Text Chapter 39 Jiang Shan knew Ye Ming's thoughts
After Jiang Shan got out of the car, she took her suitcase, and left without looking back, Ye Ming wanted to step forward to help, but thinking of what he had just said, he thought that since he had rejected her, he should keep his distance from her, and he should not let a good girl get hurt again, so he turned around and got in the car and left.
After Jiang Shan got out of the car, she dragged her suitcase and didn't look back, she was telling herself, "Jiang Shan, you can't turn back, you have to be a little backbone, people don't like you, you can't be like this, you have completely lost yourself in front of him, don't you even want the last bit of pride?" ”
It's obviously a very short distance, but at this moment I feel that this road can't go to the end, the lights of the car behind me are getting farther and farther away from me, and the roar of the exhaust can no longer be heard, and at this moment in the quiet night can only hear the sound of one or two insects, at this moment, no matter how strong I am, I still sit on the ground, yes, I am not a superman, I can't be so calm and comfortable with everything, and I also have sad and fragile times.
Jiang Shan squatted down and hugged her knees, she felt helpless at the moment, the silent night seemed to be in her situation at the moment, there was no light, although there was still a glimmer of light in the distance, it seemed so close and so far, after a while, her mobile phone rang, it was her father calling, Jiang Shan sorted out her own answer.
"Hey, father," he said cautiously
"Why haven't you come back yet, haven't you already done things?" Father Jiang said angrily
"I've just taken care of some things, so it's been delayed, I'll be back soon," Jiang Shan said
Father Jiang hung up the phone after listening to it, Jiang Shan on the other end of the phone listened to the beeping sound on the phone, and her heart suddenly hurt again, this own father, after he left for so long, the phone call he called himself after he left for so long did not have the so-called hush and warmth, and he didn't have any concern, he should have adapted to it a long time ago, don't ask for so much love, as long as the people he cares about are doing well, it is the biggest luxury, what kind of love do you expect from your parents, laughing like self-deprecation, Jiang Shan sighed deeply, The street lamp stretched her figure very long, and she continued to walk in the dark night with the box, looking so lonely from her back.
When he returned home, Jiang's father was sitting in the living room, and when he saw Jiang Shan coming back, he asked coldly, "How is the arrangement?" ”
Jiang Shan replied: "Well, it's already arranged, it's quite convenient to live there, don't worry, father."
"You know what I'm asking, I want you to go to this matter, I want you to know, if you don't handle this matter well, then I will deal with it, no wonder I'm ruthless" Father Jiang finished speaking and went upstairs.
Jiang Shan stood in place and looked at the back of his biological father, his heart was cold, once upon a time he also had that kind of time when his parents were happy, but that was all in the past, and his father is no longer the father who loved him very much, and this family has no warmth at the beginning.
Jiang Shan took the luggage back to her room, although she was tired all day, she still got up and sorted out her clothes, freshened up by the way, returned to the room after freshening up, sat on the couch by the windowsill, looked at the lights in the distance, sat for a while and suddenly thought of something, stood up, walked to the wardrobe, and picked up the mobile phone in the pocket of the clothes, which was a black mobile phone, obviously for a man.
Looking at the mobile phone in front of her, Jiang Shan hesitated for a moment, thinking of the scene in the car today, entangled in whether to open the mobile phone, looking at the mobile phone in her hand, she never thought that she who had always been cowardly would secretly take Ye Ming's mobile phone, maybe the unwilling belief in her heart was causing trouble.
But at this moment, looking at the mobile phone in front of him, he didn't know whether he was doing it right or wrong, and finally pressed his mobile phone, his mobile phone had a password, because he often got along with him before and saw him lose and wrote it down, 1108 After pressing these numbers, the phone was unlocked.
Jiang Shan looked at the photo album of the mobile phone, and the first few albums were some photos of the family, looking at Ye Ming, who was smiling like a child in the photo, he seemed to be in a much better mood, and saw that the last album was locked, Jiang Shan tried that his birthday was not opened, and finally tried the unlocking password and found that he set the same password as the mobile phone.
opened the phone, there were only a few photos in it, the first few were just blurred backs, looking at these backs, Jiang Shan inexplicably felt a little familiar, looked at the photos, and looked at the photos in the phone when she saw the last one, Jiang Shan's mind was blank, the phone slipped from her hand, she was stunned for a while, picked up the phone after a while, and looked at the girl in the phone in her hand, the feeling was like something blocked in her throat, and the girl in the photo was very familiar. She is her good sister, and she is the Liu Mengqi who encourages herself to confess.
Although the photo is only a long-range picture of her, Jiang Shan still recognizes this as Mengqi, at this moment no one can understand the fluctuation of Jiang Shan's heart at this time, the man he loves deeply, hid the photo of his good sister in his mobile phone, and set the password, it turns out that the girl he loves deeply is Mengqi, Jiang Shan feels that her world is in chaos, and she has always been a good sister and suddenly became her rival.
Exited the photo album of her mobile phone, although Jiang Shan didn't want to continue to look at these things that made her sad, but she still looked at it, a small voice in her heart would tell herself that things must not be what she saw, the person Ye Ming likes is someone else, not Mengqi, yes, it must be so, she would rather see everything in the photos she sees today is not like her sisters, at least her heart will be a little better.
After looking through it for a long time, I finally found that Ye Ming still had the habit of writing memos, and opened his memo, the first few were written about Ye Lingling's birthday and some things at home, and there was Mengqi's birthday in the back, as well as the things that needed to help Mengqi recently, and the last page was just a short sentence "Love her and watch her happy".
Seeing this, Jiang Shan couldn't stand it at all, it turned out that Ye Ming, who had always been gentle and considerate, also had such a deep secret, it turned out that everything he did was because he liked her, the mobile phone password was changed to her birthday, and the most in the memo was about her, thinking about it, she was also very caring for her in the academy, she used to just think that he was like this to everyone, and now she thinks about it is just a way for herself to comfort herself.
Jiang Shan sat on the couch and looked at the world outside the window, the lights were dim, but there was no light that could warm herself, she raised her head and looked at the sky, trying to restrain herself from not wanting tears to fall, at this moment she was isolated as if she had been discarded, she once thought that Ye Ming would be the one who could warm herself, but now she thinks that it is just a dream of Nan Ke to deliver it sincerely in the end.
At this moment, I have hatred in my heart, and at the same time I am complaining about myself, I am complaining that I am in love with someone I shouldn't love, I hate myself for not even being able to protect what I love, I don't know how long I sat on the couch, how long I was stunned, Jiang Shan suddenly stood up, put on her coat, and ran to the parking lot downstairs.
It was already drizzling outside at this time, and the aunt at home saw that Jiang Shan was going out so late, and was about to send an umbrella over, Jiang Shan had already driven the car away, Jiang Shan drove straight to the direction of Mengqi's house, at this moment she had only one thought in her heart, that is, to ask Mengqi clearly, at this time, she couldn't take care of anything else, she was already humble to such a point in love, in fact, Jiang Shan knew very well in her heart, maybe it was useless to go to Mengqi by herself, but at this time, she couldn't take care of anything else, she didn't want to lose Ye Ming, I don't want to be because of my sister, once upon a time I regarded Mengqi as my good sister, in this world, few people are sincere to herself, and she doesn't want to lose Mengqi.
drove directly to the vicinity of Mengqi's home, and planned to drive directly to Mengqi's door, but found that Ye Ming's car was actually outside Mengqi's door, Jiang Shan stopped the car, and planned to go straight to Mengqi's house, but at this moment she stopped her steps, yes, she didn't dare to go in, she was afraid, afraid to see Ye Ming, afraid to see Mengqi. Just when she hesitated, the door rang, someone should have opened the door, Jiang Shan saw this and hid towards the bushes on the side, she didn't know what kind of mentality to use to face it. So I chose to dodge.
Ye Ming walked out of the house, Meng Qi was next to him, because the distance was a little far, Jiang Shan didn't hear what the two said, only saw Ye Ming with a bright smile on his face, this is different from usual, if you want to change it, you may think that he is just happy, so he laughs, but at this moment, he knows very well in his heart that his smile is for the girl standing next to him.
Meng Qi sent Ye Ming to the door, because it was raining, Ye Ming held an umbrella, and when he saw that it was a little cold outside, he put on his coat for Meng Qi, and then handed her the umbrella and ran to the car by himself, after getting in the car, Ye Ming said to Meng Qi: "Okay, you go back, it's a little cold outside, don't catch a cold, I'll go first." After saying that, he drove away. Seeing Ye Ming leaving, Meng Qi turned around and prepared to enter the house.
At this time, Jiang Shan looked at the scene in front of her, her heart seemed to be poked by something, and seeing that Mengqi was going back to the house, Jiang Shan walked in from outside and shouted "Mengqi". Meng Qi, who was about to go back to the house, heard someone shouting that she looked back and saw that it was Jiang Shan, and she didn't have an umbrella, so she ran forward to give her an umbrella and said with some blame: "Why are you still here so late, didn't you let you go back and have a good rest?" Also, why don't you know how to bring an umbrella when you go out, you see that your body is wet, hurry up and go in, it's not good if you catch a cold for a while" After speaking, he put on the coat that Ye Ming had just given himself to Jiang Shan.
The two entered the house, and Meng Qi went to make a cup of hot tea for Jiang Shan and handed it over, "Drink some to drive away the cold." Jiang Shan took the tea handed by Meng Qi and took a sip, the warm tea flowed down her throat into her stomach, and she could feel a little warmth, but at this moment, her heart was much colder than her body.
Seeing that Jiang Shan was stunned, Meng Qi turned up the temperature of the air conditioner at home a little higher, and asked, "How is Jiang Shan, are you better, is it still cold?" Jiang Shan, who was stunned, heard Mengqi's call and replied, "Oh, I'm fine." ”。
"That's right, didn't Ye Ming send you home? Why did you come to me so late," Meng Qi asked, puzzled
"Oh, it's like this, when I just got out of the car, I accidentally took Ye Ming's mobile phone as my mobile phone, and when I got home, I opened my bag and saw that my mobile phone was there, so I thought about giving it to him, but I may not be able to go to the academy in the past few days, so I came to look for you," Jiang Shan said.
"Oh yes, Ye Ming just came back and found it, then I'll give it to him tomorrow," Meng Qi said.
Jiang Shan snorted, then got up and said, "It's not too early, then I'll go back first."
Meng Qi saw that Jiang Shan was about to leave and said, "It's already so late, you still have to leave, otherwise you will stay at my house for one night."
"No, the family is still waiting," Jiang Shan said, Meng Qi also got up when she saw this, and sent Jiang Shan to the door of the house, seeing that Jiang Shan was not wearing much, she said, "You wait for me for a while", then turned around and returned home, took out the coat that Ye Ming had just put on himself, and put it on Jiang Shan, "Put on the coat, don't catch a cold," said with a smile.
Jiang Shan pulled the coat on her body, looked at the smiling girl in front of her, turned to leave, and when she was about to get in the car, Jiang Shan looked at Meng Qi and said, "Meng Qi, are you free tomorrow?" I've been worrying too much lately, and I want to go out for a walk, can you accompany me? ”
Meng Qi saw Jiang Shan say this and agreed without thinking about it, Jiang Shan saw that Meng Qi agreed neatly, and said "Okay, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning" After speaking, she turned around and left.