After Jiang Shan drove away from Mengqi's house, she didn't go home, and drove the car straight to the riverside, probably because of the rainy day, there was no one on the riverside, Jiang Shan stopped the car, got out of the car, and walked to the riverside to look at the river quietly.

Although she is one of the six major families, Miss Jiang, but there is still unspeakable bitterness, despite those halos outside, but in fact, only she knows that she is careful every step she takes, she is also a human being, she will be tired, sad and sad, but she can't go to someone to talk to, she can only bear it silently. I couldn't help but cry when I thought of this.

A person sat quietly like this, and occasionally one or two people passed by her, whispering whether she was out of love or whether she would jump into the river for a while. Hearing these talks, Jiang Shan smiled self-deprecatingly, yes, is she considered a broken love? This is a love between herself and herself, in this love, she lost herself, and she could vent and even commit suicide if she was someone else, but what about herself, heh, she didn't even have the qualifications to die, and even if she wanted to die, she had to think about what she would do if she left her mother, and at this moment she found out that she was so tired of living.

I don't know how long I sat down, it was raining again, the wind was still roaring, but at this moment, I didn't seem to know the cold, the pedestrians on the road were holding umbrellas, wrapping their clothes tightly, and walking quickly, Jiang Shan took off the coat that Mengqi gave her and dragged it in her hand, as if she was going to crush it. When I think of what I saw today, my heart is full of resentment. In the end, Jiang Shan sighed deeply, and finally got up to leave.

returned home and threw Ye Ming's coat to the nanny and ordered him to clean it and go upstairs, this night was destined to be sleepless, lying on the bed, Jiang Shan couldn't fall asleep over and over in bed, closed her eyes and kept showing everything that happened today in her mind, in fact, the reason why she went to Mengqi in the middle of the night today was just because she felt a little sad after reading the photos, she and Mengqi got along for so long and still believed in Mengqi's friendship with her, she was sad that the man she loved fell in love with her good girlfriend, It's like rubbing salt on your wound after someone stabs you.

Jiang Shan, who was already sad, went to the door of Meng Qi but saw Ye Ming's scene of being so gentle to her, even if she had more words, she couldn't say it, at that moment she felt that the relationship between herself and Meng Qi was like a crack in a cup, although that small crack did not affect the use of the cup, but it is undeniable that this cup has been broken and can not go back to before, and the accumulation of time will eventually break down is only a matter of time.

Thinking of making an appointment with Meng Qi tomorrow, Jiang Shan was entangled in her heart whether what she did was right or wrong, in this toss-and-turn thought, Jiang Shan didn't fall asleep until late at night, and the next day Jiang Shan woke up early, looked at her haggard face in the mirror, put on a little light makeup to cover it up, went downstairs to have some breakfast, asked her aunt to take Ye Ming's clothes and put them in the passenger seat of the car, and then went out after explaining.

drove to Mengqi's villa, parked the car and knocked on the door, and after a long time Mengqi came down to open the door, Mengqi, who was sleepy-eyed, rubbed her eyes and looked at Jiang Shan at the door, yawned and said, "Jiang Shan, why did you get up so early." ”

"Oh, I woke up early in the morning so I got up, thinking that I would pick you up early after making an appointment, did I disturb your sleep" Jiang Shan replied with a smile.

Meng Qi will be a little more sober: "No, if you don't come, I'm almost going to get up, okay, don't stand at the door and talk, come in" said and walked towards the living room with Jiang Shan.

"That Jiang Shan, you sit down by yourself for a while, I'll go up and wash up," Meng Qi said and ran upstairs.

Jiang Shan sat downstairs for a while and saw Meng Qi go upstairs to wash, turned around and went into the kitchen, beat two eggs and put some oil to fry the eggs, the golden egg liquid was poured into the pot and cooked after a while, fluently took the plate and loaded it, then opened the freezer and poured a glass of milk out, and put the breakfast on the table like this, at this time Meng Qi had already washed up and was going downstairs, seeing Jiang Shan making breakfast for herself, she said with a smile: "You also made breakfast for me, oops, I'm so happy, there are beautiful women making breakfast for me so early in the morning, Thinking about how happy Ye Ming will be if he accepts you in the future, I will start to be jealous." As he spoke, he walked to the table

Jiang Shan was stunned for a moment when she heard Meng Qi mention Ye Ming's name, and when she saw the milk spilled, she turned around and said, "You wait, I'll go get a rag to wipe it" and went into the kitchen, took the rag out and wiped the milk spilled on the table, a little distracted, Meng Qi smiled when she saw this and said: "Haha, are you thinking about Ye Ming, you see that you lose your mind when I mention him", Meng Qi teased Jiang Shan, Jiang Shan pulled up a far-fetched smile and said, "Okay, eat your breakfast, don't tease me."

Meng Qi smiled and said, "Hehe, I think you're shy," and after saying that, she started to eat breakfast.

Jiang Shan sat on the sofa with her back to Meng Qi and didn't have any expression after listening to this sentence, since yesterday, Ye Ming's two words are sarcastic to herself, but she doesn't want to behave in front of Meng Qi like this.

After the two finished eating, Meng Qi got into Jiang Shan's car, and saw Ye Ming's coat on the car, Meng Qi smiled at Jiang Shan, and then put her clothes in the back seat, along the way, Meng Qi has been chattering, and occasionally Jiang Shan will respond to herself a few words, although I feel that Jiang Shan today is a little different from usual, but Meng Qi didn't ask carefully, and felt that it might be because she was too tired recently.

Jiang Shan has been focusing on driving the car, at the beginning will occasionally echo Meng Qi's words, and then concentrate on driving the car, Meng Qi saw this and did not bother her, thinking about driving and concentrating on a little better, I don't know how long I drove, so long that Meng Qi slept for a while and woke up, when she woke up again, the car was driving on a small road, Meng Qi saw that she had not seen this road and asked: "Jiang Shan, where are we going to relax, how long will it take, I am a little tired after a long time in the car, and I want to go down to the activity."

Jiang Shan saw Mengqi wake up and replied: "It'll be there in a while" and then continued to drive, after about ten minutes, Jiang Shan stopped the car, Mengqi got out of the car, looking at the grass in front of him There is no beautiful scenery, but this sparsely populated area gives people a feeling of survival in the wild.

"Jiang Shan, what's so fun here, I don't think there's anything to see, is it worth getting up so early?" Meng Qi was puzzled

Jiang Shan looked at the lawn in front of him and walked, as if she didn't hear what Meng Qi said, she walked and opened her hands as if she wanted to embrace the warm wind, closed her eyes and felt the breeze whistling past her ears, Meng Qi also walked next to Jiang Shan, the two of them walked like this, Jiang Shan didn't speak, Meng Qi also kept quiet when she saw this, after all, she was accompanying Jiang Shan out today, since she didn't want to talk, then she would accompany her.

After walking for a while, Meng Qi felt a little tired and said: "Jiang Shan, let's sit here for a while, sit down and take a look at the scenery", Jiang Shan nodded and then sat on the ground with Meng Qi, Meng Qi looked at the grass in front of him, some places were overgrown with weeds, it looked like this, no one had been here for a long time, and the curious Meng Qi asked: "Jiang Shan, are you familiar with this place?" I think you're relaxing here, but I think it's been a long time since anyone has been here."

"Well, I like this place very much, I used to come here when I was alone, and only here did I feel as if I had found a belonging," Jiang Shan said with a smile

"Then this place should be of great significance to you, I'm glad you can share it with me," Meng Qi said with a smile

"Well, yes, this is a place with a lot of good memories for me, and I have never used to bring someone to you, you are the first," Jiang Shan said

Meng Qi looked at Jiang Shan and said, "A lot of good memories? Mind sharing your fond memories with me? ”

Jiang Shan saw Mengqi ask and said as if she fell into boundless memories: "My mother likes it very much, in the past, my mother would often bring me and my father here, at that time, Dad's business was not so big, although the money was not very much, but at that time it was the happiest years for our family, my mother would prepare a lot of delicious meals every day and wait for my father to come back from work, and my father would sometimes prepare a small surprise for me when he came back, Whenever I had time, my mother would prepare some food, and then my father would bring my mother and me here.

At that time, this side was still very beautiful, my mother would spread a plaid cloth on the ground and then put a lot of food, I flew a kite with my father in this open space, at that time my mother said that she liked it very much, and my father said that when he made money, he would build a big house here, and our family lived here, and when I was fine, my mother accompanied me to fly a kite and my father could fish here.

But then everything changed. Dad started to be very busy, didn't have time to come back to accompany me and Mom, Mom called him and he always didn't answer, always drunk when he came back at night, Mom said he, Dad would beat Mom, slowly Dad didn't like me anymore, I thought I was not good enough to be sensible enough, until later, that day Mom took me to Dad's company to pick up Dad and go home early.

I remember that day was my mother's birthday, my mother was very happy, we bought the cake and we waited downstairs and waited, it was almost dark, and finally my father came out and he held a beautiful woman's hand and smiled happily, the woman was holding a girl in her arms, as if they were a family, I was about to call my father when my mother covered my mouth, so my mother and I watched my father drive the car with the woman away, in this life I can never forget how embarrassed and sad my mother was in the rain that day. ”

Despite this, my mother came home and comforted me and said that my father had something to help my aunt deal with, and my mother didn't let me tell my father that we went to find him today, looking at my mother's sad appearance, I chose to remain silent, that day my father came home very late, my mother didn't speak, and since then my father often worked overtime and didn't come home, and the most thing my mother did every day was to wait for my father at the door, as long as there was a little movement, I would go to see it, and after a long time, my mother even began to be a little depressed, and my father came back with all kinds of care, In the end, Dad couldn't stand it and chose to divorce Mom.

Do you know that at that moment, my mother cried, although I waited for my father every day but my mother didn't have a single tear, but that day she cried, and then because I was too young, the court awarded me to my father, I had no choice, and I haven't seen my mother since then, and then I will come here whenever I have something sad, as if my mother has always been by my side.