When I met Lu Sheng, I was a little girl. I'm in puberty, and I have pimples full of chagrin. Poor appearance, low grades...... But because of my generous efforts, I was very popular in the class. Even though my arrogant temper was unbearable in most cases, there were still many classmates who wanted to make friends with me.

Lu Sheng is one of them.

Unlike everyone else, the sixteen-year-old has already shown that he has a knack for reading people's hearts. Lu Sheng understands the psychology of girls, and he understands my psychology even more.

What you can't get is desperately wanted, and what you get, often you're not interested. With this sentence, Lu Sheng can say that he ate me to death.

I think he's high, I think he's arrogant, I think he's special...... In my eyes, every pore of Lu Sheng's sweat was glowing with golden light. Even though Huang Jiahe keeps saying that Lu Sheng is like a little white face, I still think Lu Sheng is different.

"I love him." I once said to Huang Jiahe in this room: "I love Lu Sheng, I want to marry him." ”

Still in the same room, the Lu Sheng I love said that he would divorce me.

Lu Sheng was very dissatisfied with my mental distraction, but he asked me, so he could only wait for me to give an answer. Even when Lu Sheng proposed to me, he was not as low-profile as he is now. There was no furniture in the house, and Lu Sheng said that if he wanted a divorce, he hit back and forth between the walls, which shook my eardrums.

"Nono, our marriage was wrong from the beginning." Lu Sheng suppressed his impatience and tried his best to be emotional: "You are still young, and now that your illness has been cured, you should live a different life!" We go on and live and just torture each other. ”

Tormenting each other? I thought it was funny and thought, when am I going to torture you?

Lu Sheng continued to understand: "With so many things happening, we shouldn't continue to live together...... I'll give you enough alimony, and it's up to you to play wherever you want! ”

Use my money to support me? Such shameless words, Lu Sheng actually said it.

I looked up at Lu Sheng with slow movements and dull eyes, for the first time in three years, I had seen this man I loved so closely. My expression was calm, but Lu Sheng was uncomfortable, and he was unconsciously taken a step back by me.

Lu Sheng has a gentle and clean appearance, and even if he is panicked, he does it in an orderly manner. Luckily, I'm in this room. If it were elsewhere, I was really afraid that my love for Lu Sheng would have overwhelmed everything.

I didn't answer Lu Sheng's words, and walked around him to the kitchen.

The kitchen utensils and stoves were all gone, and a thick layer of dust had accumulated on the stove. A few dead flies landed on the table, shriveled and stunned. The sunlight shone through the dirty old glass, and the sunlight was gray and had no temperature.

Take off your shirt that hasn't dried well and use it directly to wipe the dust off the table. I was wearing my underwear with my back to Lu Sheng, and he followed me to the kitchen. Seeing my well-defined waist, Lu Sheng gasped heavily.

There is shock, and there is guilt.

Lu Sheng took off his haute couture shirt and wiped down the kitchen counter with me...... When my mother was alive, she had a serious cleanliness fetish, and she liked to polish the kitchen table the most. The light reflected by the afternoon sun on the table always makes her feel happy.

But after all, it's been too long, and I can't wipe it clean just by relying on our half-dry tops. It didn't take long for Lu Sheng to give up. It's like his guilt, and he comes and goes quickly. He grabbed me with his hand: "Nono, don't wipe it!" I called my babysitter to ......."

I shook off his hand and strode upstairs.

Lu Sheng stood downstairs and didn't come up, I knew he didn't dare to come up.

One person owes so much to the other that even a cold-blooded person cannot really be indifferent. The emotion of heart weakness, even Lu Sheng can't do without it.

After all, my parents really treated him like a son. After all, it is thanks to him that my family is ruined now.

The house was once auctioned off by the court, and the furniture inside has long been emptied. Lu Sheng still had a conscience to buy the house back, but all the furniture could not be found. Without the cover of the furniture, the black blood stains that seeped into the floor were even more dazzling. No matter how long it is idle, the smell of blood in the house will not linger.

The footsteps outside the door gradually followed, and Lu Sheng finally overcame the psychological barrier and walked up. He followed my gaze to look at the blood stains on the ground, and said sincerely: "Nono, I'm sorry for your mother's matter." ”

Lu Sheng said he was sorry, but he didn't apologize to me. He lives a selfish and cautious life, so he understands that apologizing is a confession in the legal sense.

Besides, I was the one who really killed my mother. Even if Lu Sheng had the slightest feeling of guilt, he would not admit his guilt.

He will not confess his own sins, how much more is mine?

I ignored Lu Sheng, went downstairs to put my dirty shirt on, and opened the door to go out to buy groceries.

When you go out and go down the slope and turn left, there is a market, and the afternoon is hot, and there are not many people who come to buy vegetables. I was covered in a mess and looked like a beggar for food. When the aunt who sold steamed buns saw me, she hurriedly walked to the house with the white steamed buns...... Halfway through, she caught a glimpse of the red birthmark on my wrist and whispered in disbelief: "No, No? ”

I didn't answer her in a flat voice: "I want three steamed buns." ”

"Nono, are you back? How did you get to this point? I don't even recognize how thin you are! The aunt put down the steamed bun and was quite shocked: "You ......"

"I want three steamed buns." I repeated with a blank face.

The aunt didn't say anything more, she quickly packed five steamed buns for me. Seeing that I took out the same dirty old banknotes, she waved her hand again and again: "No, no, no!" Nono, take it and eat it! ”

I silently put the money on the table, picked up the steamed buns and left.

Lu Sheng still followed me, and he really didn't feel good all the way. The people in this market have known me for many years, and they know why I am the way I am. From the street to the end of the street, Lu Sheng seemed to be parade through the street. What the merchants in the stalls on both sides scolded him, he could only listen. Someone was indignant and threw him with vegetable leaves, but he just avoided it, but did not defend it.

If someone had treated Lu Sheng like this in the early years, I would have defended him with all my might. I remember that the nanny at home said that I wanted to pay attention to Lu Sheng, and I was so angry that I dismissed my aunt who had worked in my house for more than ten years.

Now, everything about Lu Sheng has nothing to do with me. I ate steamed buns as I walked, and I ate a whole one. With the remaining four in mind, I slowly began to walk back.

Stripped of my former fangs and claws, I'm quiet and terrifying now. Everyone knows that I was crazy and in a mental hospital. Although I sympathized with my plight, no one dared to come forward and talk to me.

But I knew in my heart that I wasn't crazy, never.

Not when I was in a mental hospital, and even less when I killed my mother.