I wasn't with Wong Ka-hyuk, but we lived together.

It sounds strange at first glance, but it's true. After being fished up from the sea by Huang Jiahe, my emaciated body had a fever again.

Because I was worried that Huang Jiahe would know about my hidden illness, I could only insist on staying at home and not going to the doctor. I burned every day, and I was talking about not going to the hospital. Huang Jiahe was so anxious that he carried me on his shoulders and forced me to walk out. My whole body was so weak that I couldn't resist at all.

Fortunately, his aunt arrived in time to stop him, otherwise he would not have been able to hide anything when he got to the hospital for a blood test.

My aunt is always an adult compared to us, and she, the former stepmother, is still very good at fooling Huang Jiahe. She had an aggrieved attitude and cried with tears in her eyes: "Jiahe, Nuo Nuo has had a shadow on the hospital since she was discharged from the hospital...... You know what she's been through in the hospital, so don't add to her burden and give her some medicine at home. We can't go back, and we're thinking of other ways. ”

Huang Jiahe compromised with my weak humming and my aunt's aggrieved cry, and finally had no choice but to put me back on the bed.

My own immunity is extremely poor, and my fever does not go away. Huang Jiahe was angry several times at night to take me to the hospital...... After arguing with their aunt, they finally decided to take a step back and ask the doctor to come to their home to inject fever-reducing drugs.

It may be that I have a severe fever, I always feel that my aunt is panicked, and when I talk to Huang Jiahe, I seem to be a little upside down: "Jiahe, I have a classmate who is a doctor. He also knew Nono, and asked him to come and see Nono. Familiar people come to the house, and Nono's spirit will not be so nervous. ”

I don't remember knowing my aunt's classmates, and I don't remember any of my aunt's classmates becoming doctors...... But it doesn't matter what my aunt says, I don't have to go to the hospital, it's more important than being found out about my condition by Huang Jiahe.

When my aunt brought the doctor in, I felt a bit of déjà vu. But I can't remember where I've seen it. The psychiatric hospital I live in is a public hospital, so in the past, medical colleagues from the same public hospital often came to visit and study. Every time a doctor came, the medical staff would always organize us to welcome us. If you behave well, you will add food or something in the evening.

I've seen a lot, and I'm familiar with doctors, and it's inevitable.

Huang Jiahe's awkwardness has not completely passed, and occasionally he will call me Miss Lu awkwardly. But he still takes care of me considerately. During the days when I had a fever, he looked after me every night while reading the papers. In those days, Huang Jiahe was tired and often overslept, and a lot of bonuses were deducted because he was late.

A few days later, Huang Jiahe simply bought a mattress at the corner market. Moved to the living room and slept on the floor with me.

During my three years in the hospital, I had a vague idea of what a difference between men and women was. Besides, Huang Jiahe and I are too familiar with each other, and the two of us used to take a bath in the same basin when we were young. He slept next to me, and I didn't feel embarrassed at all.

It won't be embarrassing, this, which is also the reason why Huang Jiahe didn't drink me and came together.

Not long after I agreed to Lu Sheng's marriage proposal, Huang Jiahe himself said at the dinner table that the two of us were too familiar with each other. If you sleep together at night, it is difficult not to have the illusion of incest between brother and sister...... I was greatly relieved to hear him say that. If Huang Jiahe said that he liked me, then rejecting him must be the hardest decision I have ever made in my life.

Huang Jiahe used the excuse of taking care of my illness, he not only bought a mattress, but also moved to my house in a grand manner. It was all over before I realized how it happened. Naturally, it was as if I opened my eyes in the morning, and Huang Jiahe and his pile of bottles and cans of luggage suddenly emerged from the ground.

With Huang Jiahe here, I will definitely be constrained when I do things. But because the fever hadn't subsided, I was really embarrassed to open my mouth and drive him away. I don't think about anything else, and I just concentrate on recuperation.

At night, I often look at Huang Jiahe sleeping on the mattress next to me in the dark room, and his mouth is very tight when he sleeps, which is very different from the nagging appearance during the day.

Simple beds, humble surroundings...... It was as if I was back in a mental hospital. It seems that Huang Jiahe is just my patient.

Everything is just as if I am living a normal life, everything is just a temporary illusion.

As when I was first discharged from the hospital, I still rarely spoke...... But I found that it was very difficult to live in the same space with Huang Jiahe, not to talk to him, and to deliberately ignore his existence. This is the secret of Huang Jiahe's winning lawsuit, he will try his best to force you to communicate with him, so that you can automatically and consciously expose your flaws to him.

Huang Jiahe is a typical Virgo man, who is irritable and likes to nag, and loves cleanliness to an almost critical degree. Although he lives on a mattress and doesn't even have a decent bed board, he is very strict about the environmental hygiene around him. Because the house has not been inhabited for a long time, there is a lot of dust hidden between the cracks in the floor. And I don't like outsiders coming to the house, if he can't stand it, he has to clean up by himself.

Huang Jiahe put on a suit and was the chief barrister, and when he took off his suit, he immediately turned into a strong cleaning man. The dust on the floor, he patiently picked out with a toothbrush.

And there are stains on the kitchen counter that have not been wiped off, which is also something that Huang Jiahe cannot tolerate. The way he wore an apron and cleaned around with detergent was a bit like my mom possessed. Matched with his majestic and stereotypical looks, it is completely incongruous.

After the table was wiped clean, he forced me to take a tour. Although I didn't say anything, I was touched by the deep corners of my heart.

On the night after visiting the kitchen, I dreamed of my mom for the first time in four years. In the dream, it seems that she is still alive, and she looks the same as Huang Jiahe every day, washing and washing around the kitchen. When I went to hug her from behind with trembling hands, it was Huang Jiahe who was smiling when I turned around.

I woke up from my dream, and Huang Jiahe, who was not far away from me, showed a hideous and fierce face in his sleep. I touched my face, and it was already wet and cold.

It's rare that when I thought there would be no bright future, Huang Jiahe made me feel something different. Although he likes to find fault with things, he always likes to say things that others don't like to hear. But he kept trying, trying to pull me back.

Hatred is disorienting, but so is warmth...... Just when I thought I could listen to Huang Jiahe's words and take the first step of rebirth, an interview by Lu Sheng once again pushed me into the darkness from which I could never recover.