It's time for lunch breaks, and I'm playing with preschoolers' toys around the table with a bunch of goofy patients. Lin Jing, who was reading a book on the side, took advantage of the caretaker's inattention and whispered to me: "Lu Nuo, let's escape the two of us!" ”

Lin Jing was the saint murderer who suffered from schizophrenia and temporary amnesia, and she would say the same thing to me at this time of the day: "Lu Nuo, I have researched, and there are loopholes in the guards here. After lunch, they all went to a treasury in the back to gamble. When the time comes, we go down the pipe on the wall from the second-floor balcony so that we can run to the driveway. Stop the car and we'll be back in the city and get out! ”

I stuffed the triangular wooden block into the circular hole with an expressionless face, and I still didn't hear Lin Jing's words. Life here is boring and painful, but life outside isn't necessarily much better.

On the day I was sent to a psychiatric hospital, Huang Jiahe specifically instructed me not to look like a normal person, otherwise I might still be thrown back to prison for a heavy sentence. In addition, I am a fugitive crime, and I don't even have a suspended death, so it is directly a death sentence.

There was once a normal person who was mistakenly imprisoned, and in order to prove that he was not crazy, he constantly explained various historical knowledge and mathematical equations to doctors and nurses. As a result, he was sedated and slept for several days. It wasn't until the family came to look for it that the hospital knew that it was a big oolong.

It's really hard to say how to define normal people and mentally ill people...... Although I looked like a normal person, I knew in my heart that my spirit had already been torn apart.

According to the doctors, Lin Jing's parents are divorced, and she has suffered a lot of insults and abuse since she was a child. After her parents got married, Lin Jing was even more unpopular. Lin Jing, who was helpless, was taken in by a kind church. She is quiet and well-behaved, and she is an extremely devout believer.

Later, Lin Jing was taken by a son-in-law. Lin Jing's parents, who were full of interests, sold Lin Jing to his son-in-law in frenzy. Brother Gongzi raped Lin Jing in the church, and afterwards he revealed the transaction and inventory with Lin Jing's parents. In the evening, Lin Jing's parents took her home for dinner, and the dirty Lin Jing came out of the bathroom after taking a bath, and she cried and killed her parents.

When the police arrived at the scene, Lin Jing's parents were mutilated. Lin Jing sat in the blood and laughed weirdly.

Lin Jing's temporary amnesia was acquired in a psychiatric hospital. The murderer she spun out of is not only cruel, but also extremely intelligent. At one point, she literally ran out of a mental hospital and nearly killed a middle school student on the way. It was also at that time that Lin Jing injured her brain during the process of being subdued and suffered from temporary amnesia. Every morning, her memories would all go back to the morning she had escaped.

Reciting the Bible, eating, resting, playing, looking for a patient to run away with her...... Every day.

In the beginning, I would be so tired of Lin Jing's words and persuasion that I became hysterical later. But as the days went on and on, I was completely out of temper. I just didn't think I heard what she said. Even if I quarrel with Lin Jing and yell, I will be the one who will be locked up in the end. Pay for one's whistle.

Doctor Wang Qiang and nurse Sun Pengfei pushed a stack of physical examinations, and our rest time was once again occupied. But this kind of thing is like a teacher dominating self-study, which is unreasonable and irresistible.

We stood in a row, and Lin Jing raised her fingers to silence me. Her movements were not obvious, but she was still seen by the doctor Wang Qiang. He was in a good mood today, and joked: "What is Lin Jing talking to Lu Nuo?" ”

"Nothing." Lin Jing hurriedly denied it, nervously covering up: "It's nothing, Doctor Wang." ”

Wang Qiang rolled up the stethoscope around his neck and put it in his pocket, and his smile was disgusting: "Let me guess...... You two aren't trying to figure out how to escape, are you? ”

Lin Jing's face turned pale, and there was laughter all around. Wang Qiang was a little proud, even complacent.

But I don't understand what's so complacent about being more normal than a mentally ill person.

Wang Qiang took out the medical record book and read it out one by one. He looked like he was awarding the Nobel Prize in Medicine. Ignoring human rights and ridiculing life always make them unconsciously feel superior...... That's one of the joys of working in a mental hospital.

"Lu Nuo." When his name was read, Wang Qiang was visibly stunned. He turned around and whispered a few words to Sun Pengfei, and turned back to me very unhappily: "You have AIDS." ”

Outside, most people are "talking about Ai Se". But AIDS is not a rare disease here. And Wang Qiang was unhappy, but he regretted that I couldn't continue to play in the future.

There was still a blank apathy on my face, perhaps I had expected to be infected. But the only thing I am unwilling or even resentful about is that Lu Sheng left me here to live or die, while he spent all the money he got to kill my parents.

Lu Sheng unscrupulously plundered and squandered everything I cherished, while he lived with peace of mind.

The resentment in my heart was so strong that I woke up directly from my dream.

I combed my hair, and my aunt was sitting on the edge of the bed with a worried expression. I silently took the clock on the bedside table and said, "It's three o'clock in the morning." ”

My aunt breathed a sigh of relief, covered her mouth excitedly and said, "Thank God! Nono, you're talking! ”

The two crazy women who were fighting at the gate of the community that day were not pulled away by Huang Jiahe and the security guards, but were stopped by my chattering thoughts. Seeing that my spirit was not quite right, my aunt couldn't care about separating the winner from Zheng Yajuan. She and Huang Jiahe carried me home and took care of me for three days.

For three days, I didn't eat, drink, or talk. It seems to be caught in some kind of sad and inexplicable emotion, and I can't escape it myself.

Reason told me that I should confess my condition and ask Huang Jiahe to go to the hospital immediately to treat the wound. But if this happens, as soon as the matter spreads, I have no way to retaliate against Lu Sheng...... The resentment towards Lu Sheng and the guilt towards Huang Jiahe crushed my own spirit.

With nowhere to escape, I took the sleeping pills sent by Huang Jiahe, but I only slept for two hours. In the dream, the past scenes reappeared, and the hatred in my heart was also carved more and more clearly.

I want Lu Sheng to fall in love with me again, and I want Lu Sheng to die like me.

"Nono, are you hungry? Would you like to eat? Jia He just left when you went to sleep, and he will come back early tomorrow morning. ”

My aunt said a lot, and I didn't react much with my head down. She gritted her teeth and threw out a dose of fierce information: "Lu Sheng, that bastard will get married the day after tomorrow, do you want to go and see it?" ”