As soon as I looked up, I suddenly found that there was a man on my body, the man was naked, which I had never seen, and I was stunned for a long time, speechless.

At that moment, I really wanted to explain to him, but in this case, I knew that it was useless to explain, he must have a preconceived idea that I was having an affair with this man, and maybe my child was not his.

Why? Why is this happening? What the hell is going on? I wanted to ask Jiang Yanyun, but soon Jiang Yanyun was taken away by the emperor, and the man was also taken away by the emperor.

I hope the emperor can come to see me, but he never came, I don't know how this matter was dealt with in the end, but I know that I was locked up, and no one came to see me, I was locked up in the Wan'an Palace, and I couldn't go out every day.

Wan'an Palace suddenly became a forbidden palace, no one came to see me again, my heart was very uncomfortable, I didn't know what I was going to face next, and I didn't know what I was going to face next? In short, I have been sad in my heart, but I have nothing to do.

I hoped that the bad luck would pass soon, but it was so long, like a clear sky covering the dark clouds all over the sky, and I couldn't think of it.

The pain was like a poisonous snake, it surrounded me, it was so tight that it even made me think of suicide, but when I thought of the child in me, I told myself, I can't do this, even if it's not for myself, I have to live well for this child, don't you?

After thinking about this, I tried to regain my strength, I tried to keep myself from thinking about many things, but there are some things that I didn't think about, he wouldn't appear, I didn't think about it, it still appeared in my mind, like a nightmare, lingering.

In this way, a long, long time passed unconsciously, and when I saw the emperor again, he came to my side with the big eunuch, who was carrying a bowl of things on a tray, and I don't know what it was.

When I saw him, my eyes lit up, and I thought he believed me, so I stood up, met him, and said to him, "Your Majesty." After saying that, he looked at him with deep eyes.

I don't know what he was thinking at that moment, but anyway, when he saw me, he was slightly stunned and said, "Are you okay?" ”

I nodded and said, "Everything is fine, thank you, Your Majesty." ”

"That's good." He hugged me into his arms: "Concubine, concubine, imperial concubine, I shouldn't doubt you, I shouldn't think that you have done something sorry for me, and I shouldn't have failed to see you for so long, I apologize to you." He whispered.

"Your Majesty, do you really believe me?" When I heard him say that, my heart was moved.

"Yes, I choose to believe you." At last he said these words coldly, as if they were coming out of his teeth.

I know him very well, I know when he tells the truth and when he tells lies, and when he just finished saying this, I knew that he didn't believe me at all, so I shook my head and said, "Your Majesty, you didn't believe me at all, did you?" ”

He held my hand tightly and said to me, "It doesn't matter if I believe you or not, because I will let you live no matter what, and I will treat you well no matter what, you promise me now to give me this bowl of medicine to drink, I promise you, from now on as if nothing has happened, do you say?" ”

"What? Your Majesty, do you want me to drink the medicine? Why? I was stunned and speechless for a long time.

He shook his head and said, "No, as long as you promise me to drink this medicine, I will treat it as if nothing happened." You are still my good concubine, and I will still treat you the same as before, don't you want to live the same life with me? ”

After hearing him say this, I took the tray, I don't know why, the medicine was red, it looked like blood, and my eyes were red, after taking the medicine, I had a sense of foreboding in my heart for a moment, so I looked up at him and asked cautiously: "Your Majesty, what kind of medicine is this?" ”

He turned his face away from me, not daring to look at me: "It's just medicine for you." ”

I don't know why, there is an illusion in my heart, the emperor is lying to me, of course I hope this is an illusion, do you hope that the person who loves you, the person you also love is lying to you?

When the medicine came to my mouth, I couldn't drink it anymore, so I raised my head and looked at the emperor and said to the emperor: "This is not medicine for my body at all, is it?" Your Majesty, you can't deceive me, just as I never deceived you. ”

He suddenly turned his face to look at me, and roared, "Yes, this is a fetal pill, I want you to kill the evil seed in you, and from then on, I will start from scratch with you as if nothing happened." Otherwise, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life. ”

After hearing him shout like this, I immediately collapsed to the ground, I looked at him, tears in my eyes burst out of my eyes: "Your Majesty, you misunderstood, what I am pregnant with is really your daughter, she is really the emperor's daughter, why do you think he is a bad seed?" He is really the emperor's child. Your Majesty, didn't you say that you want to have a daughter with Siyao? Why are you so unhappy now that you have a child? ”

He said slowly: "Siyao, why do you want to lie to me? I have already found out, after I came in that day, I broke the adultery between you and your cousin, and the child in your belly is not mine's at all, it is your cousin's. ”

"It's not like this, Your Majesty, it's really not like this, I don't know that man at all, I don't know who he is, and I don't know why he's on me, I really don't know. If the emperor doesn't believe it, just ask my maidservant Yanyun. Yanyun has always known me best, Your Majesty, I beg you. I said to him.

After listening to my words, he became more and more irritable, and said to me, "You also asked me to ask Jiang Yanyun, right?" This matter was what Jiang Yanyun told me, and Jiang Yanyun recruited everything. She told me all the truth of the matter, why did you hide it from me? I've always trusted you so much, why did you hide it from me? ”

"What? Did Yanyun say that? After hearing this, I stood there stunned, unable to say a word.

Why? Why did Yanyun say this to the emperor, why did this happen? Why did she betray me? She's my most trusted palace maid.

I looked at the emperor, hugged his legs, and said to him: "Your Majesty, please believe me, please let my child go no matter what, please, I have a hunch that she will be a daughter, Your Majesty, I beg you." ”

The emperor lowered his head and looked at me, his eyes were like he wanted to kill me, I can understand that whenever a man thinks that he is wearing a green hat, he will not give a woman a good look in the future, especially like the emperor, he is a high-ranking ninety-five, he knows that his woman has an affair with someone else, and naturally it will not be good.

After a long time, he kicked me aside and said to me, "Are you still arguing here?" It turns out that you are a woman full of lies, and I actually misjudged you. ”

"If the emperor doesn't believe it, he can let Yanyun confront me. I really didn't lie to the emperor. ”

"Hmph, you have not deceived me, I know in my heart that you like to see Jiang Yanyun so much, I will let Jiang Yanyun accompany you." When he had said that, he took the eunuch with him.

And the bowl of medicine knocked over to the ground, and the big red juice made people look shocking, which made me feel very uncomfortable for a while.

So not long after, Jiang Yanyun was brought over, and when she saw me, she looked at me pitifully and didn't say a word.

I rushed forward and raised my hand to slap her, and said to her, "You, you, why do you want to hurt me?" Why do you want to hurt me? Why do you want to hurt me? If it weren't for you, the emperor wouldn't have misunderstood me at all, I have always been so good to you, but you betrayed me. Why is that? ”

After Jiang Yanyun heard my words, she knelt down for me, she looked at me, her face was like pear blossoms with rain: "I'm sorry, Imperial Concubine, I really didn't want to harm you, I really didn't want to, I was forced." ”

"What? Are you being forced? Who forced you? I looked at her: "What do you don't want to do, and who can force you?" ”

"Imperial concubine, I really don't dare to lie to you, I was really forced by someone, and the person who persecuted me was Concubine Ru. It was Concubine Ru who hid my brother, she told me that if I didn't tell the emperor like this, she would take my brother's life, I only have one brother, my brother is a single transmission of three generations, I can't watch him die, so Niangniang, I was wrong, please, please punish me. ”

When I heard her say this, I saw that she was crying profusely, and it didn't look like a hypocrisy, so my heart softened, so I stepped forward to help her up and asked, "What about your brother?" How is your brother now? ”

Her tears flowed again, she looked at me and said, "My brother doesn't know where to hide now, Concubine Ru told me that he is very safe, let me not worry, and told me not to leak this matter, otherwise, my brother will be buried with me." Niangniang, in fact, I really have no intention of harming you, you know, I have always been loyal to Niangniang, if it wasn't for Concubine Ru who caught my brother this time, I would never do this kind of thing. If Niangniang wants to kill, she has to listen to Zun, Yanyun also knows that she has no face to face Niangniang, and I only hope that Niangniang will not blame me. With that, she slammed into the pillar next to her.

Fortunately, I pulled fast, but her head had already hit the pillar, and a lot of blood came out, so I quickly took something to stop the bleeding for her, and while stopping the bleeding, I asked her, "Why are you so stupid?" Bengong didn't say that he wouldn't forgive you, Bengong had been blaming you before, because I didn't know why you suddenly betrayed Bengong, and now that Bengong knows that you have a younger brother who has been threatened, will Bengong always blame you? Hongu is not an unreasonable person. ”

"But, Niangniang, I know that I really did something wrong in this matter, I am outrageous, I should not accept the coaxing of Concubine Ru to treat Niangniang like this. But I don't know why, I really can't choose, I can't watch my brother die. My brother is only six years old. ”

After hearing her say this, I lowered my head and didn't say a word, I finally understood what was going on, she really didn't mean to betray me, although sometimes I don't see people so clearly, but at this time I prefer to believe that Yanyun she was really instigated.

I sighed and said, "This palace has always been very good to Concubine Ru, but Concubine Ru treats this palace like this, it's really chilling to think about." ”

"In fact, Concubine Niangniang is originally this kind of person, such as Concubine Niangniang is very jealous that Niangniang can get the emperor's favor, and she has long hated Niangniang in her heart, and she just wants to kill Niangniang and replace her, so Niangniang's every move, word and deed are under her control. She hated her mother a lot, so she did this. It's just that Niangniang didn't know about it all along, and Niangniang still regarded her as a good person. ”

After hearing her say this, I finally understood that the most wrong thing about all this was myself, it was I who recognized people as unladylike, and I mistook bad people for good people, so I ended up in this situation today.

I sighed and said, "There is no point of recovery until now, didn't Concubine Ru promise you to return your brother to you?" Why hasn't it been returned to you? ”

"She said that as long as I am willing to keep this secret for my mother, my brother is safe, she can make sure that my brother is okay, and if I don't do this, then my brother's life will be in danger. That's why for so long, I didn't dare to overturn the case for my mother. ”

"Concubine Ru is really ruthless, when she followed the palace, the palace didn't find out that she was such a person." I said with a sigh.

Everyone has a period of sadness, I want to forget but want to cover it up, it turns out that my sadness is caused by Rufei, but I can't do anything about her.

Now that the emperor has believed it, what can be done? I said to Yanyun: "Things have come to this point, we don't have to mention anything, the main palace is here to wait for the production, anyway, you have no place to go, you can serve the main palace here." ”

"Niangniang really still let Yanyun serve you?"

"What can not be allowed? Anyway, there is no one around Hongu who can be trusted now. ”

"Does Niangniang still trust Yanyun?" Jiang Yanyun's tears swirled in his eyes.

I said to her, "This palace has always believed in you, and I believe that you betrayed this palace once, and you will never betray this palace a second time, right?" ”

"Don't worry, Yanyun will never betray Niangniang, even if you want Yanyun's life, Yanyun will not do it.

Hearing her say that, I nodded and said, "In that case, then you can stay here." So Yanyun stayed with me and cared for me.

The so-called adversity sees the truth, when I was very favored by the emperor before, many people often came to the palace to see me, and all kinds of gifts were sent, but once I encountered danger, those people disappeared immediately.

And at this time, there are only two people who never forget me, one is Queen Xu and the other is Wang Guifei.

Empress Xu has always been virtuous, she knew that the emperor no longer favored me, after sealing Wan'an Palace like a cold palace, she still sent people to take care of me from time to time, take care of my diet, take care of my daily life, in short, everything is just like the beginning.

I believe that in Queen Xu's heart, she should completely believe in me, maybe she doesn't believe in anything else, what she believes in is my love for the emperor, because my love for the emperor is exactly the same as her love for the emperor, so she sees herself from me, and she believes in me so much, which makes me feel very moved.

And the other person is Wang Guifei, Wang Guifei has always united with the queen, and she is also a gentle and kind person, no matter what the queen asks her to do, she will do it without hesitation, she serves Queen Xu and is very respectful.

There is a legend that she used to be Queen Xu's maid in the past, so she was so respectful to Queen Xu, but I don't look like it, as for what is going on, I think only the two of them can know.

Empress Xu often came to see me, I don't know if this was ordered by the emperor, or she came to see me herself, but I think, this should be something that the emperor doesn't know, every time she comes to see me, she tells me to take good care of myself, don't lose the strength to survive because of the little turmoil in the palace.

She told me that anyone in this palace could encounter this kind of thing, so that I should not lose the courage to survive because of this.

After hearing her instructions, I nodded repeatedly and said to her: "Queen Mother, don't worry, I will live well no matter what." It's not for myself, it's for the flesh and bones in my womb. Niangniang, do you believe that the flesh and blood in my womb are the emperor's children? ”

After hearing me say this, she nodded and said: "Of course I believe it, the flesh and blood in your womb must be the emperor's child, because this palace can see that you are infatuated with the emperor, I believe that the emperor is just angry for a while, I believe that in time, he will definitely understand." Recently, the palace will always take care of you, no matter what happens, the palace will also take a good look at you, and after a period of time, the emperor's anger is gone, the palace will tell the emperor, I believe that the emperor will be able to listen to it at that time. ”

After hearing the queen say this, I nodded and said to her, "Thank you, Queen Mother." ”

"Okay, this palace is the head of the six palaces, this is what this palace should do. This palace is worried about you, and I can't think about anything in my heart, and I'm afraid that you will do something stupid one day. ”

"Don't worry, mother, I will never do this. Actually, I don't know if I should tell my mother or not, someone is trying to frame me for the whole thing. ”

"Who the hell is going to frame you?" Empress Xu asked me.

At that moment, I really wanted to tell the truth of the matter, but when I thought of Yanyun and her brother, I knew that I couldn't say it at this time, if I said it, Rufei might really hurt Yanyun's brother, and then I would be deeply guilty. So I shook my head and said, "I really can't say, I don't know if you believe it or not, but I really can't say it." ”

Probably because the queen mother was embarrassed to see me, she didn't embarrass me anymore, but I think she will definitely investigate this matter privately, and sure enough, the next time she came to see me, her face was a little heavy.

She said slowly: "I already know that someone wants to harm you, you have to take care of yourself no matter what, and take care of your flesh and blood, you know?" In the days to come, with this palace to support you, I believe that no one will dare to do anything to you. ”

"Thank you, Queen." I saluted her.

So in the following days, the queen mother treated me better, I think she must have believed me, knowing that I was innocent, I am very happy to meet such a good queen mother in the harem, I am really very lucky.

In this way, a few months passed without waves, and soon, seeing that the New Year was in March, at this time, the queen had to go to Mobei to worship the sky according to the rules, ostensibly to worship the sky, but in private I think this matter should be related to the emperor's biological mother, so the queen must go in person.

Before leaving, the queen specially brought Wang Guifei to see me, and she said to me: "Siyao, during the days when the palace is away, Wang Guifei will take care of all the affairs of the harem on behalf of the palace, if there is anything, you just tell Wang Guifei." Wang Guifei, she will definitely take care of you, and she will not let the traitor succeed. ”

When I heard her say this, I hurriedly saluted her and said, "Thank you, Queen Mother, thank you, Wang Guifei." ”

Wang Guifei hurriedly helped me up and said to me: "Imperial concubine, why do you say that? The position of the imperial concubine was originally above her sister, and it was a torment to her sister to salute her sister, I believe that all your grievances will disappear in the end, and you will definitely be able to see the sun after the dark clouds, you can rest assured. ”

When I heard the comfort of the two of them, my heart was very warm, and I was very glad that in this deep palace, in addition to killing and fighting, there was such a dignified sisterhood.

Not long after, Queen Xu went to Mobei to worship the heavens, and in the following days, Wang Guifei really took care of me and treated me very well.

Soon it was time for me to give birth, but at this time, something unexpected happened to me, that is, Wang Guifei suddenly fell ill and had a very serious illness, no one knew why she had this illness, but she was very sick, and she had a high fever for several days, and she was too busy to take care of herself.

Although she sent someone to take care of me before she got sick, all the palace maids and eunuchs were far from being as good as her, and that night, when I was finally about to give birth, Yanyun saw this situation, so he hurriedly went to find Wang Guifei.

Who knew that he was so sick that he couldn't wake up, and Yanyun had no choice but to come back and deliver the baby for me.

I gave birth to a girl, and it was as the emperor wished, and he once said that he hoped that our child would be a girl, and that the girl would be blessed, so that she could look like me and not have to fall into the struggle of the deep palace, which was what he longed for the most.

I gave birth to a girl as he wished, but now the emperor is no longer by my side.

At this time, Wan'an Palace suddenly caught fire, this fire came very unexpectedly, and it was also very sudden, it must have been deliberately put by someone, Yanyun and I were frightened.

Seeing this situation, Yanyun hurriedly stepped forward and pulled me and said to me: "Niangniang, let's leave quickly, obviously someone wants to set fire to our palace and burn us to death." ”

After I heard her say this, I nodded, with a sad look on my face, and I said to her, "Yanyun, I'm not leaving, you can take the princess away." I've just given birth now, and I don't have any strength in my body, so I can't walk at all. ”

"Niangniang, you better come with me, otherwise, what should I do? Do you want the little princess to be born without someone to take care of? ”

"I don't want to do that, but I really can't go, and if you don't hurry up, you're going to be in danger. Anyway, you don't care about me anymore, you can go quickly. You just need to help me take good care of my child, and my child will be entrusted to you. As I spoke, I handed the child to Yanyun.

At this time, I knew that if I left, the people who set fire to the palace would not stop there, they would definitely do everything possible to hunt down my child, and until childbirth, the emperor never came to see me, and I gradually lost confidence in this world, what is the point of my life? Rather than this, it is better to die a hundred times.

I didn't have the slightest fighting spirit in my heart, and seeing that the fire was about to burn in, I said to Yanyun: "If you don't leave quickly, the little princess's life will be gone." The life of the little princess and the hatred of this palace are all borne on you, you can go quickly. ”

Yanyun listened to my words, her tears flowed down, she knelt down with a plop, kowtowed to me three times, and said to me: "Niangniang, today is Yanyun is not good, Yanyun has hurt you to this point, and one day, even if I fight for my life, I will accompany Niangniang." I'll go out of the palace now and hand over the little palace maid to Jian Shilang and his wife, and then die with this lady. With that, she took my daughter and left.

When I saw them gone, my heart relaxed.

Yanyun finally escaped with my daughter, I believe that my daughter will be safe, I watched the fire spread faster and faster, and soon, it burned around me, but I didn't feel a trace of pain in my body.

The only thing I think about in my heart is, has the emperor ever thought of me now, has he ever thought about me, and has he ever taken care of my safety? Your Majesty, does he still have me in his heart?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shed tears, and then I didn't know anything about the next thing, the fire gradually spread over me, and I whispered: "Ask what the love in the world is, and teach people to live and die." And he was buried in the fire.

I only hope that when the emperor comes to see me, he can shed a tear, which is already the greatest blessing in my life.