Shi Xiaorui looked up at the door violently.

Miao Yiyang was thinking about something, and suddenly noticed the sight in front of him and was startled, and when he saw that it was Shi Xiaorui, he couldn't help but be disgusted: "Xiaorui, you are at home, you scared me to death, didn't you say that you were going on a business trip?" ”

Shi Xiaorui pursed her lips and was silent, she couldn't help but follow her words and think down, she was scared? Is it a lack of heart?

For some reason, Miao Yiyang's heart jumped when he touched her sight.

Her eyes seemed to be mixed with something.

"What's wrong? Feeling bad? Swallowing, she tentatively walked over, squeezing a perfect smile on her face.

"No, no." Realizing her temptation, Shi Xiaorui hurriedly shook her head and said with a smile, "I was thinking about things just now, and I was distracted." You came back just in time, I just finished my meal, went wash my hands, and then we eat, right? ”

Miao Yiyang glanced at her quickly, and made sure that it was only after thinking about it that he put his heart down: "Okay, I'll go wash my hands." ”

After the two lived together, if there was nothing to do, she cooked and ate at home, so when she saw that the table was full of her favorite dishes, she didn't think much about it.

"Our Xiaorui is really ingenious, whoever marries you in the future will decide to be his blessing!" Miao Yiyang put a chopstick yam into the bowl and laughed while eating.

Shi Xiaorui couldn't laugh: "How can it be so exaggerated as you say." ”

Yiyang, Yiyang, until now, when you say these words to me, have you really never had a weak heart?

As long as she thought of the words she heard today, Shi Xiaorui felt like her heart was being grabbed by a big hand, which was both painful and depressing, and she couldn't breathe. But no matter how sad it is, there are still some things to ask, which is considered ...... Give the friendship between the two one last time.

"Yiyang ......" The chopsticks were pulled in the bowl for a long time, and she simply put down the chopsticks.

Miao Yiyang's heart tightened inexplicably: "What's wrong?" ”

Shi Xiaorui smiled, as if unintentionally: "Do you remember our ideals when you were in college before?" ”

Miao Yiyang was stunned, his eyes flashed, and his smile became a little reluctant: "Remember, of course I remember...... At that time, you said that your greatest wish was to plan a magazine by yourself, your own magazine, and you said that you should work hard to make yourself better like your idol su, and you also said that only when you become excellent can you have the qualification to stand in front of your idol. ”

"And what about your ideals?"

"Me?" Miao Yiyang's eyes became ethereal, perhaps because she thought of those fulfilling days, and her tone became softened unconsciously, "At that time, I said that I wanted to use my own words to open up my own era and take this favorite profession seriously." It's like my soul, it's there, I'm there. ”

The further back she went, the lower her voice became, and if you tried to distinguish it carefully, you could hear a hint of remembrance in her words.

Shi Xiaorui opened her mouth, and her heart was bitter: "My ideals are still there, Yiyang, what about you?" ”

Miao Yiyang, who came back from her thoughts, finally realized that something was wrong with her, and after frowning, she asked in a joking tone: "Xiaorui, is something wrong?" Why do you suddenly ask this? ”

Her avoidance of talking about it, her deliberate jokes, all succeeded in making Shi Xiaorui's disappointment bigger and bigger.

"It's okay," she shook her head, forcing herself to look relaxed, "I just thought about it suddenly, and I miss my college days, like to see if we are still the same as we were back then." ”

"Of course...... It's still the same. Miao Yiyang reluctantly replied.

Shi Xiaorui glanced at her deeply, and then said softly: "Yiyang, I always remember the teacher's words back then, don't forget your original intention, you have to always." ”

Don't forget the original intention, you have to always ......

These eight words kept circling in Miao Yiyang's mind as if they had magical power, and her breathing became rapid.

Not wanting her to notice anything, Shi Xiaorui shrugged her shoulders and changed the topic: "Don't talk about this, let's talk about something else?" Yiyang, in fact, I've always been curious, what was so good about your boyfriend who never showed up back then? Is it worth giving up everything in City A and running to Hainan alone? If he can take good care of you, you guys are good, then forget it, but what about the facts? Yiyang, you're not having a good time at all, are you? ”

If it was just a temptation at the beginning, but in the end, she was really upset about Miao Yiyang, especially after she knew from Sister Qinglan that Yiyang's mysterious boyfriend was Xia Yan. She always couldn't help but think, if it weren't for Xia Yan, maybe Yiyang wouldn't be like this now!

She blamed Xia Yan.

Thinking of this, her emotions became uncontrollable, she leaned up, and she held Miao Yiyang's hand without warning: "Yiyang, do you regret it?" I regret it! I regret that I didn't stop you in the first place! Even if you blame me, I won't let you go to Hainan! ”

"Xiaorui, you ......" Miao Yiyang frowned, resolutely pulled her hand away, slightly displeased, "I don't want to mention the things of the past." Whether I'm doing well or being bad, it's my own choice, and I won't regret it! You don't understand, the two years I spent with him were my happiest times! ”

She stood up and continued, word by word, "What the hell is wrong with you today? ”

At this moment, she was really sure that Shi Xiaorui must have something to hide from herself, otherwise how could she talk about this for no reason?

Could it be that the matter has been revealed?

Thinking of this possibility, her hands clenched at either side.

No!

No, it won't!

She kept convincing herself in her heart that if the matter was revealed, how could she still sit here properly? What's more, this matter is absolutely confidential, and Shi Xiaorui can't know about it!

However, even thinking like this, her eyes still stared at Shi Xiaorui without blinking, trying to find something from her face.

Her gaze was too intense, as if trying to see through it.

Shi Xiaorui's heart instantly fell to the bottom, and she subconsciously clenched her little hand, and she apologized to Miao Yiyang's eyes: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this." I'm just, it's just that I'm in a bad mood to be pestered by Qin Xin today, I, I'm ......"

So that's it......

Miao Yiyang's nervous heart relaxed, she knew that Shi Xiaorui hated Qin Xin, and it seemed that she was really just in a bad mood.

She leaned in and said with concern, "It's okay, remember to tell me something." ”

"Yes." Shi Xiaorui took away his hand without a trace, "Let's eat." ”

The two sat down again.

didn't know that both of them were absent-minded.

Shi Xiaorui was thinking about how not to be discovered and lead the topic to the magazine. And Miao Yiyang was struggling with how to get out of Shi Xiaorui's mouth, although she played a package ticket with Liu Lefan today, but Lu Qinglan, in fact, she was not very sure.

Her eyes rolled, and she said as if unintentionally: "By the way, Xiaorui, will Sister Lan come to the magazine office recently?" ”

Shi Xiaorui's hand holding the chopsticks paused slightly, and a sense of sadness like the day surged back into her heart, restraining the urge to stand up and question her, she replied: "Well, Sister Qinglan said that she was too bored at home, so she will come to the magazine office recently." ”

"Oh." Miao Yiyang began to think in his heart.

Shi Xiaorui stared at her silent appearance and felt pain in her heart, but despite this, she still pulled out a smile: "Speaking of which, I really have to thank Sister Qinglan, if it weren't for Sister Qinglan, we wouldn't have had the opportunity to work together." I have always felt that it is my luck to know Sister Qinglan, it is a kind of fate, especially to bring you back to me, I am very grateful. ”

"Really?" Miao Yiyang finally raised his head, but his smile was very reluctant.

Shi Xiaorui stared at her without blinking, pretending to be curious: "Yiyang, to be honest, I'm quite curious about what Sister Qinglan is like in your heart." ”

"Sister Lan, she ......" Miao Yiyang's heart skipped a beat, hesitating, she couldn't speak for a while.

Shi Xiaorui suddenly didn't want to know anymore, quickly lowered her head to remove the disappointment and sadness in her eyes, and when she raised her head again, she had already returned to normal: "Look at what I asked, I think everyone should be different." Sister Qinglan is a very special existence in my heart, and when I decided to work in her magazine, I told myself in my heart that I could never betray her. ”

Her voice was a little cold, it would be easy to hear if Miao Yiyang was not flustered in her heart, but she didn't.

All her attention was drawn to the word betrayal.

The suspicion that had just been suppressed for a short time came back up, and she couldn't help but wonder if Shi Xiaorui was really just talking about this casually?

Treachery......

Thinking of this word, her scalp tingled for no reason, and she didn't even have the courage to raise her head to meet the gaze of her master Xiaorui.

The atmosphere suddenly became weird.

No one spoke.

After a long time, Miao Yiyang took a deep breath, and there was no temperature in his smile: "Of course I'm the same as you." ”

Shi Xiaorui didn't even have the strength to smile reluctantly.

She still didn't choose to hide it, she chose to ...... Stand on the opposite side.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that everything she had done tonight was so ridiculous that it didn't make any sense at all. What are you hoping for? Do you expect Miao Yiyang to give up betraying the magazine? Or do you hope that the two of them can still be the same as before, without concealment, only sincerity?

But she forgot that extravagant hopes are extravagant hopes and never come true.

As if she had lost her soul, Shi Xiaorui stood up angrily, and reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth: "I'm not feeling well, I'll go back to my room and sleep first." ”

After speaking, she didn't wait for Miao Yiyang to say anything, she raised her legs and called away, saying that she was leaving, but it was actually more like fleeing in fear.

Miao Yiyang watched her close the door with a complicated expression, and the uneasiness in her heart gradually expanded.

What's going on?

It's just that before she had time to think about it, the mobile phone in her bag rang, and she withdrew her gaze, she convinced herself that she was thinking too much, and then, she took out her mobile phone and went back to her room.

Lying on the bed, Shi Xiaorui couldn't fall asleep over and over, and all kinds of emotions tugged at her heart, making her uncomfortably breathless.

Not wanting to stay in this house any longer, she fled the door again.

But the moment I looked up, I was so frightened that I almost screamed!