After getting Yang Ji's promise, Tuo Lifeng felt that his life was simply blooming, and he had never been so excited.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, I can still laugh when I look at the ceiling.

He felt that the night was so long that he couldn't sleep because he was so energetic. He wanted her to be around, as far as the eye could see.

The more he thought about her, the more he missed her, but now he couldn't run to her.

He could only take out the clothes he had been collecting, and the windbreaker that Yang Ji had slept in and left drooling had now become the only outlet for his thoughts.

He was immersed in fantasies about her, fantasizing about their future

She can sleep on his arm,

He could fall asleep with his arms around her waist.

That's the most wonderful thing in the world, he thought.

The phone she kept on the bedside table rang for the first time, and she looked at the golden buttons that had faded and became a little black and buzzing.

Yang Ji answered the phone without hesitation:

"Yang Ji, don't you blame me for not even calling you? Is it okay for me to call now? ”

Yang Yisheng's deep voice came from the other end of the phone.

"It's late." Yang Ji bit her lip to prevent her emotions from getting out of control, they always missed each other's minds, and the time gap had made them very strange.

"Yang Ji, come out to meet me, I miss you."

"Just come out for a meal, you can't even give me this opportunity."

Yang Ji casually put a coat over her school uniform and went out.

She saw him at the entrance of the hospital, leaning against the corner and smoking, tired like an old man.

Seeing her coming, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and extinguished it with his foot, and approached with his hands in his trouser pockets: "You're here, I'll take you to eat whatever you want to eat." ”

"No, I've already eaten it." Yang Ji tightened her coat, and her heart was mixed.

"Then do you have anything you want to buy, I'll take you to buy it." He continued.

"If you really want to send me something, go to the bookstore and buy some study materials for me." Seeing that he insisted on sending something to himself, Yang Ji said casually.

"Hahaha," he laughed, "you still love to learn as much as you used to." ”

He took her to the bookstore and bought it for her, and on the way back, Yang Ji walked in front with the study materials tightly, she wanted to go back quickly, if her mother knew that she was still outside so late and with a boy, then she would die.

"Yang Ji, have we really become so strangers to each other?" His somewhat hoarse voice came from behind.

Yang Ji stopped, waited for him to get closer, and then looked into his eyes and asked him, "Don't you think that we are already people of two worlds?" Yang Yisheng, admit it, you only think of me when you are lonely. ”

At night, the street lamps on the road glowed orange, and it was particularly cold on two people.

"How could you think that?" He stretched out his hand to touch her head, but halfway back again: "It's that my world is not as simple as yours anymore, and I can feel the gap between us." I really wanted to get you back, but it was too powerless. ”

"I understand," Yang Ji continued, "you send me back." ”

But Yang Yisheng didn't seem to want to send her back so quickly.

He first took her downstairs to the hotel where he lived: "You go up with me to get something first, and I'll send you back." ”

Yang Ji nodded, looking at the hotels next to her with ambiguous lights flickering, and felt a little panicked.

She followed him to the second floor, where he had recently rented a small and dilapidated hotel, and he cleaned up some messy instant noodle garbage on the table, and let Yang Ji sit on the bed and wait for him.

Yang Ji was beating a drum in her heart, and she always felt that Yang Yisheng's behavior was a little abnormal today. He grew stranger and stranger, as if she had never known him.

The white sheets were a little dazzling, and Yang Ji inadvertently opened the pillow only to find a few "Durex" messily placed underneath.

After a while, there was a "whooshing" sound of water in the toilet, and he went to take a shower?

Yang Jiteng stood up suddenly, and a sense of uneasiness rushed to his brain, it seems that Yang Yisheng has really changed, he would never do this before.

He had lost even the slightest trace of what he had been.

Yang Ji's brain went blank, and she stumbled open the door and ran out.

She ran as hard as she could, trying to get rid of those dirty memories, and she couldn't believe that he had become what he was now.

She ran and ran through the small, dark alleys and finally returned to her home. Her heart felt as if it had been hollowed out, and she sat on the bed in a daze.

No reaction could express her disappointment at the moment.

He used those "Durex" to completely shatter all her memories of him. She even thought that he shouldn't come back, she shouldn't see him again, so that at least they would still be good in each other's memories, and everything wouldn't have developed to such an embarrassing point.

In the next few days, he called several more times, but Yang Ji didn't answer.

Tuo Feng saw that her mood was a little low, and always tried her best to make her laugh, and she used her menstrual period to pass perfunctorily.

She even regretted that she had given Tuo Feng hope, she didn't like promises.

But at that time, his longing eyes made her unable to say ruthless words, so she said: "Tuo Feng, can we wait until the college entrance examination is over?" ”

His eyes immediately lit up: "Then you promise me that you will apply to the same university as me in the future." ”

"Hmm." She nodded, "If you can, you will." ”

Now Yang Yisheng's transformation makes her start to be afraid, she doesn't know what will happen between them, what will happen in the future, she is too confused.

Seeing that Yang Ji didn't answer the phone, Yang Yisheng sent her a message: "You misunderstood what happened that day, I'm leaving tomorrow, can you come and see me off?" ”

Yang Ji turned off the phone, the last time he left, she wanted to see him so much, so she wanted to say goodbye to him, but she didn't have a chance, and now she didn't want to face him anymore.

She seemed to have exhausted her strength, as he said, "I really wanted to win you back, but it was too powerless." ”

It turns out that they all feel the same way.

At night she had a dream, a nightmare.

She dreamed that she was walking alone in a thick smoke, she couldn't see anything, and the road seemed to have no end.

She had no shoes, she could feel the pain of her feet being cut by the shards of glass, and she fought through the pain until a voice in her heart told her that the castle she was looking for was ahead.

She didn't know how long she walked, but at last she saw the castle, it was a snow-white castle, beautiful in the sun.

She looked at the castle and smiled, but the next second she saw Ma Tingting's face, she pushed a huge snowball and knocked the castle down, and then she and Yang Yisheng looked at each other and laughed.

Yang Ji turned her head, and behind her was a long river of blood that she had flowed through.

When she woke up with tears on her pillow, she got up, grabbed her phone and ran to the train station.

He was still there when she arrived, he hadn't yet entered the waiting room, and he seemed to have been waiting for her to come.

"Yang Ji, you're still here."

"The one you saw that day wasn't for you." After explaining, he seemed to feel that it was meaningless, so he smiled helplessly.

"You once said that I am the most important person in your life, when you say this, do you mean it?" She asked him stubbornly, she just wanted to know if he had ever really taken her that seriously.

"Yang Ji, I never lied to you." He replied.

That's enough, that's enough. Yang Ji said to herself.

He took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it to her: "I didn't know that you had kept that phone all along, and this money should be used to compensate you for the phone bills you have paid for so many years." ”

Yang Ji shook her head vigorously with tears in her eyes.

"Don't hand it in again." He said.

Yang Ji nodded desperately with tears in her eyes.

Her obsession for so many years was completely let go at this moment. The person she met when she was the youngest and youngest, she could finally say goodbye to him.

He hugged her for the first and last time: "May you be guarded in the future." ”