The river of Fanwai Shaoheng is full of thorns and the sky is unknown (2)
This concubine is really a smart woman, after the emperor listened to her words, he was still very angry, he listened carefully to her words and deeds, in fact, she may not take it seriously, she just wanted to mention Li Yuanzheng, maybe she really wanted to help her husband solve this problem, but the emperor was still a little angry.
The emperor said: "Today was supposed to receive the king of Korea, and other things will be mentioned another day." ”
I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, fortunately, he didn't point out Miss Jian to Ji Aihan, otherwise, wouldn't my heart be floating like nothing.
I couldn't help but feel a little resentful of my cowardice, resentful that I didn't dare to come out at this time, and I felt like a coward.
Why? Why is this happening? I feel like I'm doing very, very badly, and it's no wonder she never has me in her heart anymore.
I also feel sad when I think of this, but sometimes my life is not controlled by my own hands at all, I looked up at Miss Jane, and saw that her appearance was still unchanged, and the expression on her face was also elegant, as if nothing had happened just now.
I don't know why, she can do it so unobtrusively, I just thought she was a very elegant and dignified, a very noble lady, but I don't know why, now I have a little more weirdness in my heart.
All along, no matter what happens, she doesn't act nervous at all, this is not like the temperament that an ordinary lady should have, if she was raised in the deep boudoir a long time ago, if she has not experienced a little wind and frost and twists and turns at all, how can she behave so peacefully in the face of difficulties? Don't see a hint of panic?
I don't know why, I gradually have a thought in my heart, I think this Miss Jane is not as simple as I thought, maybe there are many untold stories in her.
It's no wonder that Concubine Ru would let me investigate her so much and not relax.
After going back, Concubine Ru scolded me very much, and Luo Xue fell aside gloating and listened to them, I knew that Concubine Ru Niangniang wholeheartedly wanted to marry Princess Luoxue to Li Yuanzheng, as long as Princess Luoxue could marry Li Yuanzheng, so that Niangniang would have a few more chips in the harem.
Now that Queen Xu has been dead for many years, the queen's position has been vacant, I know that Niangniang actually wants to be the queen too, but she has never had the opportunity, no wonder she has been planning for her future, in this palace, everyone has selfishness.
I don't know why, when I heard Luo Xue crying, I felt a little annoyed, I have been in this palace for so many years, and I have always done what Concubine Ru Niangniang instructed, and I have always been a good righteous son of Concubine Ru Niangniang, but this time, I have a kind of boredom in my heart.
At that moment, I really wanted to leave this court and go to a place where no one was around, and live some of the life I wanted to live.
The world is big, and there is no place for me Jiang Shaoheng in the world.
I don't see the ancients before, I don't see the people who come after, I think of the world and the world, and I cry alone.
I think that Jian Huaizhen and I will never be people in the same world, because our background is destined to be like this, since this is the case, then there is no other way to think, I only hope that she can be happy for the rest of her life.
In the future, I will continue to be a chess piece in the hands of Concubine Ru, to do something I don't want to do for Concubine Ru, I only hope that I will not hurt her in the future, otherwise, my conscience will never be at ease in this life.
In this life, I will always remember liking a woman who was as different as hers.
The princess of Huaizhen
My name is Jian Huaizhen, I am the daughter of Jian Shangshu, I have always been like this in front of people, others call me Miss Jian, and many people have been rumored in the capital, saying that I am a talented and beautiful woman, and I am a standard lady, but everyone doesn't know that I actually have another identity, and that identity is a heroine in the rivers and lakes.
I have a name in the rivers and lakes, called the female crown, that is the name of my wandering in the rivers and lakes, I have been wandering in the rivers and lakes for several years, chivalrous and righteous, doing everything, so when the people in the rivers and lakes mention the female crown, no one does not know, but no one wants to get it, in fact, this female crown is the eldest lady in the Shangshu Mansion.
You must think it's ridiculous to hear this, right? Actually, even I think it's ridiculous, because my life is ridiculous in the first place, and the whole thing can be called a joke.
When I was very young, my mother was burned to death in Wan'an Palace, and I was sent to Shangshu Mansion by a palace maid named Jiang Yanyun, I thought, I must be the reincarnation of a disaster star, otherwise, why would my fate be so miserable?
Within two days of my being carried to the house, my aunt, my own mother's sister, gave birth to a child, but at this time, the woman who was fighting with my mother in the court was about to be killed, so she sent Ji Gang to cut me down to the roots.
At this time, my aunt and uncle had no choice but to let their newborn daughter pretend to be me, and pretend to be their daughter, so that the two of us could replace it.
Then I heard the news that their own daughter had fallen off a cliff and died that evening, and I thought that my aunt must have cried miserably.
I know that they have to make this decision, and it is really difficult for them, after all, they have to trade their own daughter for someone else's daughter.
I don't know why they did it at the time, but one thing I do know is that they have always loved me and raised me as their own daughter, probably because I was not born at term, and I was very weak from childhood to adulthood.
At this time, they invited the best doctor in the world Long Yuping to see me for me, from childhood to adulthood, I stayed in West Lake for a long time, not only that, but I also followed Long Yuping and her husband Shen Mingfeng to learn a lot of peerless martial arts.
When I first started learning martial arts, I just wanted to strengthen my body, and I didn't think about it so much, but I didn't expect that in the end, martial arts were already an indispensable part of my life, and my martial arts were very high, especially light skills.
After learning this, I waited until I was thirteen or fourteen years old and began to walk around the rivers and lakes.
At first, I just wanted to go out and practice, and my parents didn't stop me, and in the end, these experiences were no longer experiences, but became a kind of task.
I know that Concubine Ru's power is intertwined, and it is not so easy for me to avenge my biological mother, unless I also have power, but I am only a weak woman, how can I have strength?
Then there is only one possibility, and the only possibility is that I can gather a group of forces in the rivers and lakes, so that I can do what I want to do.
So I often secretly pretend to be a woman to go out, every time I go out, I am very cautious, I know that my identity can not be recognized, once the identity is recognized, then the consequences are unimaginable.
Once, I went to the foot of Emei Mountain alone, but encountered an accident, I saw a middle-aged beautiful woman in her thirties and forties with a girl of the same age as me was kneeling down and knocking up the mountain.
In the end, the mother and daughter were persecuted, so I rescued them, and there was a man with whom I rescued them, and that man was called Fang Xiao, who was a few people.
I have never seen a person as cold as him, his eyes, that kind of coldness, will make people cold to the heart, such a man, I think he must have something unsolvable, so along with his own heart also frozen.
I saw that the girl was badly wounded, and that her mother had died, so I wanted to help them, so I gave them a jade pendant and told them to hide in the Shangshu Mansion, so that no one could catch up with them.
The woman also looked at me with gratitude, but I didn't expect that these two people would affect me for the rest of my life in the future.
When I saw them again in the future, I was already the eldest lady of Shangshufu, and when they came to Shangshufu to defect, I greeted them with a smile and welcomed them in.
Fang Yu was a little strange, he asked me, "Miss Jane, how do you know the female crown who is roaming the rivers and lakes?" ”
I was slightly stunned, and then said to her: "That's right, once I went out to burn incense and worship the Buddha, and I happened to meet a group of robbers, and it was the female crown who saved me, so I met her." ”
"I see." Fang Xiao didn't doubt my words.
I don't think he dreamed that a young lady like me would actually be equipped with martial arts.
I was just about to settle them, at this time, my brother walked in, my brother has always been a bold and hearty person, he likes to make friends, he walked in, dragged a person, pushed in front of me, and said to me: "Sister, let me introduce you to a friend, his name is Jiang Shaoheng." ”
I looked up, but I saw that the man had sword eyebrows, looked gentle and elegant, and his eyes were slightly detached and indifferent, but the whole person looked handsome.
He immediately attracted all my attention, I don't know where he came from, he can be like a piece of jade, so warm as jade, I can't help but look at it twice.
I heard my brother say: "He is the adopted son of Concubine Ru, the champion of civil and military affairs in our dynasty, and a very talented and capable person." Sister, you must be close and close. ”
"What? Is he the adopted son of Rufei? I couldn't help but ask.
"yes." My brother said with some indifference.
After I heard my brother say this, the whole person was stunned for a moment, and after a long time, he reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said hello to Jiang Shaoheng, I don't know why, I saw that his eyes were very indifferent, and his expression was a little strange when he looked at me, maybe he could feel that I was unkind to him.
Yes, Concubine Ru is the one who killed my own mother in the first place, how can I be kind to his adopted son? And why do I think this Jiang Shaoheng is close to my brother? There must be an unspeakable purpose, otherwise why would he befriend my brother? How could Concubine Ru allow his adopted son to marry my brother?
My brother has always been a very simple person, he must not think so much, he will not think, it does not mean that I will not think, I just glanced at Jiang Shaoheng, I knew that he must have another purpose, so he has always been very cold to him.
On that day, Wang Guifei suddenly gave an order to let us enter the palace, Wang Guifei is the person who has been taking care of my mother at the beginning, over the years, she has also been very good to me, and she is also the only person who knows my life experience, but the affairs of the harem are so complicated, and some things are not at all that can be proved.
Wang Guifei has always wanted to tell the emperor about my life experience, but I am afraid that the emperor will not believe it, and I am afraid that the emperor will suspect that I am the daughter of my mother and his cousin.
When we entered the palace, we collided with a girl, and the girl drove a car and went on a rampage in the palace, I have never seen such an arrogant and domineering, and willful and unreasonable girl, she blamed me, and she wanted to hit me in the face with the nine-tailed whip in her hand.
And at this critical moment, it was Jiang Shaoheng who saved me, and I met Jiang Shaoheng again.
I don't know what kind of person he is, and I don't know what he's thinking in his heart, in short, I simply thought that he must have a purpose for approaching me, even if he has no purpose, then he would rather kill by mistake than let go, I don't believe that there are any good people around Concubine Ru.
I believe that the people of Rufei must have bad intentions, and after these thoughts, I became much colder to him.
Jiang Shaoheng didn't seem to expect me to be so cold to him, and he was a little sneering for a while.
After entering the palace, it was extremely dangerous in the palace, and I stepped up my vigilance all the time, lest someone come to harm me, I know that for so many years, although Concubine Ru has not attacked us, it does not mean that she has let me go.
Concubine Ru has always been ruthless, maybe she already wanted to do it to me in her heart, so after I entered the palace, I was careful everywhere, cautious in words and deeds, lest I be taken advantage of by others if I am not careful.
Yet one day, we fell for someone else's trick.
My brother and I were led to the Imperial Garden, and my brother went after the thief, so I waited for him alone at the Bibo Pavilion, when someone grabbed me by the neck from behind, and the man was very heavy, apparently wanting my life.
My body struggled a bit, I knew that I could fight him at this time, but I didn't know why, my gut told me that it might be a conspiracy, so I didn't do it.
I was just pretending to be delicate and weak, I knew that my life was in his hands, but the aura emanating from that man was so familiar that I knew who he was without a second glance.
He is Concubine Ru's adopted son, Jiang Shaoheng.
I think my guess was really right, just when I was about to suffocate, I thought there was no way, now, after all, my own life is important, it seems that I can only fight to the death.
When I was about to perform martial arts, I saw a flash of light in front of me, and there was a person standing with Jiang Shaoheng, who was also masked, but I could recognize who it was at a glance.
That person was Fang Xiao.
I don't know why Fang Shaoheng entered the palace, but after I saw him standing with Jiang Shaoheng, he quickly forced Jiang Shaoheng away, I was a little strange, because my intuition told me that Jiang Shaoheng's martial arts would not be so weak, why did he retreat so easily?
Maybe he was afraid of alarming the people in the palace, right? I thought so.
Fang Xiao came to my side and whispered to me, "Hurry up." ”
So the two of us hurried away, and the two of us went all the way, and there were a lot of Jinyi guards behind us, and in the end, we escaped to a cave in a rockery.
When I arrived in the rockery cave, I saw Fang Xiao's appearance, as if he was injured, so I asked kindly with concern, "Are you okay?" ”
He gave me a startled look, and didn't say a word, as if he didn't have me in his eyes at all, and I was surprised by his performance.
All along, I didn't pay much attention to Fang Xiao, but when I paid attention to him, I really found that he was a different person, he really never smiled, not only did he never smile, even when he spoke, there was no trace of expression on his face, but there was an inexplicable coldness all over his body, which was enough to chill other people's whole body, making people wonder.
I don't know what made him like this, but I do know that he must have had a lot of sad moments in his heart, otherwise why would he behave so coldly?
I really don't know why some things, but once they happen, they are real.
Soon, a brocade guard chased after him, and the two of us didn't dare to breathe or speak in the atmosphere, and at this time, I heard someone shouting outside: "Light the fire." ”
It scared me all of a sudden, what should I do? If someone lights a fire here and smokes us with fireworks, even if we have the strength to support it, I believe it won't last long.
I glanced at Fang Xiao and asked him, "What should I do?" ”
Fang Xiao was slightly stunned, but the expression on his face quickly returned to nature, he picked up the hilt of the sword and didn't say a word, I knew that he already had a plan in his heart, that is, he was planning, planning to rush out when these people were about to set fire to the cave, and fight to the death with them.
I looked at him worriedly, I knew that his martial arts were very high, even if he entered the palace, he could move freely, but it would not be so easy to escape from the hands of so many brocade guards.
There are hundreds, or even thousands, of the Jinyi guards in the palace, and they are all carefully selected, even if the martial arts are really bad, but they will not be really much worse.
If we were really, I believe that for me, he would be more or less considerate, but what about Fang Liao? Could it be that Fang Xiao just watched him die? He's innocent.
I couldn't help frowning, looking at him, I didn't speak for a long time, he opened his eyes suddenly, and he was also looking at me, the sword in his hand became more and more cold, and even I could feel the chill on the sword.
Just then, someone outside shouted, "What the hell are you going to do?" Uncle Feng. ”
Then he heard an older voice say to him: "Childe, it was the Lord who ordered us to do this, and please don't embarrass us." ”
"Oh, did my father tell you to do this? Do you know who is in the cave? I'm going to set fire to the cave, and if there are any royal relatives and nobles in it, can you afford it? The more he spoke, the more angry he became.
The slightly old voice hesitated for a moment, as if to say slowly, "This." ”
"How's that? Now that I am your leader, will you not listen to what I say, but will listen to my father? In that case, I might as well invite my dad over and hear what he has to say. He said angrily.
"Of course not, this is not a very important assassin in the first place, since this is the case, then bring them back to the right place, and the law is also good."
I always felt that the old man with a strange voice was speaking strangely, as if he was going to kill us with his life, and then I glanced at Fang Xiao and whispered to him, "Wait a minute, if anything happens, you can take me hostage." ”
Fang Yu seemed to think that I was strange that I would say such a thing to him, but he still nodded slowly.
And at this time, a young man walked in, this person I had seen before, the first time I saw him, I recognized who he was, he was Concubine Ru's younger brother, that is, Ji Gang's biological son.
I remember that a few years ago, he saw me in the palace of the princess, and at that time, he was younger than now, and he was not like now, with an unruly look between his eyebrows and eyes.
At that time, I remember that he was a very happy person, as if great joy was going to befall him, why did he seem to be a completely different person after such a short period of time? What really happened to him?
Although I only looked at him twice, I also knew that something big must have happened to him that made his personality the way it is now, completely different from before.
I said to him in some panic, "Help me, save me." ”
"Oh? Who are you? He looked me up and down, as if trying to see who I was.
I had no choice but to say to him: "I am Jian Huaizhen, the daughter of Jian Shangshu, I originally entered the palace to visit Wang Guifei today, but who knew that I was kidnapped by this thief, don't hurt me, you must let us out." ”
When I said this, I deliberately seemed panicked, so that I could make him trust me.
Sure enough, he trusted me when he saw me, he glanced at Fang Liao, as if he wanted to see who Fang Xiao was, he said to Fang Liao: "I am the commander of the Jinyi Guard, if you have anything to tell me, don't embarrass the weak woman." ”
Fang Yu said coldly: "Let me go." ”
"Let you go? If you want to leave, then you must let her go, otherwise it won't do you any good. ”
"Hmph, don't talk nonsense to me, let me go immediately, otherwise, I'll kill her immediately." Fang Xiao said as he wiped a little blood on my neck with his sword.
I felt a tingling pain in my neck, but I didn't say anything, after all, Fang Yu was kind to me, he saved me, shouldn't I save him at this time?
Sure enough, his actions made Ji Qihan a little angry, and Ji Qihan said: "Okay, since that's the case, I promise you that you just let you go, but you must not hurt her." ”
"I'm not going to hurt her." Fang Yu said.
I know that Fang Xiao will never hurt me, no matter what time it is, he will take good care of me.
Fang Yu has always been very good to me, although he is a cold-blooded killer, but if he hadn't saved me just now, maybe I would have died a long time ago, so I trust him very much.
After Fang Yu took me out, I looked around and found that there were all brocade guards in front of and behind.
Ji Kaihan had a sneer in his eyes, when he looked at me, I always felt that I had a sense of knowing everything, and I said to him: "I am Jian Huaizhen of Shangshu Mansion. ”
He nodded and asked Fang Yu to let me go.
Fang Yu refused to do anything, so he kept stalemate until the Jinshui River, and when he arrived at the Jinshui River, I said to Fang Yu: "Wait a while, you will quietly throw me into the river, and then you can take the opportunity to escape." ”
"Quietly threw you into the river?" Fang Yu was stunned for a moment, he didn't seem to expect that I would make this proposal to him.
I nodded and said, "Yes, you can throw me into the river later, and you can take advantage of the opportunity to escape." ”
"But what if you're in any danger?" He asked me in a whisper.
"Don't worry, someone will save me." I told him that I felt that he was hesitating at that moment, not only hesitating, but hesitating, he must have been hesitating whether to throw me into the river, but in the end he didn't say a word, and suddenly threw me into the river of golden water.
I really wanted to use martial arts at that moment, because if I fell like this, maybe the consequences would be very tragic, but I vaguely saw the imperial grandson and Jiang Shaoheng coming over, at that moment, I closed my eyes, I wanted to say that Jiang Shaoheng would come to save me, if he came to save me, I could see whether he was injured or not. Then I knew if he was the one who was going to kill me at Bibo Bridge.
This is just my momentary thoughts, who knows that I really did this, what I didn't expect was that Jiang Shaoheng really came to save me, after he came to save me, his hands kept bleeding, I suddenly felt a little suspicious, if it was really him who hurt me, then why did he do everything to save me?
His hand was wounded, so how could he kill me? Is it all just an illusion? Did I misunderstand him?
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little sad in my heart, if it is really me who misunderstood him, then I am really very wrong, is it that I misunderstood a good person? But how can there be good people around Concubine Ru? When I think of this, I feel a little annoyed in my heart.
The imperial grandson joked on the side: "Miss Jane, have you seen it?" The young master is really good to you, he can be said to have spared his life for you. ”
Hearing him say this, my face turned slightly red, I looked at Jiang Shaoheng, he is really a very outstanding man, if he is not a person like a concubine, maybe I will not have such a deep prejudice against him, if he is not a person like a concubine, everything is possible. But why is he a concubine? I asked myself, and it seemed like I was asking him.
I saw a look of sadness in his eyes, and he must have asked himself this question, in short, there are some things that we can't control.
Later, I often met Jiang Shaoheng in the palace, and even met Jiang Shaoheng outside the palace, and unconsciously waited for the day when the Korean king Li Yuanzheng came to worship, at that time I couldn't bear to see the emperor sad, and couldn't help but come out and compete with Li Yuanzheng for music, but Li Yuanzheng wanted me to be his wife because of this, and I naturally refused.
I have a blood feud on my body, and I don't love that man, even if it's good, but what does it have to do with me? So I stood there, silent, and my attitude angered the emperor.
I inadvertently glanced at Jiang Shaoheng out of the corner of my eye, I knew that he had feelings for me, at that moment, I really hoped that Jiang Shaoheng could stand up and tell the emperor, that he liked me, that he had feelings for me, so I couldn't marry Li Yuanzheng.
But he didn't say anything, and in the end it was Ji Xinhan who stood up and said, which surprised me.
In fact, I have nothing to do with Ji Kaihan, and I also know that Ji Kaihan doesn't like me at all, why would he do this? It also makes me feel very strange, but these are no longer important, this Jiang Shaoheng is getting farther and farther away from me.
Later, suddenly, my brother inadvertently saved Princess Luoxue, I heard Princess Luoxue say, it turned out that Concubine Ru wanted to marry her to Li Yuanzheng, I know why she did this, if you can marry Princess Luoxue to Li Yuanzheng, then Concubine Ru has one more to rely on, and the possibility of her being the queen has increased a few points.
It turns out that Concubine Ru is a person who does not hesitate to abandon her daughter for the sake of her own future, what else is there to say about a person like this? Later, I saw that Princess Falling Snow was very sad, as if she was going to die, so I called her to the side and taught her a way so that she would not have to marry Li Yuanzheng.
That method is very simple, let her go back and say to her mother, Li Yuanzheng only likes me, Jian Huaizhen, I believe that Concubine Ru's heart is arrogant, and she will not force her daughter to others.
Sure enough, Princess Luoxue went back, she should have told Concubine Ru these things, because she didn't expect that Concubine Ru soon received a report from North Korea, saying that someone in North Korea was going to rebel, and Li Yuanzheng was going to hurry back to China.
It turns out that Jiang Shaoheng is really the person next to Concubine Ru, it turns out that everything he does is authorized by Concubine Ru, why is this happening? When I think about this, I feel sad in my heart.
For a long time, I thought that Jiang Shaoheng might be a person who was with me all the way, but in fact, the distance between the two of us was getting farther and farther, and I was now completely a female Guan Zi's move, I don't know if he recognized me, in short, it doesn't matter if he recognizes me or not, because I definitely can't let him kill Li Yuanzheng.
I fought with him under the moonlight, his kung fu was originally on par with mine, but unfortunately I am a woman, my physical strength is weaker, and his light skills are not as good as mine, the two of us have their own strengths, even if we fight for a hundred rounds, we may not be able to share who wins and who loses.
When I saw that the sword in his hand was about to pierce me, I saw that it was about to pierce me, and I stood still and looked at him with a resentful gaze.
Probably in the moonlight, he saw who I was, he pulled the sword back, and I took advantage of this time to stab the sword into her chest, after the sword stabbed down, I saw a red blood flowing out, and my heart involuntarily felt a pain.
And it happened that at this time, he took a step back, and I didn't go any further, he put his hand on his chest, looked back at me, and then turned and ran away.
I know that it was he who made me, and if he hadn't been kind to me, then I would have been the one who had been hurt by now.
Although the female Guanzi kung fu is very powerful, but compared with him Jiang Shaoheng, there is still a gap, although Concubine Ru is a bad woman, but she does have her own unique place in educating people, the most commendable thing is that she actually educated Jiang Shaoheng into such a powerful and amazing person.
After Jiang Shaoheng left, I helped Li Yuanzheng up, and Li Yuanzheng hurriedly thanked me for my great kindness, and told me that if there was anything, you could tell him, and he would definitely repay him.
So I showed him my face, and I said to him, "My lord, it is me, and you remember that you promised me today that if I have anything in the future, I can ask you for help, and you still owe me a favor." ”
I know that men like Li Yuanzheng are the people who attach the most importance to promises, and they generally don't make promises to others easily, but once they do, they won't be so easy to overturn.
Li Yuanzheng was startled when he saw that it was me, he pointed at me and said, "How could it be you?" ”
"Yes, it's me, my lord, don't you think it's a surprise? Accidents don't matter, I just want you to remember what you said you owe me a favor, and if one day, I hope you can pay me back. ”
Li Yuanzheng nodded solemnly and asked me, "Who was going to kill me just now?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I don't care if the king believes it or not, in short, I don't know who that person is, if the king thinks that I sent someone to kill you, and then rescued you, and deliberately asked you for a favor, you can also think so." ”
"Nope." Li Yuanzheng said categorically: "I believe that you are not that kind of person, you are a fair and upright person, no wonder you refuse to marry me as a wife, it turns out that you have a higher and farther place in your heart." Okay, I made this friend of yours Li Yuanzheng today, and if I have the opportunity in the future, I will definitely repay you. ”
"Good. I have taken to heart what the king said today. ”
So Li Yuanzheng said goodbye to me, I looked at his back and walked farther and farther, and I felt a sense of melancholy in my heart for some reason.
Sometimes I feel that feelings are ethereal and invisible to me, and I know that I can do anything in my life, the only thing I can't do is to be emotional, but now it's not like that.
Now the moment I met him, everything had changed, why was it like this? No one can know, and there is that Fang Xiao, that mysterious Fang Liao, what the hell does he think? When he saw me in the palace, he would rather alarm the guards than save me, but he threw me into the river in order to escape for his life. What did he enter the palace for? What is there in him that makes him so cold?
I really don't know, I think I will slowly know these mysteries in the future, and these two people, one is Fang Xiao and the other is Jiang Shaoheng, will become two very important people in my life, because my life is tied to the two of them, and there is no way to break it if I want to.
Sometimes some people take a lifetime to understand, sometimes some people spend a lifetime to forget, sometimes some people spend a lifetime to make friends, and sometimes some people take a lifetime to know what is going on in their hearts.
There is a saying that the road knows the horsepower, and the people will see the hearts of the people over time, maybe in the future, I will know more and more things about them, and they will gradually understand me.