Yin Yichen held Shen Linxi's face with both hands, he lowered his head and kissed Shen Linxi's lips like in countless fantasies, but there was no imaginary sweetness and intoxication, only salty tears on Shen Linxi's lips and the bitterness in his heart.

He closed his eyes, his lips rubbing against Linxi's, kissing her back and forth, over and over again.

Shen Linxi's heart trembled, but she still gently pushed Yin Yichen away, wiped the tears from her face with her hand, and said, "Chen, it's not early, let's go!" ”

With that, Shen Linxi was about to turn around and leave. Yin Yichen hugged her from behind, buried his head in her hair, and his voice came out muffled: "Are you with Chen?" ”

Shen Linxi nodded lightly and did not speak.

"You...... Like him? ”

"Hmm."

Yin Yichen whispered in Shen Linxi's ear: "I made the most serious mistake. If I could turn back time, I wouldn't be so stupid anymore, and I wouldn't keep you waiting for me. I will fight for you without hesitation until you accept me. ”

Shen Linxi closed her eyes suddenly, perhaps, this is the reason why she and Yin Yichen missed it again. This time, there is no one to hinder them, but they have all lost their high school years, just the impulse of youth, the pursuit of love without hesitation, and the persistence and fiery enthusiasm are gone.

Yin Yichen asked: "You have always had me in your heart, haven't you?" ”

Shen Linxi was so soft that she didn't know how to answer.

Yin Yichen asked again: "Two years ago, the day before I met you in the library, you called me, you wanted to see me, didn't you?" ”

Shen Linxi didn't know whether to tell the truth, so she kept silent.

Yin Yichen continued to ask: "When you called me, did someone answer?" Is it Han Ruiyan? ”

Shen Linxi's body stiffened, and Yin Yichen immediately felt the subtle changes in her body, so he turned her body around and looked into her eyes: "What did she say?" Did you misunderstand something? ”

Shen Linxi remembered the night that made her suffer from her feelings for the second time, so she couldn't help frowning slightly, and said faintly: "If there is anything to misunderstand, I have seen it." ”

Yin Yichen asked with a puzzled expression, "What do you see?" ”

Shen Linxi shook his head slightly: "It's all over, what's the point of mentioning it again!" ”

Yin Yichen was in a hurry, he clenched Linxi's hand, looked down into her eyes, and said solemnly: "Linxi, you tell me that I can't be so unclear." I haven't done anything. ”

Shen Linxi saw that Yin Yichen was looking at him very persistently, so she groaned for a while, and then stopped hiding it: "That night, I really wanted to see you." So, I called your mobile phone, but it was Han Ruiyan who answered it. She said that you were outside and it was not convenient for you to answer the phone, so I waited at the school gate and the result was ......"

Shen Linxi stopped, not wanting to say any more. Yin Yichen's eyes stared at her for a moment, and when she saw that she didn't continue at the key point, she eagerly asked, "What's the result?" ”

Shen Linxi lowered his head and hesitated for a moment before raising his head. She looked directly at Yin Yichen with a faint pain in her eyes: "As a result, I saw you carrying Han Ruiyan on your back, she was lying on your back, you were talking and laughing, very intimate." ”

When Yin Yichen heard this, he was stunned for a moment. He frowned, trying to remember the day.

After Shen Linxi told her about this past that made her very sad, she turned her head to the side with resentment.

Yin Yichen suddenly recalled the situation of that day, and his heart suddenly surged with complex emotions, anger, regret, and anxiety...... He now has every reason to think that what happened later that night was all designed by Han Ruiyan.

Yin Yichen couldn't help but clench Shen Linxi's arm: "Linxi, it's not what you think." That day, after I separated from you, when I left, when I was about to arrive at the school gate, I ran into her and suddenly broke her foot, and I wanted to take her to the hospital, but she said no, just go back to the dormitory and rest for a day.

Later, I saw that she couldn't walk, and I couldn't get a taxi at that time, so I carried her. When I entered the school, I stopped a boy who was riding a bicycle and asked him to help send Han Ruiyan back to the dormitory. Linxi, Han Ruiyan and I are just classmates, you misunderstood me. ”

When Shen Linxi heard this, she turned her head and stared at Yin Yichen deeply. She looked at Yin Yichen's handsome face full of anxious looks, his beautiful and deep eyes were full of truth, he held her arms tightly, as if he wanted to let her realize his sincerity through the strength of his limbs.

Shen Linxi was shaken, in fact, deep in her heart, it seemed that she had never really doubted Yin Yichen. Therefore, now Yin Yichen has an anxious expression that wants to open his heart and show her, and her heart is actually clear.

Lin Yi saw that Yi Min didn't say a word, thinking that she was still doubting herself, so he panicked and hugged Yi Min into his warm arms. He hugged Yimin tightly and said very solemnly: "Yimin, you believe me, you must believe me, I am not lying." You should know, I only have you in my heart. ”

Yimin couldn't help but feel a sadness from the bottom of her heart, who said that "we don't understand love when we first fall in love". Her first love-like affection was born to Lin Yi. The hesitation, entanglement, longing, longing, and confusion of the past are all unspeakable feelings in her heart. It's just that because of her reserve, shyness, and arrogance, she doesn't know how to grasp her true emotions at all.

Shen Linxi suddenly understood at this moment why deep in her heart, there was always a faint guilt towards Yin Yichen. That's because, in fact, she never really thought that Lin Yi was sorry for her. It's just that she couldn't bear to witness the sad scene that made her sad, so she stubbornly refused to understand the truth, didn't give Yin Yichen a chance to explain the situation, and she also allowed herself to be angry with Yin Yichen, and told herself that it was Yin Yichen who turned her back on the love between him and her who had not yet confessed to each other.

So, in fact, the one who really betrayed the relationship was herself. It was she who willfully suppressed her heart, ignored Yin Yichen's persistence and waiting, and trampled on the innocent love that should have been cherished.

It is precisely because of this that her love affair with Shang Yuchen has always made her feel faintly uneasy. She felt like someone who was already engaged, but turned her back on her moral and emotional responsibilities and threw herself into the arms of someone else. This made her subconscious always have an inexplicable sense of guilt, and this bad psychology also affected her, making her unable to treat the relationship between her and Shang Yuchen wholeheartedly.

Fortunately, Shang Yuchen gave her unreserved love, and Shen Linxi was deeply moved by this, so she gradually opened her heart to Shang Yuchen. It's just that when she dreams back at midnight, she is still melancholy and gloomy sometimes, and those negative moods have nothing to do with Shang Yuchen, because she can't let go of her guilt for Yin Yichen in her heart.

Yin Yichen hugged Shen Linxi's hand tightly and refused to relax at all, as if once he let go, Shen Linxi would never come back. His heart has never been so unrestrained and unrestrained, and it has never been so nervous and panicked.

"Linxi, I know you have always had me in your heart, you think I betrayed you, that's why you accepted Chen, right? You like me until now, you don't deny your heart. Linxi, you don't know how much I love you, let's be together! I love you so much! ”

Hearing this "I love you so much", Shen Linxi's heart couldn't help but choke. This late confession made her feel faint joy and deep sadness. Her beautiful feeling for Yin Yichen's first love, in such a cold night, still has a warm temperature, but that is in the past after all.

Some things, if it's late, it's really late. Some people only have the fate of acquaintance, so they are destined to be unable to love each other and stay together. She can no longer go back to the beginning and calmly accept Yin Yichen's love for her, and the former feelings, since she has missed it, can only say goodbye with tears.

Shen Linxi raised her head from Yin Yichen's arms and looked at his affectionate eyes, feeling very unbearable. But she still said calmly: "Chen, I'm sorry, I blamed you before." However, we have really missed it, and you must not miss your own fate in the future. ”

Yin Yichen's eyes closed for a moment, and he said in Shen Linxi's ear: "You are my fate." ”

Shen Linxi sighed in her heart, and had no choice but to say: "Yin Yichen, I have a good relationship with him, I won't, and I can't let him down." ”

As soon as he heard this, Yin Yichen's body stiffened, but he quickly said: "I was too cautious and rational before, and I didn't grasp it well, it's all my fault, you forgive me." ”

Shen Linxi shook her head helplessly: "Chen, don't do this, we will all make mistakes." Maybe it's because your true fate hasn't come yet, so there will be a miss between us. You will surely have your own happiness. ”

Yin Yichen whispered: "You are my greatest happiness, without you, I will not be happy." ”

Shen Linxi sighed: "Time will make a lot of feelings disappear slowly. Years later, when you think of me, you will feel that this experience is just a fragment of your life, and I am just a passing guest in your life. ”

Yin Yichen just hugged Shen Linxi tightly: "You don't understand, you are an eternal existence in my life." From the first time I saw you, my heart was filled with you. Every time we meet, I recall every word, every expression, every look and every smile you say.

I'll think about everything about you for a long time. I long for myself to be good enough, to be able to take on a piece of responsibility for you, and to the day when you will be with me willingly. So, I've been working hard to become someone you can be proud of as soon as possible. ”

Yin Yichen's emotional words made Shen Linxi feel very powerless again. She lowered her head and said very bitterly in her heart: "Yin Yichen, forgive me, I really can't." ”

However, Yin Yichen was stubborn to the end, he hugged Shen Linxi's arm and intensified: "We should have been together." ”

Neither of them spoke anymore and embraced each other silently for a long time. Then, Shen Linxi silently recited in her heart, "Say goodbye to this first love!" Shen Linxi, you have to let go! ”

So, Shen Linxi slowly but firmly broke free from Yin Yichen's arms, and she said solemnly: "Chen, I cherish the past days. But in the future, I really can't be with you. In the future, maybe one day, we will meet again, and then I hope you must say to me, 'I'm doing well and happy!' ’”

Yin Yichen looked deeply at Shen Linxi's tearful eyes. After a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Do you have to be like this?" Have you really decided? ”

Shen Linxi closed her eyes and nodded slowly.

Yin Yichen's voice was hoarse, and he said with great difficulty: "Linxi, I know that if you are with me, you will feel guilty about Chen again. It seems that I can only respect your choice. But I can't bless you and him, I can't. Still, I hope you are happy. ”

Yin Yichen's tall figure looked extremely lonely at the moment, he took Shen Linxi's hand and slowly walked towards the school gate. When he arrived at the door, he reached out and untied his scarf, and carefully wrapped Shen Linxi around his neck to cover his face, and then pulled her towards the door.

The cold wind howled, swept the snowflakes, and met them, but the two of them were unaware. Yin Yichen hugged Shen Linxi tightly in his arms. After tonight, the two don't know when they will meet again, and even if they do, he can only bury his feelings deep in his heart and will not make her feel embarrassed again.

Along the way, the two of them walked extremely slowly, and neither of them spoke. In front of the dormitory building, Yin Yichen reached out and untied Shen Linxi's scarf and held it in his own hand. He kept his head down and said nothing.