Oda Shingen, an old Japanese priest, although he is not an easy guy to get along with, he still has some real skills, otherwise he would not have been sent by Kazuo Kato to protect them as the only descendant of the Kato family.

Although I have already sensed that the yang poison is frantically invading my body, but because I am in the game, I still have the most lingering illusions, thinking that I will not die, and I may still have the ability to rescue the miscellaneous hairy path. However, Oda, as an outsider, mercilessly pointed out my illness directly - I can't survive the Lantern Festival.

That means I have less than two weeks to live.

And at this moment, I am scarred, I can't be angry at all, like a wasted person, what can I do to save the miscellaneous hairy path?

Come to think of it, Mao Tongzhen and the others did not increase their search efforts and find people to set up reconnaissance everywhere, but quietly waited for the news of my death. Because in their eyes, I am already a dead man.

At dinner that day, I didn't eat much, even the Yunnan rice noodles that Kato Ya specially ordered, I only ate a few bites, and I didn't have any appetite at all.

I never despaired like I did, and I felt like I had lost all my support.

No matter what, I couldn't use my strength, I couldn't exert my strength, and I felt the pressure that was everywhere sweeping in from all directions, breaking me.

After falling into despair, my mind began to run wild. I would even think of using the Golden Silkworm Gu to create a large area of plague, and then use these patients as a threat to let Mao Tongzhen treat my injuries and let me and the miscellaneous hair trail go?

As soon as this extreme thought appeared, my heart began to flutter.

Yes, I'm a real Gu master, why should a person like me compare his skills and magic weapons with those elders of the top sects? Isn't the field I'm best at Gu poison? These top masters have anti-Gu secret methods, but the common people don't have them? If I threaten these people's lives, will Mao Tongzhen compromise?

After a hasty dinner, I returned to my room and sat alone in front of the window and thought carefully.

At the beginning, my mood was extremely violent, and there seemed to be a voice in my heart, constantly shouting: Why do you have to endure, why do you have to back down, why do you want to make yourself so embarrassed? Where is my preciousness in the lives of those ordinary people? Even if you want to die, you have to pull tens of millions of people to be buried with me, so that those who are playing tricks and tricks in the back can see, it is their suppression that makes these innocent people die! They, those high-ranking officials and lords, should be inescapable of the death of these people!

Kill, kill, kill! Poison, poison, poison!

Let you *** taste what a little person like me will do when you are cornered!

I sat in front of the window and thought for a while, my heart was burned with anger, the pleasure of revenge came in waves, and I felt like the blood was about to burn, and I wanted to go out immediately, and poison people near Hongbin Villa, which was refreshing.

And at this time, there was a knock on my door, and then Aya Kato's voice sounded outside the door: "Lu San, can I come in?" ”

I was undecided, and said in a muffled voice. The door opened, and Yaya Kato walked in with a cup of tea and a plate of snacks.

She said as she walked, "Lu Sang, do you have something on your mind?" You...... Ah, what's wrong with your eyes? ”

I was so excited that I couldn't calm down, but I said, "What's wrong?" ”

Kato also placed the teacup and saucer on the table, then pulled out a mirror and handed it to me. I took it and looked inside, only to see the man in the mirror, with a hideous face, an inexorable anger, a pair of eyes, red, bleeding, so strange that I didn't even know it.

I rubbed my stiff, gloomy face and took a deep breath, wondering how I could have become so horrified. Constantly rubbing my face and taking deep breaths, I felt a lot calmer, Kato Yaya also helped me to sit down, and then sat on the edge of the bed opposite me, stared at me with her deep eyes, and said softly: "Lu San, are you sad?" ”

In front of Yaya Kato's smile like a breeze, I didn't hide much, put down the mirror in my hand, then covered my face with my hands, leaned back against the chair, inhaled greedily, felt uncomfortable, sighed again, and said: "Alas, my life has been wonderful enough, and I didn't live in vain." It's just a little greedy that if I can live forever, it's actually good - in this world, I have too many worries to rest assured. ”

Kato Yaya also asked cautiously: "Lu Sang, who are the people in this world who are worthy of your concern?" ”

Her question made me a little defenseless, I rubbed my face, smiled bitterly, thought for a while, and then began to count: "First of all, my parents, my family, and Duoduo, the little demon, and my Golden Silkworm Gu; And then there are my friends Lao Xiao, and my friends in the south, in my hometown—and of course, all the people who have helped me, like Miss Kotoe, you. ”

When I said this, I was originally polite to the occasion, but Kato Yaya's dark eyes suddenly became hazy, and he seemed to be a little shy, and said cautiously: "Lu San, Qin Hui's life was saved by you, and besides, you are the person entrusted by Yuan Er's deathbed and his most trusted friend, I should do it to help you." ”

Yin and Yang are in harmony, and when I hear the words of Kato Yaya with a strange accent, the anger in my heart is unraveling little by little, and I seem to feel a lot more relaxed.

Although she had some misunderstandings about the relationship between me and Haraji, I didn't intend to clarify it. Many things, different positions, there is no absolute right or wrong. After chatting for a while, Kato Yaya suddenly blushed and asked me: "Lu Sang, isn't there a girl in your heart who is particularly reluctant?" How many times have you been in a relationship? ”

I heard it, and then looked at the beautiful and innocent girl in front of me, and I couldn't help but feel a swaying in my heart, but when I thought of my condition, I couldn't help but feel sad, and recalled with a wry smile.

Before Xiaomei, I had two relationships, the first was my first love, when I just came out to work and fell in love with a girl named Jiang Ying, I got along with it without knowing anything, but at that time, I didn't understand anything, and I couldn't give the girl the happiness she wanted, and I ended up with someone else; After that, I was debauched, as the worker said, playing with flowers, but it didn't last long, not enough to tell, the real second paragraph, it was a girl two years older than me, she taught me a lot, and the feelings were very deep, but I was hurt even more; Since then, I have been a little restrained, and later I met Xiaomei again......

I'm a very reserved person, and I don't like to express my emotions casually, and do more than talk, so even the miscellaneous gossip has never heard me say this. However, on this dying night, in the face of a foreign girl who was as beautiful as the moon and as white as water, I felt like a chatterbox, slowly summarizing and telling the past of my youth.

When I talked about this, I didn't feel the grief and sadness in my heart at that time, only a faint regret and a deep sense of gratitude.

I inexplicably want to thank those friends who have left traces in my life, it is they who have made my short life more colorful, the faces that are clear or blurred, and the strong or indifferent past, now it seems, have turned into a soft sigh.

After talking about my emotional experience, I was not less interested, and talked about my friends, Lao Jiang, A Gen, Yang Yu, Ma Haibo, and Ah Pei and Kong Yang, who knew each other during their working years...... They are all ordinary people, but they have given me so much care and warmth; I talked about my childhood, to my teachers who taught me, to my friends who played with me all the time, and how many old people I had - and when I talked about that, I suddenly felt a strong sense of guilt for the decision I had just made.

If a person, because of the grievances he has suffered, his own selfish anger is vented on the innocent, those who are innocent like the friends I know. So, what is the difference between this behavior and livestock?

Everything I do is not for those who are in high positions, but for those ordinary friends around me, for the beauty and kindness of the world. How can I be lost?

Speaking of the worst, my forehead was hot, but my back was cold.

I looked at the beauty in front of me like jade, looked at the elegant beauty outside the window, thought of my ordinary and extraordinary life, sighed in my heart, and said If I die at this moment, then die. My heart is at peace, so why bother? is worthy of the heart, even if you die, there is nothing to regret......

It has been a long time since a man as strong as me has spoken like this, and at this deathbed, in front of this woman who can understand what I am talking about, I am like a child, talking a lot. Later, I couldn't even remember what I was talking about, I just remembered that my words were getting less and less, and my brain was getting darker and darker.

Because of the invasion of yang poison, I began to get confused, and I felt that the woman in front of me began to become blurred, and for a while it became my first love, and for a while I became Xiaomei, and for a while it seemed to become Xiaohetian, Chi Limei, and Xuerui...... And the little demon?

Or something else......

Anyway, many of the women I've seen in my life have appeared one after another, groggy and groggy, and I feel like I'm going to die.

After the last, I seemed to see Huang Fei in front of me, tears in my eyes, biting my red and tender lips, full of infinite temptation, high fever made my blood boil, breathing poorly, looking at the beauty like jade, I couldn't help but think of Huang Fei in the house at the entrance of Xinjiekou in our county, a night of madness, swimming dragons and phoenixes, all the passion and inappropriateness of children, all the passion and inappropriateness of children, all surged into my heart.

I took a deep breath, for fear that I would frighten the beauty in front of me, but my eyes were straight and fixed on the delicate red lips.

The owner of the red lips spoke, and she seemed to ask me, "Do you like me?" ”

I was already burning unconscious, and said in a voice that almost moaned, "Like ......"

Immediately after, I felt my lips clenched with the same fiery warmth, and the enthusiasm was like fire.