I woke up again in the hospital.

Feeling the doctor in the white coat leaning over to listen, I instinctively moved my body back. The range of movement was too large, and it involved the needles in my hands, and I grinned in pain.

"Nono, it's okay! Don't be afraid! The doctor is just checking you out. ”

My aunt's voice sounded from the side, and I calmed down. All over my body, from the cracks in my bones, there was soreness. I picked up the palm of my hand and looked at it, "What's wrong with me?" ”

"Fever, excessive blood loss, and malnutrition." My aunt held the palm of my bandaged wound, she must have cried many times, and her voice was hoarse: "Nuno, you are too thin, you are only 34 kilograms now." The doctor said you should be hospitalized to recuperate. ”

Compared to when I was discharged from the hospital, I lost another 2 pounds.

The doctor followed his aunt's words, briefly said some precautions, and then went out of the ward. I looked at my aunt and asked her quietly, "Zuoya sent me to the hospital?" ”

Auntie nodded.

I asked again, "How long have I been unconscious?" ”

The aunt paused slightly: "About 8 hours...... It can't be said that you have been in a coma, the doctor said, you are asleep. ”

"I was asleep." I rubbed the position of my eyebrows: "I really haven't slept for such a long time, even if I take sleeping pills, I can only sleep for 1 or 2 hours a day." ”

My aunt's face was solemn, and I asked, "Do you know about my illness?" ”

The topic was a little heavy, and my aunt began to cry again, and she said in a low and slow voice: "When you came to the hospital, the wounds on your hands were soaked white. The doctor was afraid of a blood infection, so he did a test...... I know. ”

When I was known, I felt relieved: "Do you understand now?" Auntie, I can't go and enjoy life. I can't, and I don't deserve it. ”

"Nono, don't say that." The aunt quickly wiped away her tears and comforted: "Although this disease is more domineering, it is not certain to die!" We find the best doctors, go to the best nursing homes, and still ...... You're still so young, and your good days have just begun! ”

The blood-stained bandages, the back of the hand with the blood vessels, and the skinny chest...... I don't care about this broken body anymore. It makes no difference to me whether to live one more day, or ten more years.

"Auntie, I don't want to waste time." I carefully pulled my palm out of her hand to avoid the blood staining her: "Since I'm going to die sooner or later, I might as well spend my time doing something else." ”

"It's related to Lu Sheng again?" Aunt felt unwilling, but helpless: "Nuonuo, what do you want?" ”

After the heavy rain in the evening, the temperature drops suddenly. The trail of stagnant water on the eaves has been preserved, and the windows of the wards are lined with shiny ice cubes, reflecting the cold light.

"Auntie." I looked out the window and said coldly, "I'm going to infect him personally, and after infecting him, I'm going to look at his expression when he knows I'm sick." I don't need him to apologize, I don't need him to repent and feel guilty, I want him to suffer the same pain as me. I'm going to be in a hospital room with him, and I'm going to let him watch when I'm sick. ”

"I want him to know how I got to death from AIDS, and I want him to know that he's going to die like me." I was stimulated by the scene I imagined, and my face flushed with excitement: "I want him to live in unrest, fear and anxiety every day when he is not dead...... I know these emotions too well, they can't kill people, but they are enough to torture people and go crazy. ”

"Nono!" My aunt called me in a lost voice, and after she did, she smiled dumbly: "You are really similar to your mother." ”

Aunt changed the subject: "Ni Fei's side, isn't it going well?" ”

I shook my head: "She found out." ”

"You are determined, but you are still too young after all." My aunt told me in a serious way: "Although you are calm enough, you have no experience in revenge. ”

I didn't want my aunt to think that I was guarding against her, so I explained, "Auntie, I didn't tell you about my illness before, because I didn't want to drag you into the water. ”

"I'm not complaining about you, I'm teaching you." The aunt smiled proudly: "Have you forgotten that I have five ex-husbands?" Women's hatred for women is always greater than their hatred for men. If I hadn't done it twice, I would have been killed by those five dead women. Do you think Zheng Yajuan is really as sven as she seems? Your aunt and I don't have the sharp eyes that understand the layout, and I have long been played to death by these old ladies...... If you want to get revenge, then you must listen to me. ”

I wanted to refute, but there was no sufficient reason at all, and I said a little weakly: "Auntie, it's still me ......."

"You listen to me." My aunt tucked the quilt for me strongly: "You sleep well, don't let Lu Sheng see that you are half dead, no man will like a woman like this." You don't even have an appetite now, how can you still have a sexual desire? ”

"Will it work?" I'm skeptical.

Aunt clapped her hands cheeringly: "You? You certainly can't. Besides Huang Jiahyuk, which man can you catch? What's more, a person like Lu Sheng, if you don't use some means, he won't take the bait. And your methods are too clumsy, and he still won't take the bait. ”

When I mentioned Huang Jiahe, my whole chest was a very strange feeling. Different from the violent pain when Lu Sheng was mentioned, it seemed to be pulling out the thorns from the flesh. Pull back the tug-of-war, slowly pumping the neuralgia.

I tried to ignore the feeling and turned to my aunt and asked, "So what should I do?" ”

"Eat well and sleep well." There is an incomparable confidence in the beauty of the aunt: "Everything, you are at my disposal." ”

After Huang Jiahe was angry with me, the only person I could trust in this world was my aunt. My eyes were dry, but I couldn't cry anymore. I've been alone for so long that I've forgotten what it's like to have someone fighting side by side.

In order to hide my surging emotions, I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. Maybe it was really a relief, I actually fell asleep rarely.

I didn't sleep for long, but I woke up feeling refreshed all over. It was already dark outside, and my aunt packed up my things and sent me home. In the car, she again asked me to go to her house to stay.

"Auntie, forget it." I told the truth: "You now know what disease I have, and although it is not usually contagious, I still feel uneasy. I live in my house and it's the same. ”

My aunt also stopped trying to persuade me to concentrate on driving.

I didn't even read the divorce agreement that Lu Sheng brought again, and directly signed it and mailed it to him.

Aunt asked Lu Sheng about the scene when he came to deliver the divorce agreement, and she was slightly surprised: "Lu Sheng called you Nuo Nuo in front of Zuo Ya?" After Zuo Ya left, he changed his name to Lu Nuo? ”