Tao Baisong didn't see my abnormality, and readily agreed to help me, so I handed him the money for two meals.

After a while, he brought two meals to me, and I brewed my feelings, pretending to be very pitiful, and said to him: "I have found several people to help me cook, but no one has helped me, you are such a kind person, thank you so much." It's just that my leg still has some time to get better, I don't know if I can trouble you to help me cook every day during this time? ”

"No problem!" Tao Baisong waved his hand casually, indicating a piece of cake, and then smiled at me.

The first time I noticed that he was really good at laughing, I couldn't help but lose my mind, and when I realized that something was wrong, I hurriedly pushed a meal in front of him, covered up my gaffe and said, "In order to show my gratitude, I will treat you to your lunch in the future." ”

"No, no, no! It's just a gesture, and you don't have to keep it in mind. Tao Baisong immediately refused.

Although I had seen him swallow quietly twice, his refusal was still expected by me, and I immediately removed the other meal, deliberately keeping a straight face and saying, "If you don't accept my gratitude, then I won't be able to eat the food you helped me make." Forget it, I'm still hungry. ”

"This ......" Tao Baisong looked at me very embarrassed, as if he understood something, and then he didn't shirk anymore, and continued to smile at me with a good-looking smile, "Then, then I'm welcome!" ”

I saw him holding the lunch box, and he was still very reserved at first, and then he ate faster and faster, and even choked a few times, and then stood up and jumped a few times while stroking his chest.

I couldn't help but laugh when I looked at him, and when he swallowed it, I smiled and asked, "If you choke, will you go down as long as you stand up and jump a few times?" ”

He scratched his head a little embarrassed, grimaced at me and said, "Yes, this is what my grandmother taught me before, and it works." I used to choke on steamed buns and jump like that. ”

As soon as I heard it, I smiled and said, "I didn't expect this jumping sport to have such an effect." ”

"That's it. I'm telling you, if you swim with water in your ears, you can jump like this a few times, and the water will burst out of your ears. Tao Baisong said vaguely while eating.

"Really?" I asked, surprised.

"Of course, I tried. In the summer, I often go to the East River to bathe, and everyone doesn't like water in their ears, but I like it the most. Every time water came in my ears, I would stand on the shore and jump violently, and then the water would rush out with a 'chirp'. When Tao Baisong finished speaking, he quickly took a few mouthfuls of rice, and then while chewing, he stood up and jumped to show me, which made me laugh again.

I found his words and movements so cute that I really couldn't help but laugh again and again.

From that day on, we both ate together at noon every day, and every time I gave him money and asked him to make two meals, one for him and one for me.

I like to listen to him talk more than to eat when we eat together, and I think it's much more comfortable to listen to him than to eat.

Later, he found out that my leg was pretending to hurt, I was afraid of hurting his self-esteem, and I was even more afraid that he would be angry and ignore me, so I found a lot of lame reasons to explain to him, and I almost cried, but fortunately he understood my hard work, although a little reluctantly, but at least he was willing to accept my help.

Later, we didn't just get along in a corner of the small cafeteria, and when we finished eating, we would go to some secluded part of the school to read our homework together.

I like that when the two of us are reading each other, we occasionally look up together, then look at each other and smile, and then lower our heads to do our part, I think that is the most heartwarming moment.

Sometimes during recess, we would go to the big toilet in front of the teaching building to go to the toilet, and when we met on the way, we didn't speak, just looked at each other, smiled slightly, and then went our separate ways, I always felt that the feeling of having a heart was the sweetest.

During the holidays, when he does some odd jobs in a factory, I will also run to help. But I don't have much strength, and more often than not, I just hand him water, wipe his sweat, and cheer him on.

This went on until my sophomore year of high school, and when he was in his third year of high school, my aunt died.

I still remember that day in the hospital, I just felt that the sky had fallen, and I was crying profusely and dizzy.

It was Tao Baisong who was by my side, comforting me and encouraging me.

After my aunt died, Tao Baisong no longer accepted my financial support, and I did not tell him about the huge sum of money my aunt gave me before she died, but only told him that my aunt left me a little money, which was enough for me to spend until I graduated from college, and I hoped that this money would support the two of us to go to school together and be admitted to university.

I remember joking with him at the time, saying that he would graduate from college first, and after he graduated, he would make money for me to go to school, and he agreed without hesitation, and said that he would make a lot of money in the future, and let me live a worry-free life.

"You are responsible for making money to support your family, and I am responsible for being beautiful like a flower." It's a joke I've always remembered.

He is indeed a very hard-working boy, and as long as he has a holiday, he will go to work. When he was in high school, his uncle basically didn't give him a penny, and most of his tuition and living expenses were his own work-study expenses, and a small part of the gap was funded by me, but he always tried not to use my money.

I still remember on my twentieth birthday, he bought me a notebook with the money he had saved up for a long time, and every time I think about that day, I feel extremely happy.

The two of us sat together in front of the computer, he used the small window to play games, and I used the small window to watch anime, and I felt that there was no happier couple in the world than us.

He said that when he graduated from college and had the ability, he would definitely buy me more and better things.

That very night, I gave myself to him completely.

At this point, my heart began to ache for a while.

Because it wasn't long before he began to go out for internships, and it was in this process that he slowly changed and began to yearn for the outside world of flowers.

He told me more than once that he must live in the big city in the future, because all the excitement is there.

I know that his heart is big, and I slowly know that it is impossible for him to return to small G County with me in the future, and it is impossible to be willing to live an ordinary life like me, I know that I can't keep him, and I also know that once I go to that city full of temptation, it will be difficult for his heart to stay in me.

In fact, many times, I really want to tell him that I have money, I have a lot of money, enough for both of us to have enough food and clothing for a lifetime. But a few times the words came to my lips, I still held back.

I don't think it really makes much sense if he stays because of that. What I hope is that he can see through it himself, and then live a simple life with me in peace.

So even though I was full of nervousness and worry, I still let him go, and it was a very painful thing to keep people's hearts, and I was willing to wait for him here, until he reached the height he wanted one day, and then come to me, stand in front of me, respectfully stretch out that right hand, take my right hand, and walk into the palace of marriage together.

It's just that I didn't expect him to indulge in that drunken life so quickly, and he began to get impatient with my nagging, and his contact with me became less and less.

I began to become disappointed in him, and my heart gradually became cold, and it was at this time that I found out that I was pregnant.

My period has always been inaccurate, and by the time I found out that my lower abdomen was no longer flat, I was more than four months pregnant.

I know that I still love him deeply in my heart, but I don't want to use children to restrain him because of children, but I am also reluctant to take away our children, but if I am born, I am afraid that the school will not be able to stay, so I made a bold move, dropped out of school, and then went to another small city, because I wanted to find a place where no one knew me to give birth to this child.

Hehe, people who don't have parents and relatives are like this, what you want to do, no one will stop you, only people will spit on you.

It's a pity that I didn't settle down for long, because of an accident, my baby disappeared all at once.

That period was another low point in my life, I fell seriously ill and spent nearly half a year in the hospital alone.

I don't know how I survived, I tried my best to let myself forget Tao Baisong, and tried my best to keep in mind what my aunt told me before she died: "Ye Zi, after you graduate from college, go to N City, borrow your eyes, and let my aunt take a few more looks at Xiao Ai, because Xiao Ai is my aunt's biggest concern in this life!" ”

So I later came to N City, and after adopting Xiaoyezi in an orphanage, I have been working as a teacher in a small kindergarten.

Although I have never seen Brother Song since then, and although I have been telling myself to forget him, I have to admit that missing him has become a part of my mind and is inseparable.

There is no room for any man in my emotional world, because longing has become a habit.

I know that whenever he appears in front of me and is willing to extend his right hand to me, I think I will not hesitate to extend my right hand, because the feeling he has brought me is so good that I cannot forget it, so beautiful that I am willing to be humble.

A few drops of watery stuff slid down my cheeks, and I looked up to see that the sky was raining fine and dense again, but I soon smiled bitterly again, how could the rain be so small that it could be flowing on my face?

Those were the tears in my eyes!

There was a fleshy touch in my palm, and I quickly turned around and saw Xiao Yezi looking up at me.

She didn't speak, but I could see her worry in her eyes.

I couldn't help but squat down and hugged Xiaoye tightly.

For me, Xiaoyezi is the child born to me and Brother Song.

I gently wiped all the tears from the corners of my eyes, and then tried to smile at Xiao Yezi, picked her up, held up the umbrella, glanced at my aunt's sleeping place again, and then took Xiao Ye to step on the muddy return path again.

I know that Xiao Yezi still needs me to take care of her, and my aunt still needs me to tell her the news of Xiao Ai, without Brother Song, I still have a lot to do, so I have to be strong, because life has to go on, and I have to slowly adjust my life to describe it as beautiful.

Although the rain is getting heavier and the road is still muddy, they shouldn't be an obstacle to my progress.

Looking up into the distance, I couldn't help but laugh at the concrete road like a white ribbon, and after taking one more step, I was a foot closer to my destination.

Looking at the white ribbon getting closer and closer, my steps are getting faster and faster......