Chapter 43: Let's be apart for a while
He reached out and picked up Shen Linxi, held her in his arms, patted her on the back and said, "Linxi, I shouldn't have left, I shouldn't have left you here alone, it's me who is wrong." ”
In the light, I saw Shen Linxi's eyes closed, there were still tears on her thick eyelashes, there were a row of shallow tooth marks on her lips, and her hair hung down on both sides of her face, making her cheeks thinner and thinner.
This scene made Shang Yuchen very distressed, he took out a few bedside tissues, wiped Shen Linxi's tears, and said in a pleading tone: "Linxi, open your eyes and look at me." I'm sorry, I was wrong, you punish me! As he spoke, he was still holding Shen Linxi's hand and gently patting his face.
Shen Linxi slowly opened her eyes, and the scene in her eyes was full of tears. Then, she saw Shang Yuchen beside her, and when she saw him staring at her nervously, she felt infinitely wronged in her heart. She hurriedly bit her lower lip, trying to restrain the sadness that began to swell again.
When Shang Yuchen saw this scene, he hugged her tightly in his arms, gently rubbed her head, and said in a low voice: "Linxi, I shouldn't have been so fierce just now. But if you think about it, I have decided that you are my only one, and that is and will always be the case, and yet you so easily say, let me choose again, and say that you don't mind, that we can part now.
Is that really what you think in your heart? ”
Shen Linxi's body stiffened for a moment, she was just thinking about Shang Yuchen's violent actions just now, but she didn't think about it the other way, what kind of harm might be caused to him by the words she said without her words.
However, Shen Linxi was already dizzy from crying, and now she didn't want to say anything, and she didn't want to discuss anything anymore. Shang Yuchen also saw this, so he took Shen Linxi in his arms, lay on the bed, and then gently rubbed her head with his hands.
Looking at Shen Linxi, who was gradually falling asleep, Shang Yuchen gently stroked her hair and looked deeply at her slowly relaxing brow. At this moment, she is like the treasure of his lost life, Shang Yuchen doesn't want to ask Shen Linxi how much he loves him, he just feels that he is very content to be able to hold her like now.
He only hopes that the road ahead is long, and Shen Linxi can always be by his side.
The next morning, when Shang Yuchen went out to buy breakfast, Shen Linxi left him a letter and left alone.
"Shang Yuchen, I'm sorry, I don't want to discuss the topic we talked about last night face-to-face with you, because I'm afraid we'll get out of control again. After thinking about it repeatedly, I think the crux of our conflict comes from your opposition to my choice of a lawyer's career.
Perhaps, in the future, I will be able to more deeply understand the hard work and helplessness of being a lawyer. But, for now, being a lawyer is an irrevocable complex in my heart.
Lawyer is a profession that has made my blood boil since I was a child, and I have always hoped that I could devote myself to the legal industry, and I don't want the years to go by, and after many years, I am still regretting and regretting that I did not do what I love. ”
"Shang Yuchen, please understand me, you have your life plan, and I also have my goal. Family is important, but I must insist on having my own career. I hope that when I am still young and have dreams, I can grasp my own direction and work hard for it.
I have always believed that people who truly love me and understand me will not stand in the way of my ideals. He will definitely support me, encourage me, help me, and walk side by side with me on the road of life, no matter the wind or rain, no matter the sun. ”
"Shang Yuchen, let's be apart for a while! Please think carefully before making a decision. After all, the road of life is really long, and there is not just passion and love between two people, tolerance, understanding, and respect are equally important.
I hope that the formation of a family will not be achieved overnight, and if we enter into marriage without thinking through anything, then there may be countless troubles and pains for both of us in the future. So, don't contact me yet, please be calm and cautious. Best wishes, Shen Linxi! ”
When Shang Yuchen read the letter in a hurry, his first reaction was that Shen Linxi had left him! She'll never come back! He picked up the car keys and was about to rush out of the house to find Shen Linxi, but as soon as he took two quick steps, he suddenly stopped.
Trying to calm her chaotic mind, Shang Yuchen picked up her letter again and read it carefully. He began to use his heart to understand Shen Linxi's mood written between the lines, and to feel her inner thoughts.
In the end, Shang Yuchen also had to admit that although Shen Linxi was too rational about love, what she thought and said could not be denied. Therefore, although Shang Yuchen couldn't wait to see her immediately and tell her that he must join hands with her to take the road of life in the future, he still told himself that he should respect Shen Linxi's wishes and seriously think about her proposal.
Seeing the words "good wishes" written on the place where this letter was written, Shang Yuchen couldn't help shaking his head and smiled bitterly, how could he be good without Linxi?
The weekend passed, and Shen Linxi went to the law firm again. The internship at the law firm made her feel both fresh and fulfilling. Among Mr. Yue's assistants is a female lawyer named Anqi, who graduated from college two years ago and came to work in the law firm. Because Angel also loves to laugh and amuse, this makes Shen Linxi feel like her roommate, so Shen Linxi and Angel quickly got acquainted.
Angel told Shen Linxi that she liked the atmosphere of the law firm very much, because the relationship between the lawyers was very harmonious, and according to several of her classmates, many lawyers in the law firm were fighting openly and secretly, and some lawyers would even fight for the source of the case.
Yes? After Shen Linxi heard this, her eyes widened in surprise. It was unbelievable to imagine lawyers in suits and leather shoes fighting each other like thugs in the market, regardless of their image.
Anqi also smiled and said to Shen Linxi that in the law firm, she can see all kinds of strange clients, and she can also hear many unheard of cases, and there will be a time when she will open her eyes in the future. Shen Linxi is really full of expectations for this.
In the evening, after Shen Linxi finished studying the materials of an appeal case, he looked at his watch, and it was already six o'clock in the evening. She stretched, packed up her papers, and prepared to go back to school.
At this moment, her mobile phone rang, and her first reaction was that Shang Yuchen called her. In fact, when Shen Linxi left the house that day, her mood was very complicated, a little difficult and heavy, a little uneasy, and a little reluctant, but she felt that it was very necessary for her to insist on it.
It's been two days since that day. During this period, whenever the mobile phone rang or the text message prompted the tone, she thought it was Shang Yuchen, but every time, she was very disappointed.
In the few days without Shang Yuchen by her side, Shen Linxi became restless and suffered from gains and losses. However, this also made her begin to understand that she really cared about Shang Yuchen, and she began to miss him.
Maybe you can let go of a relationship and start anew.
Now as soon as he heard the ringtone, Shen Linxi immediately took out his mobile phone from his bag, but when he looked at the electricity, it was Ming Xia. When she picked it up, she heard Ming Xia say loudly on the other end of the phone: "Linxi, I'm near your law firm, are you still in the law firm?" ”
Shen Linxi couldn't help laughing as soon as she heard Ming Xia's cannon-like speech. She said, "Xia Xia, you speak slowly, no one is chasing you behind!" I'm in the office, I'm just finishing my work, and I'm about to go back to school! ”
"That's right, I'm waiting for you at the subway station. Let's go shopping, and then find a random place to eat, I'll invite you! "Ming Xia is still very fast.
"Okay, you wait, I'll go over right away." Shen Linxi hung up her phone with a smile, then quickly packed up her things and rushed to the subway entrance.
After the two people met, the two of them walked along the boutiques on the street and walked through them one by one. Ming Xia watched casually, and at the same time, her eyebrows fluttered and she told Shen Linxi about her interesting things in the company.
Because school has opened, she can't go to the company for an internship every day next summer, so every time she goes, she hears a lot of interesting things. For example, I don't know why, Lu Hailong's temper has been a little bad in the past two days, his secretary has no eyes, he is dressed very eye-catching, but his work has not been completed well.
As a result, she was severely criticized by Lu Hailong, crying so much that her eyeshadow was spent, like a giant panda, everyone couldn't help but laugh when they saw it, and they were secretly happy.
Ming Xia also said to Shen Linxi in confusion: "This Director Lu has always been very gentle, and I don't know what has happened in the past few days, it's unusual." ”
Shen Linxi held a piece of clothing and compared it on his body, and said casually: "People have emotional ups and downs, this is normal. ”
Suddenly, I heard Ming Xia shouting in a low voice: "Say Cao Cao, Cao Cao will arrive!" Shen Linxi glanced at her, very inexplicable.
I only heard Ming Xia immediately say again: "I saw Lu Hailong!" The one in the gray shirt! At the same time, she pointed outside with her finger, allowing Shen Linxi to follow her finger to look over.
Shen Linxi saw that outside the boutique house, on the sidewalk in the distance, there was a tall and tall man. He was on the thin side, wearing a gray shirt and black trousers underneath, and was walking on his own.
Shen Linxi nodded and said, "Well, from a distance, people are quite energetic, and it is quite good to maintain this body shape at this age." ”
Ming Xia suddenly shouted in surprise: "Hey, the one in the back seems to be Yu Hongfei, she is following Lu Hailong." ”
Shen Linxi hurriedly asked, "Which one?" Which one? ”
Ming Xia said: "Just behind Lu Hailong, almost ten meters away, the woman wearing a white shirt, jeans, long hair, and sunglasses. What time is it, and what sunglasses is she wearing? ”
Shen Linxi asked, "Are you sure it's her?" ”
"It should be right, the posture she walks in is not what most people do." Ming Xia squinted his eyes and said.
At this time, Lu Hailong had already walked into a small road in the distance, and Yu Hongfei followed closely behind and followed into the small road.
Mingxia was curious for a while, she grabbed the clothes in Shen Linxi's hand and hung them on the clothes rack casually. Then, she picked up Shen Linxi with her backhand and ran, while whispering: "Let's go, let's go up and have a look, why do I think it's a little weird." ”