I looked at them in a daze, and suddenly laughed, "Okay, since you all want me to die, then I just want to die, I will be liberated when I die, I won't have to suffer anymore when I die, and you don't have to blame me anymore when I die."

When I said this, I slowly raised the pistol, aimed at my temple, my hand holding the gun, has been shaking, shaking very much, I am not afraid of death, but I am not willing to die like this, suicide, this is something I would never even think about before, this is what only cowards will do, but I didn't expect that I would have today.

"What are you still doing in a daze, shooting, shooting, shooting." The self in front of me yelled at me, his face was hideous, and he was about to rush out of the ice mirror and kill me.

"Don't be in a daze, shoot, there will be no pain after shooting, death is the best relief, hehehaha." All the images were saying this sentence repeatedly, and every time they said a word, it was like a steel needle piercing my heart.

I swallowed my saliva, took a deep breath, and slowly closed my eyes, but when I was about to pull the trigger, a cry suddenly came from my ear, "Brother Yi, where are you?" Do you hear me? Do you hear me? ”

I woke up suddenly, this was actually Jiao Ba's voice, I reacted suddenly, I seemed to be enchanted, how could I think of holding a gun to my head, what happened just now?

Jiao Ba's voice continued in my ears, "Brother Yi, answer me, don't be controlled by the power of the magic circle, answer me quickly." ”

Only then did I realize that I must have been controlled by the power of the circle, and they had once again captured my inner world and completely manipulated me, only this time, they did not grasp my desires, but the pain that had been hidden in my heart.

But what I don't understand is that Jiao Ba is calling me where he is, his voice, as if it has a strong penetrating power, can come directly from behind the ice wall, it sounds like it is far away, but it seems to be close to the ear, the voice is always near and far, but it is very clear, every word can be accurately transmitted into the ear, but I can only hear his voice, I can't judge where he is.

But just as I woke up, my head suddenly began to hurt again, and it was still the same unbearable pain as before, as if every time I struggled, it was painful, as if there were tens of thousands of words of worms crawling back and forth in my head.

I knelt on the ground and held my head, screaming in pain, I didn't know if I could survive this time, but there was a torment in my heart, I didn't want to die in vain, but I also didn't want to live in guilt.

For the death of my comrade-in-arms, I have never forgotten it in the past few years, and I blame myself all the time, but I really didn't mean to kill him, but no matter what, his death is directly related to me, and I have an unshirkable responsibility.

How many times have I dreamed of him in my dreams, he looked at me with blood on his face, asked me to save him, but I couldn't do anything, I watched him die in my arms, I had nothing to do but the sadness that welled up in my heart, I didn't want to leave him, but in order to survive, I could only drag my tired body and flee back in embarrassment.

But I've been regretting that if I could have taken him with me at that time, would he have had a chance of life? I don't know what to do, because there is no regret medicine to buy in this world, once you decide, you can only go all the way forward, you can't go back

I struggled to raise my head and looked at the images in the ice mirror in front of me, they still kept persuading me, "Don't be stunned, shoot quickly, this is what you deserve, this is the punishment you deserve." ”

All the images are like chanting a mantra, repeating a sentence constantly, "Shoot, this is what you deserve to shoot, this is what you deserve" The whole space echoed with this sentence, Jiao Ba's voice was quickly muffled, and I couldn't hear anything else in my ears except these words.

I was fighting fiercely in my heart, and for a moment, I really wanted to solve myself with one shot, so that I could eliminate the pain of struggling, but I couldn't just die, Jiao Ba and Li Xin were still waiting for me, I had to go back, I had to get out of here.

I looked up to the sky and roared, "Don't you want me to die? Then come, come and kill me, come, I'll wait for you. ”

"Jin Zhongyi, if you still have the heart to repent, you can break it off on your own, we are all your souls, we are all your evil side, as long as you die, we can all be liberated, your soul will be redeemed, and your comrades-in-arms will forgive you." The image in front of me has become even more evil, and although he has my appearance, his eyes are completely different from mine, which is not the way a human should be.

"Forgive me? Will he forgive me as long as I die? I sneered, lifted one foot, got down on one knee, gritted my teeth and asked, my headache was lessening, consciousness was regaining, and after struggling to the extreme, I understood something.

If I swapped roles with my comrades-in-arms, if the person who died was me, I would definitely hope that he would live well, even if it was for me, and live better, so I would not think of suicide again, this is not liberation, this is ignorance.

"That's right, death is the best relief, there will be no more troubles and pains, you will live in happiness forever, hehehaha."

His smile made me feel sick, it was my face, but the more I looked at it, the more unpleasant it became, I really wanted to tear his face with a knife, I wanted to see what the hell his real face was, whether it was so ugly that I couldn't see people, and everyone was afraid of it.

I slowly stood up and moved my neck, "You're disgusting, do you think you're me?" Do you think you can control my brain's thinking? Dream your dreams. "I yelled at the image in the ice mirror to vent all my anger.

The image in front of me immediately became furious, he stared, grinned, and scolded viciously, "You shameless person, you still have the face to live in this world, you should die immediately, have you forgotten your sins?" Are you worthy of your dead comrade-in-arms, you killed your most trusted brother, for you, he lost his young life, you have to go down to accompany him, you can wash away your sins, you damned thing. ”

"That's right, you are a shameless, selfish, mercenary villain, you are not qualified to live in this world, you should die, you should die immediately"

"Jin Zhongyi, you shameless thing, how can you still have the face to live in this world, are you worthy of the comrades-in-arms who sacrificed for you? Are you worthy of his family? If you still have a conscience, settle your life."

"Die, if you die, you will be a hundred gone, and you will be liberated, believe me, you will not have pain."

At this time, the images in the surrounding ice mirrors began to accuse me one by one, they said different things, but they all persuaded me to commit suicide, some said soft words, some simply scolded me, they wished that I would die immediately, all with a vicious expression, and then pointed at me, the whole space was full of their voices accusing me, and my head began to hurt again when I heard it, just like the mantra that Tang Seng recited.

I can't stand it anymore, I can't stand it anymore, I yelled, raised my hand and was a shot, with a 'bang', the bullet hit the ice mirror directly on the opposite side, and with a crisp sound, the ice mirror opposite me cracked instantly, like a spider's web, and it was about to break.

The image in front of me was no longer clear, but I could see vaguely that he was still stretching out his hand and accusing me, the sound in my ears was still endless, and the other images around me saw that I had shot and scolded even more crazy.

They kept cursing me, even my family, they cursed me for not dying well, they cursed me for going to the eighteen layers of hell when I died, and the most unbearable thing for me was that if I didn't die, my whole family would suffer.

The sound of abuse and curses around me made me dizzy, as if there was magic power, and everything in front of me began to bloom, and it felt like the world was spinning, obviously top-heavy, and I would soon faint if it went on like this.

I shook my head vigorously, and immediately shot again, and the bullet ran to the most cold ice mirror on the left, and there was a bang, and the ice mirror was broken directly, and then I saw that there was actually a passage behind this ice mirror, and this may be my only chance to get out of here.

I didn't even think about it, I ran through this passage, it was very dark, I couldn't see anything without a flashlight, and this passage was also very narrow, and the distance between left and right and the height up and down were very limited.

I'm just walking alone, if there is one more person next to me, then I have to line up, I can't walk side by side, I can't straighten my waist, if I straighten up, my head will definitely hit it, and I'm moving forward with my waist all the way.

Under the strong flashlight, I saw the end of the passage at a glance, thanks to the distance of this passage is not very long, at most only ten meters, a few seconds of hard work will be there, there is a little excitement in my heart, and I am finally about to be liberated.

But when I ran out, I was dumbfounded, completely dumbfounded, this place was actually the same space as before, and there were still ice mirrors all around, and my forehead suddenly began to sweat, could it be that I didn't run out of the sky at all? But then I vetoed it again, it was probably just the same thing, the purpose was to interfere with my thinking, so that I would give up hope of survival, I couldn't be intimidated, I had to be calm, I had to stay calm.