【1】

Lunch.

"I still mind if you go back to China for good treatment, the United States is too dangerous."

"If you know I'm in the United States, why did you let me go back to China for treatment? This is the United States, and I can't cure any disease, but I don't want to. ”

"Yes." The girl with the online name "Su Jin" replied.

She was a domestic netizen who contacted me before I went abroad, probably not a netizen, she said that her mother's surname was Mo, and she could get my Facebook account, maybe it's not just a netizen, she once seemed to say what kind of relatives we are, but I don't bother to remember, and there is no note.

"And when are you going to go back home?" She asked.

"I'm waiting for Gu Luo to finish college, it's good here, and I plan to go to France or Japan after college."

"Not planning to come back?"

"Why do you have so many questions and want to see me?"

"That's not it, I've been friends with you for two years, so I have to see each other, right?"

"There's a chance." I lost interest in the conversation, and as soon as I closed the page, my computer showed "A new email has not been read".

I clicked on it, and there was no title in it.

【2】

“

Mo Fei: It's been a long time since I got in touch, without your mobile phone number, without your address, you've evaporated from the world, and there's no news. I learned your email today, so I sent you this one, although I know you can't see it.

Since the day you left, I have lost my soul, and I want to find you all over the world, but I can't do anything. You know, it's impossible for the Mo family to reveal anything about you, I ride past that white building every day, and I wonder if you're going to be uncomfortable being locked up inside, no mobile phone, no computer, no outside entertainment.

Actually, I want to go in and see you, but I don't have the right to visit. ”

Reading this I stopped, "White Building"? "Visitation"? These keywords may have exposed the other party's misunderstanding of where I am.

At first, I thought that the "white building" he was referring to was my family's villa, but "I wonder if you will be uncomfortable being locked up inside, with no mobile phones, no computers, no outside entertainment" denied this statement.

I read on.

"I really want to see you, even just to see you and not to talk to you, you're not that kind of person in my eyes, you don't break any terms, and you're one of the best students in school.

I guess you've forgotten who I am, it's been too long, but my feelings for you haven't changed.

YOUR

Jiang Mingyuan"

【3】

There is a very inconspicuous link at the bottom of the mailbox, and I don't quite remember who this person named Jiang Mingyuan is, nor do I remember that there was such a "relationship with me so good" Lao Tie in high school, so I moved my mouse to the link.

The doorbell rang suddenly.

Usually no one comes to my house, and the doorbell is basically not pressed, and the sudden loud noise really startled me.

I got up weakly, and the doorbell rang faster and faster.

“I’m coming! Are you fucking out of you mind? Are you fucking crazy? "I couldn't help but explode.

I hesitated for a second when I opened the door, the height of the other party was really not comparable to me.

If it weren't for the appearance of this courier, I might have pulled out a gun to defend myself.

“Your express delivery, Sign here.” The courier who was 1.9 meters old stuffed the courier into my hand, I carefully read the words on it, it was sent from China, and it was transferred here in New York, and the sender was Li Hua.

【4】

Li Hua is Steward Li, I have the impression that Steward Li has been working in my family for more than ten years, and our relationship is better than the "father-son relationship" between me and Mo Zhiyuan.

When I was a child, I stole some small items from Mo Zhiyuan's collection room and sold them, and then used the money to buy the latest game consoles to play games, in fact, I knew that if I asked Mo Zhiyuan for money, he would give it to me, but I wouldn't do it, because it was too boring, and I didn't bother to play with the game consoles I bought.

Only by sneaking into the collection room by himself, stealing Mo Zhiyuan's most expensive and smallest collectibles, and then selling only one price that is just enough to buy a game console, hiding in the bedroom and playing quietly, playing games on the game console is enjoyable.

Open the package, inside is a delicate glass table lamp, it may be said that the glass table lamp will somewhat devalue its value, to be more precise, it is a crystal table lamp, there will be colorful refraction of light against the light.

I didn't know that Steward Li would send these things to me, I didn't even have a sticky note, it was just such a "beautiful" table lamp, and today was not my or Gu Luo's birthday.

I don't know when Gu Luo's birthday is.

【5】

Suddenly I remembered that there were still unfinished emails, and the mouse was still stuck on that connection.

I clicked on it, and there were only two words in it: "ticket".

Almost instinctively, I pulled out of my pocket the ticket that the police had given me in the morning, what do you mean? I couldn't figure it out for a while.

I was fined in the United States, and an "old classmate" who claimed to have a strong relationship with me sent me a letter of condolence and said something bullshit such as "although you can't see it, but my sincerity has been brought", and at the bottom of the email there was a letter from China that knew that I was being ticketed......

I opened the ticket paper, and I didn't pay attention to it in the morning.

Just when I was confused and couldn't figure out the origin of this whole thing, the words on the ticket made my pupils dilate instantly.

“RUN！！！ (Run)"

【6】

As if in slow motion, as I looked up, I didn't know where the computer was coming from, and then the red flames came to my face, tearing my epidermal muscles, melting my hair, melting my eyes, and the explosion pierced my eardrums, just for a split second.

What a real pain sensation.

The explosion in front of me, the lamp.

【7】

"Mofei, where are you going?"

【8】

"Moham!"

"Huh?" When I opened my eyes, Gu Luo frowned and kept repeating my name.

The lights weren't on, and I was lying down.

"You're finally awake."

"You turned off the lights?" I blurted out in a daze.

"What? I haven't even turned on the lights. Gu Luo said, "You just keep shouting, 'Who is she, who is she?', and struggle in bed." ”

"Nightmares again?" Gu Luo found me medicine in the drawer, and then returned to me.

My eyebrows are furrowed and my eyes are rolling, what's going on? It's like something I heard not long ago, a familiar scene.

"Hmm." I replied.

"What did you dream about?"

I couldn't answer, my dry lips opened and closed, "I...... I forgot, I'm so thirsty, can you pour me a glass of water? ”

Gu Luo looked at me in surprise, and I also looked at her in confusion, not knowing what she was surprised about.

"The water is in your hands! Just given to you with the medicine! ”

My brain actually ignored these actions, and if I think about it carefully, it was indeed handed to me by Gu Luo, but I was thinking about things just now.

"I ...... Forgot. ”

"You just said that." Gu Luo looked at me.

"No, what I just said was that you asked me, 'What did I dream?' and I said, 'I forgot,' and the 'I forgot' just now meant that I forgot when you handed me water." I explain.

"When you just wake up, you will be a little confused, people can't be woken up when they are dreaming, I saw that you were too painful, so I couldn't help it."

"Do I talk in my sleep every night?" I asked.

"It's pretty much the same, sometimes light and sometimes heavy."

"And how do you sleep?" I frowned.

"You don't have to worry about me." Gu Luo put the empty cup in my hand back on the table, and I suddenly looked in the direction of the computer, as if something had happened there, a very uncomfortable feeling, as if I could see something.

【9】

The medication worked quickly, and I retracted into the bed and gently closed my eyes.

"Phew!"

The landline phone rang at this point, and Gu Luo, who was sleeping next to him, was frightened.

I got up to answer the phone, and by the way glanced at the time,

3:22 a.m.

I just picked up the phone

"The head of the family asked you to go back to China, and I will arrive tomorrow." After saying that, the other party hung up the phone.

Steward Li's voice was like a dead lake in the Himalayas, without any waves, as if he was not worried about the person who answered the phone.

I also don't worry about whether the caller is someone else, this voice is too familiar to me, simply, absolutely.

I looked at Gu Luo.

【10】

on the plane.

The clouds outside are golden yellow, and the back of the clouds is dark red.

When I checked my tickets, two first-class tickets had already been booked, and they were for 6:00 a.m. New York time.

The better-looking clouds were slowly pulled to the back and gradually disappeared, and the sun soon came out, passing through the clouds, beams of light.

I suddenly grabbed Gu Luo's hand.

【11】

I've been confused all my life, it's hard to find a purpose, and I don't care what others think of me.

I don't have any relatives anymore, so, I don't care what others say about me, before I didn't like smoking, my life was smooth, I was above ordinary people since I was a child, and my academic performance was better than that of other people's families, and I would write answers to buddies with whom I had a good relationship in the final exams, buy gifts for girls I had a crush on, label teachers I didn't like, and even tease them, but they were powerless to fight back, and still had to smile and send me a certificate of merit at the commendation meeting.

The reason why they are close to me is not because of my background, not so much because I am popular, but because of the Mo family's family background that makes them succumb.

I learned to smoke in my second year of high school, maybe because of puberty, or maybe because of the fat and ugly stepmother, who was called "Mrs. Mo" by others, this word made me feel sick to my stomach, disgusting, and her look of concern for me, it was so hypocritical that I wanted to smoke her face with the stationery box in my hand.

"Do you know when the only thing I feel comfortable with is?" I spoke suddenly.

"When you weren't sick?" Gu Luo replied very seriously.

"One summer, just after the rain, the sun's rays lost their power, and the whole city could be exposed to the sun and bathed in the gentleness of spring. I sat at my desk in my bedroom, the sun slanting through the window, drawing the shadow of the cup very long, the golden dust in the sunlight flying silently, I quietly lit a cigarette, inhaled hard into my lungs, and then spit out the mist to disturb the silence of the dust.

You just broke into my bedroom after school, and happily told me that the teacher said today that she had won the first scholarship in her grade in the past six months, and none of you could surpass her!

You finally laughed, not because the teacher praised you, but because the teacher praised 'Mo Fei', so you felt very happy and didn't dislike that you had such a masculine name at school.

I listened quietly as you told you interesting stories about school, and we were bathed in the sun at the same time, your hair was lined with a golden yellow, and your skin was smooth and transparent. ”

I like you very much because you don't like other people, only me.

To the outside world you are a tiger, and when you come home to face me, you are still the kitten that I tamed.