Chapter 41 Jiang Shan collapsed

Jiang Shan told Meng Qi about her past, and after listening to it, Meng Qi felt a little distressed about the sister in front of her, she was happy at the knees of her parents at the same age, but she had experienced so much, Meng Qi hugged Jiang Shan and tried to comfort her a little.

Jiang Shan's eyes were red and she saw Mengqi raise the corners of her mouth like this, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's just that it's still a little sad to talk about now, but it's been so long, I've seen it a long time ago."

"And how is your mother doing?" Mengqi asked.

"She because of my father's departure and my father had my custody, all of a sudden was too stimulated, and finally depression became ill and was sent to a nursing home by my father, until I was sixteen years old I didn't know, in fact, for the things of the year I have always been haunted, after all, my own father ruined such a beautiful family at once, that year I ran away from home, but in the end I still can't escape the Jiang family's search, at that time my father told me about my mother, since then for my mother I have been in the Jiang family, Because I know that as long as I am good enough and obedient enough, he will always take good care of my mother," Jiang Shan said.

"Then Jiang Yao is not your own sister?" Meng Qi and Jiang Shan continued to chat about the past

"Well, she is the daughter of that aunt back then, and it wasn't until I grew up that I completely understood, in fact, my dad had been with that woman for a long time, otherwise how could there be Jiang Yao who was older than me, but at the beginning he still took care of our family, until later Aunt Lan was able to help him in his career, and my mother was just a housewife, and after a long time, he naturally got tired of it, plus at that time he wanted to make his career bigger, and he finally chose to leave my mother and choose to enter the palace of marriage with others" Jiang Shan said with red circles in her eyes

"In fact, the material life that my father gave me over the years has not made me feel any warmth, in that family I have to learn to look at the eyes and act, although I don't like Aunt Lan, I still have to face her every day, even though I don't like that home, I still have to live there every day, in fact, sometimes I comfort myself, life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, and there are even more unsatisfactory than me." Jiang Shan said comfortingly.

"Actually, sometimes I think about it and feel that I am not particularly unsatisfactory, at least my mother is still by my side, although my father divorced my mother and was with Aunt Lan, in fact, I can see that Aunt Lan is not happy, how happy can a marriage be that overrides material money, my father is because of his career and walks with her, and now he is also a person with a face in the business world, and he does not need to be attached to a woman, maybe in his father's eyes, he is only a career, and he needs a person who can take him out while taking care of his career, Naturally, Aunt Lan has become a candidate, and President Jiang, who has a successful career and family, is undoubtedly a good business point, so we have to cooperate with this so-called family harmony and happy drama to perform, I may have worked with him in the past, but now I won't, for the sake of my mother, I can only endure it, think about it, I feel really tired" Jiang Shan sighed.

Meng Qi listened to her all the time, feeling a little sorry for her, it turned out that everyone had a difficult past that no one knew.

Jiang Shan looked at everything in front of her in a trance, suddenly turned her head to look at Meng Qi beside her, looked at her and said, "Do you know Meng Qi?" I used to think that Ye Ming would be the only luck in my unfortunate life, I think I am really happy to meet him in this life, you know, in fact, I have always had an inexplicable good impression of you, I don't know why I feel special want to be close to you, I think I can be very happy by your side, I once thought that I was able to know Ye Ming may have spent all the good luck in my life, and I am also very fortunate to be able to be sisters with you"

Meng Qi smiled and said: "Silly girl, what kind of luck or something, happiness needs to be fought for by yourself, it should be yours"

Jiang Shan laughed after hearing this, and that smile was a little self-deprecating, "Yes, what should be mine is mine, if it is not my force, it will not be mine, in fact, Mengqi, do you know that I envy you, envy your free and easy, and envy that there are so many people around you"

Meng Qi smiled: "I have nothing to envy, it's just that I'm a heartless person, so I feel that I don't have to worry every day, why bother to make myself so unhappy for some things, right?" ”

Jiang Shan looked at Meng Qi at this moment, there were too many words in her heart that she wanted to ask, but she didn't know where to speak, she was so tired at the same age, watching Meng Qi get up and walk forward, her leisurely and happy appearance may have been what she had been asking for.

Jiang Shan picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to Ye Ming, "Do you know, I used to think that you would be my everything, even if you rejected me, I still didn't give up, until yesterday, I saw everything in your mobile phone, and at that moment I realized that everything was just my own self-directed and self-acting, you never cared about me, in fact, to be honest, I hate you and Liu Mengqi, and I hate you for giving me a knife when I paid my heart." Ye Ming: You said that if Mengqi disappears, will there still be a possibility between us? After finishing speaking, Ye Ming called after a while, and asked anxiously in a tone over there, "Jiang Shan, where are you?" What happened" Jiang Shan just smiled, "Heh, this is the first time you've called me so nervously" Ye Ming was still asking, but Jiang Shan didn't have the heart to continue listening at this moment, and hung up the phone directly, watching Meng Qi sway towards the river.

Jiang Shan also got up and followed Mengqi's footsteps, walked to Mengqi's side, looked at Mengqi and said, "Mengqi, can I ask you a question?" I hope you can answer me sincerely."

Seeing Jiang Shan's serious expression, Meng Qi smiled and said, "You ask, I must know everything and say everything."

Jiang Shan took Meng Qi's hand, Meng Qi looked at her like this, waiting for her to ask, Jiang Shan seemed to use all her strength to ask these words, and finally she spoke: "Meng Qi, I want to know how you feel about Ye Ming?" ”

Meng Qi smiled: "What's wrong with you, silly girl, don't you think I like Ye Ming, have you been too nervous lately or have you quarreled with Ye Ming?" ”

Jiang Shan watched Meng Qi speak and asked again, "What does it feel like for you to tell me?" At this time, the volume of this sentence rose to make people feel that she was eager to know.

Meng Qi looked at Jiang Shan seriously, although she didn't know why Jiang Shan asked such a question, but she still replied, "Ye Ming is very good, and he is more easy-going with people, he can think of anything considerate for you, although Ye Ming is very considerate, but I already have my Leng Yichen, and I won't take advantage of people who I like as a good sister."

Jiang Shan listened to what Meng Qi said and said, "Meng Qi, do you know why I brought you here today? ”

Meng Qi looked at her puzzled: "Why, didn't you say that you have been tired recently and want to come out to relax?" ”

Jiang Shan sighed deeply and said, "Mengqi, do you know why I say I envy you?" Because you are happier than me, to be honest, I actually like you very much for so long, I think I am very happy to have you as a sister to share happiness, joy, sadness, and happiness, but do you know that when I knew about Ye Ming, I was stunned, to be honest, I not only envy you, but even say that I am a little jealous, jealous that you can have so much beauty, this may be what I have been asking for"

Meng Qi looked at Jiang Shan and asked, "Ye Ming's matter?" What's the matter with Ye Ming? ”

Jiang Shan smiled self-deprecatingly, "Oh, don't you know, Ye Ming actually likes you alone, I have been singing a one-man show alone for so long, I thought he had feelings for me, I came back after the rejection of the confession in Bali and thought about being able to wait for him, I thought that he said that there was someone he liked just that he couldn't accept the excuse I was looking for for a while, you know that I have been deceiving myself, I have always thought that my persistence can be exchanged for happiness, now I think it's really ridiculous, I like him, he likes you, He knew you were trying to match us, but he still endured it silently, and I waited like a fool. Isn't it ridiculous to say I'm ridiculous?"

"Jiang Shan won't think too much, the relationship between me and Ye Ming is like the relationship between him and Lingling, just like a brother and sister, it's just that he usually takes care of me a little more, not to mention that everyone knows that I am with Leng Yichen and we are very good" Meng Qi said a little flustered after listening to Jiang Shan's words, she didn't want her good sister to misunderstand.

Jiang Shan glanced at Meng Qi and said, "Oh yes? I also hope that this is me thinking too much, I looked at his mobile phone yesterday, although I know it's not good, but after reading it, I'm glad I watched it, do you know that his mobile phone password is set to you, and the most recorded in the memo is also your photo album and you, yes, he knows that you are with Leng Yichen, because he knows that you have a good relationship with his good brother, so he chooses to guard you silently, because he has always been caring and considerate to people, so no one will think that he is special to you because he likes it, think about yourself really stupid.

Do you know how uncomfortable I was to see all this yesterday, I wanted to run to find you, but I went to your door only to find that he was also there, he gave you a coat of expression, full of spoiling, at that moment I knew how to ask It's not a humiliation, Liu Mengqi why, why you, you tell me" Jiang Shan said this, and pulled Mengqi a little broken.

Meng Qi didn't know what to say after hearing this, on the one hand, she was shocked by what Jiang Shan said, and on the other hand, she knew that even if she explained more at this moment, Jiang Shan was still very painful and sad, Meng Qi hugged Jiang Shan, who was a little sad, and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm so sorry."

"Is it useful to be sorry, can I change everything back to the past, why would I rather he be in love with someone else, why would it be you, why would it be my good sister, do you know how I feel when you put his coat on me? I didn't feel a trace of warmth, only the biting cold," Jiang Shan said angrily.

Jiang Shan raised her head and tried to hold back her tears, looked up at the blue sky and said: Do you know that I thought that he was my everything, and he would be the one who could redeem me from hell, but in the end I found that I had no one to redeem, it was ridiculous.

Mengqi looked at Jiang Shan in front of her, and felt that she had changed a lot now, she was so gentle and quiet in the past, she always felt very comfortable, she was very tired, so she was so hysterical today, but Mengqi hoped that she could be completely released and release the pain in her heart. It's just that I can't comfort her about this matter, maybe it's a pain for her now.