Text Part 3: What are you?
【1】
"What's wrong with you?" Gu Luo asked, "Since I woke you up last night, you have been quite strange." ”
"Not really." I had a vague sense of foreboding, but I didn't say it.
【2】
Steward Li stood alone in a very conspicuous place and smoked, wearing a blue suit and a dark red tie, which was his daily attire.
When he saw me and Gu Luo, Steward Li snuffed out his cigarette.
"Young Master." Steward Li strode forward to shake my hand.
"I remember you called me Mo Tu 'bandit' before." I made a serious face, but in less than half a moment, we all laughed and embraced, and Steward Li gently patted me on the back, lamenting that time passed too quickly.
Steward Li's body is much smaller, not as strong and heroic as before, but that kind of extraordinary temperament has not changed, with neat silver hair and a suit that smells of cologne, this old man is already an old man.
"Miss Gu." Steward Li shook hands with Gu Luo again, and before that, he had always called Gu Luo "girl".
Gu Luo just shook hands politely with Steward Li with his fingertips.
"Oh, they've grown so big."
I chatted with Steward Li, I was worried about it before the plane landed, I was afraid that Steward Li two years ago was no longer Steward Li, the "home" of two years ago was no longer "home", and China two years ago was no longer able to accommodate me.
But Steward Li's smile still made me let my guard down, and he still looked at me like his own son.
【3】
It's been a long time since I returned home, and it's clear that China has taken a big step forward.
I sat in the back seat and looked out the window at the busy world, where people were busy but fulfilling.
The little white-collar workers at work are holding bread in one hand and nibbling on it, and in the other hand they are reading the documents that have not been processed yesterday page by page; The children who are still in the rebellious period wear ripped pants, wireless headphones around their necks, and their wide school uniforms hang their hands a few centimeters longer than their hands, looking unruly about the world; The young mother pushes the stroller with a bottle tied to her waist, and the child is crying because she is too young to be too embarrassed to breastfeed in a public place, or there may be a bunch of serious but dirty old perverts waiting for the new nurse to feed.
It's nice to have a world like that.
Sinister, dirty.
You can choose to stand up and help the woman block, or you can choose to hide in the corner with others and lust for a young and beautiful woman with a full body who has just given birth; You can be as uninhibited as that middle school student, wearing clothes that others say are ugly, and having a hairstyle that others say is ugly, it is your choice, and no one can stop you.
Because of you, no one will know you when you walk on the street, you are just an ordinary person, no one sends you to school, no one dictates when and where you go, no one secretly protects you when you go to school, no one ...... A sentence to "return home" tells you to "return to China", and you run back to China with black circles under your eyes.
【4】
It was as if something had occurred to me.
Steward Li never goes out alone, let alone drives himself.
"Is there anything wrong with coming back suddenly?" I asked.
Steward Li was silent for a while, "Family meeting." ”
"Is there such a hurry?"
Steward Li didn't answer me.
I was a little breathless and ready to ask questions, Gu Luo pressed my hand and gave a direction with his eyes.
It's the red dot in the center of the rearview mirror, which lights up every two seconds, like blinking......
Suddenly, my brain thought like electricity, and I saw countless red dots like this along the way!
The necklines of some of the people in black suits, the necklines of the flight attendants who just got off the plane when we met at the airport, the necklines of the staff who took us through the VIP lane when we got on the plane earlier, and even ...... Children delivering newspapers in the U.S., security guards at school gates......
My head hurts like it exploded, police? The intricate fragments seem to vaguely see a policeman in black uniform talking to me...... It turned out that there were so many tools to monitor me, and I didn't even notice it, it seems that Gu Luo had already found out, but he didn't tell me.
【5】
"Wait a minute, I'm going to get off!" I shouted.
Steward Li frowned, "What's the matter?" ”
"Nosebleeds." Gu Luo answered for me and took out the medicine in his bag.
"Again?" Steward Li saw in the rearview mirror that I was bleeding too much, and pulled over the car out of concern.
I rushed out of the car, my two hands couldn't stop the blood flowing out at all, so that it oozed out from my fingers one by one, Gu Luo supported my back with one hand, handed me a tissue with the other, I took the medicine and squatted on the side of the road.
After a while, a police car approached, this is a viaduct, and it is not allowed to pull over.
Steward Li came forward to explain, but he came back after a while, probably the effect of "brushing his face", and the traffic police turned around and said something to the walkie-talkie and drove away.
"How?" Steward Li also squatted down.
I let go and let the blood flow.
"Which side are you on?" I asked hoarsely.
"What?"
"You're on that side," I pointed in the direction of the red dot in the car, "or me, the side of the person you grew up looking at." ”
"How do you know who's over there?" Steward Li asked.
"No matter who it is, he's been watching me all the time, I don't think it will be Mo Zhiyuan, that is, the dead fat pig." I wiped a handful of blood, but my eyes were steadfast.
Steward Li was silent for a long time, "Almost." ”
"What."
"You guessed about the same, the one who is monitoring you is Mrs. Mo's biological son, who was officially announced two months ago, and officially entered the Mo family."
"How old can her son be?" When I was in high school, Mrs. Mo didn't even have a son, and she said that "it's only good for Mo Fei Baby" or something.
"She's always had a son, just a year younger than you."
I calculated in my heart that the year after I was born, the son of "Mrs. Mo" had already been born, and I was one year old...... It was also the time my mother was alive.
"I'm fucking fucking far away!" I hissed exhausted, it turned out that this junior had been ready when I was not yet born, but then there was me, but Mo Zhiyuan, this cheap thing, must have promised the dead fat pig that you would officially enter the door of the Mo family, so the death of his mother was also in his plan, and I was sick, which simply paved a way for that cheap woman.
"What is he spying on me for?!"
"Because...... You are the son of the Mo family. ”
"I'm right ......"
"Gotta go." Gu Luo suddenly spoke, I was asking Steward Li During this time Gu Luo has been standing and letting off steam, not ruling out the possibility that there are other Mo family's cars following Steward Li's car, she saw a helicopter far away, which was owned by the Mo family, at first I made a mistake She would be punished with me to sweep the Mo family at the airport, she only saw it once, but she never forgot it.
Steward Li picked me up and whispered in my ear, "I'm on your side." ”
Gu Luo made eye contact with Steward Li, and Steward Li let go and went to the car door, and she helped me instead.
【6】
A white "snowy scene" on the horizon.
That is the villa of the Mo family, all of which are there;
That is the Mo family's assets, thirteen figures;
That's where I was bound from childhood;
That's where my mother died.
【7】
It's like something similar to magnetism, one end is on Mo Zhiyuan's side, and the other end is on my side, and the closer you go, the more violently you react.
It was as if the sound of his medicine was becoming more and more repetitive, uncomfortable, like a spell, ringing in his ears incessantly.
I've seen a question before, "What would you do if you had two minutes left in your life?" ”
For the past, I can't answer, because there is nothing in this world that can make me attached, if I were to be forced to give me two minutes, I would hug Gu Luo and kiss hard for a minute, and then light a cigarette the next minute, smoke slowly, and slowly count down the time of my death in my heart, which is also quite interesting.
But now that I have the answer, if I were given the last two minutes of my life, I would kill Mo Zhiyuan and kill that adulteress.
Without hesitation.
【8】
The car entered the gate, went around a garden carousel, passed several European-style buildings, and stopped at a second garden carousel throughout the estate.
The openers, the receptionists, and the bows are all the waiters I have been waiting for since I was a child, and their eyes reveal the tenderness that they have not seen for a long time, and the eyes that welcome the master home make people nostalgic.
Gu Luo stopped and bowed to one of the old waiters, it was rare for her to be so active.
When the girl had not yet entered the Mo family, she secretly climbed into the courtyard wall of the Mo family and rummaged through the garbage heap to eat, for the group of homeless children, the "Mo family's trash can" was a Michelin restaurant, where you didn't have to go hungry and could eat French food. But it is also the most dangerous "restaurant", if it is discovered by the guards, it will be dragged out by the electric shock equipment.
So the children were greedy and cowering.
And Gu Luo is not afraid, she only cares about being able to eat a full stomach, it doesn't matter if she dies or not, no one will hold a funeral for her if she dies, she will still be thrown back into the trash can, die in the trash can, even if she cowers, she will starve to death in the trash can, isn't it sad?
So she came to the courtyard of the Mo family, and sure enough, there would be a lot of high-end leftovers in it, and she could eat here every day, but whether it was day or night, there were guards with weapons around the neighborhood.
It wasn't until one day that the old waiter found her, she drew a short knife and was about to stab the old waiter, but the old waiter made a "don't speak" gesture and wrapped her in a garbage bag, so that she was not dragged away by the garbage truck that day.
Later, the garbage bin was renewed, and it was clean enough to live in, and the little girl was so hungry that she had nowhere to hide without the cover of the garbage, but at night, the old waiter brought her a bowl of noodles in a silver bowl, and chopsticks, and this was the first time the little girl ate with utensils, and she did not use chopsticks, but just held the bowl and grasped it with her hands.
The old waiter also brought a large bag of "clean" garbage and piled it up in the bin, so that the little girl could have a place to sleep.
For many days after that, the old waiter took care of the little girl like a kitten.
One day a few days later, when she was close to the garbage bin, the little girl did not poke her head out to see her, it was obvious that the little girl was found by the guards, dragged out, the old waiter looked at the dessert in his hand a little lowly, her granddaughter died in a car accident, maybe she was guilty of not protecting her granddaughter and tiring a care on this little girl, risking being electrocuted in the middle of the night to feed the little girl and "make the bed". But like her granddaughter, she still failed to protect her.
It wasn't until the next day when she arranged for the little waiter to clean the young master's bedroom that she saw the little girl sleeping on the young master's bed, quiet like a cat.
The young master was injured and had a thick bandage on his wrist, but he still sat at the desk doing his homework, and the waiter also signaled "be quiet" when he came in.
【9】
The eight-meter-high double-opened rosewood door was opened by the waiter, and inside was a piece of white flowers.
All the furniture is pure white, which is harsh to the eye.
"Could it be that the young master has arrived." Steward Li said, and there was a "creaking" sound of the stool that came from standing up.
But no one spoke.
"You guys go out first." As soon as Mo Zhiyuan's voice came out, all the people present withdrew as quickly as possible, leaving a woman and a boy.
"Fei'er!" The woman's voice was particularly enchanting, I had never heard her call this name before, and she approached us as she spoke, "This is Gu Luo, right?" It's all so beautiful! ”
"Hello Auntie." Gu Luo bowed, "Good family master." ”
"Come." Mo Zhiyuan asked me to sit down, the woman sat down next to him, and the boy sat on the woman's left hand side.
"Meet your brother, Mo Sheng."
"Hello, brother." The boy spoke, his tone calm.
"Hmm." I replied in a tone of voice, and the woman's face was obviously ugly, and I guess she was saying "what kind of shelf" in her heart.
"Because I haven't told Fei'er about this before, I specially asked him to come back from the United States today to discuss it."
What I didn't expect was that Mo Zhiyuan would call me "Fei'er" with the woman...... It's disgusting and disgusting to listen to.
"This Mo Sheng,"
"It's you and 'Mrs. Mo' who were born illegally, but you haven't been embarrassed to announce it, and now that your son is older, he can't hide it, so he has to be involved in the Mo family's family registration, right? Father? ”
Mo Zhiyuan's mouth opened and he didn't answer, and the woman was also iron-faced, as if she was going to take out a knife and cut me.
"What are we going to do when we come back? Discuss who is the eldest and who is the second in the Mo family? And then what? Divide up the family property? If it's a division of the family property, I won't ...... a penny."
"It's against you!" Mo Zhiyuan got up with the case, and his lips trembled so angrily, "If you want to get out, hurry up and let Lao Tzu go back to the United States!" Lao Tzu saw that you were on fire everywhere! Folds Lao Tzu's life! ”
"How long will you live?" I stood up, stared at Mo Zhiyuan's eyes, and paused word by word.
Mo Zhiyuan picked up a stack of copywriting on the table, slammed it on my chest, and turned to leave.
【10】
"Why are you like this! Your dad just wants to take you back for a family meal, what do you mean by that? The woman was so anxious that she stomped her feet and spoke violently.
"The whole family?" I smiled and sat down to say I didn't want to quarrel with this kind of person.
"You!" The woman pointed at me with red eyes, and then stopped, turned and left.
Have a reunion dinner? That was ten years ago, I didn't live here at that time, I wasn't sick at that time, my mother was still very beautiful, Mo Zhiyuan was also a talent, took us out to play every day, told my mother a lot of love words, and told me a lot of guarantees.
Later, in an explosion in the museum, my mother died, and I had a strange disease, Mo Zhiyuan should be very distressed why I didn't die! In this way, "their" mother and mother can step into the Mo family openly, and they don't need to let the woman enter the Mo family, and it took many years to announce that they have a son surnamed Mo.
Hehe, the whole family.
【11】
Nothing, nothing?
Feeling like someone was calling me behind me, I turned my head, it was a little girl, I don't know when she was standing behind the sofa.
"Who are you?" I asked.
"Me? Don't you remember me? The girl's voice floated as if it were on the surface of the air, and it would dissipate as soon as it was blown.
"I ...... Know you? ”
The girl approached me and touched my chest with her fingers, and a wave of memory packs poured into my brain.
Fire
scream
weep
Dark gray blood,
Girl's tears,
water
corpse
……
Where are you going?
【11】
The blood was a dazzling color in this pure white room, and I instantly weakened, and fell to my knees, my nosebleeds kept pouring out, almost the same as when I breathed, and every time I inhaled, a large wave of blood was sucked into my lungs, and when I exhaled, more blood flowed out of my body, which was uncontrollable.
The blood was on the couch, and I tried to wipe it off in a daze, but it became a bigger stain of blood.
This is the biggest weakness of cleanliness, it is so clean here, and I want to wipe the blood clean in the deepest part of my heart.
With a "bang", more blood clots hit the ground and made a sound.
Gu Luo screamed in fear, she was a person who would not be nervous.
My consciousness became more and more blurred, and at this time, a pair of sneakers appeared in my field of vision, "What the hell are you...... What is it? ”