu'er's death is indeed my fault." When he said this, he paused slightly: "You're okay these days." ”

The girl's obedient chin head: "It's a loss to have the second senior brother take care of ......" She picked her eyes and looked at Yong Mingyan: "On the contrary, the senior brother seems to have lost a lot in the past few days." Seeing his still tightly knit brows, Xin Yi was also a little puzzled: "Senior brother, what's wrong with you today?" Why do you keep frowning? Is it because of something? ”

His fists clenched so hard that he suddenly let go. Yong Mingyan took a deep breath, and finally said as if she had made up her mind: "I...... I'm afraid I can't stay here anymore? ”

“…… Why? Xin Yi was stunned for a moment, grabbed his cuffs and asked: "Why does Senior Brother want to say such things, is there something wrong with living here, I see that you and Second Senior Brother have a very deep relationship...... Why, how can it be that the good ones are going to be gone again? ”

"Hmm." He actually answered. "Never again."

Perverse...... Her intuition told her that today's senior brother was really abnormal. "Well, there must be some reason for everything, right?"

"If you want to know why, you must ...... He'll tell you about it tomorrow. Yong Mingyan said this, grabbed Xin Yi's hand, and then pulled it off his sleeve. Holding her hand tightly, it even made Xin Yi feel a slight pain.

Xin Yi saw that he was holding on to himself and refused to relax, and tried to pull it back, but to no avail. I had to look up in my ears, but I saw that Yong Mingyan had been staring at him, his eyes were shining and shining like stars. "Big brother...... Y-What happened to you today? ”

"You don't have to be afraid...... I just have something to say to you. Yong Mingyan's face did not have a very bright look, and the meaning in her eyes was hidden in the shadow of her forehead, making her unable to see clearly. He lowered his eyes slightly, and then said slowly: "I know, today's words, the time is not right, and the occasion is not right...... I shouldn't have said this to you at this time. But...... Xinyi ...... I...... I'm just afraid I won't talk about it today...... I'll never have a chance to talk to you again. ”

She was stunned for a moment, and at this time she seemed to understand something in Yong Mingyan's tone: "Senior brother...... What do you mean that you don't have a chance to say it later? Could it be ...... Could it be that you won't even see me in the future? ”

Yong Mingyan lowered her head, smiled bitterly, and slowly shook her head. "Do you know what I'm going to say to you?" Seeing Xin Yi looking up at him, his eyes were foggy and he didn't speak for a while, and he also dyed a little gentle look on the corner of his mouth - that kind of gentleness and tranquility, as if he was watching her eat meat buns and listening to her talk about his younger brothers and sisters...... Or, on that mid-century night, when walking hand in hand through the street market, the glimpse of each other.

Xin Yi grabbed the hem of his clothes with his other hand, then lowered his eyes and didn't say a word.

Then she only felt that her jaw was gently picked up by the person in front of her, forcing her to meet the night-light eyes of Yong Mingyan. "Xinyi...... Listen well, I like you. It's not that from the first few meetings, I found out that I was really moved. You are my life...... The first woman I really liked in my life......"

Hearing this, Xin Yi panicked, quickly withdrew his hand, and subconsciously took half a step back. "Senior brother, you...... Not! Before he finished speaking, he felt that his wrist was suddenly pulled by the young man in front of him, and he was caught in his arms. Then Yong Mingyan lowered his head and blocked all the words behind him with his lips.

It can be seen that Yong Mingyan is not good at such things, she is particularly jerky, and the tip of her presumptuous tongue was bitten by her before she could blend with her. The smell of blood permeated the lips and teeth, with a different kind of temptation, and the two of them grinded their lips and teeth for a while before gradually stopping. Yong Mingyan's forehead touched hers, and the two of them breathed with each other's taste.

"Xin Yi, although at this time, this should not be said to you, but ...... I don't want to leave regrets. He muttered, reaching out and wrapping his arms around her waist tightly, as if she would disappear into thin air if she slackened slightly. I know...... I know you won't choose my ...... Therefore, it is at this time that confessing to you will not make you embarrassed. ”

Xin Yi's heart seemed to be pinched fiercely, and it hurt badly. "Big brother...... Why do you say that......"

"Because I know...... Anyway...... I won't let you stay with me in this life, just think I'm selfish...... Xin Yi, I like you, I have been holding back these words in my heart for a long, long time. I should have told you a long time ago, but I know I can't say it. I'm scared...... I'm afraid you'll have the same admiration for me. He shook his head slowly, his palms gently rubbing her back, neck, and the back of her head, and finally ruffled her long hair: "The stable life that ordinary women look forward to...... I am not destined to give it to you. So...... I'd rather everything I say to you is my own words. ”