In September, the weather is unusually muggy. In the afternoon, the black clouds rolled in, and somehow it began to rain. I came out of the North Town Psychiatric Hospital and was completely drenched.

In the haze of smoke and rain, I turned back, it was lunch break, and the mentally ill people in blue and white striped hospital gowns were moving slowly in the corridor of the red western-style building on the second floor. Their eyes were glazed, and their mouths were filled with words from time to time, like wandering spirits.

And not so long ago, I was one of them.

"Lu Nuo?"

I don't have to look back, I also know that the person who called me at this moment is Lu Sheng. Although there was a rare uncertainty in his words, the tone and tone of his voice also changed a lot...... But I will never forget Lu Sheng's voice until I die, and for countless nights, Lu Sheng's voice was like a tiny cow's hair. I stabbed it in the most vulnerable part of my heart, and I couldn't pull it out.

The Lu Sheng I have loved for several years, the Lu Sheng I have hated for several years.

The three years of living in a psychiatric hospital have not only polished my temperament and temperament, but also changed my body and appearance a lot. When I moved in three years ago, there were 160 pounds of fat hanging on my 165cm height, and I couldn't see my facial features clearly at all. Because I was so obese, my round face always looked greasy.

And now, I'm skinny and skinny. At the last check-up in the psychiatric hospital, I weighed only 38 kilograms, and I didn't have a bag of rice in the hospital cafeteria. When I look in the mirror, I often don't recognize the woman with big eyes in the mirror.

It's not surprising that Lu Sheng, who hasn't seen me for three years, would have such doubts.

I turned around slowly, and the rain ran down my hair. The face is thin and the figure is magnificent. With a tall nose, slender eyes, and a caustic arc at the corners of the lips...... In the heavy rain, Lu Sheng's face also became blurred.

Lu Sheng didn't have an umbrella either, and the rain wet his hair, making him look a little sloppy. A brand new car stopped next to him, the windshield wipers were not turned off, and the headlights were flashing all at once. The mist was filled, and Lu Sheng stared at me quietly.

After living together for a few years, I still know a little bit about Lu Sheng's temper. Like now, he's waiting for me to run to him like I used to.

Run to him, run to love him. Ran over and was laughed at by him, and ran over and scolded by him.

I squinted my eyes and looked up to see that Lu Sheng was indeed still favored by God. The sky behind him was raining, but it was already beginning to clear. The sun shone on his body, and the water droplets reflected colorful colors. Behind me, the clouds were still thick. The rain choked into the nostrils, and it smelled earthy.

I quietly wiped the rain off my face, didn't look at him and didn't speak. Like a stranger, he walked past Lu Sheng silently.

Three years ago, Wong Ka Hyuk sent me here, and I remember that there was a bus here, and he pointed me to it at that time...... From the suburbs to the city, and then from the city to the suburbs, you should be able to reach my house.

After waiting for a while, Lu Sheng caught up. He must have run to park the car before he came after me. Lu Sheng has a plan and a goal as a person, what comes first and what comes later, he has always done it in an orderly manner.

is not like Huang Jiahe, according to Lu Sheng's words, Huang Jiahe lives too emotionally...... But I have always disagreed with Lu Sheng's words, Lu Sheng is a businessman, and he pays attention to gains and losses. And Huang Jiahe is a lawyer, and what he cares about is fairness and justice.

The two of them are destined to be different.

I was in a daze for too long, and I didn't come back to my senses until the bus was about to leave. I was in a hurry to catch up and knocked on the car hard, but the bus driver didn't stop, just slowed down and cursed and pulled the car door. I threw coins into the car, and Lu Sheng behind me rummaged for a long time without looking for change, and finally embarrassedly threw a 100-yuan bill.

But it doesn't matter, it has nothing to do with me.

There are not many people returning to the city from the suburbs, and most of the seats are empty. I walked to the window seat and sat down, Lu Sheng glanced at the mud footprint next to me, and hesitantly stood on the left.

If it was Lu Sheng in the past, he would probably wipe his hands casually and sit next to me...... But now I'm not the same person I used to be, and I naturally shouldn't expect Lu Sheng to be the Lu Sheng I thought I was.

I wiped the fog from the car window, and my skinny hands wiped out a cold voice.

The bus stops and goes, and when it gets to the city, the rain gradually decreases. I got off the bus and got on the bus, and I changed to two more cars, and I almost got past the station halfway. I stumbled all the way to the outskirts of the other side of the city, my home.

My house was one of the first wealthy areas in the city, and the environment here used to be clean, and the few villas seemed particularly lonely. After the collapse of Lu's real estate, a swarm of real estate developers crowded over, and the distance between the houses was suffocating.

Get off the bus and walk up a big slope. It's always fun to drive across, but it's always painful to walk up. Although I am no longer obese, I still walk out of breath due to lack of exercise. The rain on his body was baked by the heat, and it was very uncomfortable to cling to his body.

Lu Sheng would never reprimand me again, saying, "Lu Nuo, take a few steps and breathe!" Look at how fat you look, it's stupid! He just followed me quietly. Stiff leather shoes treaded on the asphalt and tapped.

No matter how Lu Sheng insulted me and laughed at me before, I would interrupt with a shameless smile. At that time, I loved Lu Sheng. I don't care what he says. As long as he's with me, I feel like everything is good.

Now I won't refute what Lu Sheng says, but he won't say it anymore.

Perhaps, everyone is cheap. I think.

Because no one has lived in it for too long, the long-empty house looks desolate and desolate. The white walls are covered with green vines, and the grass grows tall in the yard, with the occasional wild cat running by, driving the tips of the grass to float slightly.

Quietly pushing open the iron door and entering, a great desolation swept over me, and I shivered from the undried rain.

I walked slowly into the house, pushed open the combination lock, and entered Lu Sheng's birthday, the ends of my fingertips were stiff and painful. As soon as the music played, the door lock opened. I stared at it for a few seconds, and then I lowered my hand and opened the door and entered the house.

"Lu Nuo."

Lu Sheng walked up to me, and although I didn't look back, I could still feel that he was looking at me.

If it had been three years ago, I would have gazed with love, expectant eyes at this man I admired and loved.

But now, my throat is so sweet that I can't say a word.

"Lu Nuo." Lu Sheng would not tolerate me ignoring his words for the third time, he stood in front of me forcefully, and said word by word: "Let's divorce!" ”