The other side......

She looked down at the small cloth bag in her hand. "What do you mean...... Yong Mingyan, tell me clearly, what are you talking about? She obviously has the answer in her heart, but she wants to listen to him tell her all this originally, even if she only has a little bit of hope, she refuses to let go easily. She grabbed his placket at this time and kept asking, "You speak!" ”

"She ......" Yong Mingyan slowly closed her eyes: "We went too late...... The corpses of those who die of the plague can only be burned, and Perrin asked me to give you this powder, so that I will see her for the last time. ”

Xin Yi froze in place, and as soon as these words came out, tears burst out of his eyes. Her body shook, but she still grabbed Yong Mingyan's clothes: "What are you talking about......"

"I'm sorry...... Xin Yi, it's my incompetence...... I didn't heal the pearl. ”

She raised her head, just stunned on her face, and stared at him deadly: "You are talking nonsense...... Aren't you a miracle doctor, aren't you cured by anyone! Yongming geese! Aren't you amazing! How can there be people in this world that you can't cure! You are talking nonsense...... How could she die...... How can you die!? She grabbed Yong Mingyan's shirt and shook it vigorously. Yongming geese! Say...... You say! ”

"Xinyi...... You blame me. It's because I'm not good at medicine, it's because I can't stand her, and I live up to your trust......" Yong Mingyan lowered his eyes and said slowly.

"What's the use of you talking about this now......" Xin Yi grabbed his clothes tightly, and the whole person seemed to be crazy: "What's the use of saying this!" Yong Mingyan ...... Give me back the pearls...... You'll give me back the pearls!" ”

Yong Mingyan didn't struggle, let her shake herself, and finally reached out and pressed her into her arms, "Xinyi...... You calm down......"

Her hand was still clutching Yong Mingyan's clothes, clenching tightly, and she could almost feel the broken nails scraping her palms sharply. Xin Yi bit his lip, but he could no longer suppress his surging emotions, and reached out and pushed him away violently: "How do you let me calm down!" At the same time, two lines of tears rolled down from her eyes, and she couldn't cry at this time. Yong Mingyan ...... She is my sister...... My sister, ......"

He was slightly stunned, then slowly lowered his hand hanging in the air, and then lowered his head: "I'm sorry...... It was my fault...... Xin Yi, if beating me and scolding me can make your heart feel better, then do whatever you want. ”

"Even if I kill you...... Will Pearls come back to life! Although Xin Yi said this, he still reached out and beat him hard, pulling at his clothes. Yong Mingyan, didn't you say that the government didn't say that the plague was not as serious as imagined? Then why is Zhu'er still ......" she bit her lip, and the tears in the corners of her eyes slipped out of her eyes again, wiping down her cheeks: "...... Didn't you save Zhu'er once last time...... Why, why can't you save her again this time......" Xin Yi's movements gradually stopped, and he could only whisper softly in a trembling voice: "She's only four years old...... She's only four years old......"

At this time, Yong Mingyan stood there stunned, lowered his head, and didn't say a word, but his eyes were also red.

"Doctor Yongshen...... Why didn't you save her this time? She raised her head to look at Yong Mingyan, but the moment the young man met her gaze, she could only turn her head guiltily and couldn't bear to look at it again. Yong Mingyan ...... Why do I trust you so much, and you let me down so much......"

At this moment, Xin Yi's arm was suddenly pulled by someone and pulled the two apart. "Xin Yi, no one wants this." She looked behind her in a daze, and the person who pulled her was their master, Chongxuan.

"Master......?"

Seeing that her face was full of tears, and looking at Yong Mingyan standing quietly with her head down, Chongxuan's brows tightened: "Xin Yi, you can't blame him for this matter." When Chongxuan said this, he let out a long sigh of relief: "...... It's that we went too late. When we arrived in Jizhou, Zhu'er was already ...... Not anymore. ”

Xin Yi was shocked.

Chongxuan breathed a sigh of relief, then looked at her and said, "You know, we were naturally able to try our best to rescue in that era, but now it's different!" Do you understand? We can't do anything, we can only watch her breathe! You think we want that? Do you think that the geese were not sad at that time! ”

"I know," she muttered as she looked at Chongxuan and pursed her lips, "I understand what you said." I was just...... I just have a hard time accepting the fact ......"

"But you can't blame him for everything......"

She looked at Chongxuan, and also controlled her emotions slightly, before choking up: "Master, although Zhu'er and I are not really sisters, ...... For months, I've been treating her like my own sister. Xin Yi's face became more and more pale: "I don't accept it...... I don't accept this outcome......" she said, but the end of the note grew weaker and weaker. His knees were so weak that he fell to the ground.

Chongxuan's hands were fast, and he hurriedly scooped her up, Xin Yiben was still struggling to stand up, but his mind was dizzy, and it was very difficult to even stand up.

"Master, leave it to me." Mu Fangjin's appearance did not surprise Xin Yi a lot, he came with him, and he didn't come forward just now, I was afraid that he would appear abruptly and too embarrassing. Mu Fangjin walked quickly, stretched out his hand to support her on behalf of Chongxuan, and then bent down to pick her up.

Xin Yi didn't struggle, maybe it was that she couldn't spare the strength to make her struggle at this time. She couldn't pronounce a word, she could only lean on his chest obediently, and even her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't lift them.

"Wangcai, you go and take Master and Ming Yan to the guest room and let them have a good rest."

There was a faint voice in my ears, as if it was from the elder brother. "Xin Yi her...... There's no hurry, I'll go with you and see if she's okay......"

Then they said something, and those words were like the sound of the wind, noisy in the ears, and finally nothing could be heard.

Xin Yi didn't know how long he had slept this night, but he felt that when he woke up, the towel on his forehead was wet, which made people very uncomfortable.

tilted his head to look, but saw Mu Fangjin sitting alone at the table not far away, writing and drawing on the case file, and glanced up at her from time to time.

The two looked at each other, and he was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly got up and walked quickly, sitting on the edge of her bed: "Are you awake?" How does it feel? ”

"Take away the veil from your head...... Heavy. ”

Mu Fangjin breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and took off the handkerchief, and then tested the temperature of her forehead with the back of his hand: "Do you feel uncomfortable?" ”

"I have a terrible headache." Her voice was hoarse, and her lips were so dry that she seemed to have not drunk water for too long. "How long have I been asleep?"

"It's not long, it's just a day." As he spoke, he saw Xin Yi struggling to get up, so he hurriedly helped her to sit up. "But after lying in bed for a day, it should be your headache......" At this time, the maid Qingchen had already walked up to him, holding a glass of warm water in her hand. Mu Fangjin took the water cup in his hand and fed it to her mouth: "Come, drink some water first." ”

Xin Yi finally stretched out his hand and wanted to take it himself, but he saw that the fingertips on his fingers were wrapped in bandages, with a faint pain. "...... this?"

"It's not like yesterday that you made a fuss, your nails were broken, and you were bleeding." Mu Fangjin finally allowed her to take the cup by herself, "Be careful, don't touch the pain." ”

She first took a sip of warm water to moisten her throat, and then said: "How can it be so delicate, just raise it for a few days." As she spoke, her eyes narrowed, and she said no more. When she looked down, she saw that the small bag containing Zhu'er's ashes was still held in the palm of her hand, her nose was sore, and she was about to cry again.

"Xinyi, the deceased has passed away, and this day must go on. I have instructed the servants in Jizhou to move to Jizhou City to live...... If not, take care of it. When he said this, he paused: "Otherwise, what if you bring them all to the capital?" ”

"That's what I thought." Xin Yi wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand: "But now Zhu'er is gone...... Perrin was afraid that she would not be willing to leave her alone there......"

Mu Fangjin nodded slowly: "It's okay, then wait a few months, and when the New Year comes, if you go back, it's up to them to discuss." After he finished saying this, he saw Xin Yi nodding slowly, and took the empty cup she handed over: "Eat something first, right?" The porridge is already hot, or if you want to eat something else, I'll tell someone to make it for you. ”

"I can't eat it." Xin Yi said, tears filled his eyes again, and suddenly he chuckled, tears had already flowed down his cheeks: "Do you know...... When it comes to eating, I think of Zhu'er's snack ...... She's the most gluttonous. The one or two catties of chestnut cakes that the senior brother brought at the beginning were almost all eaten by her. After eating in a few days, I clamored for the senior brother to come again...... Bring her more snacks and cakes—" As she spoke, her tone trembled, and she choked up again: "Speaking of which, I still owe her the rose cake in the capital......

Hearing this, Mu Fangjin also twisted his brows: "Don't think about it anymore......"

"But I can't help it." She turned her head to look at Mu Fangjin, and saw two tears wipe her cheeks and fall on the quilt, and there was a slight sound. "The more so...... The more I couldn't help but think about her. ”

When he saw this, he could only silently reach out and scrape the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingertips.

"Now think about it...... All day, I'm afraid there is no sister who is more disagreeable than me. Xin Yi said as he reached out to wipe the tears on his face: "Quarreling with a child, and grabbing food with her, deliberately making her cry." …… Second Senior Brother, you say, I'm not very unusual. ”