425 I will not be soft
Shi Xiaorui couldn't hold back anymore and threw herself into her arms: "Sister Qinglan...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
Lu Qinglan didn't interrupt her, she knew that Shi Xiaorui needed to vent.
Like coaxing a child, Lu Qinglan stroked her back and let her cry in her arms.
It wasn't until the crying slowly became smaller that she helped Shi Xiaorui up, took out a tissue and gently wiped away her tears: "Xiaorui, you are not sorry for me." ”
Shi Xiaorui shook her head violently, her lips trembling and she couldn't speak.
"Xiaorui," Lu Qinglan put his hands on her shoulders and let her look at herself, and said seriously, "You don't have to feel guilty about me, after all, the person who did those things was not you, you don't know, and I don't know, why should you force yourself on a mistake that doesn't belong to you?" Will this make your heart feel better? Then have you ever thought that you would make friends who care about you, me, Xiao Gu, or even ...... Is Qin Xin sad? ”
"I'm sorry ......"
Lu Qinglan sighed: "Don't say I'm sorry anymore, it's not you who should say I'm sorry." ”
Shi Xiaorui snapped her fingers, and she couldn't help but think of Miao Yiyang.
Lu Qinglan glanced at her, suppressed her distress, and looked solemn: "Maybe it's really more cruel than what you know today, are you sure you still want to listen?" ”
As soon as the words fell, she caught a glimpse of Shi Xiaorui's hand on her lap moving violently.
She didn't urge, she knew what Shi Xiaorui was guilty of, what she was sad about, sometimes the naked truth was far more hurtful than she imagined, not to mention, what hurt people was her friends who had always trusted.
The office was silent, as if a pin could echo when it fell to the ground.
"Sister Qinglan......" After a long time, Shi Xiaorui finally spoke hoarsely, "Tell me, don't hide it from me, I want to know...... All. ”
Lu Qinglan clenched her hand, did not hesitate any longer, and told her everything completely, without adding a word or hiding a word.
She figured it out, Shi Xiaorui has the right to know the truth. They had been hiding it from her before, because they didn't want her to be hurt, but they forgot that if they kept hiding it from her, how long could they hide it? What if Miao Yiyang used Shi Xiaorui's trust to hurt her again?
Shi Xiaorui needs to grow, even if the price of this growth is betrayal.
"That's all you want to know."
After saying the last word, Shi Xiaorui's breath stagnated, and she couldn't tell what she felt in her heart.
It turned out that Yiyang's approach from the beginning was purposeful.
It turned out that he was also in the use of Yiyang.
It turned out that Yiyang was carrying Sister Qinglan behind his back, and he had done so many unforgivable things behind his back.
Originally......
Shi Xiaorui suddenly couldn't think about it, she couldn't help but wonder, did she never know Yiyang, or did the difference in the past two years make each other change?
With Yang, has she never felt guilty? Even if it's just a little bit? In the face of Sister Qinglan and in the face of himself, how did he be unashamed?
"Are you alright?" Lu Qinglan gently wiped away the tears that flowed out of the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, "If you're sad, don't think about it, there's no hurdle you can't get over." I chose not to tell you because I didn't want you to face a cruel betrayal, but now, I want you to be strong. Do you remember I once told you that avoidance and weakness will never solve anything, you have to face it, no matter what. Xiaorui, that's all I have to say, I'm sure you can understand. Also, you don't have anything to be sorry for me in this matter, we have been through so much together, you should know me. ”
Shi Xiaorui raised her head violently, with tears in her eyes: "Sister Qinglan...... I got ......."
"It's good to understand." Lu Qinglan breathed a sigh of relief, "Go wash your face?" ”
Shi Xiaorui shook her head: "Sister Qinglan, why don't you ask me, how did you know today?" ”
Lu Qinglan also shook his head: "It's not important. ”
Because she knew that she wanted Shi Xiaorui to recall it again, why not make up for her heart again now?
Shi Xiaorui couldn't hold back, her heart was pantothenic, she bit her lip hard, wiped her tears, and said what she heard today.
Lu Qinglan was silent for a few seconds.
Selling the content of the next issue of the magazine, Miao Yiyang actually hit this idea?
"Sister Qinglan, you, what will you do?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Shi Xiaorui was afraid that she would misunderstand, so she hurriedly explained, "I didn't mean that, I just think we should have a countermeasure." ”
"I understand, you don't have to say more." Lu Qinglan comforted her, pursed her lips, and didn't plan to hide it anymore, "Actually, Miao Yiyang's side has always been followed by someone, and even if she gets the content of the next issue, it is useless." ”
She has already had a plan, no matter what Miao Yiyang wants to do, she will do it.
"That'...... Then in the end, she will ...... What will happen? "In the end, she has been a friend for many years, even if she is betrayed now, if Shi Xiaorui immediately abandons Miao Yiyang for a while, she still can't do it.
Lu Qinglan's eyelids moved, met the sight of his master Xiaorui, and said seriously, word by word: "Xiaorui, I gave her a chance, if she still chooses to sell the magazine in the end, I will not be soft." And, even if she finally stops, she will still be responsible for the few things she did before. ”
After a pause in her voice, she indifferently spit out the last sentence: "Xiaorui, the truest sentence, I will not forgive Miao Yiyang." ”
Shi Xiaorui looked at her stunned, and finally pulled the corners of her mouth ugly: "I know, Sister Qinglan......"
At this moment, her heart was at peace.
Sister Qinglan is right, everyone is responsible for their own choices.
Lu Qinglan touched her head and softened her voice: "Are you okay?" Do you want to go on a business trip? If you want time adjustment, I can give you time off. ”
So many things happened in one day today, she was actually a little worried that Shi Xiaorui would not accept it, she couldn't say that she felt the same way, but she could still understand it somewhat.
"No need." Shi Xiaorui pursed her lips and barely squeezed out a smile, she said seriously to Shanglu Qinglan's eyes, "Sister Qinglan, if you tell me so much, I will still be slumped, and I will feel that I have failed your expectations." I'm fine, I can do it, and I know what to do. ”
Lu Qinglan was very pleased: "I believe in you." ”
Shi Xiaorui let out a long sigh of relief: "En! Thank you, Sister Qinglan. ”
"You're welcome." Lu Qinglan still smiled, touched her head, thought about it, and made a decision, "If you feel that you need to talk to her, I won't stop you." ”
Shi Xiaorui's body was stunned, and her lips moved.
Lu Qinglan smiled and stopped what she wanted to say: "Okay, no need to say it, go wash your face." I think Qin Xin is still outside, go talk to him, at least, don't let him worry. ”
"Good ......" Shi Xiaorui stood up and walked slowly towards the door, the moment she put her hand on the doorknob, she stopped, did not look back, her voice was firm, "Sister Qinglan, thank you......"
Outside the office, Qin Xin had been sitting closest to the door, staring at the door without blinking.
When Shi Xiaorui's thin figure appeared in sight, he rushed in front of her almost at a rocket-like speed: "Xiaorui, you...... Are you okay? ”
He subconsciously wanted to hold her hand and touch her eyes, but he held back.
"I'm fine......" His eyes were too hot, even if Shi Xiaorui didn't overdo it, he couldn't resist it.
His worries, his chagrin, she couldn't see it.
Thinking of Sister Qinglan's words, she took a deep breath and turned her head to look at him, her lips slightly open to speak, but she was stunned when she touched his deep bottomless eyes.
A sentence came to mind without warning.
There, there is oneself, only ...... Myself.
Her lips opened and opened, and suddenly, she seemed to have lost her voice, unable to make any sound, she was stunned, looking at Qin Xin's anxious face.
"Xiaorui? Xiaorui? Qin Xin had been waiting for her to speak, but she couldn't help but be anxious when she waited and waited.
Xiao Gu, who came from the pantry, saw Shi Xiaorui's appearance, and thought that something was wrong with her, so he immediately ran over: "Xiaorui? ”
Shi Xiaorui is awake fiercely!
Facing two pairs of worried eyes, she finally found her voice: "I'm fine, let you worry." ”
Xiao Gu looked into the office, looked at Shi Xiaorui from head to toe, and only then did he put down his hanging heart slightly: "It's okay." ”
Shi Xiaorui smiled at her gratefully: "Xiao Gu, can you move to tomorrow morning for a business trip?" I thought, I want to ......"
Xiao Gu Ran patted her on the shoulder, and only said one word: "Okay." ”
It contains all the trust and warm care.
Qin Xin, who was ignored on the side, frowned: "You have to go on a business trip again?" How many days? ”
Shi Xiaorui looked away and said perfunctorily: "En." ”
Qin Xin still wanted to ask, but she didn't want to say more, and she successfully shut him up.
Forget it, it's the same to ask Xiao Gu then. He comforted himself in this way.
Shi Xiaorui didn't stay in the magazine office for long, and after preparing the materials for the business trip, she went back.
Qin Xin insisted on sending it, but she couldn't refuse, and she finally compromised.
The moment she stepped into the house where she lived with Miao Yiyang, Shi Xiaorui pulled the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly, looked at the time, and she still went back to the room to pack her clothes for a business trip first.
The reason why she asked to leave tomorrow morning was to talk to Miao Yiyang today.
No, perhaps, not even to talk about it.
At most, they are wearing masks and saying false things to each other?
In the final analysis, she didn't even know what kind of mentality she was going to use to face Miao Yiyang, she was afraid of being deceived again and again.
Bitterness spreads in my heart.
After packing up her things, she went downstairs to the supermarket next to her to buy vegetables, she remembered all Miao Yiyang's favorite dishes, but every time she bought one, her heart was cold.
Washing vegetables, cooking, cleaning.
In a flash, it was seven o'clock in the evening.
"Click!"
The sound of the doorknob turning.
Miao Yiyang is back......