Updated: 2013-06-16

Su Nuannuan sat on the Ferris wheel, looking up, the bright stars decorated the night sky like a large curtain, like a gorgeous coat inlaid with countless diamonds, dazzling.

Looking down at the city below, which is also decorated with colorful lights, is as dazzling as the night sky.

Have you ever been on this Ferris wheel? Where is your happiness?

Su Nuannuan shouted Duan Chengyu's name countless times in her heart.

If she hadn't left City A and left his side five years ago because she didn't want to believe him, would she not be sitting alone on this Ferris wheel of happiness now, looking up at their happiness, but only envy?

Why say what if?

Su Nuannuan lay down on the small round table in the middle of the small pavilion and cried bitterly.

God knows how much she hates the word if, because there is no if in her world, no matter how hard she tries and suffers more grievances, she still can't get that if!

Finally arrived in the world of oneself, no need to pretend, no need to be low, no need to take into account the feelings of others everywhere, and finally let the tears flow freely.

Why are you crying?

Is it because of lost love? Because of the happiness that has passed? Or is it because of the time that has passed?

There is no reason, because this "because" is the bitter fruit of her own brewing.

Who told her to brew herself? Since it's brewed, you must taste it yourself.

Chengyu, what did you think when you raised this Ferris wheel?

Did you still love me at that time?

The Ferris wheel was built just to commemorate our lost love? Or is it just to fulfill that promise to me?

Or is it because you've been hating me, to remind yourself of the hurt I've ever done to you?

Chengyu, do you know how much I regret it?

I regret the willfulness of the year, the stubbornness of the year, and the confusion of the year!

When you have repeatedly indulged me, I have ignored your love and treated your love as a mustard.

When I reflect on it, you are getting farther and farther away from me, so far away that I can't keep up with your footsteps.

Do you know that I'm really tired and hard chasing?

I'm exhausted, you know?

If you make a mistake, you do have to pay a price to make up for it, and I am willing to use any price to make up for my mistakes, but why don't you even give me such an opportunity?

I always thought that the two of us could get very close, but why are there so many invisible forces always standing between us?

Could it be that in the past five years, the Ferris wheel that has been flying every day, has really turned all the good memories in my mind and turned them to the clouds?

Is it really as you said, you don't love me anymore, and I'm already a passerby who was kicked out of the trajectory of my life by you?

Su Nuannuan vented all the anguish in her heart in the loud cry.

The aunt who was waiting for the Ferris wheel opened the door of the small pavilion, and when she saw Su Nuannuan's sad appearance, she closed it directly, so that the small pavilion she was in slowly rose into the air again and slowly fell again.

When the Ferris wheel in the middle of the night entered the last circle, the aunt opened Su Nuannuan's door and said softly: "Little girl, this is the last lap, you have to come down, otherwise you will be locked in here and wait until tomorrow morning." ”

Su Nuannuan, who had been in the Ferris wheel three times, had calmed down a lot, listened to the aunt's words with concern, smiled reluctantly, and slowly walked out of the small pavilion.

I looked up at the Ferris wheel called happiness again, closed my eyes that were already red and swollen, and took a deep breath.

"Little girl, did you have a conflict with your boyfriend? Young people, we must understand each other, be considerate of each other, don't make trouble because of a little thing, and when we really separate in the future, there will be no regret medicine to take. The kind aunt helped the small pavilion at the back to open the door, and comforted Su Nuannuan.

Like this, a lovelorn person came to the Ferris wheel to cry, and the aunt has seen a lot.

Many young people, when they are in love, often come to the Ferris wheel to sit, grind their ears and temples, and when they break up, they will come here again and cry bitterly to commemorate their love that has gone away.

At this time, according to the regulations, the toll collector is not required to collect their money.

Listening to her aunt's words of comfort, Su Nuannuan just sighed deeply.

Indeed, in this world, there is no regret medicine to take.

I don't know why, the tears in Su Nuannuan's eyes flowed out again.

She is not a person who is not strong, but in a certain environment, a certain mood, and a certain atmosphere, it is easy for people to be vulnerable.

"Little girl, is that your boyfriend? He's been standing here for a while. The two of you should communicate well and be considerate of each other in small matters. The aunt hurriedly pointed to the outside of the guardrail and spoke to Su Nuannuan.

Boyfriend?

Su Nuannuan was stunned.

Turning around and searching outside the guardrail, he saw that it was Gao Qun standing straight outside, and by the bright light as day, Su Nuannuan saw the concern on Gao Qun's face, and his eyes were full of regret because of concern.

I don't know why, Su Nuannuan's heart suddenly softened, her nose was sore, and she ran in the direction of Gao Qun.

Could it be that only Gao Qun is the best person in this world and the person who cares about himself the most?

Lying in Gao Qun's arms, Su Nuannuan cried out again.

Her crying is just a vent, just a vent around the people closest to her, like a lost child, suddenly seeing a long-lost relative, involuntarily rushing towards that warm embrace.

Because that embrace can give you the warmth and reliance you want.

At this moment, she was just instructed to act by her shallow consciousness, she didn't want to think about it, she didn't want to think twice, she regarded herself as a simple-minded three-year-old child, and cried without any worries.

Gao Qun hugged Su Nuannuan tightly and let her be presumptuous in her arms.

Gao Qun, whose heart ached for a while, knew that Su Nuannuan was the most helpless at this time and needed his arms the most.

He also knew that this was her trust in himself, and this hug had nothing to do with love.

But he was not upset by this, because he always knew that she did not love him, and that she had only friendship for him.

In the face of love and friendship, he will not hesitate to choose love. But when love never existed at all, he was willing to maintain this beautiful friendship, as long as he could have the opportunity to be by her side, give her such a hug at the right time, give her warmth, comfort, which can be regarded as a consolation to his heart.

What he feared was to lose her forever, not even a chance to get up close and personal.

Taking 10,000 steps back, when she was lost, she was willing to give herself such a chance, which could be regarded as having a little place in her heart.

Some people may complain about Gao Qun's weakness and criticize Gao Qun's uselessness. But in the world of love, no one is more capable, and it can't be said that anyone is humble, only who loves who loves more, whose heart is more tolerant.

Su Nuannuan cried until her eyes hurt and her legs became weak, and her whole person was in Gao Qun's arms, allowing Gao Qun to hold her tightly to support the balance of her body.

"Nuan Nuan, don't cry, okay, it's okay."

"Nuan Nuan, I know you feel uncomfortable, you believe me, I will do my best to help you do anything."

"Nuan Nuan, you have to be strong, I like to see the strong Nuan Nuan the most."

"Nuan Nuan, my arms are open to you at any time, and I will always be your strong backing."

"Nuan Nuan, no matter what you have to do, I will be the first to support you unconditionally."

"Nuan Nuan, I want you to be happy, you must be happy."

Gao Qun hugged Su Nuannuan and kept whispering in her ear, comforting her and encouraging her.

Su Nuannuan raised a pair of red and swollen eyes and stared at Gao Qun, her eyes were a little sloppy: "Gao Qun, I can't do anything well, I'm not as good as you think." ”

"Fool, in my heart, you will always be the best and the most perfect."

"Gao Qun, why do you think only you think I'm the best? Why don't others think so? When Su Nuannuan said this, she still cried a little, but because of the tone of her voice, it made people feel that she was coquettish, just like the ** between little lovers.

"Because I-"

Not far from the two who hugged each other tightly, a handsome and tall figure had been standing on the side, pursing his thin lips lightly, staring at them tightly, and a trace of silence welled up on his cold face.

Although the conversation between Su Nuannuan and Gao Qun was very quiet, because it was already early in the morning at this time, and there were almost no figures in the square, it was very quiet, so that Duan Chengyu, who was standing on the side, could hear their words clearly.

It turns out that Duan Chengyu is also a frequent visitor to this Ferris wheel of happiness.

When he is in a bad mood, or misses the girl in his heart, he will come here to sit on the Ferris wheel, sometimes even all night.

The staff who pay for the door guard here all know Duan Chengyu, and every time they see him coming, they will pay special attention to which small pavilion he is in, and they will not disturb him, so that he can sit for a long time. Unless he saw Duan Chengyu standing up, he would open the door.

It's the same today, since Duan Chengyu sent Cheng Fei away, he came to Happiness Square and sat on the Ferris wheel, and he is still used to venting his mood here.

It's just that when he walked off the Ferris wheel for the last time, he walked past Su Nuannuan and Gao Qun, and he didn't notice these two people at first, but the sound of Nuan Nuan called the tip of his heart, making him can't help but stop.

Gao Qun's words were all affectionate in Duan Chengyu's opinion, but Su Nuannuan always snuggled in Gao Qun's arms, sobbing in a low voice, isn't this a young couple in love?

This scene made Duan Chengyu only feel that countless steel needles flew towards his heart at the same time, making him feel pain every word.

He didn't want to hear Gao Qun's later sentence "Because I love you", so he took a big stride and walked straight to the periphery of the square.