Chapter 64: May you be well
Shen Linxi got on an overpass, and while walking in a hurry, she suddenly saw a person sitting on the ground on the right side of the bridge. It was an old beggar woman, her sparse white hair tossed by the wind.
She couldn't help but slow down, and she hesitated past the old woman. However, after taking two steps, she stopped again. She took out a five-dollar bill from her wallet, turned back, walked to the old woman's side, bent down and gently placed the note in the old woman's hand, and then walked away quickly.
On such a cold night, when Linxi saw the shivering old man, who had been enduring the biting cold wind on the overpass in order to get as much money as possible, her heart became sad. If it weren't for all kinds of helplessness, who would be willing to freeze in the cold night, bleeding in the heart, bowing his head and begging?
When Shen Linxi sat in a noodle restaurant outside the school, eating a bowl of steaming beef noodles, she still had a faint melancholy in her heart. Suddenly, she remembered one night a year ago. It was also on such a cold night, and with such a cold wind, it was also in this noodle restaurant that she ordered a bowl of beef noodles alone. It's just that later, Yin Yichen came to her without warning.
When he thought of Yin Yichen, a strange emotion flashed uncontrollably in Shen Linxi's heart. She still can't tell how she really feels. For Yin Yichen, she seems to have been unable to let go, is it a pity? Sad? Nostalgia? It seems that every mood is there, but it doesn't seem to be.
Although she and Shang Yuchen started a relationship because of a mistake, the two have been together for more than half a year, and Shang Yuchen's position in her heart is now very important. She has even accepted Shang Yuchen's plan, as long as he applies to a school in the United States, she will go to the United States first and then apply to the school to study in the name of accompanying the student.
In fact, Shen Linxi had never considered such a plan to study abroad and possibly stay abroad in the future to develop such a plan before meeting Shang Yuchen. Because Zhou Qin loves her very much, and she also enjoys the family relationship with Zhou Qin very much, she has just been planning the path of development in China.
However, due to the appearance of Shang Yuchen and his ambitious plan for the future, Shen Linxi had to face the reality that he might miss Zhou Qin in a foreign country in the future. However, for the sake of Shang Yuchen, she had to replan her life.
Thinking of Shang Yuchen, Shen Linxi's heart rippled with sweetness and tranquility. However, on a night like today, Yin Yichen's figure lingered in her mind no matter what.
As soon as she thought of Yin Yichen, there was a complex emotion in Shen Linxi's heart that quietly grew and spread, making her unable to let go. As soon as she thought of him, Shen Linxi always had a faint sentimentality in her heart, as if a picture slipped in front of her: a handsome and picturesque young man, in the twilight streamer, was gazing at her affectionately, calling her softly, asking her to walk with him. However, she couldn't get to his side.
The shallow melancholy seems to have been deeply implanted in Shen Linxi's heart. I don't know when it started, this trance feeling sometimes hit her heart, and then a complex emotion will arise. Just like for the most important exam in life, a student with excellent character and academic performance has been extremely well prepared, but in the end, she is absent. For this, she blamed herself, worried, panicked, and regretted, and was never able to make it easy.
The last few noodles in the bowl had already become cold, Shen Linxi picked them up, rolled them with chopsticks, and then watched the noodles loosen from the chopsticks and slide into the bowl. She unconsciously repeated it several times before finally putting down her chopsticks in abruptness.
She walked out of the restaurant, and the cold wind was blowing in her face. There seemed to be a little snow flakes in the sky, shining brightly under the street lamps, and suddenly it was blown away without a trace.
Shen Linxi stretched out her hand to touch these light and flying silver dots, and her palms were a little wet and cold. It's snowing! That's fast! In the blink of an eye, another year will pass.
So much has happened in this year. To this day, Shen Linxi recalls that there are still some unreal feelings. The days fly by and go away without leaving a trace, and only the only thing that can prove its arrival and passing seems to be people's memory.
Although the weather was cold, Shen Linxi slowed down, she didn't know what she wanted to remember, she just wanted to let the wind sober her heart on such a cold night.
Suddenly, a voice in front of her interrupted her thoughts, "Yin Yichen-"
Shen Linxi thought that she was having auditory hallucinations, because she had been thinking about Yin Yichen just now, and now she began to hallucinate?
She looked up and looked ahead, where a group of people were walking in front of her. There is a brightly lit restaurant in front of the right side of the road, and several people are coming out of the hotel one after another, and the voice called "Yin Yichen" comes from this group of people.
Shen Linxi couldn't help but stop, waiting for these people to walk in front of her, and then she slowly followed the footsteps of these people and walked forward.
I heard a boy's voice in front of me, it was Yan Shenhan, "You have basically come back once a year in the past two years, and you have a good life abroad, right?" ”
Then, a voice came from Shen Linxi's ears, "Generally, it's just a lot calmer, and it's busy!" ”
Shen Linxi's heart trembled suddenly, and a warm current surged into his chest. The voice was so familiar and intimate, it seemed to have been in her heart all along. She looked at the backs of these people one by one, and then saw Yin Yichen. He was sandwiched between several people, still so tall and calm.
Shen Linxi followed from time to time, quietly and unknowingly looking at Yin Yichen's back and listening to his voice.
Soon, Yin Yichen and the others walked to the east gate of the school. And Shen Linxi's memory returned to that winter night last year in an instant, remembering the scene when she bumped into Yin Yichen at the east gate and was so frightened by him that she almost lost half of her soul.
Suddenly, the tip of Shen Linxi's nose was sour, and her eyes were already blurred with tears. "Yin Yichen, I hope you are doing well!" Shen Linxi read silently in her heart. Her eyes were firmly fixed on Yin Yichen's back under the street lamp, and it seemed that he would disappear from her eyes in the next moment.
Suddenly, Yin Yichen seemed to sense something, his footsteps paused, and at the same time, he glanced back and glanced back, and saw a figure more than ten meters behind, but then, his vision was blocked by the body of the classmate walking behind him.
He withdrew his gaze and continued on his way, but he immediately stopped again, looked back again, and looked behind him. This time, Yin Yichen clearly saw the beautiful figure under the street lamp, as well as the face exposed outside the scarf, and he was stunned all of a sudden.
Yan Shenhan next to him dragged him: "Chen, what are you looking at?" Let's go! ”
Yin Yichen came back to his senses at this time, and he whispered: "You guys go first, I have something to do." After speaking, he bypassed the others and walked towards Shen Linxi. Although the others were a little confused, they all continued to walk forward in twos and threes.
Yin Yichen's steps towards Shen Linxi were very slow, and he suddenly became suspicious of his eyes. Is it because he thinks too much about Shen Linxi, so he hallucinates? Or, did he recognize the wrong person? The familiar figure in front of him, as soon as he closed his eyes, the face in front of him would appear, was it really her?
He stopped and looked at the person in front of him steadily, a white trench coat, skinny jeans and a pair of sneakers with an inner height, as elegant and simple as ever. The big eyes that seemed to have tears in their eyes, shining in the light, were looking at him.
Yin Yichen's heart beat violently, it was really Shen Linxi! It was Shen Linxi who he had called countless times in his heart!
Shen Linxi had also stopped, looking at Yin Yichen a few meters away, she was stunned. She didn't expect that in the summer two years ago, after Yin Yichen left lonely, he and she would look at each other face-to-face like this again. She tried to squeeze out a smile, but the sour nose made her purse her lips tightly, holding back the tears from falling.
Yin Yichen took another step and walked over slowly, until he walked in front of Shen Linxi. Looking at her so real, Yin Yichen couldn't help but have mixed feelings, he had been looking forward to it for so long, and finally, he finally saw her! This time, will he continue to suppress his deep love for her?
Suddenly, Yin Yichen's mind came up with the tall boy, the good brother who grew up with him, the boy who dropped a heavy kiss on Shen Linxi's lips, and the boy who called Shen Linxi "my princess". That person is now Shen Linxi's...... Boyfriend? Now, are they still together?
Yin Yichen looked at Shen Linxi with mixed feelings, he felt that he was really wrong in the past. He always took it for granted that Shen Linxi would not accept him anymore, although he could feel that Linxi actually had him in his heart. So, he always wanted to wait until he grew up to be good enough, and then ask Shen Linxi to give him love, so he never confessed his heart to Shen Linxi, but asked her to wait for him.
He knew that Shen Linxi was so outstanding, but he still insisted on waiting quietly. But in the end, he waited to witness the intimate picture of Linxi and other boys, and he could only leave sadly. However, for some reason, Yin Yichen always insisted on the feeling in his heart: Shen Linxi has him in her heart, and she likes him!
Yin Yichen looked at Shen Linxi in front of her, she was as beautiful as ever, her bright eyes were staring at him quietly. Yin Yichen raised his hands and slowly stroked Shen Linxi's cheeks, his fingers gently slid over her cold face, and he whispered, "Linxi, I've been thinking about you all the time." ”
Tears poured out of Shen Linxi's eyes and hazy her eyes. Her throat felt like it was clogged with a ball of cotton, and she couldn't say a word.
Yin Yichen looked at Linxi, who was teary-eyed, and took out a tissue to gently wipe away her tears, and then he pulled Shen Linxi forward. But Shen Linxi couldn't stop crying, at this moment, she was like a child who didn't know the way, let Yin Yichen pull her away.
Yin Yichen pulled Shen Linxi into a nearby teaching building and went to a secluded corner. He looked at Shen Linxi, who was hanging his head and crying silently, so he lowered his head and gently kissed her eyes and cheeks with his lips.
Shen Linxi avoided his kiss and said with tears in her eyes: "Chen, don't be like this, we can't do it." ”