Huang Jiahe thought I was perfunctory to Zheng Yajuan, so he nodded ambiguously. And my aunt didn't want to be too decisive, after all, she always wanted me to be with Huang Jiahe. My aunt didn't say anything more, she tugged at my wrist and tried to pull me into the car.

It was distressing to be pinched by my aunt in my hand, but I still stubbornly stood and didn't move: "Huang Jiahe, I'm serious." I won't want your stuff anymore. Not only the nutritional supplements you brought, but everything about you, I don't want it. ”

I took out the mobile phone given by Huang Jiahe from my pocket and threw it on the ground at his feet with an expressionless face.

Huang Jiahe looked at me inexplicably, and he said with an unkind face: "Lu Nuo, you go back with Aunt Zhou Ling first." ”

"Huang Jiahe, my words have been made clear."

After saying what I had to say, I let go of my aunt and got into the car by myself. As soon as I opened the car door, Huang Jiahe stopped me from behind and hugged me. I was silently carried away by him, Zheng Yajuan wanted to step forward to stop it, but was stopped by her aunt next to the car and couldn't move.

Huang Jiahe put me down, and he grabbed my cold hand, as if trying to shake the temperature...... It's been more than three years, and a lot of things have changed. It's not just my relationship with Lu Sheng, even Huang Jiahe won't be as irritable with me as before.

The power of time is magical, and three years have weathered a lot of feelings and eroded a lot of traces. From the outside, a lot of things are still the same. But in reality, the inside has long been rotten. That's why Huang Jiahe is so cautious, even honestly afraid.

Because we all know that if we are not careful, the only remaining body will collapse in an instant and turn into powder.

"Nono, if my mom says something excessive, then I'm ......"

I bluntly interrupted Huang Jiahe's words: "Your mother didn't tell me anything, what I said was what I thought in my heart." Maybe you don't realize it, but there shouldn't have been a connection between the two of us for a long time. You've been doing so much for me and I'm so grateful to you. But as a classmate, neighbor, and brother, you're really good enough. ”

Huang Jiahe's expression was solemn, and his eyebrows were once again stained with his usual fierceness. He closed his eyes, and after a while, he slowly opened them, and said softly, "Nono, but you know, I never just wanted to be a classmate, alumnus, or neighbor with you. ”

Looking at Huang Jiahyuk's lost face, I suddenly felt very confused. Lu Sheng is my love, and even today, I still love Lu Sheng. But I don't feel distressed at all about the pain that is going to be inflicted on Lu Sheng.

And Huang Jiahe, in the past 20 years, I really just treated him as a neighbor. I don't love him, but the way he is now really makes me feel extremely distressed.

I was stunned for a long time, and Huang Jiahe finally lost his patience. He forcibly took me into his arms, grabbed my chin and lowered his head and kissed me fiercely.

In the process of tearing my lips and teeth, my tongue was bitten, and the smell of blood made me chill all over my body. A cool breath rose from the soles of my feet, and the setting sun shone on my body, but my teeth were still chattering from the cold. If Huang Jiahe hadn't supported me, I guess I would have collapsed to the ground a long time ago.

Huang Jiahe stopped panting, and I screamed and pushed him away. Running back to the car and pulling out my shopping bag, I kept rummaging through it like crazy. My brain was dead silent, and my mouth was full of slimy plasma.

My aunt and Zheng Yajuan, who had been arguing for a long time, also quieted down, and the two of them were stunned by me and stunned. Huang Jiahe grabbed me and shouted in a daze: "Nuonuo! What are you looking for? ”

I rummaged through the mineral water and trembled and unscrewed it with my hands. I didn't care about wiping the water all over my body, so I hurriedly sent it to Huang Jiahe's mouth: "Jiahe! Fast! Rinse your mouth! Hurry up! You rinse your mouth! ”

Huang Jiahe saw that I was emotional, and drank the water obediently. Seeing that he was about to swallow, I screamed, "Don't drink! Spit it out! Huang Jiahe! You spit out the water! ”

"Nono!" Huang Jiahe knocked off the water bottle in my hand and hugged me comfortingly: "You calm down, this is just water!" Just water! ”

Huang Jiahe's embrace was warm, and even made me feel nostalgic. But the taste of blood in my mouth kept stimulating me, and the thoughts in my mind became clearer...... No, it's not just water!

I shook off Huang Jiahe again and went through the disinfectant in the bag uneasily. Zheng Yajuan saw that I was going to rinse Huang Jiahe's mouth with disinfectant water, she ran over emotionally and slapped me hard: "Lu Nuo!" What are you crazy about! It's toilet sanitized! Drinking it is fatal! Are you going to kill my son? ”

It is estimated that my crazy and abnormal appearance is really terrifying, and the security guard at the door opened the window and asked, "Madam, what's wrong?" Need my help? ”

The aunt roared back imposingly: "Are you blind? Don't you know who the owner is! ”

"Zheng Yajuan! You slut! You dare to hit Nono! The aunt was enraged, jumped up and pulled Zheng Yajuan's hair: "You have to educate your son to go home and educate!" You can flatten him and pinch him if you want! But if you want to touch my family, I won't tell you! ”

The scene was out of control in an instant, and Huang Jiahe could only let go of me first and helplessly went to the rack. Zheng Yajuan and my aunt have too deep a grudge, and the two of them have been enduring it all along. This time it was a flashpoint, and the anger that erupted couldn't be stopped.

Everything in front of me was like a slow and silent movie, reflected in my pupils, and the movements of the three people who were tearing were also slowed down.

With my hands and feet cold, I crouched on the side of the car and whispered, "In this place of Uz lives a man named Job. He was a good man, fearing God and turning away from evil. He had a large family of seven sons and three daughters. He had seven thousand sheep, three thousand camels, five hundred pairs of oxen, five hundred female asses, and a large number of servants and maidservants. Among the Orientals......"

Automatically shielding myself from the hustle and bustle of the outside world, I concentrated on memorizing the book of Job from the Bible.

It was a habit I developed in a psychiatric hospital, when one of my patients stood on the balcony and recited it every morning. She has severe schizophrenia and temporary amnesia, and by day she thinks she is a devout saint, and at night she thinks she is a murderer.

She lives in a single room like me, not because of anything else, but because the patients she lives with are all eaten by her at night. In the morning she would forget everything and recite the Bible reverently. During her last year in the psychiatric hospital, she lived next door to me. Every time the psychiatrist leaves my room in the morning with his pants on, and listens to her read the Bible aloud in a low voice, my heart is clear.

When I came out of the mental hospital, whenever I lost control of my emotions, I would unconsciously recite this scripture to seek a moment of peace.

My aunt and Zheng Yajuan were inseparable, and my excitement was still difficult to calm down. With both hands in his hair, he didn't feel any pain in his scalp. Looking at the dirty blood sticking to the corners of Huang Jiahe's mouth, I panicked and pulled the gravel on the ground.

I licked the broken wound in my mouth, the biting chill and desperate panic left me at a loss. If the wound in Huang Jiahe's mouth touches my blood, then I really ......

Sin deserves death.