Lu Sheng should have gotten out of the car when he saw me and Zuo Ya. The pure white suit was wet with raindrops, and it looked different shades. The rain ran down his cheeks, pooling on the tip of his chin and condensing into a column of water. Lu Sheng crossed his arms and kept looking at me as he approached, he was very tall, and he stood there quite imposingly.

remembered the last time I saw Lu Sheng in the rain, it was the day I was discharged from the hospital.

On the morning of her discharge, Lin Jing unexpectedly didn't tell me that she wanted to escape. After breakfast, she pulled me aside and asked, "Lu Nuo, are you allowed to go out?" ”

I nodded expressionlessly, although I knew that she would forget it, but I still couldn't help but ask: "Lin Jing, don't run anymore." You can't get out, you're safe if you stay here. ”

"Safe?" Lin Jing's emotions were a little excited, and she tugged at the iron window on the window: "My spirit is fine, why are you locked up here?" These people treat us like animals completely...... Lu Nuo, I know that you are not a patient either. Now that you're going out, can you call the police? Can you get me out too? ”

Thinking that after I was discharged from the hospital, Lin Jing would get up every morning and ask the doctor where Lu Nuo was. Thinking that Lin Jing would be like this, my numb heart still felt sad. No matter how many people she killed, she was still a normal person when she was still conscious, and she still regarded me as a friend.

"Okay." I couldn't bear it, and coaxed: "You wait for me, when I go out, I will send someone to pick you up." ”

Lin Jing instantly had a cold face, and coldly pierced and said, "You lied." ”

But even if I can't bear it, I can't live here anymore. It's just that what I didn't expect was that after lunch, when I finally went back to the ward to pick up my personal belongings, I found that Lin Jing next door had committed suicide.

It's not uncommon to be killed in a mental hospital, let alone suicide. The doctors surrounded the corpse on the ground as if they were having fun, saying that there was no Lin Jing, and there was also one less madman who wanted to run away from trouble every day. One more single room, one more income.

"I think about running every day," doctor Wang Qiang kicked Lin Jing's shoes: "Now I see where are you running?" ”

The sky was dark and oppressive, and suddenly there was a continuous thunderclap, and the ridicule in the room was instantly silenced. Although doctors study human nerves thoroughly, to a certain extent, they are more afraid of ghosts and believe in gods and demons than ordinary people. I think people who may do a lot of bad things will have to be feared after all. It's not that I'm afraid of heavenly principles, but I'm always worried about retribution.

Lin Jing's body left the psychiatric hospital at the same time as me, and she eventually escaped.

In the way she likes.

I looked at Lu Sheng in the rain at night, and the white suit on his body was very eye-catching. Just like the day I was discharged from the hospital, I looked up at the sky. It was pitch black under the sky, and it was the same everywhere. Finally, God treats me and him equally.

The bitter cold rain made my mind clear, and the biggest mistake I made since I was discharged from the hospital was that I couldn't forget the life I had lived for the past three years.

Even with my sane diagnosis, I still can't get out of my old environment. Hatred gives me strength, but it also imprisons me. When I can't move forward, I always feel like I'm surrounded by walls.

Can't escape, can't run away, follow you like a shadow.

In the mental hospital, I learned a truth, if I can't forget my old life and embrace the current world, then what awaits me is doomed to death.

Death is the ultimate way out for all of us, but it is not necessarily the only outcome.

I thought a little too much, and I was silent for a little longer. I stood in the rain and didn't speak, and Zuo Ya didn't dare to act rashly. It was Lu Sheng who opened his mouth first: "Nuonuo, I want to talk to you." ”

Running to talk to my ex-wife on the night of my wedding day is really strange to me. Lu Sheng shouted so closely, Zuo Ya was at a loss. After soaking in the rain for too long, Zuo Ya was so cold that he sneezed: "Sister Lu, I'm waiting for you at your doorstep." ”

Lu Sheng stared at Zuo Ya cautiously and vigilantly, and it wasn't until Zuo Ya's figure walked into the courtyard wall that he spoke again: "Lu Nuo, there is a problem with our divorce agreement. ”

Sure enough, Lu Sheng would not have come to me at such an important time without anything particularly important.

I put away my anger and asked him calmly, "Haven't I already signed it?" Is there any problem that your team of lawyers should be able to solve, right? ”

"In the last agreement, there were several items of property that were not very clear." Lu Sheng pulled the car door and took out a leather briefcase and handed it to me: "I added it, you need to see it and re-sign it before our divorce can take effect." ”

Lu Sheng is really bold, and he didn't go through the divorce procedures neatly, so he dared to blatantly marry a little wife. If I hadn't had other plans, I wouldn't have cheapened him if I didn't sue Lu Sheng for bigamy.

"Okay, I got it." I nodded, wanting to take the briefcase: "Since you're here, you can sit in the car for a while." I'll go in and sign it, and you can take it. ”

Lu Sheng pinched the briefcase and didn't let go, and called me in a straight voice: "Lu Nuo." ”

I wanted to withdraw my hand, but Lu Sheng grabbed my hand and asked, "Why is your hand hurt?" ”

Although Lu Sheng and Huang Jiahe have similar body temperatures, the two of them give me a noticeably different feeling. Huang Jiahe has a warm palm, and he always tries his best to pass on his heat to me.

And Lu Sheng, he seems to want to get too much out of my cold, stiff body.

Lu's ecology has changed and changed, but it all means the same thing. Whether he took the initiative to come to me or pushed me away ruthlessly, no matter what kind of behavior, what he wanted was to maximize his own interests.

"Don't do that anymore." I suppressed my cold trembling lips and said in a flat tone, "I will agree to the divorce, if you don't want to wait, I can express it to you." You'll be able to receive it by tomorrow night at the latest. It will not delay your divorce, nor will it affect your marriage. ”

Hearing me say this, Lu Sheng was much happier. He slipped his briefcase into my arms and immediately got in the car and left.

I looked back at the rain from his wheels, and I didn't continue to walk home until the taillights were completely gone.

Zuo Ya stuck to the position in front of my house to hide from the rain, and called me tremblingly: "Sister Lu, are you done talking?" ”

I opened the door, and Zoya rushed into the house. He sneezed a lot and said, "Sister Lu, do you live here by yourself?" Aren't you afraid? This house...... Ahh Why do I think this room is colder than outside? ”

"Did you hear what I said to my ex-husband just now?" I asked.

"Hehe, how could I eavesdrop?" Zuo Yaxiao's eyes narrowed into a line: "I'm very ...... Ahh People of integrity. ”

As soon as Zuo Ya's voice fell, I held the briefcase given by Lu Sheng and fainted.