Yang Ji ran into him around the corner, and he had obviously been following her for a long time.

His red eyes were full of anger: "You still went to see him, but you still can't bear him?" ”

Yang Ji decided to make it clear to him: "I'm just going to see him off." ”

"Hmph," he obviously didn't believe her words, "I saw you crying and hugging each other, are you really so reluctant to him?" How many times have you shed tears for him, have you shed one for me? ”

Yang Ji didn't expect him to follow him all the time, and he secretly speculated about the situation.

She was also a little angry suddenly: "Tuo Lifeng, don't forget that I didn't promise to be with you, I just said ······"

There is such a thing as a forcible kiss, and there is a second time when there is a first time. Yang Ji's unfinished words were swallowed into his stomach.

In such a small space again, he pushed her against the small alley where few people passed, and kissed her emotionally.

His kiss was rough and strong at first, and Yang Ji just responded numbly, but when he gradually slowed down and gently stretched out the tip of his tongue to her, she actually began to be emotional.

Her back rested against the cool bluestone slab, exchanging juices with him.

Tuo Feng tasted the sweetness of kissing her, and all the previous worries disappeared.

The college entrance examination is coming soon, and Yang Ji's mother specially went to the temple to ask for two talismans, asking Yang Ji to give Tuo Lifeng one, and both of them will take them into the examination room.

Yang Ji retorted helplessly: "Mom, these things are not allowed to be brought into the examination room." ”

"Then you will take it down when you get to the examination room, this is what my mother sincerely begged for, and I will definitely bless you with the title of the gold list." Yang Ji's mother is also very persistent.

"When did you become so superstitious?" Yang Ji put the red talisman in her pocket, and her mother had been more nervous than herself about the college entrance examination, but she still decided to reassure her.

"It's not that mom is superstitious, but mom can only do this for you. Mom is not highly educated and doesn't understand anything. She was a little distracted, and then quickly turned back to her own business.

This is the fifth time that my mother has lost her mind in the past few months, and Yang Ji is a little surprised.

A large number of students crowded into the examination room, quietly answering the questions, and leaving in large numbers.

Some people cried as soon as they finished the exam, and some people confidently faced their friends with the answers.

Yang Ji felt that she was completely insensitive, she had tried hard, no matter what the outcome was, she would accept it.

After the exam, everyone in the class was like crazy, throwing books and papers down from the third floor, fluttering like snow, and suddenly shouting: "We graduate!" ”

The jubilation reverberated throughout the campus, and the scene was no different from the victory of the Red Army on television.

At the graduation party, many people hugged each other and cried goodbye.

Yang Ji didn't have any friends, just sat quietly and peacefully on the playground and drank. This is the first time Yang Ji has drunk alcohol, it is very spicy and bitter, but after drinking it, she is inexplicably happy.

An Wen said: "I am completely desperate, I have not had any contact with him in the past three years, in the shackles of time, I suddenly saw clearly, I don't wait for him." ”

Yang Ji took a sip of wine, and her face began to redden: "Have you really thought it through?" It really hurts to give up someone who has been in your heart for a long time, are you willing to give it up? ”

"Letting go is just painful for a while, and if you don't let go, it will hurt for a lifetime. I also want to have a new beginning. An Wen was a little drunk, but his heart was clearer than ever: "I think my mother was destined to live an ordinary life when she gave me this name, go to an ordinary university to find an ordinary job, and then find someone to marry in the future, this is the life I should live." ”

"Anwen, why do I think that you are so young as if you have seen through life, I still think I should have a different life." Yang Ji looked into the distance, she had worked hard for so long, she must escape the life that can be seen at a glance.

"I'm not old, but my heart is old." An Wen laughed, hiding the sadness in his eyes.

"Don't just talk about me, what about you, are you with that Tuo Feng?"

"I didn't know, but I agreed to go to the same university as him. Who knows what will happen next? Yang Ji looked at An Wen: "Actually, I don't know how I feel about him, I used to think I hated him very much, but when the misunderstanding was resolved, I felt that he was very reliable." ”

"Reliable? I didn't expect you to use that word to describe it. An Wen chuckled: "Actually, you also like him, but you are the one who is loved, so you have no fear." He's always behind you, and you know he's not leaving, so you can't be enthusiastic about him. ”

"You're like an old man who sees everything, but I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing for you." Yang Ji does not deny An Wen's judgment of herself.

"It's a good thing, it's a good thing, as long as you graduate and leave this hellish place, everything is good." Got up steadily, picked up the can and toasted to Yang Ji: "Respect, future entrepreneur Zhang Yang Ji." ”

"Respect, you can be stable and stable in this world."

Yang Ji drank until the early morning of the next day before returning home.

When she got home, she timidly called "Mom", but no one answered.

Could it be that Mom went to the market to sell vegetables so soon today? She went to her mother's room and found that the room was very messy.

She quickly checked the house again, except for her own room, which had not been touched, and her brother and mother's rooms were as if they had been cleaned, and everything she could take was taken.

She began to be scared in her heart, where the hell had they gone?

She ran to the landlord to ask, and the landlord said, "Your mother moved away with your brother yesterday, and I said that the house is still more than half a month away?" She said that her daughter would still live and said that you would have to wait here to fill out the volunteers. ”

The more she thought about it, the more strange she felt, why didn't her mother move away and wait until she came back, and why she didn't mention it before. And the other day she had been folding her clothes, apparently planning to throw herself away.

Come to think of it. She went crazy and ran to the station.

She knew that maybe she couldn't get anything back, but she still had to go, she had to go. She has lost a father inexplicably, and she can't afford to lose her mother and brother anymore.

She didn't want to be an orphan, the synonym that sounded pitiful, the definition that was like a sharp cone, would only pierce her heart once more.

As soon as he ran out, he was stopped by Tuo Feng, he saw that Zhang Yangji was in a particularly good mood, and asked in a brisk tone: "What are you doing in such a hurry?" Where did you go last night, I went to your class to look for you and didn't see you. ”

"I'm in a hurry, don't stop me." She hurriedly pushed him away, and he hurriedly followed her: What are you going to do, I'll accompany you.

She didn't have time to care about him, so she rushed all the way to the station and got on the train home.

He also got in the car, and now that they were finally free from the shackles of their parents and school, he felt that the rest of the days were his own, so he would always be by her side, no matter what she was going to do.

She was anxious, but she didn't say anything. Tuo Lifeng knew that she had always been a person who kept everything in her heart, so she didn't ask.

The drive is still far away after all, Yang Ji looked out the window, rows of unknown trees are retreating, high-rise buildings are also retreating, roads are too, and so are people.

It's like herself, a little bit lost, a little bit backwards, back to square one, nothing.

The first time he followed her to her home, that small village with beautiful scenery, he thought it was quiet and beautiful.

Her house was a very old wood-paneled house, with three or four rooms, but it was very empty, and there was nothing but a few chairs and tables.

She went to find the uncle, who immediately called the contact person to inquire about the situation, and was busy until the afternoon before he said with a solemn face; "Yangyang, your mother should have left and taken Xiaohai with her, but we don't know where she went. But don't worry, as long as you are admitted to the university, your tuition will be borne by your uncle. ”

When she heard this, she finally exhaled, as if she had determined something that had been decided for a long time, and then she sat down in her chair and murmured, "Well walked, I finally have nothing, and I am no longer afraid of losing anything." ”

Uncle was distressed and wanted to comfort him, but was pulled by Tuo Feng: Let her take her time by herself, I will stay with her.

She sat in a daze until the evening, and the dinner sent by her uncle was cold and she didn't move.

Tuo Lifeng couldn't be quiet anymore, he took her hand and said: "Yang Ji, I know you are sad, but life must go on, if you punish yourself like this, Auntie will not come back." Don't worry, I'll take care of you in the future. ”

Yang Ji turned her head and looked at him in a daze: "You don't know, I'm not sad, really." I was just wondering, why did my mom choose my brother over me? I know she's had enough of it for so many years, but I've been obedient and sensible since I was a child, and I'll try to do whatever she says. ”

And what about the younger brother? He is stubborn and ignorant, and often complains about her. Why did she choose Zhang Hai when she left, instead of herself who had been working so hard to please her?

"Maybe, maybe it's because your brother is younger than you." Tuo Lifeng comforted her and said, "I believe that Auntie still loves you, maybe she really has some last resort reason for leaving." ”

What was her last resort? Yang Ji couldn't think of it.

My mother used to care so much about her grades, saying that there was a college student in the family to see who dared to look down on them.

But now she's done it all, but she's gone.

That night, Yang Ji slewed down on a mat in the attic and slept all night, and Tuo Feng also slept next to her and guarded her all night.

The starry sky that night was particularly beautiful, and he felt sorry for her, and he wanted to become strong as soon as possible, so that he could shelter her from the wind and rain.

He was in the wind and rain, and he just wanted to be for her.

Yang Ji held his hand all night, and she was afraid that if she let go, he would run away.

It's not about love, it's about companionship. A person who has been with you for more than ten years in your youth, whether she has ever loved or hated, as long as he is still there, she feels at ease.

Yang Ji subconsciously felt that her mother should leave some clues for her, at least give her a reason to leave.

She went back to the rental house and rummaged through her mother's room, finally finding a diary she had left in the box.